Venus

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Venus

Verse
I wanna die
Or at least start a new life
Seems I've messed up this one
and even if I tried
(but I can't even try)
to fix the broken and see the light
No one will believe
my words so vain
and still I'm tryin' as if they will
I'm tryin' as if I will

Chorus
Nothing was ever wrong (No!)
Nothing was ever your fault (No!)
It's my fucked up pessimistic brain
That blocks the view like a cloud broadcasting rain

Verse
(No hate)
But why did you even have to create
This problem perceived as a human
All I need is some reassurance
That there's still some life
left in me to live
Still some light
left for me to give
And maybe then I could forgive
(Oh, maybe then I would forgive)

Chorus

Bridge
Again and again
And it drenches me with pain
I keep injecting into your veins
And that's how I detoxicate
Yeah, that's how I detoxicate

Chorus x2

How I Detoxicate

Verse
Motivation lost somewhere
The only thing left is despair
I ain't got the time to cry
But I ain't got no strenght to fight
Tired of waiting for something
Expectations brng nothing
Kinda feel like a deadbeat
Sitting here like I don't give a shit
(but I give a shit)

Chorus
Now or never
Can't be sitting and dreaming forever
Gotta make a move
Gotta get up and prove to them who I am

Verse
Determined to go
and show the world what I can do
But there is something stopping me
Self-doubt ruins everything
Maybe if I had the time
I would waste another rhyme
Kinda feel like a deadbeat
Sitting here like I don't give a shit
(but I give a shit)

Chorus

Bridge
Lost and desperate, without a destination
But I really wanna get up
Maybe I've still got some motivation
Been a slave to this temptation
To consider early life resignation
But I wanna get up and go
I'd rather show the world what I can do

Chorus

Motivation or Determination

You're always standing in my way, standing in my way
You're standing in my (way) aaahhhhhh

You're always getting in my way, getting in my way
I hate your laugh, your smile, your fake face
Always standing in my way
You recall the night and eclipse the day
You're always standing in my way,
Standing in my way

Get back,
Set me free
Please stop suffocating me
You are so bad, there's nothing worse
You're just the worst

EXCUSE ME

But you're getting in my way, getting in my way
I hate your laugh, your smile, your fake face
You're always standing in my way
You recall the night and eclipse the day
You're always standing in my way,
Standing in my way

You try to bring me down
Think Imma push you to the ground
Always making fun of me
This time I'll be the one to laugh, you'll see

Hey, EXCUSE ME

But you're getting in my way, getting in my way
I hate your laugh, your smile, your fake face
You're always standing in my way
You reacall the night and eclpise the day
You're always standing in my way,
standing in my way

I'm gonna make you regret
Everything you did
Everything you said
I'm gonna make you forget
Who you think you are
If you're alive or dead

You're always getting in my way, getting in my way
I hate your laugh, your smile, your fake face
You're always standing in my way
You recall the night and eclipse the day
You're always standing in my way,
standing in my way

Ahhhh, just fucking go away!

Always in my way


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Verse
I wanna die
Or at least start a new life
Seems I've messed up this one
and even if I tried
(but I can't even try)
to fix the broken and see the light
No one will believe
my words so vain
and still I'm tryin' as if they will
I'm tryin' as if I will

Chorus
Nothing was ever wrong (No!)
Nothing was ever your fault (No!)
It's my fucked up pessimistic brain
That blocks the view like a cloud broadcasting rain

Verse
(No hate)
But why did you even have to create
This problem perceived as a human
All I need is some reassurance
That there's still some life
left in me to live
Still some light
left for me to give
And maybe then I could forgive
(Oh, maybe then I would forgive)

Chorus

Bridge
Again and again
And it drenches me with pain
I keep injecting into your veins
And that's how I detoxicate
Yeah, that's how I detoxicate

Chorus x2

How I Detoxicate

Verse
Motivation lost somewhere
The only thing left is despair
I ain't got the time to cry
But I ain't got no strenght to fight
Tired of waiting for something
Expectations brng nothing
Kinda feel like a deadbeat
Sitting here like I don't give a shit
(but I give a shit)

Chorus
Now or never
Can't be sitting and dreaming forever
Gotta make a move
Gotta get up and prove to them who I am

Verse
Determined to go
and show the world what I can do
But there is something stopping me
Self-doubt ruins everything
Maybe if I had the time
I would waste another rhyme
Kinda feel like a deadbeat
Sitting here like I don't give a shit
(but I give a shit)

Chorus

Bridge
Lost and desperate, without a destination
But I really wanna get up
Maybe I've still got some motivation
Been a slave to this temptation
To consider early life resignation
But I wanna get up and go
I'd rather show the world what I can do

Chorus

Motivation or Determination

You're always standing in my way, standing in my way
You're standing in my (way) aaahhhhhh

You're always getting in my way, getting in my way
I hate your laugh, your smile, your fake face
Always standing in my way
You recall the night and eclipse the day
You're always standing in my way,
Standing in my way

Get back,
Set me free
Please stop suffocating me
You are so bad, there's nothing worse
You're just the worst

EXCUSE ME

But you're getting in my way, getting in my way
I hate your laugh, your smile, your fake face
You're always standing in my way
You recall the night and eclipse the day
You're always standing in my way,
Standing in my way

You try to bring me down
Think Imma push you to the ground
Always making fun of me
This time I'll be the one to laugh, you'll see

Hey, EXCUSE ME

But you're getting in my way, getting in my way
I hate your laugh, your smile, your fake face
You're always standing in my way
You reacall the night and eclpise the day
You're always standing in my way,
standing in my way

I'm gonna make you regret
Everything you did
Everything you said
I'm gonna make you forget
Who you think you are
If you're alive or dead

You're always getting in my way, getting in my way
I hate your laugh, your smile, your fake face
You're always standing in my way
You recall the night and eclipse the day
You're always standing in my way,
standing in my way

Ahhhh, just fucking go away!

Always in my way

Verse

Keep distance
Don't kill me
Why don't you learn to smile?
Don't answer
I know it's
just 'cause you're made of ice

Chorus

So cold
My fault
I'm not the one you want me to be
So cold
My fault
But do you think you really know me?

Verse

So bumptious
So upstage
You're perfect and I'm not
But guess what
I don't care
Go ahead and be the star

Chorus

Bridge

Did your mommy not teach you to smile?
Do you really like being so vile?
You don't know me yet you've quickly shown me
Who you think's got the upper hand here

Chorus x2

Ms. Bumptious

Verse

Things aren't fine this way
But the other way doesn't feel any better
Putting it all this way
I really wanna stay
but I have to go

Pre-Chorus
'cause I don't know what's right
and I don't know what's wrong
I can't find myself
Where do I belong?

Chorus
Why does it all have to be so hard?
I thought I was tough
but here I am falling apart
It all changed so fast
I am lost, I'm a mess
Can you help me? PLease come
I am lonely, please come

Verse

Misery in the air
I don't know what to do
I don't wanna give in
Feeling nearly dead, barely smiling and saying
(I'm okay)

Pre-Chorus
But I don't know what's right
and I don't know what's wrong
I can't find myself
Where the fuck do I belong?

Chorus

Bridge

This tunnel seems to be too long
Where's the fucking light?
Is there an end at all? (Hello?)
Misery crawling under my bed
Fear's been messing again with my head
Loneliness creeping up behind my back
(Leave me alone)
I can't find myself
Where do I belong?

Chorus

Why does it all have to be so hard?
I thought I was tough
But here I am falling apart
It all changed so fast
I am lost, I'm a mess
I can't find myself
Where do I belong?
Oh, why does it all have to be so hard?
(Falling apart, now I'm falling apart)
It all changed so fast (no rest)
I am lost, I'm a mess
Can you help me? Please come!
I am lonely, please come!
I need help, I'm so done
Please come!

Falling Apart

Verse
Take my hand and come with me
There's something I want you to see
It's not gonna hurt, I'm not gonna bite
It's just the truth I don't wanna hide

Chorus
Before you came
I wasn't the same
I was just someone with nothing to say
But don't you blame me
I didn't have that light
So so bright
Don't stop shining on my life
I took a shine to you

Verse
I have lots of dreams
And I believe
One day they'll come true
Bur don't you see
They all include you
Otherwise they don't seem
to be that cool

Chorus
Before you came
I wasn't the same
I was just someone with nothing to say
But don't you blame me
I didn't have that light
So so bright
Don't stop shining on my life
I took a shine to you

Bridge
This is the truth
Can you hear me?
Don't go away
I'm begging you, please stay
Stay in my life
'cause before you came
yeah, before you came
before you came
oh, before you came...

Chorus x2
Before you came
I wasn't the same
I was just someone with nothing to say
But don't you blame me
I didn't have that light
So so bright
Don't stop shining on my life
I took a shine to you
Yeah, I took a shine to you

Before You Came

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Verse
I wanna die
Or at least start a new life
Seems I've messed up this one
and even if I tried
(but I can't even try)
to fix the broken and see the light
No one will believe
my words so vain
and still I'm tryin' as if they will
I'm tryin' as if I will

Chorus
Nothing was ever wrong (No!)
Nothing was ever your fault (No!)
It's my fucked up pessimistic brain
That blocks the view like a cloud broadcasting rain

Verse
(No hate)
But why did you even have to create
This problem perceived as a human
All I need is some reassurance
That there's still some life
left in me to live
Still some light
left for me to give
And maybe then I could forgive
(Oh, maybe then I would forgive)

Chorus

Bridge
Again and again
And it drenches me with pain
I keep injecting into your veins
And that's how I detoxicate
Yeah, that's how I detoxicate

Chorus x2

How I Detoxicate

Verse
Motivation lost somewhere
The only thing left is despair
I ain't got the time to cry
But I ain't got no strenght to fight
Tired of waiting for something
Expectations brng nothing
Kinda feel like a deadbeat
Sitting here like I don't give a shit
(but I give a shit)

Chorus
Now or never
Can't be sitting and dreaming forever
Gotta make a move
Gotta get up and prove to them who I am

Verse
Determined to go
and show the world what I can do
But there is something stopping me
Self-doubt ruins everything
Maybe if I had the time
I would waste another rhyme
Kinda feel like a deadbeat
Sitting here like I don't give a shit
(but I give a shit)

Chorus

Bridge
Lost and desperate, without a destination
But I really wanna get up
Maybe I've still got some motivation
Been a slave to this temptation
To consider early life resignation
But I wanna get up and go
I'd rather show the world what I can do

Chorus

Motivation or Determination

You're always standing in my way, standing in my way
You're standing in my (way) aaahhhhhh

You're always getting in my way, getting in my way
I hate your laugh, your smile, your fake face
Always standing in my way
You recall the night and eclipse the day
You're always standing in my way,
Standing in my way

Get back,
Set me free
Please stop suffocating me
You are so bad, there's nothing worse
You're just the worst

EXCUSE ME

But you're getting in my way, getting in my way
I hate your laugh, your smile, your fake face
You're always standing in my way
You recall the night and eclipse the day
You're always standing in my way,
Standing in my way

You try to bring me down
Think Imma push you to the ground
Always making fun of me
This time I'll be the one to laugh, you'll see

Hey, EXCUSE ME

But you're getting in my way, getting in my way
I hate your laugh, your smile, your fake face
You're always standing in my way
You reacall the night and eclpise the day
You're always standing in my way,
standing in my way

I'm gonna make you regret
Everything you did
Everything you said
I'm gonna make you forget
Who you think you are
If you're alive or dead

You're always getting in my way, getting in my way
I hate your laugh, your smile, your fake face
You're always standing in my way
You recall the night and eclipse the day
You're always standing in my way,
standing in my way

Ahhhh, just fucking go away!

Always in my way

Verse

Keep distance
Don't kill me
Why don't you learn to smile?
Don't answer
I know it's
just 'cause you're made of ice

Chorus

So cold
My fault
I'm not the one you want me to be
So cold
My fault
But do you think you really know me?

Verse

So bumptious
So upstage
You're perfect and I'm not
But guess what
I don't care
Go ahead and be the star

Chorus

Bridge

Did your mommy not teach you to smile?
Do you really like being so vile?
You don't know me yet you've quickly shown me
Who you think's got the upper hand here

Chorus x2

Ms. Bumptious

Verse

Things aren't fine this way
But the other way doesn't feel any better
Putting it all this way
I really wanna stay
but I have to go

Pre-Chorus
'cause I don't know what's right
and I don't know what's wrong
I can't find myself
Where do I belong?

Chorus
Why does it all have to be so hard?
I thought I was tough
but here I am falling apart
It all changed so fast
I am lost, I'm a mess
Can you help me? PLease come
I am lonely, please come

Verse

Misery in the air
I don't know what to do
I don't wanna give in
Feeling nearly dead, barely smiling and saying
(I'm okay)

Pre-Chorus
But I don't know what's right
and I don't know what's wrong
I can't find myself
Where the fuck do I belong?

Chorus

Bridge

This tunnel seems to be too long
Where's the fucking light?
Is there an end at all? (Hello?)
Misery crawling under my bed
Fear's been messing again with my head
Loneliness creeping up behind my back
(Leave me alone)
I can't find myself
Where do I belong?

Chorus

Why does it all have to be so hard?
I thought I was tough
But here I am falling apart
It all changed so fast
I am lost, I'm a mess
I can't find myself
Where do I belong?
Oh, why does it all have to be so hard?
(Falling apart, now I'm falling apart)
It all changed so fast (no rest)
I am lost, I'm a mess
Can you help me? Please come!
I am lonely, please come!
I need help, I'm so done
Please come!

Falling Apart

Verse
Take my hand and come with me
There's something I want you to see
It's not gonna hurt, I'm not gonna bite
It's just the truth I don't wanna hide

Chorus
Before you came
I wasn't the same
I was just someone with nothing to say
But don't you blame me
I didn't have that light
So so bright
Don't stop shining on my life
I took a shine to you

Verse
I have lots of dreams
And I believe
One day they'll come true
Bur don't you see
They all include you
Otherwise they don't seem
to be that cool

Chorus
Before you came
I wasn't the same
I was just someone with nothing to say
But don't you blame me
I didn't have that light
So so bright
Don't stop shining on my life
I took a shine to you

Bridge
This is the truth
Can you hear me?
Don't go away
I'm begging you, please stay
Stay in my life
'cause before you came
yeah, before you came
before you came
oh, before you came...

Chorus x2
Before you came
I wasn't the same
I was just someone with nothing to say
But don't you blame me
I didn't have that light
So so bright
Don't stop shining on my life
I took a shine to you
Yeah, I took a shine to you

Before You Came


About Me

Bio

My name is Venus, I am 26 years old and originally from Bulgaria. I have been passionate about writing lyrics and poetry since I was a little kid but had never mustered up the courage to share those with anyone outside of family and friends before, despite having often been encouraged to do so. I have been working as a part time artistic model for the past few years now and this has inspired and motivated me to pursue more of my artistic outlets on a professional level, so I want to make every endeavour to make this wish a rality and sharing my lyrics with the world is one of the first steps towards that. I hope that they will resonate with someone the same way that other people's different forms of art have resonated with and deeply moved and inspired me so often throughout my life. I would also love to collaborate with songwriters to hopefully create some magic together :)
My native tongue is Bulgarian, so even though I mostly write lyrics in English, I am also able to write lyrics in Bulgarian. If you'd like me to custom write original song lyrics in Bulgarian (or English) for you, please feel free to contact me about that.

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