Carrie Doubleyew

You insist on the facetime
Why not just phone?
Of course you wanna make sure
This girls at home!
Is this control? Maybe so!
Is this control? You wanna own?

You buy me a car
But I have my own
My pride and joy
I can't drive both
Is this control? I think so!
This is control right? You wanna own!

Chorus:
It's not about me
My heart or soul
For you this is all about the control
You take my peace
I won't let you though
I was happy before
Now there's the door
Slide on, this girl will take no more

Turning up here in the middle o'the night
Fully expecting to catch me out, right?
Judge me by your standards?
That ain't right. This is control
That ain't right, you'll never own.

Post cash through my door
It's not right you know?
Why are you doing this?
I'm not your ho
You'll never own, this is control
You'll never own, leave me alone.

Chorus:
It's not about me,
My heart or soul
For you this is all about control
You take my peace
I won't let you though
I was happy before
Now there's the door
Slide on, this girl will take no more!

Here's my curse, no way I'm blessed
Festering away deep in my chest,
Stop calling me at every turn
Don't need to know what I'm to learn

Alerting things don't want to know
Why are you here? living in my ear,
A little black cloud I carry around
Shout you wares, I really don't care

Defiant you sit in my black soul
You made me dark did you know?
You own me now, you always will
It hurts my chest my heart you kill

Chorus:
Leave me be, why are you here
I could be free without this fear
I feel you start at every turn
And every devil brings your burn

Why can't they just wash over me
Like others blessed, they cannot see
Sticks and stones may break my bones
The rest I just don't want to know

You rule my day, my life, my heart
Make me crumble then depart
Testing everyone's intent
Made me judge until they went

Little black cloud you live rent free
I don't know what you want from me,
Crippling pain deep in my chest
Instinct please just give it a rest!

Chorus:
Leave me be, why are you here
I could be free, without this fear
I feel you start at every turn
And every devil brings your burn

I see you often over there
No plans to sidle nearer
In the main you let me stare
Your pedestal is clearer

I know you feel our special gaze
We're going places you and me
The doubting Thomas' you'll see
This isn't my one sided dream

Gliding over like an eagle
As if you went and chose me
You're an angel by me side
I'm letting go, now own me

Chorus:
Am I awake, my life's a dream
She's on my arm she carries me
Too perfect to believe it's true
Please live with me, Majestic you
Please live with me, Majestic you

I hear you laughing over there
Whose laughing now you loser
It ain't your arm she's holding on
You said you wouldn't choose her

She's a blessing, no disguise
I'm clinging on now for my life
Don't slip away from me my love
I couldn't cope if we were done

Did your ex just turn your head
You told me it was over
You said we had a life plan
You said we were forever

Chorus:
Am I awake, my life's a dream
She's on my arm she carries me
Too perfect to believe it's true
You live with me, Majestic you
You live with me, Majestic you

I'm going crazy over here
I've heard the stupid rumour
I don't believe them over you
Put me right before they do

Did you leave me? That's not true
You said you'd never do that
Majestic you, you lied to me
Don't go, I need you back

Chorus:
Now I'm awake, and it's no dream
My arm is empty have you seen?
Of course you have, as if you'd go
Well now it's true....Majestic You
Well now it's true....Majestic You

That's no fresh gaze
I've seen it before
She rinsed me out
It cost for sure

She played me good
When I was green
It cost me dear
That look I've seen

Trip over your lashes
And flatter your prey
Avert those eyes
Not getting your way

Chorus:
I don't have the money to fund that gaze
No cash over her, I'm no ones phase
Boy blinkers save me, I'm keeping my wage
She rinsed me once, twice shy I'll stay
(She rinsed me once, twice shy I'll stay)

There's plenty of others
Avert your eyes
See him over there
He's not so wise

He'll take you home
Of that I'm sure
That suit is pimped
He'll give you more

That fool I was
Well he's long gone
I'm crafty now
This boomers done

Chorus:
I don't have the money to fund that gaze
No cash over here, I'm no ones phase
Boy blinkers save me, I'm keeping my wage
She rinsed me once, twice shy I'll stay
(She rinsed me once, twice shy I'll stay)

Take a deep breath, it's that time of year
We're up in the loft collecting our gear
Inflatable Santa, tinsel and candles
Two sets of fairy lights to untangle.

Advents the taster of all things good
Teasing us daily to get in the mood
Wrapping up presents and all that's required
Christmas is coming, we're already wired.

Chorus:
It's not about gifts, receiving or giving
It's feeling the love and the life that we're living
Forgetting the troubles and toils we carry
Bringing the magic, forgetting our worry

Writing our lists of who to invite
Planning the table and food that we like
Spoiling ourselves with no expense spared
It's that time of year when everything's shared

Making those memories with friends or alone
Making it count and bringing it home
You warm our hearts our minds and souls
One special day you make us whole

Chorus:
It's not about gifts, receiving or giving
It's feeling the love and the life that we're living
Forgetting the troubles and toils we bear
Bringing the magic and love that we share

Giving us chance to remember lost love
We'd bring you back now, if only we could
So blessed that we had you the time you were here
The world becomes smaller this time of year

We feel the magic as soon as we wake
What's been forgotten, it's now too late
It just remains to enjoy this day
And hope you bring some snow our way

Chorus:
It's not about gifts, receiving or giving
It's feeling the love and the life that we're living
Forgetting the troubles and toils we have
Bringing the magic the love and the laughs