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You laid
in your hospital bed
day after day
hoping I'd die

hoping I'd live
a matter of pride, fertility,
and turning the tide

Deep inside
you dreamt of Nicola
your prodigal boy
my fantasy brother

In your sick mind
only a son could have redeemed the family name

Only a son your coveted throne wouldn't have reclaimed

CHORUS

Mother
you have found in me
your greatest enemy

I wasn't even born
and yet you saw all thorns

You didn't pick a name
until you felt your shame

Then put my hands on me
so I would stop to breathe

I came to life to be used by you

I came to life as you hid the truth

I came to life to realize your desire
and kill myself over time

You are a covert killer
mother
you did covert killing
mother
you are a pervert criminal
mother
and so unoriginal
in that, mother

A special place in hell
awaits for your soul

A MOTHER'S HATRED

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If I asked you not to hold my hand
Would you really truly understand
Where I am coming from?
Would you rather run?

If I told you to go slow
Talk to me in front of my door
Would you leave no stone unturned?
Embrace the silence we would have earned?

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CHORUS
Breather
You smell like peace
You move like a breeze
You've got the answers
To all my needs

Breather
You know I am a fool
but I feel your pull
You're like soft wool
You make me drool

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If I knew you inside out
I will be resting on a cloud
Respecting you would be my sin
And you will know me outside in

Soon we'll be eternal friends
No need no desire to pretend
No one is abandoning no one
Our wish will be fulfilled under the sun

Press Press Press Press Press....Pause
Press Press Press Press Press....Pause

CHORUS

Breather
You smell like peace
You move like a breeze
You've got the answers
to all my needs

Breather
You know I am a fool
But I feel your pool
You're like soft wool
You make me drool

Press press press press press ....Pause
Press press press press press...Pause

BREATHER

I
Have a giant void within
Where most people
Have gardens and kins

From that void
I've run away
Going after things
I could display

CHORUS
Spirits help me fill the void
Weeping willows and sycamores
Let me escape from a life of sin
Show me the beauty behind my skin

Spirits take me back to when
I refused to protect my den
I left it without remorse
I discounted my inner force

I've searched for gardens
Around the world
Forgetting completely
About my own

People's gardens
I didn't understand
I mostly feared
Or envied them

CHORUS
Spirits help me fill the void
Weeping willows and sycamores
Let me escape from a life of sin
Show me the beauty behind my skin

Spirits take me back to when
I refused to protect my den
I left it without remorse
I discounted my inner force

For decades
I have possessed
Dreams of gardens
I could not access

For decades
I have endured
An inner deep void
Left unexplored

CHORUS
Spirits help me fill the void
Weeping willow and sycamores
Let me escape from a life of sin
Show me the beauty behind my skin

Spirits take me back to when
I refused to protect my den
I left it without remorse
I discounted my inner force

Child, don't do
What I have done
Don't ever carve
A void to shun

Watch out for
Every deal you make
And parts of you
That you forsake

CHORUS
Spirits help me fill the void
Weeping willows and sycamores
Let me escape from a life of sin
Show me the beauty behind my skin

Spirits take me back to when
I refused to protect my den
I left it without remorse
I discounted my inner force

EMPTINESS


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You laid
in your hospital bed
day after day
hoping I'd die

hoping I'd live
a matter of pride, fertility,
and turning the tide

Deep inside
you dreamt of Nicola
your prodigal boy
my fantasy brother

In your sick mind
only a son could have redeemed the family name

Only a son your coveted throne wouldn't have reclaimed

CHORUS

Mother
you have found in me
your greatest enemy

I wasn't even born
and yet you saw all thorns

You didn't pick a name
until you felt your shame

Then put my hands on me
so I would stop to breathe

I came to life to be used by you

I came to life as you hid the truth

I came to life to realize your desire
and kill myself over time

You are a covert killer
mother
you did covert killing
mother
you are a pervert criminal
mother
and so unoriginal
in that, mother

A special place in hell
awaits for your soul

A MOTHER'S HATRED

Press Press Press Press Press....Pause
Press Press Press Press Press....Pause

If I asked you not to hold my hand
Would you really truly understand
Where I am coming from?
Would you rather run?

If I told you to go slow
Talk to me in front of my door
Would you leave no stone unturned?
Embrace the silence we would have earned?

Press press press press press.....Pause
Press press press press press...Pause

CHORUS
Breather
You smell like peace
You move like a breeze
You've got the answers
To all my needs

Breather
You know I am a fool
but I feel your pull
You're like soft wool
You make me drool

Press Press Press Press Press....Pause
Press Press Press Press Press....Pause

If I knew you inside out
I will be resting on a cloud
Respecting you would be my sin
And you will know me outside in

Soon we'll be eternal friends
No need no desire to pretend
No one is abandoning no one
Our wish will be fulfilled under the sun

Press Press Press Press Press....Pause
Press Press Press Press Press....Pause

CHORUS

Breather
You smell like peace
You move like a breeze
You've got the answers
to all my needs

Breather
You know I am a fool
But I feel your pool
You're like soft wool
You make me drool

Press press press press press ....Pause
Press press press press press...Pause

BREATHER

I
Have a giant void within
Where most people
Have gardens and kins

From that void
I've run away
Going after things
I could display

CHORUS
Spirits help me fill the void
Weeping willows and sycamores
Let me escape from a life of sin
Show me the beauty behind my skin

Spirits take me back to when
I refused to protect my den
I left it without remorse
I discounted my inner force

I've searched for gardens
Around the world
Forgetting completely
About my own

People's gardens
I didn't understand
I mostly feared
Or envied them

CHORUS
Spirits help me fill the void
Weeping willows and sycamores
Let me escape from a life of sin
Show me the beauty behind my skin

Spirits take me back to when
I refused to protect my den
I left it without remorse
I discounted my inner force

For decades
I have possessed
Dreams of gardens
I could not access

For decades
I have endured
An inner deep void
Left unexplored

CHORUS
Spirits help me fill the void
Weeping willow and sycamores
Let me escape from a life of sin
Show me the beauty behind my skin

Spirits take me back to when
I refused to protect my den
I left it without remorse
I discounted my inner force

Child, don't do
What I have done
Don't ever carve
A void to shun

Watch out for
Every deal you make
And parts of you
That you forsake

CHORUS
Spirits help me fill the void
Weeping willows and sycamores
Let me escape from a life of sin
Show me the beauty behind my skin

Spirits take me back to when
I refused to protect my den
I left it without remorse
I discounted my inner force

EMPTINESS

Straight to the point
No room for irony
That point is harsh
And not in synchrony

I let him in
Intrigued by his energy
But I'd be a fool
If I fell for his strategy

CHORUS
Courage and wisdom
Don't Leave me Alone
I need your insights
Need to stay in your zone

Courage and wisdom
Show me the way
I want to be the smooth talker
Who doesn't need to escape

Courage and wisdom
Let's close this deal
Unmask his appeal
I deserve the real deal

Dressed to impress
And I am suddenly fearful
As much as he tries
This guy isn't cheerful

I cherish attentions
So silly of me
But there's a reason
Very painful indeed

CHORUS
Courage and wisdom
Don't leave me alone
I need your insights
I need to stay in your zone

Courage and wisdom
Show me the way
I want to be the smooth talker
Who doesn't need to escape

Courage and wisdom
You know what to say
I'll follow your lead
To a brighter future indeed

STRENGHT

The grip has loosened
I can breathe again
My chest expands
I have no complaints

My shoulder lowering
My heart is light
I can feel the tiredness
And it all seems right

CHORUS
Tell me that
Tomorrow will be different
Tell me that
I'll tame my inner stiffness
Tell me that
My body will feel present
Tell me that
My mind will be like a desert

Come and talk to me right now
I will listen without a sound
But my smile will be quite loud
As I am feeling on a cloud

My blood is warm
My body is soft
My skin in flames
Life gushing through my veins

CHORUS
Tell me that
tomorrow will be different
Tell me that
I'll tame my inner stiffness
Tell me that
My body will feel present
Tell me that
My mind will be like a desert

Don't go away yet
Please stay here in your twin-set
Please tell me something more
I'll promise not to implore

Friendship seems easy
A friend seems good
My mood is breezy
And the sky's so blue

CHORUS
Tell me that
Tomorrow will be different
Tell me that
I'll tame my inner stiffness
Tell me that
My body will feel present
Tell me that
My mind will be like a desert
(Repeat)

EVENING

You and I are so apart
Much like a broken heart
Yet life pulled us close
As the threads of good viscose
You are busy with your affairs
You never have time to spare
For this, I suffered in the past
Right now I feel pretty much aghast

CHORUS
I can love you
As you are
You won't be stretching
Any far
I can see you
As you are
Hiding in your
Abattoir
I can understand
Your scars
Which you deny
As the cruelest czar
But I can't trust you
Anymore
Your crazy game
Has come ashore

I am sad to see you shabby
You seem suited for an abbey
Your whole body screams for affection
And I have caused no resurrection
Nothing in this world
will humble you
Stubborn and fixated on your truth

CHORUS
I can love you
As you are
You won't be stretching
Any far
I can see you
As you are
Hiding in your
Abattoir
I can understand
Your scars
Which you deny
As the cruelest czar
But I can't trust you
Anymore
Your crazy game has come ashore
(Repeat once)

MOTHER

Walking on a busy street
Waiting for that perfect time
Two eyes landing on my face
and I'm no longer in my fears' embrace

Finally, I can look at you and feel safe
Finally, I can go within and stop the chase
Finally, finally, finally, finally, yeah (2)

This is darkness coming to life
These are organs begging to survive
These are pulsations refusing to die
This is a woman who don't believe in more lies

Traveling by train I love
But today I'd rather be in a room
Energy...energy is trusting what the spirit feels
And not condoning heresy

Finally, strangers start making sense,
Finally, I can reach common sense
Finally, finally, finally, finally, yeah (2)

This is darkness coming to life
These are organs begging to survive
These are pulsations refusing to die
This is a woman who don't believe in more lies.

LIFE

Tell me I am worthless
I don't care
I look at you
and see what's there
Get away jerk
Stop your stare
I have plans
and you are not there

To my friends:
Share with me an eclair
Let's go and dance up the stairs
Stop complaining, it's fair
Leave me alone as I swear
I am aware

Walking down the street
I feel the air
I appreciate wrinkles
and white hair
I no longer envy
Anyone's blare
And I know exactly
What is fair

Share with me an eclair
Let's go and dance up the stairs
Stop complaining, it's fair
Leave me alone as I swear
I am aware
I am aware

Riding my old grey car
I wear a smile no longer rare
I slow down
And I beware
I don't need to go
Anywhere
Deceleration regenerates my glare

Share with me an eclair
Let's go and dance up the stairs
Stop complaining it's fair
Leave me alone as I swear
I am aware
I am aware
I am aware

AWARE

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You laid
in your hospital bed
day after day
hoping I'd die

hoping I'd live
a matter of pride, fertility,
and turning the tide

Deep inside
you dreamt of Nicola
your prodigal boy
my fantasy brother

In your sick mind
only a son could have redeemed the family name

Only a son your coveted throne wouldn't have reclaimed

CHORUS

Mother
you have found in me
your greatest enemy

I wasn't even born
and yet you saw all thorns

You didn't pick a name
until you felt your shame

Then put my hands on me
so I would stop to breathe

I came to life to be used by you

I came to life as you hid the truth

I came to life to realize your desire
and kill myself over time

You are a covert killer
mother
you did covert killing
mother
you are a pervert criminal
mother
and so unoriginal
in that, mother

A special place in hell
awaits for your soul

A MOTHER'S HATRED

Press Press Press Press Press....Pause
Press Press Press Press Press....Pause

If I asked you not to hold my hand
Would you really truly understand
Where I am coming from?
Would you rather run?

If I told you to go slow
Talk to me in front of my door
Would you leave no stone unturned?
Embrace the silence we would have earned?

Press press press press press.....Pause
Press press press press press...Pause

CHORUS
Breather
You smell like peace
You move like a breeze
You've got the answers
To all my needs

Breather
You know I am a fool
but I feel your pull
You're like soft wool
You make me drool

Press Press Press Press Press....Pause
Press Press Press Press Press....Pause

If I knew you inside out
I will be resting on a cloud
Respecting you would be my sin
And you will know me outside in

Soon we'll be eternal friends
No need no desire to pretend
No one is abandoning no one
Our wish will be fulfilled under the sun

Press Press Press Press Press....Pause
Press Press Press Press Press....Pause

CHORUS

Breather
You smell like peace
You move like a breeze
You've got the answers
to all my needs

Breather
You know I am a fool
But I feel your pool
You're like soft wool
You make me drool

Press press press press press ....Pause
Press press press press press...Pause

BREATHER

I
Have a giant void within
Where most people
Have gardens and kins

From that void
I've run away
Going after things
I could display

CHORUS
Spirits help me fill the void
Weeping willows and sycamores
Let me escape from a life of sin
Show me the beauty behind my skin

Spirits take me back to when
I refused to protect my den
I left it without remorse
I discounted my inner force

I've searched for gardens
Around the world
Forgetting completely
About my own

People's gardens
I didn't understand
I mostly feared
Or envied them

CHORUS
Spirits help me fill the void
Weeping willows and sycamores
Let me escape from a life of sin
Show me the beauty behind my skin

Spirits take me back to when
I refused to protect my den
I left it without remorse
I discounted my inner force

For decades
I have possessed
Dreams of gardens
I could not access

For decades
I have endured
An inner deep void
Left unexplored

CHORUS
Spirits help me fill the void
Weeping willow and sycamores
Let me escape from a life of sin
Show me the beauty behind my skin

Spirits take me back to when
I refused to protect my den
I left it without remorse
I discounted my inner force

Child, don't do
What I have done
Don't ever carve
A void to shun

Watch out for
Every deal you make
And parts of you
That you forsake

CHORUS
Spirits help me fill the void
Weeping willows and sycamores
Let me escape from a life of sin
Show me the beauty behind my skin

Spirits take me back to when
I refused to protect my den
I left it without remorse
I discounted my inner force

EMPTINESS

Straight to the point
No room for irony
That point is harsh
And not in synchrony

I let him in
Intrigued by his energy
But I'd be a fool
If I fell for his strategy

CHORUS
Courage and wisdom
Don't Leave me Alone
I need your insights
Need to stay in your zone

Courage and wisdom
Show me the way
I want to be the smooth talker
Who doesn't need to escape

Courage and wisdom
Let's close this deal
Unmask his appeal
I deserve the real deal

Dressed to impress
And I am suddenly fearful
As much as he tries
This guy isn't cheerful

I cherish attentions
So silly of me
But there's a reason
Very painful indeed

CHORUS
Courage and wisdom
Don't leave me alone
I need your insights
I need to stay in your zone

Courage and wisdom
Show me the way
I want to be the smooth talker
Who doesn't need to escape

Courage and wisdom
You know what to say
I'll follow your lead
To a brighter future indeed

STRENGHT

The grip has loosened
I can breathe again
My chest expands
I have no complaints

My shoulder lowering
My heart is light
I can feel the tiredness
And it all seems right

CHORUS
Tell me that
Tomorrow will be different
Tell me that
I'll tame my inner stiffness
Tell me that
My body will feel present
Tell me that
My mind will be like a desert

Come and talk to me right now
I will listen without a sound
But my smile will be quite loud
As I am feeling on a cloud

My blood is warm
My body is soft
My skin in flames
Life gushing through my veins

CHORUS
Tell me that
tomorrow will be different
Tell me that
I'll tame my inner stiffness
Tell me that
My body will feel present
Tell me that
My mind will be like a desert

Don't go away yet
Please stay here in your twin-set
Please tell me something more
I'll promise not to implore

Friendship seems easy
A friend seems good
My mood is breezy
And the sky's so blue

CHORUS
Tell me that
Tomorrow will be different
Tell me that
I'll tame my inner stiffness
Tell me that
My body will feel present
Tell me that
My mind will be like a desert
(Repeat)

EVENING

You and I are so apart
Much like a broken heart
Yet life pulled us close
As the threads of good viscose
You are busy with your affairs
You never have time to spare
For this, I suffered in the past
Right now I feel pretty much aghast

CHORUS
I can love you
As you are
You won't be stretching
Any far
I can see you
As you are
Hiding in your
Abattoir
I can understand
Your scars
Which you deny
As the cruelest czar
But I can't trust you
Anymore
Your crazy game
Has come ashore

I am sad to see you shabby
You seem suited for an abbey
Your whole body screams for affection
And I have caused no resurrection
Nothing in this world
will humble you
Stubborn and fixated on your truth

CHORUS
I can love you
As you are
You won't be stretching
Any far
I can see you
As you are
Hiding in your
Abattoir
I can understand
Your scars
Which you deny
As the cruelest czar
But I can't trust you
Anymore
Your crazy game has come ashore
(Repeat once)

MOTHER


About Me

Bio

I write lyrics in my spare time. It inspires me and makes me feel lighter and more grounded. I have shared some with you, on this website. Perhaps you like them. I have ideas about the melody but I am no musician. Maybe you have or can think of a melody that suits them.

CV/History

I am teacher/instructor. Highly educated. Well read. Lived in different countries. I now live in Italy.

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