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Kimberly Thorman

I think I felt the stars align
Checking out at the grocery store
I bumped into you once, at the front of the line
Then you touched my hand reaching for the door
Maybe it was fate that walked by
Or perhaps I made the mistake of letting it go

I pretended not to notice you at first
But, when I turned around
You gave me a smirk
A small little glance
Were you aware that you held my soul briefly in that moment of chance

Is this our fate
Have our stars aligned
Should I run after you
Am I too blind

Your musky smell intoxicated me
A scent I will never forget
The smell of fine wine and bergamot
Tells me, that you are sophisticated

My heart was beating so fast
I think I said a prayer under my breath
My lungs felt a rush of air
As I was imagining running my fingers through your dark hair
Sadly you left

Since that day in the marketplace
I find myself shopping often
Really buying nothing at all
Just wasting time
Wishing fate would re-happen

Is this our fate
Have our stars aligned
Should I run after you
Am I too blind
or
Am I too late

Fate

As I walked the dark walk of loneliness
A snake-like winding road appeared
Then darkness came so fast for me
I watched myself unfold to tears

I took a deep sigh
Then threw my soul to the wind
I hoped you would hear my anger
And feel the tears of my pain within

So many feelings I have for you
But your heart won't let me in
I feel the pain of your rejection
So much love lacking your affection

Giving the moon my lonely talk
Trees feeling my tearful walk
Teardrops drying in the wind
Sadness running through my veins

I hold your ring tight in my fist
Debating on whether or not to throw it
If I toss it into the wind
I feel I might get through this
Need to find a way to move on
Without feeling so damn selfish

So tonight I will continue to walk this road
And wonder how our love has turned to darkness
Talking to the light of the moon
I hope my heart can pump acceptance

The weather feels so very cold
But the blustery wind is soothing
Anger continues to rage like the storm
Creating more ice between us

If I rip my heart from my sleeve
You will no longer see my vulnerability
Perhaps I would feel something new
Then I can stop wasting my tears on you

Giving the moon my lonely talk
Trees feeling my tearful walk
Teardrops drying in the wind
Sadness running through my veins

Acceptance

Today is like every other day
It should only be about me
Definitely don't care what other people say
Because everyone else is unworthy

It's true, I only care about me, not you
If I did it would be unlike me to

If I dream it's about me of course
I really am that pretty
I really don't give a shit about you
To me, you are unsightly

It sucks to be you when I am around
Because attention is what I crave
If I am not loved by you all
It's because you took my vibe away

If I am mean it's because of you
You shouldn't even be near us
I can't be like you, you see
I am too pretentious

I know I am vain, I put you to shame
It's really my only good attribute
If I don't understand you, it's me of course
Because my life is all I care about

It sucks to be you when I am around
Because attention is what I crave
If I am not loved by you all
It's because of you took my vibe away

Pretentious


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I think I felt the stars align
Checking out at the grocery store
I bumped into you once, at the front of the line
Then you touched my hand reaching for the door
Maybe it was fate that walked by
Or perhaps I made the mistake of letting it go

I pretended not to notice you at first
But, when I turned around
You gave me a smirk
A small little glance
Were you aware that you held my soul briefly in that moment of chance

Is this our fate
Have our stars aligned
Should I run after you
Am I too blind

Your musky smell intoxicated me
A scent I will never forget
The smell of fine wine and bergamot
Tells me, that you are sophisticated

My heart was beating so fast
I think I said a prayer under my breath
My lungs felt a rush of air
As I was imagining running my fingers through your dark hair
Sadly you left

Since that day in the marketplace
I find myself shopping often
Really buying nothing at all
Just wasting time
Wishing fate would re-happen

Is this our fate
Have our stars aligned
Should I run after you
Am I too blind
or
Am I too late

Fate

As I walked the dark walk of loneliness
A snake-like winding road appeared
Then darkness came so fast for me
I watched myself unfold to tears

I took a deep sigh
Then threw my soul to the wind
I hoped you would hear my anger
And feel the tears of my pain within

So many feelings I have for you
But your heart won't let me in
I feel the pain of your rejection
So much love lacking your affection

Giving the moon my lonely talk
Trees feeling my tearful walk
Teardrops drying in the wind
Sadness running through my veins

I hold your ring tight in my fist
Debating on whether or not to throw it
If I toss it into the wind
I feel I might get through this
Need to find a way to move on
Without feeling so damn selfish

So tonight I will continue to walk this road
And wonder how our love has turned to darkness
Talking to the light of the moon
I hope my heart can pump acceptance

The weather feels so very cold
But the blustery wind is soothing
Anger continues to rage like the storm
Creating more ice between us

If I rip my heart from my sleeve
You will no longer see my vulnerability
Perhaps I would feel something new
Then I can stop wasting my tears on you

Giving the moon my lonely talk
Trees feeling my tearful walk
Teardrops drying in the wind
Sadness running through my veins

Acceptance

Today is like every other day
It should only be about me
Definitely don't care what other people say
Because everyone else is unworthy

It's true, I only care about me, not you
If I did it would be unlike me to

If I dream it's about me of course
I really am that pretty
I really don't give a shit about you
To me, you are unsightly

It sucks to be you when I am around
Because attention is what I crave
If I am not loved by you all
It's because you took my vibe away

If I am mean it's because of you
You shouldn't even be near us
I can't be like you, you see
I am too pretentious

I know I am vain, I put you to shame
It's really my only good attribute
If I don't understand you, it's me of course
Because my life is all I care about

It sucks to be you when I am around
Because attention is what I crave
If I am not loved by you all
It's because of you took my vibe away

Pretentious

Every time I want to see you
You never want to meet halfway
Too often I have to travel
Down this lonely road, we made

Can we walk this road together
Before our love finds someone else
I won't wait forever
For you to figure these things out

Life can be challenging
Always feels like we're walking on glass
Only takes one wrong movement from either of us
For the pain to everlast

I wish I could stop this feeling
Our love is barely hanging onto a cliff
It's not going to take much more
For either of us to drift

The winds are so strong
They never seem to blow our way
It will only take one more wrong
For neither of us to stay

My feelings of betrayal
Won't just go away
My heart is on empty
Has our love finally gone astray

You and I don't need this
Endless fighting needs to stop
Let's cherish these few moments
Or the floor beneath our feet will drop

Can we walk down this road together
Before our love finds someone else
I won't wait forever
For you to figure these things out

The Lonely Road

Laying in my bed with the lights on dim
Trying to get up but, sadness always wins
It holds me prisoner
Chained to my head

My thoughts are so lonely, so very cold
Feels like my brain is barely functioning
Always controlled

Bitter and isolation have become my best friends
They keep me company so often
I've become a victim of their circumstance

Sometimes the conversation is like a rock hitting my head
It hurts so much but I can't break free from
what my brain says

Depression and Loneliness go hand in hand
One keeps the other isolated from life's pleasures and plans

So deeply sad
My heart feels alone
No one to talk to
No one to hold
I want to break free from this straight-jacket of grief
Move on with my life
Be happy, Be free

Perhaps I can change
I will try to start anew
Turned on the light and
Opened the shades of dark blue

Got out of bed to get on with my day
Opened the window
And behold ... the rain

I will try again tomorrow
Said my heart to my head
Depression says you will feel neglected so go back to bed

So deeply sad
My heart feels alone
No one to talk to
No one to hold
I want to break free from this straight-jacket of grief
Move on with my life
Be happy, Be free

Straight-Jacket of Grief

You and I have never been apart
My love for you will always be in my heart
It's hard to say goodbye
When all I ever wanted was you

When I look into your eyes I see the distant love we once shared
The drifting sands of time have now made this quite clear
You once embraced our love but the affection is no longer there

Our love has slipped away, 18 years should never have been lost
We should have tried harder when our hearts felt the first frost
How can I grow old with you if you are not there
Never thought I'd lose you, life is not fair

A new hourglass has simply come for you
Flipping it over to start life brand new
The sands you are now sharing with someone new
Why couldn't we have tried to restart ours too

Daydreaming is all that you now do
We just don't talk anymore like most couples usually do
The ghost of your loving embrace will haunt me when I'm sad and missing you

Your eyes used to be bright and full of life
Now they've become cloudy because it's the end of our time
Moving on is the hardest part of saying goodbye
It hurts but the tears will someday leave to

Our love has slipped away, 18 years should never have been lost
We should have tried harder when our hearts felt the first frost
How can I grow old with you if you are not there
Never thought I'd lose you, life is not fair

When you move on with your new flame
my heart will burst into glass
My emotions are so angry
Feels like my heart is going to collapse

The time has now come for you to leave us behind
Hello sadness whom I have now become emotionally entwined
The last grain of sand was not well spent
It drifted away on the wings of selfishness

Our love has slipped away, 18 years should never have been lost
We should have tried harder when our hearts felt the first frost
How can I grow old with you if you are not there
Never thought I'd lose you, life is not fair

The First Frost

Every day you come into the cafe
My heart jumps a beat when you order your latte
You speak so eloquently
I bet your lips taste as sweet as candy

I am bewitched by you
Oh so enchanted by you

When you gaze into my eyes
You are very hypnotizing
You make me believe you want me
Just call me your Aphrodite

My body wants to be controlled by you
Oh, it’s so possessed by you

I take my time making your coffee
Listening to you
How can you be so charming?
No one else is like you darling

You don’t even know what you do to me
Each morning I start my day
Just waiting for you to walk through the doors of my petite cafe

Then,
My.... head spins
My.... knees bend
My body feels like it is possessed and.... ascends

Oh my weak Coeur
You must be using the Incantation d'amour

Candles of wax
burning love flames
Speak your amour hex
And control my mind games

I am hypnotized by you
Oh so controlled by you
My.... head spins
My.... knees bend
My body feels like it is possessed and.... ascends

My pulse races when you wear that love potion
I swear the cologne you wear is from Eros's ocean
So Desirable ...
So Covetable...

Betwixt nighttime and dawn is when I dream of you
Think of you
Wanting more of you
Always sitting here wondering
when will you walk through that door?
Hypnotized by you
Oh, so obsessed with you

How have I fallen into your love trance
Charming me with your sly eye and... petite glance

Candles of wax
Burning love flames
Speaking your amour hex
Controlling my mind games

I am hypnotized by you
Oh so controlled by you
My.... head spins
My.... knees bend
My body feels like it is possessed and.... ascends
Je vous aime

Bewitched By You

My love for you is on the fast train.
It's leaving town as quickly as it came.
I am drowning in sorrow
As
You have become Insane,
Calculating, and Vane

Completely
Lazy, Selfish, Greedy, and Mundane

All my ears hear from you is this
Boom Boom Boom
Just over and over bloody
Doom Doom Doom

You are,
Never apologetic
Never to blame

How did I become a slave to you,
the emotionally insane?

When you speak all I hear is the hate you spew

All my ears hear is the berate you do

Boom Boom Boom
Constant burning of
Doom Doom Doom

Can't find my way out
Nowhere to hide
Your heart is so cold
I swear it's black ice

My love has developed an ugly vengeance for you. Can't find a way out of this sea you bleed blue.

Your waves push me under
It's getting harder to breath
Caught in your whirlpool
Oh, the despair is so deep

My sadness has become a volcano
erupting with tears

My eyes feel like they are drowning
With so much emotion and fears

Can't find my way out
Nowhere to hide
Your heart is so cold
I swear it's black ice

How do I keep loving someone who is emotionally blocked

A dangerous road to be on
So slippery, but can't stop

Can't find my way out
Nowhere to hide
Your heart is so cold
I swear it's black ice

Ugly Vengeance

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I think I felt the stars align
Checking out at the grocery store
I bumped into you once, at the front of the line
Then you touched my hand reaching for the door
Maybe it was fate that walked by
Or perhaps I made the mistake of letting it go

I pretended not to notice you at first
But, when I turned around
You gave me a smirk
A small little glance
Were you aware that you held my soul briefly in that moment of chance

Is this our fate
Have our stars aligned
Should I run after you
Am I too blind

Your musky smell intoxicated me
A scent I will never forget
The smell of fine wine and bergamot
Tells me, that you are sophisticated

My heart was beating so fast
I think I said a prayer under my breath
My lungs felt a rush of air
As I was imagining running my fingers through your dark hair
Sadly you left

Since that day in the marketplace
I find myself shopping often
Really buying nothing at all
Just wasting time
Wishing fate would re-happen

Is this our fate
Have our stars aligned
Should I run after you
Am I too blind
or
Am I too late

Fate

As I walked the dark walk of loneliness
A snake-like winding road appeared
Then darkness came so fast for me
I watched myself unfold to tears

I took a deep sigh
Then threw my soul to the wind
I hoped you would hear my anger
And feel the tears of my pain within

So many feelings I have for you
But your heart won't let me in
I feel the pain of your rejection
So much love lacking your affection

Giving the moon my lonely talk
Trees feeling my tearful walk
Teardrops drying in the wind
Sadness running through my veins

I hold your ring tight in my fist
Debating on whether or not to throw it
If I toss it into the wind
I feel I might get through this
Need to find a way to move on
Without feeling so damn selfish

So tonight I will continue to walk this road
And wonder how our love has turned to darkness
Talking to the light of the moon
I hope my heart can pump acceptance

The weather feels so very cold
But the blustery wind is soothing
Anger continues to rage like the storm
Creating more ice between us

If I rip my heart from my sleeve
You will no longer see my vulnerability
Perhaps I would feel something new
Then I can stop wasting my tears on you

Giving the moon my lonely talk
Trees feeling my tearful walk
Teardrops drying in the wind
Sadness running through my veins

Acceptance

Today is like every other day
It should only be about me
Definitely don't care what other people say
Because everyone else is unworthy

It's true, I only care about me, not you
If I did it would be unlike me to

If I dream it's about me of course
I really am that pretty
I really don't give a shit about you
To me, you are unsightly

It sucks to be you when I am around
Because attention is what I crave
If I am not loved by you all
It's because you took my vibe away

If I am mean it's because of you
You shouldn't even be near us
I can't be like you, you see
I am too pretentious

I know I am vain, I put you to shame
It's really my only good attribute
If I don't understand you, it's me of course
Because my life is all I care about

It sucks to be you when I am around
Because attention is what I crave
If I am not loved by you all
It's because of you took my vibe away

Pretentious

Every time I want to see you
You never want to meet halfway
Too often I have to travel
Down this lonely road, we made

Can we walk this road together
Before our love finds someone else
I won't wait forever
For you to figure these things out

Life can be challenging
Always feels like we're walking on glass
Only takes one wrong movement from either of us
For the pain to everlast

I wish I could stop this feeling
Our love is barely hanging onto a cliff
It's not going to take much more
For either of us to drift

The winds are so strong
They never seem to blow our way
It will only take one more wrong
For neither of us to stay

My feelings of betrayal
Won't just go away
My heart is on empty
Has our love finally gone astray

You and I don't need this
Endless fighting needs to stop
Let's cherish these few moments
Or the floor beneath our feet will drop

Can we walk down this road together
Before our love finds someone else
I won't wait forever
For you to figure these things out

The Lonely Road

Laying in my bed with the lights on dim
Trying to get up but, sadness always wins
It holds me prisoner
Chained to my head

My thoughts are so lonely, so very cold
Feels like my brain is barely functioning
Always controlled

Bitter and isolation have become my best friends
They keep me company so often
I've become a victim of their circumstance

Sometimes the conversation is like a rock hitting my head
It hurts so much but I can't break free from
what my brain says

Depression and Loneliness go hand in hand
One keeps the other isolated from life's pleasures and plans

So deeply sad
My heart feels alone
No one to talk to
No one to hold
I want to break free from this straight-jacket of grief
Move on with my life
Be happy, Be free

Perhaps I can change
I will try to start anew
Turned on the light and
Opened the shades of dark blue

Got out of bed to get on with my day
Opened the window
And behold ... the rain

I will try again tomorrow
Said my heart to my head
Depression says you will feel neglected so go back to bed

So deeply sad
My heart feels alone
No one to talk to
No one to hold
I want to break free from this straight-jacket of grief
Move on with my life
Be happy, Be free

Straight-Jacket of Grief

You and I have never been apart
My love for you will always be in my heart
It's hard to say goodbye
When all I ever wanted was you

When I look into your eyes I see the distant love we once shared
The drifting sands of time have now made this quite clear
You once embraced our love but the affection is no longer there

Our love has slipped away, 18 years should never have been lost
We should have tried harder when our hearts felt the first frost
How can I grow old with you if you are not there
Never thought I'd lose you, life is not fair

A new hourglass has simply come for you
Flipping it over to start life brand new
The sands you are now sharing with someone new
Why couldn't we have tried to restart ours too

Daydreaming is all that you now do
We just don't talk anymore like most couples usually do
The ghost of your loving embrace will haunt me when I'm sad and missing you

Your eyes used to be bright and full of life
Now they've become cloudy because it's the end of our time
Moving on is the hardest part of saying goodbye
It hurts but the tears will someday leave to

Our love has slipped away, 18 years should never have been lost
We should have tried harder when our hearts felt the first frost
How can I grow old with you if you are not there
Never thought I'd lose you, life is not fair

When you move on with your new flame
my heart will burst into glass
My emotions are so angry
Feels like my heart is going to collapse

The time has now come for you to leave us behind
Hello sadness whom I have now become emotionally entwined
The last grain of sand was not well spent
It drifted away on the wings of selfishness

Our love has slipped away, 18 years should never have been lost
We should have tried harder when our hearts felt the first frost
How can I grow old with you if you are not there
Never thought I'd lose you, life is not fair

The First Frost


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I am retired. New at this but looking for a new way to express myself. I have only written a few things so far. I don't sing nor do I write music. Maybe someone out there will like my writing style so I will keep uploading them.

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