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[Verse 1]
I’ll never be perfect in your eyes
No matter how I try, I just don’t qualify
Tears hit the floor while you sharpen your tongue
You tear me down, like it's something you’ve won
[Pre-Chorus]
I speak—
You twist it
I reach—
You resist it
I’m screaming inside, but I’m done with the fight
[Chorus]
I will never win with you
Your game is rigged, I always lose
Do right? Still wrong.
I'm never enough in your throne room of abuse
[Verse 2]
You walk away, slam the door on my voice
Tell me to shut up—like I had a choice
You chip at my soul like it’s stone in your grip
Then toss me to wolves with a victorious smirk
[Bridge]
Your world’s a delusion wrapped in fake praise
You’re worshipped by ghosts, trapped in your gaze
You're drunk on your ego, so goddamn divine
But baby, your halo’s rusted with time
[Chorus]
I will never win with you
Your mirror only shows your view
Do right? Still wrong.
You crown yourself and call it truth
[Breakdown]
Gold-plated lies, sitting high on your chair
Your holiness reeks of poisoned air
You're not a god, just a man made of fear
And someone needs to drag you down from there
[Final Chorus]
I will never win with you
But I won't keep bleeding to prove what's true
Do right? I’m done.
You can rot on your pedestal alone with your throne of fumes

Gold Plated Lies

[Verse 1]
Every morning you walk in my café
Order your latte and steal me away
You speak in verses smooth as sin
I bet your lips taste like cinnamon
[Pre-Chorus]
You don’t know what your smile can do
But I’m already under you
[Chorus]
I’m in a love trance, caught in your spell
Like a song that I know too well
My head spins, my knees cave
I rise like smoke, a willing slave
To your charm, your stare, your brew
Yes, I’m bewitched—bewitched by you
[Verse 2]
I stir your drink a little slow
Just to hear your stories flow
No one’s ever lit my flame
The way you whisper my name
[Pre-Chorus]
Your cologne—it haunts the air
Like Eros himself was standing there
[Chorus]
I’m in a love trance, caught in your spell
Like a dream I can never quell
My heart pounds, my thoughts blur
You say my name, I forget hers
Each glance a spark, each word a cue
Yes, I’m obsessed—possessed by you
[Bridge]
Oh mon cœur, you’ve cast a charm
With just a look, disarmed my guard
Aphrodite's touch, a velvet curse
Now I’m writing love in reverse
[Chant Break – spoken/sung softly, layered with synths or harmonies]
Candles flicker—flames of fate
Whispers fill my mystic state
Incantation d’amour—you recite
And I surrender to the night
[Final Chorus – stronger, more emotional build]
I’m in a love trance, caught in your spell
Like a secret I’ll never tell
My body lifts, my soul ascends
Enchanted 'til this madness ends
You walked in—and I just knew...
I’d always be bewitched by you
[Outro – soft, intimate, breathy delivery]
Je vous aime…
Still bewitched by you…

Love Trance

[Verse 1]
My love for you was thunder in the dark
A spark, a flame, now a ghost with no mark
It left like a train on runaway tracks
No goodbye, just knives in my back
[Pre-Chorus]
You're twisted, you're vain
You wear cruelty like a chain
And every word you say
Hits like a war drum every day
[Chorus]
Boom boom boom,
Your voice, it burns
Doom doom doom,
No love returns
Can't find my way out, nowhere to hide
Your heart is so cold
I swear it's black ice
[Verse 2]
You take and take with hollow eyes
Greedy hands, but no goodbyes
I gave you light, you gave me shade
I built us a home, you brought a blade
[Pre-Chorus]
You're never sorry, never wrong
I'm just the echo in your song
But your silence screams in my mind
And it’s breaking me this time
[Chorus]
Boom boom boom,
You're breaking me
Doom doom doom,
Like a cruel melody
Can’t find my way out, nowhere to hide
Your heart is so cold
I swear it’s black ice
[Bridge]
My love grew claws, it wants revenge
I’m spinning fast on this frozen edge
You bleed me blue, you pull me under
I’m screaming loud, but you just wander
Tears erupt like molten stone
I’m still in love—but I'm alone
[Final Chorus]
Boom boom boom,
My soul ignites
Doom doom doom,
I won't lose this fight
Can’t find my way out, nowhere to hide
But I’ll melt through the cold
Even your black ice heart can’t survive
[Outro – whispered or soft fade]
Your heart is so cold…
But I…
I’ll survive…

Black Ice Heart


Latest Uploads

[Verse 1]
I’ll never be perfect in your eyes
No matter how I try, I just don’t qualify
Tears hit the floor while you sharpen your tongue
You tear me down, like it's something you’ve won
[Pre-Chorus]
I speak—
You twist it
I reach—
You resist it
I’m screaming inside, but I’m done with the fight
[Chorus]
I will never win with you
Your game is rigged, I always lose
Do right? Still wrong.
I'm never enough in your throne room of abuse
[Verse 2]
You walk away, slam the door on my voice
Tell me to shut up—like I had a choice
You chip at my soul like it’s stone in your grip
Then toss me to wolves with a victorious smirk
[Bridge]
Your world’s a delusion wrapped in fake praise
You’re worshipped by ghosts, trapped in your gaze
You're drunk on your ego, so goddamn divine
But baby, your halo’s rusted with time
[Chorus]
I will never win with you
Your mirror only shows your view
Do right? Still wrong.
You crown yourself and call it truth
[Breakdown]
Gold-plated lies, sitting high on your chair
Your holiness reeks of poisoned air
You're not a god, just a man made of fear
And someone needs to drag you down from there
[Final Chorus]
I will never win with you
But I won't keep bleeding to prove what's true
Do right? I’m done.
You can rot on your pedestal alone with your throne of fumes

Gold Plated Lies

[Verse 1]
Every morning you walk in my café
Order your latte and steal me away
You speak in verses smooth as sin
I bet your lips taste like cinnamon
[Pre-Chorus]
You don’t know what your smile can do
But I’m already under you
[Chorus]
I’m in a love trance, caught in your spell
Like a song that I know too well
My head spins, my knees cave
I rise like smoke, a willing slave
To your charm, your stare, your brew
Yes, I’m bewitched—bewitched by you
[Verse 2]
I stir your drink a little slow
Just to hear your stories flow
No one’s ever lit my flame
The way you whisper my name
[Pre-Chorus]
Your cologne—it haunts the air
Like Eros himself was standing there
[Chorus]
I’m in a love trance, caught in your spell
Like a dream I can never quell
My heart pounds, my thoughts blur
You say my name, I forget hers
Each glance a spark, each word a cue
Yes, I’m obsessed—possessed by you
[Bridge]
Oh mon cœur, you’ve cast a charm
With just a look, disarmed my guard
Aphrodite's touch, a velvet curse
Now I’m writing love in reverse
[Chant Break – spoken/sung softly, layered with synths or harmonies]
Candles flicker—flames of fate
Whispers fill my mystic state
Incantation d’amour—you recite
And I surrender to the night
[Final Chorus – stronger, more emotional build]
I’m in a love trance, caught in your spell
Like a secret I’ll never tell
My body lifts, my soul ascends
Enchanted 'til this madness ends
You walked in—and I just knew...
I’d always be bewitched by you
[Outro – soft, intimate, breathy delivery]
Je vous aime…
Still bewitched by you…

Love Trance

[Verse 1]
My love for you was thunder in the dark
A spark, a flame, now a ghost with no mark
It left like a train on runaway tracks
No goodbye, just knives in my back
[Pre-Chorus]
You're twisted, you're vain
You wear cruelty like a chain
And every word you say
Hits like a war drum every day
[Chorus]
Boom boom boom,
Your voice, it burns
Doom doom doom,
No love returns
Can't find my way out, nowhere to hide
Your heart is so cold
I swear it's black ice
[Verse 2]
You take and take with hollow eyes
Greedy hands, but no goodbyes
I gave you light, you gave me shade
I built us a home, you brought a blade
[Pre-Chorus]
You're never sorry, never wrong
I'm just the echo in your song
But your silence screams in my mind
And it’s breaking me this time
[Chorus]
Boom boom boom,
You're breaking me
Doom doom doom,
Like a cruel melody
Can’t find my way out, nowhere to hide
Your heart is so cold
I swear it’s black ice
[Bridge]
My love grew claws, it wants revenge
I’m spinning fast on this frozen edge
You bleed me blue, you pull me under
I’m screaming loud, but you just wander
Tears erupt like molten stone
I’m still in love—but I'm alone
[Final Chorus]
Boom boom boom,
My soul ignites
Doom doom doom,
I won't lose this fight
Can’t find my way out, nowhere to hide
But I’ll melt through the cold
Even your black ice heart can’t survive
[Outro – whispered or soft fade]
Your heart is so cold…
But I…
I’ll survive…

Black Ice Heart

[Verse 1]
Today’s like every other day,
The spotlight’s mine — get out the way.
Don’t care what anyone else believes,
Your opinion’s dust beneath my weave.
[Pre-Chorus]
If I ever dream, it stars just me,
I shine too bright for empathy.
[Chorus]
It sucks to be you when I walk in the room,
I steal the air, I own the mood.
If you don’t love me, then you’re to blame —
You killed my vibe, now wear the shame.
I don’t need truth, I just need praise,
So bow down, darling —
It’s my parade.
[Verse 2]
Mirror, mirror, bless this face,
Flawless in my sacred space.
Don’t confuse me with your mess —
I'm curated, filtered, and overdressed.
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m not mean, you’re just in my way,
Pretentious? Sure — I own that trait.
[Chorus]
It sucks to be you when I’m in the frame,
I steal your thunder, soak the fame.
If I don’t sparkle, it’s on you —
You dimmed my shine with your bad mood.
I don’t do guilt, I do applause,
Get on your feet —
I’m the cause.
[Bridge – Spoken or Half-Sung]
I’m not heartless, just exclusive.
Your relevance? Elusive.
I don’t fake it, I flaunt it.
You hate it? Be honest — you want it.
[Final Chorus – Bigger Energy]
It sucks to be you when I’m around,
All eyes on me — I run this town.
If I’m not loved, you missed your cue,
Your jealousy’s just residue.
Pretentious? Please. I'm the whole spree.
Main character, baby —
That’s me.

Main Character Energy

[Verse 1]
You thrive on chaos, stirring the flame,
Spewing your drama, deflecting the blame.
Jealousy drips from every word you say,
But behind the mask, you’re fading away.
[Chorus]
You're arrogant, selfish — it's painfully true,
But the joke of it all? The narcissist's you.
Oh, poor little you,
Always the star of your own twisted view.
[Verse 2]
You cry for the crowd, then twist the scene,
Play the poor victim — polished and clean.
With crocodile tears and a sugarcoated smile,
You gather your fans and perform with style.
[Chorus]
You're arrogant, selfish — it's painfully true,
But the one you deceive the most is you.
Oh, poor little you,
Wrapped in a world that’s fake but feels new.
[Bridge]
Your life’s a parade, a high-heeled disguise,
But truth gets buried beneath your lies.
You gaslight, rewrite, spin every tale,
But your mirror knows when the mask starts to fail.
[Breakdown – Spoken or Stripped Back]
You're no Michelangelo, painting perfection,
But you frame your flaws as divine reflection.
Cult of one, yet they all fall in line —
Drinking the lies like they’re top-shelf wine.
[Chorus – with extra punch]
You're arrogant, selfish — it's tragically true,
And the world starts to see... the narcissist’s you.
Oh, poor little you,
Still chasing applause in your deluded debut.
[Outro]
So spin your tales, wear your crown,
But thrones built on lies always fall down.
Yes, life moves on — and here's the twist:
You’ll still play the victim...
But no one will miss.
You.
Poor little you.

Reflections of a Narcissist

In the quiet of the night, I hear your voice,
Every word is a dagger; I’ve lost my choice.
You don’t see the wounds, you don’t feel the pain,
In your eyes, I’m a ghost trapped in the rain.

I’ll never shine in your sky, forever in your shade,
Caught in your shadow, where dreams slowly fade.
No matter how I try, I’m just lost in the fray,
Your silence is a storm, sweeping hope away.

You wear your crown high, but it’s heavy with lies,
Every glance that you throw, a dagger that flies.
I try to stand strong, but you push me aside,
In this game of hearts, I’m just trying to survive.

I’ll never shine in your sky, forever in your shade,
Caught in your shadow, where dreams slowly fade.
No matter how I try, I’m just lost in the fray,
Your silence is a storm, sweeping hope away.

One day I’ll break free, I’ll rise from the fall,
No longer your puppet, I’ll answer the call.
With the strength of the stars, I’ll reclaim my light,
In the darkness you made, I’ll find my fight.

I’ll no longer shine in your sky, I’ll create my day,
Stepping out of the shadows, I’m paving my way.
No longer confined, I’m ready to sway,
Breaking free from your silence, I’m here to stay.

So keep your throne high, I’ll walk my road,
In the warmth of my spirit, I’ll lighten the load.
With the echo of my heart, I’ll sing my song,
In the dance of the universe, I finally belong.

Shadows of Silence

In the flames where shadows dance,
I wander through this empty trance.
From the dust, I try to rise,
Finding hope beneath the skies.

Worn-out tales of bitter pain,
Lessons learned, but still, I strain.
The memories of a love once vivid and bright,
Now flicker dimly in the night.

Can I bring back new love with a melody?
Tired of singing heartbreaks, set me free.
I’ll rewrite my future with each note I play,
Hoping for new love to light my way.

Keep the mask, though it feels so thin,
Chasing ghosts, where did we begin?
The spark of youth now lost in time,
A heart that longs for love that shines.

As I strum on this old guitar,
Let the music heal these warrior scars.
Each chord a whisper of what could be,
A serenade to the soul inside of me.

Can I bring back life with a melody?
Tired of singing heartbreaks, let my old guitar set me free.
I’ll rewrite the future with each note I play,
Hoping for love to light my way.

With every song, I’ll mend my heart,
Creating beauty from the pain that tore us apart.
In the echoes of the past, let the new music flow,
Rekindle the fire, letting only love grow.

Can I bring back life with a melody?
Tired of singing heartbreaks, let my old guitar set me free.
I’ll rewrite the future with each note I play,
Hoping for love to light my way.

So here’s my wish on the strings I strum,
A hopeful heart, a love yet to come.
With every chord, I find my way,
Bringing back my life with a new song today.

Love From An Old Guitar

In the shadows where memories fade,
Echoes of laughter, now just a charade.
Every moment we cherished feels distant and lost,
Trying to salvage the love, but I’m counting the cost.

Why did we drift like leaves in the wind?
Searching for answers where no love begins.
I’m holding on tight to the fragments of us,
But the silence between us is all that I trust.

I wander alone on this broken path,
Chasing reflections of a love that won’t last.
Your smile haunts my dreams, a bittersweet sting,
How did we slip from the joy that you’d bring?

Why did we drift like leaves in the wind?
Searching for answers where no love begins.
I’m holding on tight to the fragments of us,
But the silence between us is all that I trust.

Now I’m left standing in the rain,
Drowning in memories, drowning in pain.
When did your heart turn away from our song?
Tell me, love, where did we go wrong?

Why did we drift like leaves in the wind?
Searching for answers where no love begins.
I’m holding on tight to the fragments of us,
But the silence between us is all that I trust.

So here in the quiet, I’ll learn to let go,
In the space between us, I’ll find a new glow.
Though my heart might ache and my journey feels long,
I’ll rise from the ashes, I’ll finish this song.

Our Song

My Uploads

[Verse 1]
I’ll never be perfect in your eyes
No matter how I try, I just don’t qualify
Tears hit the floor while you sharpen your tongue
You tear me down, like it's something you’ve won
[Pre-Chorus]
I speak—
You twist it
I reach—
You resist it
I’m screaming inside, but I’m done with the fight
[Chorus]
I will never win with you
Your game is rigged, I always lose
Do right? Still wrong.
I'm never enough in your throne room of abuse
[Verse 2]
You walk away, slam the door on my voice
Tell me to shut up—like I had a choice
You chip at my soul like it’s stone in your grip
Then toss me to wolves with a victorious smirk
[Bridge]
Your world’s a delusion wrapped in fake praise
You’re worshipped by ghosts, trapped in your gaze
You're drunk on your ego, so goddamn divine
But baby, your halo’s rusted with time
[Chorus]
I will never win with you
Your mirror only shows your view
Do right? Still wrong.
You crown yourself and call it truth
[Breakdown]
Gold-plated lies, sitting high on your chair
Your holiness reeks of poisoned air
You're not a god, just a man made of fear
And someone needs to drag you down from there
[Final Chorus]
I will never win with you
But I won't keep bleeding to prove what's true
Do right? I’m done.
You can rot on your pedestal alone with your throne of fumes

Gold Plated Lies

[Verse 1]
Every morning you walk in my café
Order your latte and steal me away
You speak in verses smooth as sin
I bet your lips taste like cinnamon
[Pre-Chorus]
You don’t know what your smile can do
But I’m already under you
[Chorus]
I’m in a love trance, caught in your spell
Like a song that I know too well
My head spins, my knees cave
I rise like smoke, a willing slave
To your charm, your stare, your brew
Yes, I’m bewitched—bewitched by you
[Verse 2]
I stir your drink a little slow
Just to hear your stories flow
No one’s ever lit my flame
The way you whisper my name
[Pre-Chorus]
Your cologne—it haunts the air
Like Eros himself was standing there
[Chorus]
I’m in a love trance, caught in your spell
Like a dream I can never quell
My heart pounds, my thoughts blur
You say my name, I forget hers
Each glance a spark, each word a cue
Yes, I’m obsessed—possessed by you
[Bridge]
Oh mon cœur, you’ve cast a charm
With just a look, disarmed my guard
Aphrodite's touch, a velvet curse
Now I’m writing love in reverse
[Chant Break – spoken/sung softly, layered with synths or harmonies]
Candles flicker—flames of fate
Whispers fill my mystic state
Incantation d’amour—you recite
And I surrender to the night
[Final Chorus – stronger, more emotional build]
I’m in a love trance, caught in your spell
Like a secret I’ll never tell
My body lifts, my soul ascends
Enchanted 'til this madness ends
You walked in—and I just knew...
I’d always be bewitched by you
[Outro – soft, intimate, breathy delivery]
Je vous aime…
Still bewitched by you…

Love Trance

[Verse 1]
My love for you was thunder in the dark
A spark, a flame, now a ghost with no mark
It left like a train on runaway tracks
No goodbye, just knives in my back
[Pre-Chorus]
You're twisted, you're vain
You wear cruelty like a chain
And every word you say
Hits like a war drum every day
[Chorus]
Boom boom boom,
Your voice, it burns
Doom doom doom,
No love returns
Can't find my way out, nowhere to hide
Your heart is so cold
I swear it's black ice
[Verse 2]
You take and take with hollow eyes
Greedy hands, but no goodbyes
I gave you light, you gave me shade
I built us a home, you brought a blade
[Pre-Chorus]
You're never sorry, never wrong
I'm just the echo in your song
But your silence screams in my mind
And it’s breaking me this time
[Chorus]
Boom boom boom,
You're breaking me
Doom doom doom,
Like a cruel melody
Can’t find my way out, nowhere to hide
Your heart is so cold
I swear it’s black ice
[Bridge]
My love grew claws, it wants revenge
I’m spinning fast on this frozen edge
You bleed me blue, you pull me under
I’m screaming loud, but you just wander
Tears erupt like molten stone
I’m still in love—but I'm alone
[Final Chorus]
Boom boom boom,
My soul ignites
Doom doom doom,
I won't lose this fight
Can’t find my way out, nowhere to hide
But I’ll melt through the cold
Even your black ice heart can’t survive
[Outro – whispered or soft fade]
Your heart is so cold…
But I…
I’ll survive…

Black Ice Heart

[Verse 1]
Today’s like every other day,
The spotlight’s mine — get out the way.
Don’t care what anyone else believes,
Your opinion’s dust beneath my weave.
[Pre-Chorus]
If I ever dream, it stars just me,
I shine too bright for empathy.
[Chorus]
It sucks to be you when I walk in the room,
I steal the air, I own the mood.
If you don’t love me, then you’re to blame —
You killed my vibe, now wear the shame.
I don’t need truth, I just need praise,
So bow down, darling —
It’s my parade.
[Verse 2]
Mirror, mirror, bless this face,
Flawless in my sacred space.
Don’t confuse me with your mess —
I'm curated, filtered, and overdressed.
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m not mean, you’re just in my way,
Pretentious? Sure — I own that trait.
[Chorus]
It sucks to be you when I’m in the frame,
I steal your thunder, soak the fame.
If I don’t sparkle, it’s on you —
You dimmed my shine with your bad mood.
I don’t do guilt, I do applause,
Get on your feet —
I’m the cause.
[Bridge – Spoken or Half-Sung]
I’m not heartless, just exclusive.
Your relevance? Elusive.
I don’t fake it, I flaunt it.
You hate it? Be honest — you want it.
[Final Chorus – Bigger Energy]
It sucks to be you when I’m around,
All eyes on me — I run this town.
If I’m not loved, you missed your cue,
Your jealousy’s just residue.
Pretentious? Please. I'm the whole spree.
Main character, baby —
That’s me.

Main Character Energy

[Verse 1]
You thrive on chaos, stirring the flame,
Spewing your drama, deflecting the blame.
Jealousy drips from every word you say,
But behind the mask, you’re fading away.
[Chorus]
You're arrogant, selfish — it's painfully true,
But the joke of it all? The narcissist's you.
Oh, poor little you,
Always the star of your own twisted view.
[Verse 2]
You cry for the crowd, then twist the scene,
Play the poor victim — polished and clean.
With crocodile tears and a sugarcoated smile,
You gather your fans and perform with style.
[Chorus]
You're arrogant, selfish — it's painfully true,
But the one you deceive the most is you.
Oh, poor little you,
Wrapped in a world that’s fake but feels new.
[Bridge]
Your life’s a parade, a high-heeled disguise,
But truth gets buried beneath your lies.
You gaslight, rewrite, spin every tale,
But your mirror knows when the mask starts to fail.
[Breakdown – Spoken or Stripped Back]
You're no Michelangelo, painting perfection,
But you frame your flaws as divine reflection.
Cult of one, yet they all fall in line —
Drinking the lies like they’re top-shelf wine.
[Chorus – with extra punch]
You're arrogant, selfish — it's tragically true,
And the world starts to see... the narcissist’s you.
Oh, poor little you,
Still chasing applause in your deluded debut.
[Outro]
So spin your tales, wear your crown,
But thrones built on lies always fall down.
Yes, life moves on — and here's the twist:
You’ll still play the victim...
But no one will miss.
You.
Poor little you.

Reflections of a Narcissist

In the quiet of the night, I hear your voice,
Every word is a dagger; I’ve lost my choice.
You don’t see the wounds, you don’t feel the pain,
In your eyes, I’m a ghost trapped in the rain.

I’ll never shine in your sky, forever in your shade,
Caught in your shadow, where dreams slowly fade.
No matter how I try, I’m just lost in the fray,
Your silence is a storm, sweeping hope away.

You wear your crown high, but it’s heavy with lies,
Every glance that you throw, a dagger that flies.
I try to stand strong, but you push me aside,
In this game of hearts, I’m just trying to survive.

I’ll never shine in your sky, forever in your shade,
Caught in your shadow, where dreams slowly fade.
No matter how I try, I’m just lost in the fray,
Your silence is a storm, sweeping hope away.

One day I’ll break free, I’ll rise from the fall,
No longer your puppet, I’ll answer the call.
With the strength of the stars, I’ll reclaim my light,
In the darkness you made, I’ll find my fight.

I’ll no longer shine in your sky, I’ll create my day,
Stepping out of the shadows, I’m paving my way.
No longer confined, I’m ready to sway,
Breaking free from your silence, I’m here to stay.

So keep your throne high, I’ll walk my road,
In the warmth of my spirit, I’ll lighten the load.
With the echo of my heart, I’ll sing my song,
In the dance of the universe, I finally belong.

Shadows of Silence


About Me

Bio

I am retired. New at this but looking for a new way to express myself. I have only written a few things so far. I don't sing nor do I write music. Maybe someone out there will like my writing style so I will keep uploading them.

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