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Your head, whirlpools and the whirlwinds
Post traumatic girlfriends
leave me alone
No sense, consciousness is broken
Independent choices
it’s all my fault

I been in the past tense trippin like acid
Oh my bae, gettin laid, oh my god, haven’t
Haven’t found a friend, no bae that’s lasted
Feel real alone, feel gross but I mask it
I come out to play in the dark walk around when I’m plastered
Brains goin batshit, I think I never mattered
Nose stuffed up, choke, puff, can’t pass it
Walking in my blood, cold cut, puddle, splashing

Huh yuh
Let the pain stay fragile
Handle me with caution, she was carrying me backwards
Imma mister frost, freeze and break it til it shatters
Screaming in the car, fallen off, no ladder

Talk that talk, no words change actions
This bitch thought I would take her back after
Patterns, pick em up, rub em off like which one’s after?
Loyal like a dog, big eyes, bull mastiff

Closest, always fake for perfect
‘Damned if I deserve it, no
leave me alone
Your head, whirlpools and the whirlwinds
Post traumatic girlfriends
leave me alone
No sense, consciousness is broken
Independent choices
it’s all of my fault
It’s all of my

Repair, repair, need her to smile
Need you, be there, you’re never around
Time is timeless, but I miss her around
Mind is violent, when i’m without

Your head, whirlpools and the whirlwinds
Post traumatic girlfriends
leave me alone
No sense, consciousness is broken
Independent choices
it’s all my fault
it’s all of my…

Trying to fix broken things can break you instead.

PTSD

gettin a lil' hard being myself when all I witness is fake

gettin a lil' harder when it comes to being myself
when all I can witness is pain, God as my witness in hell
if I could fathom this weight, if I could carry this belt
I'd feel damn good today, fighting the fire and flames

I look through the earth, I don't know what I show for
digging through the dirt, I don't know me no more
lonely loner, story's over
nowhere to go, how in the fxxx do I go forth
I pick up and drag myself away to the corner
'cause fxxx being sober
in my head, rather lay in my mess
should prolly make my bed
should prolly clean my room
burning all of my memories but times ten
lookin' at em' like, who are you?
ancient ruins, Egyptian tombs
hieroglyphs, riddles to trauma
opposite of nostalgia
reactions, I'm attached to the wrong ones
list my disorders, hot and sticky like lava
stickin to my brain, yea in my head it's a sauna
no A/C, that's a problem
that's the perfect weather for my demons and monsters

need a new pair of kicks
kick it back into the pyramids
all this unapparent shit
I can barely bare this hour
the rest of the day, I quit
stubborn thoughts, if I could be unfazed by them
I'd win the day but I can't

gettin a lil harder when it comes to being myself
when all I can witness is pain, God as my witness in hell
if I could fathom this weight, if I could carry this belt
I'd feel damn good today, fighting the fire and flames

gettin a lil harder when it comes to being myself
when all I can witness is pain, God as my witness in hell
if I could fathom this weight, if I could carry this belt
I'd feel damn good today, fighting the fire and flames

RAD

Staring at a blank white landscape
Lately don't know what to think everything's already said
Already been, already did
Vail is getting thin
End it for yourself
Love ain't separate
It's damaging yourself
Forget where you have been
Every time in hell

Don't you know it baby we ain't on the same page?
You can write a book babe, but it's so hard to see their other pages
Your worry's stayin, you're sick of waitin, your knees are achin
so whatcha say? work until you break?
Still thats not the case, still I cannot think
'Cause it's a blank white landscape, you fill in your own blanks
I know you're sick of waitin, so sick of satan, your knees are achin'

I can feel it in the full moon it's like it's pulling me too
I just wanna fxxxin scream and take it out in the booth
My worries wavin, I see em fadin, see the time we wastin
I was fxxxin sick of waitin
And here I am

Staring at a blank white landscape
Lately don't know what to say everything's already said
Already been, already did, you ready then?
Vail is getting thin
Everybody break
Love is running out of place
I'm cooling down the pace
Fire fighting flames
Everybody breaks

Ain't nobody wishin me a nice day
I think you just love to hate
You're worries stayin, you're sick of waitin
You can't explain it, why you're misbehavin'
So whatcha say? Will you ever change?
Humble yourself, take off the kilt
Wear my rags to hell and don't come back until you need the rain

Staring at a blank white landscape
Lately don't know what to paint everything's already said
Already been, already did, you ready then?
Veil is caving in
Ever feelin safe again?
Love is never sane
I pour a four away
Forget my budget when
Every time my brain is blank

SLAVE


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Your head, whirlpools and the whirlwinds
Post traumatic girlfriends
leave me alone
No sense, consciousness is broken
Independent choices
it’s all my fault

I been in the past tense trippin like acid
Oh my bae, gettin laid, oh my god, haven’t
Haven’t found a friend, no bae that’s lasted
Feel real alone, feel gross but I mask it
I come out to play in the dark walk around when I’m plastered
Brains goin batshit, I think I never mattered
Nose stuffed up, choke, puff, can’t pass it
Walking in my blood, cold cut, puddle, splashing

Huh yuh
Let the pain stay fragile
Handle me with caution, she was carrying me backwards
Imma mister frost, freeze and break it til it shatters
Screaming in the car, fallen off, no ladder

Talk that talk, no words change actions
This bitch thought I would take her back after
Patterns, pick em up, rub em off like which one’s after?
Loyal like a dog, big eyes, bull mastiff

Closest, always fake for perfect
‘Damned if I deserve it, no
leave me alone
Your head, whirlpools and the whirlwinds
Post traumatic girlfriends
leave me alone
No sense, consciousness is broken
Independent choices
it’s all of my fault
It’s all of my

Repair, repair, need her to smile
Need you, be there, you’re never around
Time is timeless, but I miss her around
Mind is violent, when i’m without

Your head, whirlpools and the whirlwinds
Post traumatic girlfriends
leave me alone
No sense, consciousness is broken
Independent choices
it’s all my fault
it’s all of my…

Trying to fix broken things can break you instead.

PTSD

gettin a lil' hard being myself when all I witness is fake

gettin a lil' harder when it comes to being myself
when all I can witness is pain, God as my witness in hell
if I could fathom this weight, if I could carry this belt
I'd feel damn good today, fighting the fire and flames

I look through the earth, I don't know what I show for
digging through the dirt, I don't know me no more
lonely loner, story's over
nowhere to go, how in the fxxx do I go forth
I pick up and drag myself away to the corner
'cause fxxx being sober
in my head, rather lay in my mess
should prolly make my bed
should prolly clean my room
burning all of my memories but times ten
lookin' at em' like, who are you?
ancient ruins, Egyptian tombs
hieroglyphs, riddles to trauma
opposite of nostalgia
reactions, I'm attached to the wrong ones
list my disorders, hot and sticky like lava
stickin to my brain, yea in my head it's a sauna
no A/C, that's a problem
that's the perfect weather for my demons and monsters

need a new pair of kicks
kick it back into the pyramids
all this unapparent shit
I can barely bare this hour
the rest of the day, I quit
stubborn thoughts, if I could be unfazed by them
I'd win the day but I can't

gettin a lil harder when it comes to being myself
when all I can witness is pain, God as my witness in hell
if I could fathom this weight, if I could carry this belt
I'd feel damn good today, fighting the fire and flames

gettin a lil harder when it comes to being myself
when all I can witness is pain, God as my witness in hell
if I could fathom this weight, if I could carry this belt
I'd feel damn good today, fighting the fire and flames

RAD

Staring at a blank white landscape
Lately don't know what to think everything's already said
Already been, already did
Vail is getting thin
End it for yourself
Love ain't separate
It's damaging yourself
Forget where you have been
Every time in hell

Don't you know it baby we ain't on the same page?
You can write a book babe, but it's so hard to see their other pages
Your worry's stayin, you're sick of waitin, your knees are achin
so whatcha say? work until you break?
Still thats not the case, still I cannot think
'Cause it's a blank white landscape, you fill in your own blanks
I know you're sick of waitin, so sick of satan, your knees are achin'

I can feel it in the full moon it's like it's pulling me too
I just wanna fxxxin scream and take it out in the booth
My worries wavin, I see em fadin, see the time we wastin
I was fxxxin sick of waitin
And here I am

Staring at a blank white landscape
Lately don't know what to say everything's already said
Already been, already did, you ready then?
Vail is getting thin
Everybody break
Love is running out of place
I'm cooling down the pace
Fire fighting flames
Everybody breaks

Ain't nobody wishin me a nice day
I think you just love to hate
You're worries stayin, you're sick of waitin
You can't explain it, why you're misbehavin'
So whatcha say? Will you ever change?
Humble yourself, take off the kilt
Wear my rags to hell and don't come back until you need the rain

Staring at a blank white landscape
Lately don't know what to paint everything's already said
Already been, already did, you ready then?
Veil is caving in
Ever feelin safe again?
Love is never sane
I pour a four away
Forget my budget when
Every time my brain is blank

SLAVE

first time she said she love me was a type-o
I can see through her bullshit with my eyes closed
tell me what do I know?
you here for the light show?
thinkin 'bout crashing my vehicle into light poles

I am no disciple
I go all on my own
inner mind flow
and i'm fallin faster than I can think
I never mind you
let em do their thing with the vibe, inner peace, let it be with the high notes
minimal voices and I won't bite you

trigger on a tightrope
banging on your line, phone
raking in my energy
i'm acting big n beat
fee fi fo

'know they swear i'm psycho
but that's what the lonely nights do
'said it was a type-o
when she said I love you

never above you, always on top the same roof
that's day two, my goals and my standards both wanna bang you
i'm well played
hate truth, outter space in a dank mood
stole my heart, no thank you
no one to talk in this spacesuit
I'll just become alien food
if I make it I might as well live in a basement
where i'm feelin safest
f**k feelin famous
'cause this is just entertainment
but if I ain't on your playlist then you best change it you wack

Type-O

fxxxin sickenin every fxxxin day
dead legs carry dead weight
it's a heavy world
that's a heavy fate just to die again and see heaven's gate
need a safe escape
hey, save the day a whole world awaits
no pressure plied to me without a plate
I can barely eat with this fxxxin pay
i'm like fxxxin pray yea

pray with me I need a taste of that energy
let it enter deep, n this cold heart needs antifreeze
why the good vibes my rarity
hello demons, my entities
hello memories my enemies
captivated like refugees for defensive reasons we don't ever speak

hate to see
hate to see my fallen dreams
hate to see my brothers leave
and I'd hate to be my ex's b
why these weird bitches obsessed with me
they be dead to me, I know X agree
it'd take a death bed and my soul deceived
to reach fame, cash, and that gold debris

stall awake
longer nights make longer days
ponder life I wonder why I been mortified by their escapades
hunger pains, supper's late
stale air finna suffocate
broke chairs, feel a ghost staring
i'm alone where is my mental state?
and i'm sad

fxxxin sickenin every fxxxin day
dead legs carry dead weight
it's a heavy world
that's a heavy fate just to die again and be another fake
need a safe escape
aye! save the day a whole world awaits
no pressure plied to me without a plate
I can barely eat with this fxxxin pay
i'm like fxxxin pray yea

Don't Wait for Me

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Your head, whirlpools and the whirlwinds
Post traumatic girlfriends
leave me alone
No sense, consciousness is broken
Independent choices
it’s all my fault

I been in the past tense trippin like acid
Oh my bae, gettin laid, oh my god, haven’t
Haven’t found a friend, no bae that’s lasted
Feel real alone, feel gross but I mask it
I come out to play in the dark walk around when I’m plastered
Brains goin batshit, I think I never mattered
Nose stuffed up, choke, puff, can’t pass it
Walking in my blood, cold cut, puddle, splashing

Huh yuh
Let the pain stay fragile
Handle me with caution, she was carrying me backwards
Imma mister frost, freeze and break it til it shatters
Screaming in the car, fallen off, no ladder

Talk that talk, no words change actions
This bitch thought I would take her back after
Patterns, pick em up, rub em off like which one’s after?
Loyal like a dog, big eyes, bull mastiff

Closest, always fake for perfect
‘Damned if I deserve it, no
leave me alone
Your head, whirlpools and the whirlwinds
Post traumatic girlfriends
leave me alone
No sense, consciousness is broken
Independent choices
it’s all of my fault
It’s all of my

Repair, repair, need her to smile
Need you, be there, you’re never around
Time is timeless, but I miss her around
Mind is violent, when i’m without

Your head, whirlpools and the whirlwinds
Post traumatic girlfriends
leave me alone
No sense, consciousness is broken
Independent choices
it’s all my fault
it’s all of my…

Trying to fix broken things can break you instead.

PTSD

gettin a lil' hard being myself when all I witness is fake

gettin a lil' harder when it comes to being myself
when all I can witness is pain, God as my witness in hell
if I could fathom this weight, if I could carry this belt
I'd feel damn good today, fighting the fire and flames

I look through the earth, I don't know what I show for
digging through the dirt, I don't know me no more
lonely loner, story's over
nowhere to go, how in the fxxx do I go forth
I pick up and drag myself away to the corner
'cause fxxx being sober
in my head, rather lay in my mess
should prolly make my bed
should prolly clean my room
burning all of my memories but times ten
lookin' at em' like, who are you?
ancient ruins, Egyptian tombs
hieroglyphs, riddles to trauma
opposite of nostalgia
reactions, I'm attached to the wrong ones
list my disorders, hot and sticky like lava
stickin to my brain, yea in my head it's a sauna
no A/C, that's a problem
that's the perfect weather for my demons and monsters

need a new pair of kicks
kick it back into the pyramids
all this unapparent shit
I can barely bare this hour
the rest of the day, I quit
stubborn thoughts, if I could be unfazed by them
I'd win the day but I can't

gettin a lil harder when it comes to being myself
when all I can witness is pain, God as my witness in hell
if I could fathom this weight, if I could carry this belt
I'd feel damn good today, fighting the fire and flames

gettin a lil harder when it comes to being myself
when all I can witness is pain, God as my witness in hell
if I could fathom this weight, if I could carry this belt
I'd feel damn good today, fighting the fire and flames

RAD

Staring at a blank white landscape
Lately don't know what to think everything's already said
Already been, already did
Vail is getting thin
End it for yourself
Love ain't separate
It's damaging yourself
Forget where you have been
Every time in hell

Don't you know it baby we ain't on the same page?
You can write a book babe, but it's so hard to see their other pages
Your worry's stayin, you're sick of waitin, your knees are achin
so whatcha say? work until you break?
Still thats not the case, still I cannot think
'Cause it's a blank white landscape, you fill in your own blanks
I know you're sick of waitin, so sick of satan, your knees are achin'

I can feel it in the full moon it's like it's pulling me too
I just wanna fxxxin scream and take it out in the booth
My worries wavin, I see em fadin, see the time we wastin
I was fxxxin sick of waitin
And here I am

Staring at a blank white landscape
Lately don't know what to say everything's already said
Already been, already did, you ready then?
Vail is getting thin
Everybody break
Love is running out of place
I'm cooling down the pace
Fire fighting flames
Everybody breaks

Ain't nobody wishin me a nice day
I think you just love to hate
You're worries stayin, you're sick of waitin
You can't explain it, why you're misbehavin'
So whatcha say? Will you ever change?
Humble yourself, take off the kilt
Wear my rags to hell and don't come back until you need the rain

Staring at a blank white landscape
Lately don't know what to paint everything's already said
Already been, already did, you ready then?
Veil is caving in
Ever feelin safe again?
Love is never sane
I pour a four away
Forget my budget when
Every time my brain is blank

SLAVE

first time she said she love me was a type-o
I can see through her bullshit with my eyes closed
tell me what do I know?
you here for the light show?
thinkin 'bout crashing my vehicle into light poles

I am no disciple
I go all on my own
inner mind flow
and i'm fallin faster than I can think
I never mind you
let em do their thing with the vibe, inner peace, let it be with the high notes
minimal voices and I won't bite you

trigger on a tightrope
banging on your line, phone
raking in my energy
i'm acting big n beat
fee fi fo

'know they swear i'm psycho
but that's what the lonely nights do
'said it was a type-o
when she said I love you

never above you, always on top the same roof
that's day two, my goals and my standards both wanna bang you
i'm well played
hate truth, outter space in a dank mood
stole my heart, no thank you
no one to talk in this spacesuit
I'll just become alien food
if I make it I might as well live in a basement
where i'm feelin safest
f**k feelin famous
'cause this is just entertainment
but if I ain't on your playlist then you best change it you wack

Type-O

fxxxin sickenin every fxxxin day
dead legs carry dead weight
it's a heavy world
that's a heavy fate just to die again and see heaven's gate
need a safe escape
hey, save the day a whole world awaits
no pressure plied to me without a plate
I can barely eat with this fxxxin pay
i'm like fxxxin pray yea

pray with me I need a taste of that energy
let it enter deep, n this cold heart needs antifreeze
why the good vibes my rarity
hello demons, my entities
hello memories my enemies
captivated like refugees for defensive reasons we don't ever speak

hate to see
hate to see my fallen dreams
hate to see my brothers leave
and I'd hate to be my ex's b
why these weird bitches obsessed with me
they be dead to me, I know X agree
it'd take a death bed and my soul deceived
to reach fame, cash, and that gold debris

stall awake
longer nights make longer days
ponder life I wonder why I been mortified by their escapades
hunger pains, supper's late
stale air finna suffocate
broke chairs, feel a ghost staring
i'm alone where is my mental state?
and i'm sad

fxxxin sickenin every fxxxin day
dead legs carry dead weight
it's a heavy world
that's a heavy fate just to die again and be another fake
need a safe escape
aye! save the day a whole world awaits
no pressure plied to me without a plate
I can barely eat with this fxxxin pay
i'm like fxxxin pray yea

Don't Wait for Me


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