27 Tree Crowns

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27 Tree Crowns

1st verse:
I was guilty, I was too young
Nobody told me how things go out of hand
So I lost you, the only bright star
What a shame for us who live long

Chorus:
But they had to know better than me
Better than you, better than us
Ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh
But they had to see it ending like this
Ending like death, ending like death of
you ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh
We were not to blame

2nd verse:
I was really not aware of it all
What awaits us if we don't stand tall
When I asked you to survive the fall
Didn't know where you had to go

Chorus:
But they had to know better than me
Better than you, better than us
Ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh
But they had to see it ending like this
Ending like death, ending like death of
you ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh

Bridge:
But they had to try saving your life
Saving their child, saving us both from
dee e eeeath de e eeeath e eeeath
But they had to try harder for you
Harder for me, harder for us
bo o oooth bo o oooth o oooth
'Cause we were not to blame

Instrumental pause:

Outro:
We were not to blame

We Were Not To Blame

1st verse:
I know you’re alone
And it feels like it’s gonna stay
Nothing will change only wrinkles will make you remain
Alone forever between them all

2nd verse:
I message myself though I know I won’t reply
And it feels like, feels like it’s gonna stay
Changing not fast only time will tell me this name
Alone forever I’m gonna feel
Alone forever between them all

1st chorus:
Please call my name
Call me endless names
So I remain
Make me hear now that I won’t be alone
And say, please say that things will change
Alone forever I won’t stay

3rd verse:
I Know you long for something I can not give
And it feels like never will it be yours
Nothing will change and you’ll stay there
Stay ‘til you’re dead

Bridge:
And it’s pointless to message myself
I won’t listen going where I was warned not to
Still not reunited with who I am
Time will run round and round
Returning to a one single day
And my age will remain the same

2nd chorus:
So many endless years I will have lived
Waiting for you to call my name
Call me endless names
Make me not be alone right here and right now
Say how things will change
Alone I won’t stay
I won’t stay

I Won't Stay

1st verse:
You are my heroine
You've taught what true heroes are
Not the typical showmen
But the ones who are not seen
'Cause the work of heroes isn't done
Under the projector lights
So very often the work of heroes
Isn't acknowledged at all

Pre-chorus:
Save the planet, save many lives
Can't do it alone, you must take part
My heroine, you've made me know
That I can be a hero, too

Chorus:
My heroine, heroine
How could they do what they have done to you
You're so worthy, you're so kind
The greatest treasure in the wild
My heroine, heroine
How could they not give what you have deserved
You're not filthy, you're not weak
The strangest spirit underneath
My heroine

2nd verse:
You are my heroine
You've shown what true heroes are
Not the typical rockstars
But the ones who are not heard
'Cause the work of heroes isn't done
In a way you all can hear
So very often the work of heroes
Isn't known by you at all

Pre-chorus:
Save the planet, save many lives
Can't do it alone, you must take part
My heroine, you've made me know
That I can be a hero, too

Chorus:
My heroine, heroine
How could they do what they have done to you
You're so worthy, you're so kind
The greatest treasure in the wild
My heroine, heroine
How could they not give what you have deserved
You're not filthy, you're not weak
The strangest spirit underneath

Outro:
My heroine, heroine
I want to be your hero, too
Make you happy, make you smile
Every day of your life
My heroine

My Heroine


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1st verse:
I was guilty, I was too young
Nobody told me how things go out of hand
So I lost you, the only bright star
What a shame for us who live long

Chorus:
But they had to know better than me
Better than you, better than us
Ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh
But they had to see it ending like this
Ending like death, ending like death of
you ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh
We were not to blame

2nd verse:
I was really not aware of it all
What awaits us if we don't stand tall
When I asked you to survive the fall
Didn't know where you had to go

Chorus:
But they had to know better than me
Better than you, better than us
Ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh
But they had to see it ending like this
Ending like death, ending like death of
you ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh

Bridge:
But they had to try saving your life
Saving their child, saving us both from
dee e eeeath de e eeeath e eeeath
But they had to try harder for you
Harder for me, harder for us
bo o oooth bo o oooth o oooth
'Cause we were not to blame

Instrumental pause:

Outro:
We were not to blame

We Were Not To Blame

1st verse:
I know you’re alone
And it feels like it’s gonna stay
Nothing will change only wrinkles will make you remain
Alone forever between them all

2nd verse:
I message myself though I know I won’t reply
And it feels like, feels like it’s gonna stay
Changing not fast only time will tell me this name
Alone forever I’m gonna feel
Alone forever between them all

1st chorus:
Please call my name
Call me endless names
So I remain
Make me hear now that I won’t be alone
And say, please say that things will change
Alone forever I won’t stay

3rd verse:
I Know you long for something I can not give
And it feels like never will it be yours
Nothing will change and you’ll stay there
Stay ‘til you’re dead

Bridge:
And it’s pointless to message myself
I won’t listen going where I was warned not to
Still not reunited with who I am
Time will run round and round
Returning to a one single day
And my age will remain the same

2nd chorus:
So many endless years I will have lived
Waiting for you to call my name
Call me endless names
Make me not be alone right here and right now
Say how things will change
Alone I won’t stay
I won’t stay

I Won't Stay

1st verse:
You are my heroine
You've taught what true heroes are
Not the typical showmen
But the ones who are not seen
'Cause the work of heroes isn't done
Under the projector lights
So very often the work of heroes
Isn't acknowledged at all

Pre-chorus:
Save the planet, save many lives
Can't do it alone, you must take part
My heroine, you've made me know
That I can be a hero, too

Chorus:
My heroine, heroine
How could they do what they have done to you
You're so worthy, you're so kind
The greatest treasure in the wild
My heroine, heroine
How could they not give what you have deserved
You're not filthy, you're not weak
The strangest spirit underneath
My heroine

2nd verse:
You are my heroine
You've shown what true heroes are
Not the typical rockstars
But the ones who are not heard
'Cause the work of heroes isn't done
In a way you all can hear
So very often the work of heroes
Isn't known by you at all

Pre-chorus:
Save the planet, save many lives
Can't do it alone, you must take part
My heroine, you've made me know
That I can be a hero, too

Chorus:
My heroine, heroine
How could they do what they have done to you
You're so worthy, you're so kind
The greatest treasure in the wild
My heroine, heroine
How could they not give what you have deserved
You're not filthy, you're not weak
The strangest spirit underneath

Outro:
My heroine, heroine
I want to be your hero, too
Make you happy, make you smile
Every day of your life
My heroine

My Heroine

1st verse:
Whatever comes to hurt you
Whatever comes to take you down
Don't give in, it won't feel good
You know they want to hurt you
You know they want to take you down
So don't give in, it won't feel good

Chorus:
So don't give in, it won't feel good
Don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, oh, don't give in

2nd verse:
Whatever comes to harm you
Whatever comes to tear you down
Don't give in, it won't feel good
You know they want to harm you
You know they want to tear you down
So don't give in, it won't feel good

Chorus:
So don't give in, it won't feel good
Don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, oh, don't give in

Bridge:
You know how they want you
You know how they want you to give in
'Cause they find pleasure in your pain and suffering
You know how they need you
You know how they need you to give in
'Cause they find pleasure in you begging on your knees

Chorus:
So don't give in, it won't feel good
Don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, oh, don't give in

2nd bridge:
Whatever comes to hurt you
Whatever comes to harm you
Don't give in, it won't feel good
You know they want to hurt you
You know they want to harm you
So don't give in, it won't feel good
Whatever comes to take you down
Whatever comes to tear you down
Don't give in, it won't feel good
You know they want to take you down
You know they want to tear you down
So don't give in, it won't feel good

Chorus:
So don't give in, it won't feel good
Don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, oh, don't give in

Chorus:
So don't give in, it won't feel good
Don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, oh, don't give in

It Won't Feel Good

1st verse:
Yesterday, I didn't feel good just like I didn't today
Yesterday, I didn't believe that I would live today

Pre-chorus:
But I made it here and I will live tomorrow
Only depressed and let down
'Cause your evil knows no good

Chorus:
So why do you think that the world gets better
By me dealing with my sadness
So why do you think that you're getting happier
'Cause I might cease to be
But I won't cease, I will live tomorrow
No matter how you hate, I won't ever change
Yes, I won't cease, I will live tomorrow
No matter how you hate, I won't ever change

2nd verse:
Yesterday, I didn't come home just like I didn't today
Yestersay, I didn't believe that I'd belong somewhere

Pre-chorus:
But I made it here and I will live tomorrow
Only depressed and let down
'Cause your evil knows no good

Chorus:
So why do you think that the world gets better
By me dealing with my sadness
So why do you think that you're getting happier
'Cause I might cease to be
But I won't cease, I will live tomorrow
No matter how you hate, I won't ever change
Yes, I won't cease, I will live tomorrow
No matter how you hate, I won't ever change

Bridge:
You don't know, you don't know
That everybody's sadness makes everybody sad
Oh, you don't know, you don't know
How somebody's sadness makes everybody sad
Too sad, too sad, too sad

Everybody's sad, everybody's sad
'Cause somebody's sadness makes everybody sad
Too sad, too sad, too sad
And you're not happy, too
'Cause you hate

Everybody's Sad

1st verse:
It took a long way to find my own way
Without the others answering questions
About who I really am
Just a woman, they thought they could play me like a game
But I grew into a person
Nor a woman, nor a man

Chorus:
Have you never ever come to think
The world is gonna end and you haven't lived
Have you never ever come to do
Things you never thought you'd do

2nd verse:
It took a long way to live my own way
Without the rulers screaming orders
'Cause I don't know how to scream
Just a loser, they thought that I would never change
But I grew into my being
Nor your daughter, nor your son

Chorus:
Have you never ever come to think
The world is gonna end and you haven't lived
Have you never ever come to do
Things you never thought you'd do

Bridge:
Just a woman
Who in your thoughts should never think
But I've written all these words
In a language you can't read
Just a loser
Who in your thoughts should never win
But I've won so many times
Gaining things you can not see

Have you never ever...
Have you never ever...

Chorus:
Have you never ever come to think
The world is gonna end and you haven't lived
Have you never ever come to do
Things you never thought you'd do

Just A Woman

1st verse:
I've fallen to be called the evil one
Though I fell to receive your love
And everytime I did you just hated me more
Though it's all you ever wanted to see
Now wondering what love could truly mean
How could I replace my bleeding heart
I've fallen down and you're the one to blame
And I'm the evil for not being dead

Chorus:
I'm falling, falling down
For you to feel so alive
No daybreak without suffering
Blaming me for all that's wrong
And the day I choose not to fall
You won't feel as high anymore
You'll be falling, falling down
Without me dealing with your pain

2nd verse:
I've fallen to reveal the greatest truth
You said that I don't care about you
But everytime I did you just hated me back
You only used me to release your pain
Now wondering what love could truly mean
How could I replace my bleeding heart
I've fallen down to see who you really are
And I'm not as weak as you might think

Chorus:
I'm falling, falling down
For you to feel so alive
No daybreak without suffering
Blaming me for all that's wrong
And the day I choose not to fall
You won't feel as high anymore
You'll be falling, falling down
Without me dealing with your pain

Bridge:
Now wondering what love could truly mean
How could I replace my bleeding heart
I've fallen down as the victim of your deeds
And I'm the egoist for being mad

I'm falling, falling down...

I'm falling, falling down...

Chorus:
I'm falling, falling down
For you to feel so alive
No daybreak without suffering
Blaming me for all that's wrong
And the day I choose not to fall
You won't feel as high anymore
You'll be falling, falling down
Without me dealing with your pain

Without me dealing with your pain!
Without me dealing with your pain!
Without me dealing with your pain!
Without me dealing with your pain!

Falling Down

1st verse:
The tragedy's approaching me
The full stop of my life
So near the danger, so near the dark
Pulling me in like a black hole
My trembling lips won't help me scream
For the help in my fall

Chorus:
No tragedy should happen to me
The full stop of my life
It only seems while in my fear
Feeling weak before getting strong
This tragedy appears to be
All because of fear

2nd verse:
The tragedy's approaching me
The full stop of my life
So restless heart, so cooling dark
Erasing the day in the night
My trembling knees won't help me run
Away from my fall

Chorus:
No tragedy should happen to me
The full stop of my life
It only seems while in my fear
Feeling weak before getting strong
This tragedy appears to be
All because of fear

Bridge:
No tragedy will happen to me
The full stop of my life
This is my strong will
As strong as is spell
Bringing wonderful things back to life
If I want to live, I'll find my way out
I won't so easily fall

3rd verse:
The tragedy's approaching me
The full stop of my life
But this tragedy only appears to be
All because of fear

The Full Stop

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1st verse:
I was guilty, I was too young
Nobody told me how things go out of hand
So I lost you, the only bright star
What a shame for us who live long

Chorus:
But they had to know better than me
Better than you, better than us
Ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh
But they had to see it ending like this
Ending like death, ending like death of
you ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh
We were not to blame

2nd verse:
I was really not aware of it all
What awaits us if we don't stand tall
When I asked you to survive the fall
Didn't know where you had to go

Chorus:
But they had to know better than me
Better than you, better than us
Ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh
But they had to see it ending like this
Ending like death, ending like death of
you ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh ooo ooo oooh

Bridge:
But they had to try saving your life
Saving their child, saving us both from
dee e eeeath de e eeeath e eeeath
But they had to try harder for you
Harder for me, harder for us
bo o oooth bo o oooth o oooth
'Cause we were not to blame

Instrumental pause:

Outro:
We were not to blame

We Were Not To Blame

1st verse:
I know you’re alone
And it feels like it’s gonna stay
Nothing will change only wrinkles will make you remain
Alone forever between them all

2nd verse:
I message myself though I know I won’t reply
And it feels like, feels like it’s gonna stay
Changing not fast only time will tell me this name
Alone forever I’m gonna feel
Alone forever between them all

1st chorus:
Please call my name
Call me endless names
So I remain
Make me hear now that I won’t be alone
And say, please say that things will change
Alone forever I won’t stay

3rd verse:
I Know you long for something I can not give
And it feels like never will it be yours
Nothing will change and you’ll stay there
Stay ‘til you’re dead

Bridge:
And it’s pointless to message myself
I won’t listen going where I was warned not to
Still not reunited with who I am
Time will run round and round
Returning to a one single day
And my age will remain the same

2nd chorus:
So many endless years I will have lived
Waiting for you to call my name
Call me endless names
Make me not be alone right here and right now
Say how things will change
Alone I won’t stay
I won’t stay

I Won't Stay

1st verse:
You are my heroine
You've taught what true heroes are
Not the typical showmen
But the ones who are not seen
'Cause the work of heroes isn't done
Under the projector lights
So very often the work of heroes
Isn't acknowledged at all

Pre-chorus:
Save the planet, save many lives
Can't do it alone, you must take part
My heroine, you've made me know
That I can be a hero, too

Chorus:
My heroine, heroine
How could they do what they have done to you
You're so worthy, you're so kind
The greatest treasure in the wild
My heroine, heroine
How could they not give what you have deserved
You're not filthy, you're not weak
The strangest spirit underneath
My heroine

2nd verse:
You are my heroine
You've shown what true heroes are
Not the typical rockstars
But the ones who are not heard
'Cause the work of heroes isn't done
In a way you all can hear
So very often the work of heroes
Isn't known by you at all

Pre-chorus:
Save the planet, save many lives
Can't do it alone, you must take part
My heroine, you've made me know
That I can be a hero, too

Chorus:
My heroine, heroine
How could they do what they have done to you
You're so worthy, you're so kind
The greatest treasure in the wild
My heroine, heroine
How could they not give what you have deserved
You're not filthy, you're not weak
The strangest spirit underneath

Outro:
My heroine, heroine
I want to be your hero, too
Make you happy, make you smile
Every day of your life
My heroine

My Heroine

1st verse:
Whatever comes to hurt you
Whatever comes to take you down
Don't give in, it won't feel good
You know they want to hurt you
You know they want to take you down
So don't give in, it won't feel good

Chorus:
So don't give in, it won't feel good
Don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, oh, don't give in

2nd verse:
Whatever comes to harm you
Whatever comes to tear you down
Don't give in, it won't feel good
You know they want to harm you
You know they want to tear you down
So don't give in, it won't feel good

Chorus:
So don't give in, it won't feel good
Don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, oh, don't give in

Bridge:
You know how they want you
You know how they want you to give in
'Cause they find pleasure in your pain and suffering
You know how they need you
You know how they need you to give in
'Cause they find pleasure in you begging on your knees

Chorus:
So don't give in, it won't feel good
Don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, oh, don't give in

2nd bridge:
Whatever comes to hurt you
Whatever comes to harm you
Don't give in, it won't feel good
You know they want to hurt you
You know they want to harm you
So don't give in, it won't feel good
Whatever comes to take you down
Whatever comes to tear you down
Don't give in, it won't feel good
You know they want to take you down
You know they want to tear you down
So don't give in, it won't feel good

Chorus:
So don't give in, it won't feel good
Don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, oh, don't give in

Chorus:
So don't give in, it won't feel good
Don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, it won't feel good
So don't give in, oh, don't give in

It Won't Feel Good

1st verse:
Yesterday, I didn't feel good just like I didn't today
Yesterday, I didn't believe that I would live today

Pre-chorus:
But I made it here and I will live tomorrow
Only depressed and let down
'Cause your evil knows no good

Chorus:
So why do you think that the world gets better
By me dealing with my sadness
So why do you think that you're getting happier
'Cause I might cease to be
But I won't cease, I will live tomorrow
No matter how you hate, I won't ever change
Yes, I won't cease, I will live tomorrow
No matter how you hate, I won't ever change

2nd verse:
Yesterday, I didn't come home just like I didn't today
Yestersay, I didn't believe that I'd belong somewhere

Pre-chorus:
But I made it here and I will live tomorrow
Only depressed and let down
'Cause your evil knows no good

Chorus:
So why do you think that the world gets better
By me dealing with my sadness
So why do you think that you're getting happier
'Cause I might cease to be
But I won't cease, I will live tomorrow
No matter how you hate, I won't ever change
Yes, I won't cease, I will live tomorrow
No matter how you hate, I won't ever change

Bridge:
You don't know, you don't know
That everybody's sadness makes everybody sad
Oh, you don't know, you don't know
How somebody's sadness makes everybody sad
Too sad, too sad, too sad

Everybody's sad, everybody's sad
'Cause somebody's sadness makes everybody sad
Too sad, too sad, too sad
And you're not happy, too
'Cause you hate

Everybody's Sad

1st verse:
It took a long way to find my own way
Without the others answering questions
About who I really am
Just a woman, they thought they could play me like a game
But I grew into a person
Nor a woman, nor a man

Chorus:
Have you never ever come to think
The world is gonna end and you haven't lived
Have you never ever come to do
Things you never thought you'd do

2nd verse:
It took a long way to live my own way
Without the rulers screaming orders
'Cause I don't know how to scream
Just a loser, they thought that I would never change
But I grew into my being
Nor your daughter, nor your son

Chorus:
Have you never ever come to think
The world is gonna end and you haven't lived
Have you never ever come to do
Things you never thought you'd do

Bridge:
Just a woman
Who in your thoughts should never think
But I've written all these words
In a language you can't read
Just a loser
Who in your thoughts should never win
But I've won so many times
Gaining things you can not see

Have you never ever...
Have you never ever...

Chorus:
Have you never ever come to think
The world is gonna end and you haven't lived
Have you never ever come to do
Things you never thought you'd do

Just A Woman


About Me

Bio

I've written ever since I can remember. I used to write poetry in my native latvian tongue, but homophobic environment made me fear the freedom of speech. I loved languages, so I started writing English free-verse poetry. And English language opened a new perspective for me, to express thoughts in a short form, to say a lot with one good sounding phrase, to say a lot with a title, it's art for me. I have never learnt instrument and been close to music as a child. My parents were very homophobic and very conservative. Something as lyrics that I always loved, was seen as a mental sickness. As I grew up I fell in love with music. I started to come up with my own melodies. Once I tried playing online piano and could play the melody that I had in mind by ear, so I bought myself keyboard and learned. Of course, life wasn't easy for a disowned homosexual young person, I was lost and looking for who I am. And today I've found it. About year ago I started songwriting. I can write you a song on piano. I love writing strange ballads with deep lyrics, I love also rock and metal, but I enjoy pop, too. It's something that has helped me overcome hardships, kind of like self-healing process. And for I've never been me 'cause life made me lose myself, I don't want to do anything else but writing. Writing songs, music, lyrics, poetry. You can ask me for a custom poetry, I can write you a song, I can write lyrics for your song. It can be what you want.

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