I wrote more than 500 lyrics in English and Italian. I aspire to write movie soundtracks and songs for musical. Please, contact me for any information or requests for collaboration, I will be glad to answer you as soon as possible.
Sometimes I wonder
Could it be worse?
Even though I'm aware of the answer
I still want to know
I still want to hope I'm at the bottom
And I can't go further
I'd prepare my ride towards the sky
And raise from this cold, deep water.
Am I authorized
To climb the Tree of Life
And know
That I won't fall anymore?
Sometimes I wonder
Can I finally go home?
Can I find a place to belong,
To rest on my own?
I still want to walk
I still want to find my courage at the bottom
And take it with me
And prove I'm more than a faded memory
That's barely allowed to exist.
Will I ever be free
To make a mistake
And not feel ashamed
To admit I'm a human being?
Sometimes I wonder
Why did I choose to be alone?
Even though I remember the answer
I'd still like to change it all
I'd still like to get used to this bottom
To this endless pain
I'd prepare the bed for my end
And lay down on my useless fame.
Would it be okay
If I would just close my eyes
And forget
The duty to feel alive?
Sometimes I wonder
When will I throw away this mask?
Even though I've always been helpless
I'd still like to give up
I'd still like to slip into the bottom
And lose the battle
And cry all of my tears
And start over again
And then lose again
And for God's sake, I just want to learn
How to face
The rain that falls on my worst days.
What is the point, anyway?
I gave up to the idea
That I'll always be late
That I'll always be unready
Forgive me, friend
I should have reached you by now
We should already be safe and sound
But I got no strength
I got no power over my nightmares
This life has become useless
So, what is the point, my friend?
What is the reason to run towards the end?
That's all that's left
I'm afraid I never found an alternative
I'm afraid I never changed at all
If only loneliness was enough, my friend
If only I wouldn't feel the need of being alone
When the whole world surrounds me
May I apologize to myself?
Cause I'm lost into my madness, I know
But what is the point of holding on
If I got no one to die for?
Not that I’m expecting something
Not that I’m blaming myself
Not that I care about what’s going on
Not that I am afraid
Not that I dare asking for something
Not that I’m wasting myself
I just don’t know how to keep holding on
Cause it’s true that I’m not afraid
I’m just terrified
Watching in silence while time’s passing by
And it’s seems that I’m just quite
But I don’t know where to go
Here there's nothing to hold
But fears and faults
Not that I’m kissing goodbye
Not that I’m throwing my life away
Not that I’m waiting the end
Not that I’m living today
Not that I’m feeling alive
Not that I’m trying to be okay
Not that it’s coming the end
And remember that I’m not afraid
I’m just terrified
Watching in silence while time’s passing by
And it’s seems that I’m just quite
But I don’t know where to go
Here there's nothing to hold
But fears and faults
Ask me to leave, ask me to run away
Ask me to part on my own
And I’ll abandon this place
No reason to stay
Cause I’m tired of waiting for your return.
Sometimes I wonder
Could it be worse?
Even though I'm aware of the answer
I still want to know
I still want to hope I'm at the bottom
And I can't go further
I'd prepare my ride towards the sky
And raise from this cold, deep water.
Am I authorized
To climb the Tree of Life
And know
That I won't fall anymore?
Sometimes I wonder
Can I finally go home?
Can I find a place to belong,
To rest on my own?
I still want to walk
I still want to find my courage at the bottom
And take it with me
And prove I'm more than a faded memory
That's barely allowed to exist.
Will I ever be free
To make a mistake
And not feel ashamed
To admit I'm a human being?
Sometimes I wonder
Why did I choose to be alone?
Even though I remember the answer
I'd still like to change it all
I'd still like to get used to this bottom
To this endless pain
I'd prepare the bed for my end
And lay down on my useless fame.
Would it be okay
If I would just close my eyes
And forget
The duty to feel alive?
Sometimes I wonder
When will I throw away this mask?
Even though I've always been helpless
I'd still like to give up
I'd still like to slip into the bottom
And lose the battle
And cry all of my tears
And start over again
And then lose again
And for God's sake, I just want to learn
How to face
The rain that falls on my worst days.
What is the point, anyway?
I gave up to the idea
That I'll always be late
That I'll always be unready
Forgive me, friend
I should have reached you by now
We should already be safe and sound
But I got no strength
I got no power over my nightmares
This life has become useless
So, what is the point, my friend?
What is the reason to run towards the end?
That's all that's left
I'm afraid I never found an alternative
I'm afraid I never changed at all
If only loneliness was enough, my friend
If only I wouldn't feel the need of being alone
When the whole world surrounds me
May I apologize to myself?
Cause I'm lost into my madness, I know
But what is the point of holding on
If I got no one to die for?
Not that I’m expecting something
Not that I’m blaming myself
Not that I care about what’s going on
Not that I am afraid
Not that I dare asking for something
Not that I’m wasting myself
I just don’t know how to keep holding on
Cause it’s true that I’m not afraid
I’m just terrified
Watching in silence while time’s passing by
And it’s seems that I’m just quite
But I don’t know where to go
Here there's nothing to hold
But fears and faults
Not that I’m kissing goodbye
Not that I’m throwing my life away
Not that I’m waiting the end
Not that I’m living today
Not that I’m feeling alive
Not that I’m trying to be okay
Not that it’s coming the end
And remember that I’m not afraid
I’m just terrified
Watching in silence while time’s passing by
And it’s seems that I’m just quite
But I don’t know where to go
Here there's nothing to hold
But fears and faults
Ask me to leave, ask me to run away
Ask me to part on my own
And I’ll abandon this place
No reason to stay
Cause I’m tired of waiting for your return.
Don't be the Hero
I don't need one
I'm not looking for someone who saves me
Who gives me what I want
Who carries me around
While I rest on my throne
No, I don't need that
I want you to be close
When I have to jump but I have no courage
I want you to cheer me up
And push me towards my goals
I need you to be the strength
To be the reason beyond the Fear
The dream hidden in a nightmare
But don't be the Hero
I need to grow on my own
Please, please, just be my ransom
Cause I don't want to be an hostage anymore.
Can I just lay here
And Live instead of Wonder
What's the purpose of my Journey?
What's the moral of my Story?
What's the reason behind every step
That I just cannot take
Behind all those words
That I just cannot say
Can I just lay here
And Live instead of Question
The meaning of every single action?
The truth hidden in all the efforts
That I'm making to carry on?
Am I truly something more
Than my flesh and my bones?
Will I ever even know?
Can I just lay here
And Live instead of Wonder
How much rain would fall tomorrow?
And close the Window for good
And stop watching myself through their eyes
And stop being guided by their choices
And stop living on compromises
And start worshiping myself?
I used to ignore
The idea of you being the one
When I thought I was wrong enough
To deserve a life on my own
Dear God, this world has collapsed
Under the weight of everything I was scared of
Under the dirt, closed in my room
And buried here without you
I used to dream
An existence of bliss
But happiness is wasted on me
When fear is my relief
Dear God, I can't rely on my memories
To remember everything I was ready for
Under the dirt, closed in my room
Still buried here without you
What will happen
When it will be over
This I'm not able to know
What I will learn
If this can teach me something
I'll hold it dearly, my love
When I'll find out how lucky I was
In the end I really was the lucky one
Dear God, forgive my worthless words
To move forward is all I'm living for
Under this roof, safe in my room
I will be forever yours.
Can I choose not to cheer?
Can I choose not to clap and jump
And scream to let 'em know how I feel?
Can I choose sadness over joy?
Or loneliness over a real friend?
Can I deny myself the right
To follow the warmth, to follow the light?
I bet you wonder why
I bet you wonder what am I
But I'm not wrong
You don't know
I'm used to be broken
To think that it's over
To walk on the river bank and wonder
How cold is the water
I'm used to live under
And bare the weight of my world
To be the child that never grows
To be the only one who knows
How to enjoy the fall
Let me dive into it
I've known better the Fear
And even better the Sorrow
Can I choose not to cheer?
Can I choose not to believe in the idea
That it'll be easier from now on?
I don't buy it anymore
Though I know, I'm aware
That my strength's hidden there
In the desire that has kept me whole
Since I was reborn.
I've dragged you down
The Hell is above
The Fault is around me
And I can't let it go
It would be easier
To admit you were right
The demons are inside
Of me
Believe
What I say
I can't bear to see your face
Plagued by tears
Our end is near
If only I was not in pain, my friend
I've done to you the same
I've done you harm
When you hurt5 my pride
I had a reason to lie
To take back what was mine
And I know it would be easier
To admit I wasn't fine
But demons were inside
Of me
Believe
What I say
I can't bear to see your face
Plagued by tears
Our end is near
If only I was not in pain, my friend
I've done to you the same
And kissed you goodbye
Cause I didn't want to take you down
But i turned out to be the light
That guided you underground
Believe
What I say
I can't bear to see you face
Plagued by tears
Our end is near
If only I was not in pain, my friend
I've done to you the same.
Sometimes I wonder
Could it be worse?
Even though I'm aware of the answer
I still want to know
I still want to hope I'm at the bottom
And I can't go further
I'd prepare my ride towards the sky
And raise from this cold, deep water.
Am I authorized
To climb the Tree of Life
And know
That I won't fall anymore?
Sometimes I wonder
Can I finally go home?
Can I find a place to belong,
To rest on my own?
I still want to walk
I still want to find my courage at the bottom
And take it with me
And prove I'm more than a faded memory
That's barely allowed to exist.
Will I ever be free
To make a mistake
And not feel ashamed
To admit I'm a human being?
Sometimes I wonder
Why did I choose to be alone?
Even though I remember the answer
I'd still like to change it all
I'd still like to get used to this bottom
To this endless pain
I'd prepare the bed for my end
And lay down on my useless fame.
Would it be okay
If I would just close my eyes
And forget
The duty to feel alive?
Sometimes I wonder
When will I throw away this mask?
Even though I've always been helpless
I'd still like to give up
I'd still like to slip into the bottom
And lose the battle
And cry all of my tears
And start over again
And then lose again
And for God's sake, I just want to learn
How to face
The rain that falls on my worst days.
What is the point, anyway?
I gave up to the idea
That I'll always be late
That I'll always be unready
Forgive me, friend
I should have reached you by now
We should already be safe and sound
But I got no strength
I got no power over my nightmares
This life has become useless
So, what is the point, my friend?
What is the reason to run towards the end?
That's all that's left
I'm afraid I never found an alternative
I'm afraid I never changed at all
If only loneliness was enough, my friend
If only I wouldn't feel the need of being alone
When the whole world surrounds me
May I apologize to myself?
Cause I'm lost into my madness, I know
But what is the point of holding on
If I got no one to die for?
Not that I’m expecting something
Not that I’m blaming myself
Not that I care about what’s going on
Not that I am afraid
Not that I dare asking for something
Not that I’m wasting myself
I just don’t know how to keep holding on
Cause it’s true that I’m not afraid
I’m just terrified
Watching in silence while time’s passing by
And it’s seems that I’m just quite
But I don’t know where to go
Here there's nothing to hold
But fears and faults
Not that I’m kissing goodbye
Not that I’m throwing my life away
Not that I’m waiting the end
Not that I’m living today
Not that I’m feeling alive
Not that I’m trying to be okay
Not that it’s coming the end
And remember that I’m not afraid
I’m just terrified
Watching in silence while time’s passing by
And it’s seems that I’m just quite
But I don’t know where to go
Here there's nothing to hold
But fears and faults
Ask me to leave, ask me to run away
Ask me to part on my own
And I’ll abandon this place
No reason to stay
Cause I’m tired of waiting for your return.
Don't be the Hero
I don't need one
I'm not looking for someone who saves me
Who gives me what I want
Who carries me around
While I rest on my throne
No, I don't need that
I want you to be close
When I have to jump but I have no courage
I want you to cheer me up
And push me towards my goals
I need you to be the strength
To be the reason beyond the Fear
The dream hidden in a nightmare
But don't be the Hero
I need to grow on my own
Please, please, just be my ransom
Cause I don't want to be an hostage anymore.
Can I just lay here
And Live instead of Wonder
What's the purpose of my Journey?
What's the moral of my Story?
What's the reason behind every step
That I just cannot take
Behind all those words
That I just cannot say
Can I just lay here
And Live instead of Question
The meaning of every single action?
The truth hidden in all the efforts
That I'm making to carry on?
Am I truly something more
Than my flesh and my bones?
Will I ever even know?
Can I just lay here
And Live instead of Wonder
How much rain would fall tomorrow?
And close the Window for good
And stop watching myself through their eyes
And stop being guided by their choices
And stop living on compromises
And start worshiping myself?
I used to ignore
The idea of you being the one
When I thought I was wrong enough
To deserve a life on my own
Dear God, this world has collapsed
Under the weight of everything I was scared of
Under the dirt, closed in my room
And buried here without you
I used to dream
An existence of bliss
But happiness is wasted on me
When fear is my relief
Dear God, I can't rely on my memories
To remember everything I was ready for
Under the dirt, closed in my room
Still buried here without you
What will happen
When it will be over
This I'm not able to know
What I will learn
If this can teach me something
I'll hold it dearly, my love
When I'll find out how lucky I was
In the end I really was the lucky one
Dear God, forgive my worthless words
To move forward is all I'm living for
Under this roof, safe in my room
I will be forever yours.
I wrote more than 500 lyrics in English and Italian. I aspire to write movie soundtracks and songs for musical. Please, contact me for any information or requests for collaboration, I will be glad to answer you as soon as possible.
The majority of my lyrics are in English, the others are in Italian. I like to experiment with styles, it is difficult for my songs to have a classical or set structure, each lyric is unique. I really like to tell stories, so I have a preference for soundtracks and songs used in the theater.