Casper

Professional Subscriber to Songbay
Casper

Chorus:
Why do I do this to myself
Why do I listen the voices
Why do I do this to myself
Got to make better choices


I'm on my Kurt Cobain
From the leans I've got to abstain
Slowly slipping from all the cocaine I done inhaled
Fear when they discover this body
It'll be too late
Mistook pain for pleasure
To live through the day
At first it was sunny
But then comes the rain
Can't express what I feel in these sentence
For this life,I'm simmering with resentment
The more screwed life got
I became a difficult teen
The angrier I grew
The more detached I got from everything
Now so deep in character, seeking for the old me
Cuz hell I've no idea who this guy supposed to be

Chorus:
Why do I do this to myself
Why do I listen the voices
Why do I do this to myself
Got to make better choices

I'm so lost I need me a search party
From my own body, I've become an absentee
Or maybe I'm going on about this absurdly
Cuz for the most,I thought I was a lion
But in reality was a sheep
Lying to myself as master of my sea
But too scared to sail ship
Stakes were high
Couldn't double down on my dreams
Dare to defy
Instead took the l without a fight and I leave
Terrified of failing
The dreams,I stopped to chase
Cuz deep down,even my inner rocky
Was scared to be a scar face
Quitting before trying to save face
With hopes and blames all misplaced
Rather trying again and again?
You chose to embrace the lean
Which eventually left the back door open
To everything obscene
You think it's you being the star of the show
It's actually the devil behind the scenes
With him starring as spike lee
Taking shots in between
Just when you thought you living the dream
There comes life with rays of sun beams
Waking up to everything more messed up than a bad meme

Chorus:
Why do I do this to myself
Why do I listen the voices
Why do I do this to myself
Got to make better choices

For this I fail


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Chorus:
Why do I do this to myself
Why do I listen the voices
Why do I do this to myself
Got to make better choices


I'm on my Kurt Cobain
From the leans I've got to abstain
Slowly slipping from all the cocaine I done inhaled
Fear when they discover this body
It'll be too late
Mistook pain for pleasure
To live through the day
At first it was sunny
But then comes the rain
Can't express what I feel in these sentence
For this life,I'm simmering with resentment
The more screwed life got
I became a difficult teen
The angrier I grew
The more detached I got from everything
Now so deep in character, seeking for the old me
Cuz hell I've no idea who this guy supposed to be

Chorus:
Why do I do this to myself
Why do I listen the voices
Why do I do this to myself
Got to make better choices

I'm so lost I need me a search party
From my own body, I've become an absentee
Or maybe I'm going on about this absurdly
Cuz for the most,I thought I was a lion
But in reality was a sheep
Lying to myself as master of my sea
But too scared to sail ship
Stakes were high
Couldn't double down on my dreams
Dare to defy
Instead took the l without a fight and I leave
Terrified of failing
The dreams,I stopped to chase
Cuz deep down,even my inner rocky
Was scared to be a scar face
Quitting before trying to save face
With hopes and blames all misplaced
Rather trying again and again?
You chose to embrace the lean
Which eventually left the back door open
To everything obscene
You think it's you being the star of the show
It's actually the devil behind the scenes
With him starring as spike lee
Taking shots in between
Just when you thought you living the dream
There comes life with rays of sun beams
Waking up to everything more messed up than a bad meme

Chorus:
Why do I do this to myself
Why do I listen the voices
Why do I do this to myself
Got to make better choices

For this I fail

My Uploads

Chorus:
Why do I do this to myself
Why do I listen the voices
Why do I do this to myself
Got to make better choices


I'm on my Kurt Cobain
From the leans I've got to abstain
Slowly slipping from all the cocaine I done inhaled
Fear when they discover this body
It'll be too late
Mistook pain for pleasure
To live through the day
At first it was sunny
But then comes the rain
Can't express what I feel in these sentence
For this life,I'm simmering with resentment
The more screwed life got
I became a difficult teen
The angrier I grew
The more detached I got from everything
Now so deep in character, seeking for the old me
Cuz hell I've no idea who this guy supposed to be

Chorus:
Why do I do this to myself
Why do I listen the voices
Why do I do this to myself
Got to make better choices

I'm so lost I need me a search party
From my own body, I've become an absentee
Or maybe I'm going on about this absurdly
Cuz for the most,I thought I was a lion
But in reality was a sheep
Lying to myself as master of my sea
But too scared to sail ship
Stakes were high
Couldn't double down on my dreams
Dare to defy
Instead took the l without a fight and I leave
Terrified of failing
The dreams,I stopped to chase
Cuz deep down,even my inner rocky
Was scared to be a scar face
Quitting before trying to save face
With hopes and blames all misplaced
Rather trying again and again?
You chose to embrace the lean
Which eventually left the back door open
To everything obscene
You think it's you being the star of the show
It's actually the devil behind the scenes
With him starring as spike lee
Taking shots in between
Just when you thought you living the dream
There comes life with rays of sun beams
Waking up to everything more messed up than a bad meme

Chorus:
Why do I do this to myself
Why do I listen the voices
Why do I do this to myself
Got to make better choices

For this I fail


About Me

Bio

Hi I'm Casper, I write and sell lyrics

CV/History

Worked as an editor at an ICT centre....also have a diploma in desktop management and data processing

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