Natalia Kolunova

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Think i lost myself in action,
played games and never asked about rules,
was a fool and tried to reach perfection
now i know that was just a self abuse.

Trying to remember being in a moment
but already became my own opponent.
lying in my bed at starry nights
realizing what i sacrificed

Days are long , but years go by,
just go be yourself and try,
from time to time the fears obscures
but now is instant , the youths is yours.

Build up a fantasy of me to blew,
have craved for something new,
had dreams about fame and fire,
now all i want at least to have desires.

i’m on my knees, my eyes are red,
hearing screams inside my head.
I always thought of being worthy,
now justified myself as not deserving mercy.

Days are long, but years go by,
just go be yourself and try,
from time to time the fears obscures
but now is instant , the youths is yours

Don’t forget to drag you heart around,
you strived and it pays up entirely,
but if you let identity to drown,
the emptiness not going value quietly.

Days are long, but years go by,
just go be yourself and try,
from time to time the fears obscures
but now is instant , the youths is yours

The youth is yours.


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Think i lost myself in action,
played games and never asked about rules,
was a fool and tried to reach perfection
now i know that was just a self abuse.

Trying to remember being in a moment
but already became my own opponent.
lying in my bed at starry nights
realizing what i sacrificed

Days are long , but years go by,
just go be yourself and try,
from time to time the fears obscures
but now is instant , the youths is yours.

Build up a fantasy of me to blew,
have craved for something new,
had dreams about fame and fire,
now all i want at least to have desires.

i’m on my knees, my eyes are red,
hearing screams inside my head.
I always thought of being worthy,
now justified myself as not deserving mercy.

Days are long, but years go by,
just go be yourself and try,
from time to time the fears obscures
but now is instant , the youths is yours

Don’t forget to drag you heart around,
you strived and it pays up entirely,
but if you let identity to drown,
the emptiness not going value quietly.

Days are long, but years go by,
just go be yourself and try,
from time to time the fears obscures
but now is instant , the youths is yours

The youth is yours.

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Think i lost myself in action,
played games and never asked about rules,
was a fool and tried to reach perfection
now i know that was just a self abuse.

Trying to remember being in a moment
but already became my own opponent.
lying in my bed at starry nights
realizing what i sacrificed

Days are long , but years go by,
just go be yourself and try,
from time to time the fears obscures
but now is instant , the youths is yours.

Build up a fantasy of me to blew,
have craved for something new,
had dreams about fame and fire,
now all i want at least to have desires.

i’m on my knees, my eyes are red,
hearing screams inside my head.
I always thought of being worthy,
now justified myself as not deserving mercy.

Days are long, but years go by,
just go be yourself and try,
from time to time the fears obscures
but now is instant , the youths is yours

Don’t forget to drag you heart around,
you strived and it pays up entirely,
but if you let identity to drown,
the emptiness not going value quietly.

Days are long, but years go by,
just go be yourself and try,
from time to time the fears obscures
but now is instant , the youths is yours

The youth is yours.


About Me

Bio

Hi! I’m Tasha and i’m 19. I am a 3rd year student at the Faculty of Philology. I’m from Russia, so my first language is obviously russian. But, throughout the years, i understood that it’s easier for me to express my emotions with english. So, now, whenever i feel overheated or dealing with something, i get in contact with my feelings with writing them in lyrics. Hope you like it!

CV/History

As I wrote in my bio, I am 19. Now I am focused on my education. I am currently writing a comparative studies on german and russian literature. I have no experience selling lyrics, but it all starts somewhere.

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