Samantha Gorski

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Verse 1:
Long have I been waiting
for a jacket on my shoulders
To look up and see a wave
of bold autumn colors
That I can't unsee

I want to wrap up in a blanket
with my favorite book or film
I want the falling of the leaves
to layout like a burning fire
It feels so heavenly

Chorus:
Take me to October
where the rain lulls me to sleep
Send me to the season
where the storms clash in the eve
Let me feel the air
I want the chill to steal my heat
Take me there and I think I could find peace

Verse 2:
Long have I missed
the decorations in a room
The seasonal pastries
that could brighten any gloom
It was so special

I remember grey clouds
like a blanket for the sky
I used to gather my dogs
so we could run no reason why
The world felt so little

Chorus:
Take me to October
where the rain lulls me to sleep
Send me to the season
where the storms clash in the eve
Let me feel the air
I want the chill to steal my heat
Take me there and I think I could find peace

Bridge:
The pumpkins in my garden have turned to rot
I've tried to revive them but it seems I cannot
I want to go back just to restore
The peace that I don't have anymore

The gold in my vision is no longer there
Now all I see is a world's bitter glare
I want to go back just to restore
The peace that I don't have anymore

Chorus:
Take me to October
where the rain lulls me to sleep
Send me to the season
where the storms clash in the eve
Let me feel the air
I want the chill to steal my heat
Take me there and I think I could find peace
Take me there and I think I could find peace
Take me there and I think I could find peace

October

Verse 1:
Have you ever lied awake to think up of a better life?
Yeah, me too
But have you ever dreamt your family shining in a better light?
Because I have too

I've got a father that yells
With quick anger I've adopted
A sweet mother with judgement
And a brother scared of conflict

Pre-chorus:
But before the sleep can rid my mind
I stay up to entertain a beautiful sight

Chorus:
A sweet family that hysterically laughs together
A true family that walks the rough terrain together
A joy-filled family that has the hard talks together
Oh, how nice it would be
If I had a perfect family

Verse 2:
Despite my dream I realize too soon
That my dad is still inscrutable
My mom won't stop the questions
And my brother stays emotions

Pre-chorus:
Still before I doze off into my slumber
I capture a sight to make me discover

Chorus:
A sweet family that hysterically laughs together
A true family that walks the rough terrain together
A joy-filled family that has the hard talks together
Oh, how nice it would be
If I had a perfect family

Bridge:
"It's insane their father is just emotionally available for them"
What do you mean?
"Yeah it really shocks me when I see men cry"
What? Why?
"I'm not close with my brother, I don't know, he and I just don't know one another"
How could you not?
"Well, it's because I don't have..."

Chorus:
A sweet family that hysterically laughs together
A true family that walks the rough terrain together
A joy-filled family that has the hard talks together
Oh, how nice it would be
To get the most priceless thing of all
Oh, how nice it would be
To one day call it all my own
Oh, how nice it will be
To have that perfect family

If I Had A Perfect Family

Verse 1:
I know you've done nothing wrong
You're just an innocent for me to rage upon
I don't know you, but I hate you
Because, as you can see, I'm angry

Pre-chorus:
How's your easy life, with easy choices, and restful sleep?
I know I'm a bad person, but what have you ever done to deserve such keeps?

Chorus:
I'm so tired of wanting to run from my own mind
My awful thoughts like a deadly storm after being confined
I need you to stand quietly and let me chase fires
This ends only one way and now you're in shatters

Verse 2:
Finally, I think my life has improved
I guess you may actually deserve all that's brand new
I still resent you, maybe even hate you
My envy still kills me, but I might be redeemed

Pre-chorus:
How's your mystery life, with many choices, and lullaby sleep?
I know I'm still angry, but why can't I stop from wanting to cut you so deep?

Chorus:
I'm so tired of wanting to run from my own mind
My awful thoughts like a deadly storm after being confined
I need you to stand quietly and let me chase fires
This ends only one way and now I'm in shatters

Bridge:
I think I lied, I didn't improve
I just wanted everyone as unhappy and cruel
I hate my life, my hard choices, and restless sleep
I'm a wretch, a coward, and uselessly weak
I know that I'm sorry, but what have I ever done to deserve all this hell?

Chorus:
I'm so tired of wanting to run from my own mind
My awful thoughts like a deadly storm after being confined
I need you to stand quietly and let me chase fires
This ends only one way and now we're both in shatters

Verse 3:
But how unfortunate in the end
Now my hate has grown again
Because I know you see your image and smile
While I'm gone and have to grow the extra mile

This Ends Only One Way


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Verse 1:
Long have I been waiting
for a jacket on my shoulders
To look up and see a wave
of bold autumn colors
That I can't unsee

I want to wrap up in a blanket
with my favorite book or film
I want the falling of the leaves
to layout like a burning fire
It feels so heavenly

Chorus:
Take me to October
where the rain lulls me to sleep
Send me to the season
where the storms clash in the eve
Let me feel the air
I want the chill to steal my heat
Take me there and I think I could find peace

Verse 2:
Long have I missed
the decorations in a room
The seasonal pastries
that could brighten any gloom
It was so special

I remember grey clouds
like a blanket for the sky
I used to gather my dogs
so we could run no reason why
The world felt so little

Chorus:
Take me to October
where the rain lulls me to sleep
Send me to the season
where the storms clash in the eve
Let me feel the air
I want the chill to steal my heat
Take me there and I think I could find peace

Bridge:
The pumpkins in my garden have turned to rot
I've tried to revive them but it seems I cannot
I want to go back just to restore
The peace that I don't have anymore

The gold in my vision is no longer there
Now all I see is a world's bitter glare
I want to go back just to restore
The peace that I don't have anymore

Chorus:
Take me to October
where the rain lulls me to sleep
Send me to the season
where the storms clash in the eve
Let me feel the air
I want the chill to steal my heat
Take me there and I think I could find peace
Take me there and I think I could find peace
Take me there and I think I could find peace

October

Verse 1:
Have you ever lied awake to think up of a better life?
Yeah, me too
But have you ever dreamt your family shining in a better light?
Because I have too

I've got a father that yells
With quick anger I've adopted
A sweet mother with judgement
And a brother scared of conflict

Pre-chorus:
But before the sleep can rid my mind
I stay up to entertain a beautiful sight

Chorus:
A sweet family that hysterically laughs together
A true family that walks the rough terrain together
A joy-filled family that has the hard talks together
Oh, how nice it would be
If I had a perfect family

Verse 2:
Despite my dream I realize too soon
That my dad is still inscrutable
My mom won't stop the questions
And my brother stays emotions

Pre-chorus:
Still before I doze off into my slumber
I capture a sight to make me discover

Chorus:
A sweet family that hysterically laughs together
A true family that walks the rough terrain together
A joy-filled family that has the hard talks together
Oh, how nice it would be
If I had a perfect family

Bridge:
"It's insane their father is just emotionally available for them"
What do you mean?
"Yeah it really shocks me when I see men cry"
What? Why?
"I'm not close with my brother, I don't know, he and I just don't know one another"
How could you not?
"Well, it's because I don't have..."

Chorus:
A sweet family that hysterically laughs together
A true family that walks the rough terrain together
A joy-filled family that has the hard talks together
Oh, how nice it would be
To get the most priceless thing of all
Oh, how nice it would be
To one day call it all my own
Oh, how nice it will be
To have that perfect family

If I Had A Perfect Family

Verse 1:
I know you've done nothing wrong
You're just an innocent for me to rage upon
I don't know you, but I hate you
Because, as you can see, I'm angry

Pre-chorus:
How's your easy life, with easy choices, and restful sleep?
I know I'm a bad person, but what have you ever done to deserve such keeps?

Chorus:
I'm so tired of wanting to run from my own mind
My awful thoughts like a deadly storm after being confined
I need you to stand quietly and let me chase fires
This ends only one way and now you're in shatters

Verse 2:
Finally, I think my life has improved
I guess you may actually deserve all that's brand new
I still resent you, maybe even hate you
My envy still kills me, but I might be redeemed

Pre-chorus:
How's your mystery life, with many choices, and lullaby sleep?
I know I'm still angry, but why can't I stop from wanting to cut you so deep?

Chorus:
I'm so tired of wanting to run from my own mind
My awful thoughts like a deadly storm after being confined
I need you to stand quietly and let me chase fires
This ends only one way and now I'm in shatters

Bridge:
I think I lied, I didn't improve
I just wanted everyone as unhappy and cruel
I hate my life, my hard choices, and restless sleep
I'm a wretch, a coward, and uselessly weak
I know that I'm sorry, but what have I ever done to deserve all this hell?

Chorus:
I'm so tired of wanting to run from my own mind
My awful thoughts like a deadly storm after being confined
I need you to stand quietly and let me chase fires
This ends only one way and now we're both in shatters

Verse 3:
But how unfortunate in the end
Now my hate has grown again
Because I know you see your image and smile
While I'm gone and have to grow the extra mile

This Ends Only One Way

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Verse 1:
Long have I been waiting
for a jacket on my shoulders
To look up and see a wave
of bold autumn colors
That I can't unsee

I want to wrap up in a blanket
with my favorite book or film
I want the falling of the leaves
to layout like a burning fire
It feels so heavenly

Chorus:
Take me to October
where the rain lulls me to sleep
Send me to the season
where the storms clash in the eve
Let me feel the air
I want the chill to steal my heat
Take me there and I think I could find peace

Verse 2:
Long have I missed
the decorations in a room
The seasonal pastries
that could brighten any gloom
It was so special

I remember grey clouds
like a blanket for the sky
I used to gather my dogs
so we could run no reason why
The world felt so little

Chorus:
Take me to October
where the rain lulls me to sleep
Send me to the season
where the storms clash in the eve
Let me feel the air
I want the chill to steal my heat
Take me there and I think I could find peace

Bridge:
The pumpkins in my garden have turned to rot
I've tried to revive them but it seems I cannot
I want to go back just to restore
The peace that I don't have anymore

The gold in my vision is no longer there
Now all I see is a world's bitter glare
I want to go back just to restore
The peace that I don't have anymore

Chorus:
Take me to October
where the rain lulls me to sleep
Send me to the season
where the storms clash in the eve
Let me feel the air
I want the chill to steal my heat
Take me there and I think I could find peace
Take me there and I think I could find peace
Take me there and I think I could find peace

October

Verse 1:
Have you ever lied awake to think up of a better life?
Yeah, me too
But have you ever dreamt your family shining in a better light?
Because I have too

I've got a father that yells
With quick anger I've adopted
A sweet mother with judgement
And a brother scared of conflict

Pre-chorus:
But before the sleep can rid my mind
I stay up to entertain a beautiful sight

Chorus:
A sweet family that hysterically laughs together
A true family that walks the rough terrain together
A joy-filled family that has the hard talks together
Oh, how nice it would be
If I had a perfect family

Verse 2:
Despite my dream I realize too soon
That my dad is still inscrutable
My mom won't stop the questions
And my brother stays emotions

Pre-chorus:
Still before I doze off into my slumber
I capture a sight to make me discover

Chorus:
A sweet family that hysterically laughs together
A true family that walks the rough terrain together
A joy-filled family that has the hard talks together
Oh, how nice it would be
If I had a perfect family

Bridge:
"It's insane their father is just emotionally available for them"
What do you mean?
"Yeah it really shocks me when I see men cry"
What? Why?
"I'm not close with my brother, I don't know, he and I just don't know one another"
How could you not?
"Well, it's because I don't have..."

Chorus:
A sweet family that hysterically laughs together
A true family that walks the rough terrain together
A joy-filled family that has the hard talks together
Oh, how nice it would be
To get the most priceless thing of all
Oh, how nice it would be
To one day call it all my own
Oh, how nice it will be
To have that perfect family

If I Had A Perfect Family

Verse 1:
I know you've done nothing wrong
You're just an innocent for me to rage upon
I don't know you, but I hate you
Because, as you can see, I'm angry

Pre-chorus:
How's your easy life, with easy choices, and restful sleep?
I know I'm a bad person, but what have you ever done to deserve such keeps?

Chorus:
I'm so tired of wanting to run from my own mind
My awful thoughts like a deadly storm after being confined
I need you to stand quietly and let me chase fires
This ends only one way and now you're in shatters

Verse 2:
Finally, I think my life has improved
I guess you may actually deserve all that's brand new
I still resent you, maybe even hate you
My envy still kills me, but I might be redeemed

Pre-chorus:
How's your mystery life, with many choices, and lullaby sleep?
I know I'm still angry, but why can't I stop from wanting to cut you so deep?

Chorus:
I'm so tired of wanting to run from my own mind
My awful thoughts like a deadly storm after being confined
I need you to stand quietly and let me chase fires
This ends only one way and now I'm in shatters

Bridge:
I think I lied, I didn't improve
I just wanted everyone as unhappy and cruel
I hate my life, my hard choices, and restless sleep
I'm a wretch, a coward, and uselessly weak
I know that I'm sorry, but what have I ever done to deserve all this hell?

Chorus:
I'm so tired of wanting to run from my own mind
My awful thoughts like a deadly storm after being confined
I need you to stand quietly and let me chase fires
This ends only one way and now we're both in shatters

Verse 3:
But how unfortunate in the end
Now my hate has grown again
Because I know you see your image and smile
While I'm gone and have to grow the extra mile

This Ends Only One Way


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I write lyrics in my own free time as often as I can. It felt like a waste to write lyrics and leave them to dust in my notebooks so I came here! I personally write my lyrics towards a more Pop genre, but that's just more of a template for me. If you specialize in a different genre but still like the lyrics then by all means go for it!

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