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Sometimes the first thing I do is put sugar in my coffee cup, slide onto the kitchen stool, take a look at the sky see if rain is coming on...push my feet into my shoes so red, mascara on, than lipstick too...

I try to take a new route and skip past your house, cause all it does is remind me of where I used to spend my time with you, how you opened your door and invited me to be a part of you, your glow and your beauty that is you...

Turn the car down the narrow street far past your door, holding a breathe driving to you, I go back and see you with the girl next door, tears drip from eye to floor, stomp !!! the gas pedal, I say no more...

Where am I in my silly head, Goddamn !! I can't drive anymore, take my feet from the pedals, think how alone I am...sunlight comes from the clouds, the radio blares loud that song that always plays, "I love you, your ok" !

My heart starts to beat again with who I am, back in control the car goes slow, windows down and I roll along, strengthened again within my soul, tears dry on the floor, I won't hold him anymore anywhere inside, I'm to important as me to cry over him...

This is my day, I let the joy of being free to choose for me, take me far down any road where you won't ever be, flowing smooth roof down, calm, collected, my life is better without you ever, tomorrow the first thing I do is not fret over you, while pouring sugar in my coffee cup.

Sugar In my coffee cup

Why did I even try, you pushed me aside, even though I had such love for you, your thoughts were of another someone other than me

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I

You took parts of me with you, that never belonged outside our hearts, raced through our time like it was just another day

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I !

Fought me to hang onto you when, I said enough, couldn't accept I was the best person you knew, left me out of your circle of life

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I !

I'm ok without who you are, where I am now, I could let you and memories escape little spots of my mind, now that I've totally swept you from it

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I !

Even if you still love me, I'm happy to pull my heart back to one whole world of my own kind, and be loved by someone true without any lies

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I !

Parts of me

When do I get to be ok, when do I see myself face to face, and take myself away from the noise inside my space of my energy...

when will I rest and fulfill my dreams of happiness, of all things I desire and request, will I stay because I resent what I let myself be, without borders or memory, when do I get to be ok with me...

how do I look on, as i hold onto being less than you let me be, as you held me back for your happiness, when do I go and free myself of you and what you did and what you do,

when do I step into my light and energy, to let yours be nothing over me,
when do I go and be more than you are with no fear of going far and being all of me...

when am I ok...when I chose to be, because I need no permission to be me, and take myself somewhere your not...once I pivot my thoughts in  directions of great talk,

I'll be on my way to be brave and find my own way as I need no permission to conquer the day, or be magnificent as I have always been meant to be,

I'll take great care of all that dare as I am making life mine now, with ease to do what I please and be greatly ok with me.

Borders and Memory


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Sometimes the first thing I do is put sugar in my coffee cup, slide onto the kitchen stool, take a look at the sky see if rain is coming on...push my feet into my shoes so red, mascara on, than lipstick too...

I try to take a new route and skip past your house, cause all it does is remind me of where I used to spend my time with you, how you opened your door and invited me to be a part of you, your glow and your beauty that is you...

Turn the car down the narrow street far past your door, holding a breathe driving to you, I go back and see you with the girl next door, tears drip from eye to floor, stomp !!! the gas pedal, I say no more...

Where am I in my silly head, Goddamn !! I can't drive anymore, take my feet from the pedals, think how alone I am...sunlight comes from the clouds, the radio blares loud that song that always plays, "I love you, your ok" !

My heart starts to beat again with who I am, back in control the car goes slow, windows down and I roll along, strengthened again within my soul, tears dry on the floor, I won't hold him anymore anywhere inside, I'm to important as me to cry over him...

This is my day, I let the joy of being free to choose for me, take me far down any road where you won't ever be, flowing smooth roof down, calm, collected, my life is better without you ever, tomorrow the first thing I do is not fret over you, while pouring sugar in my coffee cup.

Sugar In my coffee cup

Why did I even try, you pushed me aside, even though I had such love for you, your thoughts were of another someone other than me

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I

You took parts of me with you, that never belonged outside our hearts, raced through our time like it was just another day

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I !

Fought me to hang onto you when, I said enough, couldn't accept I was the best person you knew, left me out of your circle of life

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I !

I'm ok without who you are, where I am now, I could let you and memories escape little spots of my mind, now that I've totally swept you from it

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I !

Even if you still love me, I'm happy to pull my heart back to one whole world of my own kind, and be loved by someone true without any lies

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I !

Parts of me

When do I get to be ok, when do I see myself face to face, and take myself away from the noise inside my space of my energy...

when will I rest and fulfill my dreams of happiness, of all things I desire and request, will I stay because I resent what I let myself be, without borders or memory, when do I get to be ok with me...

how do I look on, as i hold onto being less than you let me be, as you held me back for your happiness, when do I go and free myself of you and what you did and what you do,

when do I step into my light and energy, to let yours be nothing over me,
when do I go and be more than you are with no fear of going far and being all of me...

when am I ok...when I chose to be, because I need no permission to be me, and take myself somewhere your not...once I pivot my thoughts in  directions of great talk,

I'll be on my way to be brave and find my own way as I need no permission to conquer the day, or be magnificent as I have always been meant to be,

I'll take great care of all that dare as I am making life mine now, with ease to do what I please and be greatly ok with me.

Borders and Memory

Loaded is my mind with all the tears I've cried, all the fears I've felt, the failures I've dealt, so tired of holding them in, made me sick of me and everything,

Holding on to such things breaks my brain and bends my mind, it twists and turns me inside, Feelings of unsteadiness go round in my head and haunt me with dreadful regrets of spitting words of craziness,

I must unbind my heart that is broken in parts, from years of fright that kept me locked up hiding from life...If I do not release, I'll stay on my knees, until death takes me and that's all, that I’ll be,

Look up, up past the dust and bring yourself up outta the rust, rise up because you have the lust of a life that's not on fire, or tire from all that transpired,

It’s been worth every lesson learned as I shook and spurned every turn of concern, that this life had done to me,

I choose to find all the love I fried and renew it with empathy, taken into my hands, as I stand up to all I am, and feel the love that can shine from me,

Holding onto fits of unhappiness is not the world I now see, only the beats of love, gives my life, my heart its true sight of all I will be.

Mindfully Rusted

Guide me, show me my path, if I stray, nudge me back,

Light my steps with happiness, clear my thoughts that darken & fray when I step sideways, lift my life if I hideaway….

energize my spirit when I find a new way & follow my heart all day, stumble I will, when my path is objected, hold me steady, move all that is heavy & weighs...

A twist a turn, a bend, balanced is my stride as love moves my feet onward, over underneath...guided are my steps as, I feel your wisdom holding me strong, to weather any storm, that comes along.

Guide me

Farewell to that town full of frowns, life was always fun until it was hard, than all was left were put downs, everyone would hold their breathe and be tragic, thought I needed a new role without that oil town in tow...

So long muddy roads, I never thought much of you at all and the path you had shown, so long muddy roads I'll never miss your dust and holes...

Made me believe your cash and good looks were the best of anywhere, stale street lights bitter with regrets, if you weren't in you were out of the crowd...

So long muddy roads, I never thought much of you at all and the path you had shown, so long muddy roads I'll never miss your dust and holes...

Sludge come up from poles on fields of green, muddy boots kicked off on the kitchen floor, stains of grease showing of clothes worked hard, don't miss that oil town flow...

So long muddy roads, I never thought much of you at all and the path you had shown, so long muddy roads I'll never miss your dust and holes...

Didn't hold my hand when trouble stood in front, kept me locked up in colorless walls and empty words, airs freshness never eased my lungs of stagnant smells, goodbye rocky stone roads with those dust and holes, no more oil town in tow...

So long muddy roads, I never thought much of you at all and the path you had shown, so long muddy roads I'll never miss your dust and holes...

My smile upon my face shows big and all can see, how a little change inside me sparked a great noise, has grew really big, became all that is me, truly a home I found happy and no frowns, without that oil town and it's smoke...

So long muddy roads, I never thought much of you at all and the path you had shown, so long muddy roads I'll never miss your dust and holes...

Town

If the whole world fell apart today, you would hear my voice strained, seeking your ears...you're so far...I hear you, I'm coming to find you, I love you...Don't leave, I'll find you where you're scattered and can't escape, I'll find you, because somewhere in my mind I know you'll be safe, when we reunite with arms so tight...you're so brave holding your breath, waiting to leave the place you're scathed and unhealthy...I'm coming don't cry, I'll dry your tears with my lips across your eyes...so close I am now to your essence your life, I'll take you safely, where light is our home, wrapping yourself in comfortable vibrations,  your glow awakens inside, envelops your soul...safe now within this world you're, love directs mine to yours, flowing together as one life, we take as ours.

World

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Sometimes the first thing I do is put sugar in my coffee cup, slide onto the kitchen stool, take a look at the sky see if rain is coming on...push my feet into my shoes so red, mascara on, than lipstick too...

I try to take a new route and skip past your house, cause all it does is remind me of where I used to spend my time with you, how you opened your door and invited me to be a part of you, your glow and your beauty that is you...

Turn the car down the narrow street far past your door, holding a breathe driving to you, I go back and see you with the girl next door, tears drip from eye to floor, stomp !!! the gas pedal, I say no more...

Where am I in my silly head, Goddamn !! I can't drive anymore, take my feet from the pedals, think how alone I am...sunlight comes from the clouds, the radio blares loud that song that always plays, "I love you, your ok" !

My heart starts to beat again with who I am, back in control the car goes slow, windows down and I roll along, strengthened again within my soul, tears dry on the floor, I won't hold him anymore anywhere inside, I'm to important as me to cry over him...

This is my day, I let the joy of being free to choose for me, take me far down any road where you won't ever be, flowing smooth roof down, calm, collected, my life is better without you ever, tomorrow the first thing I do is not fret over you, while pouring sugar in my coffee cup.

Sugar In my coffee cup

Why did I even try, you pushed me aside, even though I had such love for you, your thoughts were of another someone other than me

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I

You took parts of me with you, that never belonged outside our hearts, raced through our time like it was just another day

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I !

Fought me to hang onto you when, I said enough, couldn't accept I was the best person you knew, left me out of your circle of life

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I !

I'm ok without who you are, where I am now, I could let you and memories escape little spots of my mind, now that I've totally swept you from it

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I !

Even if you still love me, I'm happy to pull my heart back to one whole world of my own kind, and be loved by someone true without any lies

Don't say you love me when all you want to do is leave but hold my love in your heart and mind, go, seek what's best for you and not I !

Parts of me

When do I get to be ok, when do I see myself face to face, and take myself away from the noise inside my space of my energy...

when will I rest and fulfill my dreams of happiness, of all things I desire and request, will I stay because I resent what I let myself be, without borders or memory, when do I get to be ok with me...

how do I look on, as i hold onto being less than you let me be, as you held me back for your happiness, when do I go and free myself of you and what you did and what you do,

when do I step into my light and energy, to let yours be nothing over me,
when do I go and be more than you are with no fear of going far and being all of me...

when am I ok...when I chose to be, because I need no permission to be me, and take myself somewhere your not...once I pivot my thoughts in  directions of great talk,

I'll be on my way to be brave and find my own way as I need no permission to conquer the day, or be magnificent as I have always been meant to be,

I'll take great care of all that dare as I am making life mine now, with ease to do what I please and be greatly ok with me.

Borders and Memory

Loaded is my mind with all the tears I've cried, all the fears I've felt, the failures I've dealt, so tired of holding them in, made me sick of me and everything,

Holding on to such things breaks my brain and bends my mind, it twists and turns me inside, Feelings of unsteadiness go round in my head and haunt me with dreadful regrets of spitting words of craziness,

I must unbind my heart that is broken in parts, from years of fright that kept me locked up hiding from life...If I do not release, I'll stay on my knees, until death takes me and that's all, that I’ll be,

Look up, up past the dust and bring yourself up outta the rust, rise up because you have the lust of a life that's not on fire, or tire from all that transpired,

It’s been worth every lesson learned as I shook and spurned every turn of concern, that this life had done to me,

I choose to find all the love I fried and renew it with empathy, taken into my hands, as I stand up to all I am, and feel the love that can shine from me,

Holding onto fits of unhappiness is not the world I now see, only the beats of love, gives my life, my heart its true sight of all I will be.

Mindfully Rusted

Guide me, show me my path, if I stray, nudge me back,

Light my steps with happiness, clear my thoughts that darken & fray when I step sideways, lift my life if I hideaway….

energize my spirit when I find a new way & follow my heart all day, stumble I will, when my path is objected, hold me steady, move all that is heavy & weighs...

A twist a turn, a bend, balanced is my stride as love moves my feet onward, over underneath...guided are my steps as, I feel your wisdom holding me strong, to weather any storm, that comes along.

Guide me

Farewell to that town full of frowns, life was always fun until it was hard, than all was left were put downs, everyone would hold their breathe and be tragic, thought I needed a new role without that oil town in tow...

So long muddy roads, I never thought much of you at all and the path you had shown, so long muddy roads I'll never miss your dust and holes...

Made me believe your cash and good looks were the best of anywhere, stale street lights bitter with regrets, if you weren't in you were out of the crowd...

So long muddy roads, I never thought much of you at all and the path you had shown, so long muddy roads I'll never miss your dust and holes...

Sludge come up from poles on fields of green, muddy boots kicked off on the kitchen floor, stains of grease showing of clothes worked hard, don't miss that oil town flow...

So long muddy roads, I never thought much of you at all and the path you had shown, so long muddy roads I'll never miss your dust and holes...

Didn't hold my hand when trouble stood in front, kept me locked up in colorless walls and empty words, airs freshness never eased my lungs of stagnant smells, goodbye rocky stone roads with those dust and holes, no more oil town in tow...

So long muddy roads, I never thought much of you at all and the path you had shown, so long muddy roads I'll never miss your dust and holes...

My smile upon my face shows big and all can see, how a little change inside me sparked a great noise, has grew really big, became all that is me, truly a home I found happy and no frowns, without that oil town and it's smoke...

So long muddy roads, I never thought much of you at all and the path you had shown, so long muddy roads I'll never miss your dust and holes...

Town


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Creative soul, I have always looked at life with creativity. What project is next? What am I able to achieve and learn and create and invent? Ambition a clear road I traveled, alongside me, many challenges. With a background of diverse experiences, as a carpenters helper at young age as well as mechanics and cleaning and organization. Details were always so important to the completion of any project. Traveling throughout many locations within the provinces of Canada. I have been blessed to see great views, climb hills, valleys and mountains, tag along on hunting expeditions, and learn what the forest's and natural areas mean with great importance and to respect mother earth with wisdom. Music and stories were strongly expressed from family members, good friends and many people along side me in my journey thus far. Bringing in all my life's experiences as well as enjoyments, has Broadened my Poetic style that helped me create words and phrases with emotional expressiveness.
I am so grateful to share my thoughts and poetic lyrics, with other creative artists via Songbay !!!

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