Fernanda García

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Fernanda García

Heart beats unevenly,
It never bothered me until now.
Struggling to find the right words,
And shed this skin off of me.

Makes me walk more cautiously,
Carefully driving my personality.
Scared of what's ahead of me,
Reading between the lines of this complicated life.

I feel myself get lost each and every passing day,
Counting all them nights till I cast this spell away.
Ocean set me free, take all this away,
Let me flow again; waters help me bloom.

Maybe I've been mistaken,
For this journey is not easy.
All I know is that I got you now,
And I found the ocean in your eyes.

Every step feels harder than the last,
But now I can see a clearer sky.
Guiding me, I hear your voice,
All I needed was your presence in this unleashed storm inside my mind.

I feel myself get lost each and every passing day,
Counting all them nights till I cast this spell away.
Ocean set me free, take all this away,
Let me flow again; waters help me bloom.

Lightning strikes and I'm back to square one,
I´m fighting back these thoughts but I drown into despair.
I close my eyes and let the waves take me away,
It's all good, I belong to this moment in time.

Ocean set me free, take all this away,
Let me flow again; waters help me bloom.

"Bloom"

There’s one wish I’d like to make,
Your wicked smile on my mind,
Washed away once and for all,
Stopping my misery all way through.

But every day feels longer than the last,
Another night of dreaming ‘bout your touch,
Say the word and set me free,
Do the things you said you would.

Thunderstorms fill my head and heart,
Destroying my insides like a fireball.
Quicksand and all I can do is think,
Think of what I’d be without your face.

Fantasies and dreams to get by,
What a sad little life I say.
See the power one can give to you,
To let you crush every single atom of myself.

Cursed by your beautiful name,
That keeps bringing back those times.
I would erase it in a heartbeat,
Only if it meant the key to my salvation.

Thunderstorms fill my head and heart,
Destroying my insides like a fireball.
Quicksand and all I can do is think,
Think of what I’d be without your face.

Feeling numb is my reality,
Only escape from your unleashed hell.
I could live like this forever,
As long as you’d never come back ‘round.

Thunderstorms fill my head and heart,
Destroying my insides like a fireball.
Quicksand and all I can do is think,
Think of what I’d be without your face.

“Thunderstorms”

Can’t help but wonder when I’ll see your face,
I keep coming back to our safe place.
It’s hard to let go of your traces,
When all that’s left is memories.

Sitting here by myself, silence fills the air,
All alone with my thoughts.
Trying to get by without your scent,
Praying for that day to arrive...

Silently I cry and grab my face,
Desperately grasping that faint chance,
“Hello baby, what’s new?” Dreaming of..
All I wanted to hear....

Going back and forth,
There’s a battle in my head,
But once again I’m hopeless,
One more night of missing us.

Grief is endless, nothing else,
Memories fill my room and lock me in,
Prisoner of my own mind,
Will you say you’ll save me again?

Silently I cry and grab my face,
Desperately grasping that faint chance,
“Hello baby, what’s new?” Dreaming of..
All I wanted to hear....

Day and night and now I’m ruined,
Keeping count of all my wounds,
Just your name written on them,
And the spectator that’s in love with you.

Darling come and be my shelter,
Be the arms that hold me tight.
Don’t you dare say that I’m helpless,
This is all I’m asking for.

“Spectator in love”


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Heart beats unevenly,
It never bothered me until now.
Struggling to find the right words,
And shed this skin off of me.

Makes me walk more cautiously,
Carefully driving my personality.
Scared of what's ahead of me,
Reading between the lines of this complicated life.

I feel myself get lost each and every passing day,
Counting all them nights till I cast this spell away.
Ocean set me free, take all this away,
Let me flow again; waters help me bloom.

Maybe I've been mistaken,
For this journey is not easy.
All I know is that I got you now,
And I found the ocean in your eyes.

Every step feels harder than the last,
But now I can see a clearer sky.
Guiding me, I hear your voice,
All I needed was your presence in this unleashed storm inside my mind.

I feel myself get lost each and every passing day,
Counting all them nights till I cast this spell away.
Ocean set me free, take all this away,
Let me flow again; waters help me bloom.

Lightning strikes and I'm back to square one,
I´m fighting back these thoughts but I drown into despair.
I close my eyes and let the waves take me away,
It's all good, I belong to this moment in time.

Ocean set me free, take all this away,
Let me flow again; waters help me bloom.

"Bloom"

There’s one wish I’d like to make,
Your wicked smile on my mind,
Washed away once and for all,
Stopping my misery all way through.

But every day feels longer than the last,
Another night of dreaming ‘bout your touch,
Say the word and set me free,
Do the things you said you would.

Thunderstorms fill my head and heart,
Destroying my insides like a fireball.
Quicksand and all I can do is think,
Think of what I’d be without your face.

Fantasies and dreams to get by,
What a sad little life I say.
See the power one can give to you,
To let you crush every single atom of myself.

Cursed by your beautiful name,
That keeps bringing back those times.
I would erase it in a heartbeat,
Only if it meant the key to my salvation.

Thunderstorms fill my head and heart,
Destroying my insides like a fireball.
Quicksand and all I can do is think,
Think of what I’d be without your face.

Feeling numb is my reality,
Only escape from your unleashed hell.
I could live like this forever,
As long as you’d never come back ‘round.

Thunderstorms fill my head and heart,
Destroying my insides like a fireball.
Quicksand and all I can do is think,
Think of what I’d be without your face.

“Thunderstorms”

Can’t help but wonder when I’ll see your face,
I keep coming back to our safe place.
It’s hard to let go of your traces,
When all that’s left is memories.

Sitting here by myself, silence fills the air,
All alone with my thoughts.
Trying to get by without your scent,
Praying for that day to arrive...

Silently I cry and grab my face,
Desperately grasping that faint chance,
“Hello baby, what’s new?” Dreaming of..
All I wanted to hear....

Going back and forth,
There’s a battle in my head,
But once again I’m hopeless,
One more night of missing us.

Grief is endless, nothing else,
Memories fill my room and lock me in,
Prisoner of my own mind,
Will you say you’ll save me again?

Silently I cry and grab my face,
Desperately grasping that faint chance,
“Hello baby, what’s new?” Dreaming of..
All I wanted to hear....

Day and night and now I’m ruined,
Keeping count of all my wounds,
Just your name written on them,
And the spectator that’s in love with you.

Darling come and be my shelter,
Be the arms that hold me tight.
Don’t you dare say that I’m helpless,
This is all I’m asking for.

“Spectator in love”

Wish I knew how to harden a heart,
How to pick up the pieces and seal.
Is it wrong to think about?
Why does it feel so selfish?

How many times does it have to break?
To finally understand how fragile it is..
I’m sorry, I am, I failed you once again,
Could you give me one more chance?

Please don’t give up on me,
Please don’t lose faith on me.
I’ll give it my best so you won’t have to break

Please say you’ll wait for me,
Say that you understand,
How easy it is for us to let our hearts down..

It’s you and me once again,
Hand by hand walking through shattered glass.
I carry you and you teach me your best,
Always trying to get by unharmed...

When things don’t go our way,
You’re there, pulling it together for the both of us.
If only there was a way,
I would take it all in for you, I would hurt for you.

Please don’t give up on me,
Please don’t lose faith on me.
I’ll give it my best so you won’t have to break

Please say you’ll wait for me,
Say that you understand,
How easy it is for us to let our hearts down..

And if I could make amends for the times I hurt you,
I would do it a thousand times,
For there’s nothing I wouldn’t do to give it all back to you.

Please don’t give up on me,
Please don’t lose faith on me.
I’ll give it my best so you won’t have to break

Please say you’ll wait for me,
Say that you understand,
How easy it is for us to let our hearts down…

“For my heart”

Why am I feeling so lonely?
Why am I feeling so broken?
Why is it so easy for you to destroy me when I’m most vulnerable?

How am I supposed to act?
How am I supposed to come back?
When all I’ve ever felt is alienation in my own safe spot?

All I know now is I’m in pieces.
Every passing minute I crumble more,
Writing with tears in my eyes while I stare at our picture

It’s hard to admit when you’re not ok,
Hard to admit when they hurt you.
Hard when you gotta let go of what once made you the happiest.

To feel so unappreciated,
Could be the worst feeling ever,
If only it didn’t exist the meaning of loneliness.

Shit gets to a moment,
When you sit with your hand on your chest
“I’m broken they did this to me”

The truth could sting less, than realization itself,
If only one could differentiate them from another.

It’s hard to admit when you’re not ok,
Hard to admit when they hurt you.
Hard when you gotta let go of what once made you the happiest.

If I had to make a wish, I wish I hadn’t met you.
All I know it’s gonna suck when I’m on top and you come crawling back.

I’m tired of being alone in your presence,
Tired of being just a prop to you.
This is my blood written goodbye to you.

It’s hard to admit when you’re not ok,
Hard to admit when they hurt you.
Hard when you gotta let go of what once made you the happiest.

“Blood-written goodbye”

With pain in my heart, I write this words.
Your soft smile haunting me once more.
When you talk about her I force a smile,
At the same time I imagine me in her place

Can’t forget the trace of your hands,
The passion of our lips in sync.
All the little smiles and butterflies
They keep coming back to me now.

Where did we go wrong?
When did I become my biggest fear?
When did I hurt you so bad to end up hurting me?

Now all those songs remind me of you,
I wish I could say all that’s on my mind.
Who’s here now to take it all in,
but Regret crawling inside me?

There’s a constant battle in my head?
Am I better off without you?
Did I make the right decision?
Was it right to let you go?

Where did we go wrong?
When did I become my biggest fear?
When did I hurt you so bad to end up hurting me?

Everyone assumes I’m fine,
Putting on a brave face all the time.
All I know is I breakdown alone,
While I think of all the good times.

Where did we go wrong?
When did I become my biggest fear?
When did I hurt you so bad to end up hurting me?

“Hurt you to hurt me”

I’m looking at you, and can’t help but think:
“I’m gonna miss you when it’s over”
So unfazed, so oblivious of all this.

When you held my hand,
I tried to memorize the feeling,
So that I could remember when I missed it
Somehow I forgot it now.

All that’s living in my heart is pain right now,
Everything feels so out of hand right now,
Wish that I could taste your lips right now,
Hold you right now, right now.

Made me feel I was the only one,
That’s all every girl really wants.
Whispering songs in your ear,
That’s how I remember us.

Can’t help to compare myself to her,
Maybe you are so much better now.
Wondering when it’ll be my turn..
All I ever get is loneliness...

All that’s living in my heart is pain right now,
Everything feels so out of hand right now,
Wish that I could taste your lips right now,
Hold you right now, right now.

Maybe I should walk away right now,
Maybe I should drown it all away,
Maybe I should kiss someone until your taste is washed away.

All that’s living in my heart is pain right now,
Everything feels so out of hand right now,
Wish that I could taste your lips right now,
Hold you right now, right now.

“Right now”

I don’t remember when it started,
But I don’t really care.
I remember I was happy,
Happier than I’d been for a while.

It felt right, even when it didn’t,
Just the two of us and no one else.
But somewhere along the way,
Something broke and it felt different.

I didn’t feel it anymore,
I couldn’t write a song about you.
Every now and then I wonder why,
Sometimes I miss you too much.

All the laughter, all the good times,
I wonder if you ever look back on.
It’s wrong, but I do it every time I feel alone.

Everyone thought I was ok,
You were the “broken-hearted”.
But I’m still fighting that battle,
Going back and picking up the pieces.

There are times when you say something,
Do a little gesture, a little thing,
And I wonder what really happened,
I wonder what happened to us.

I don’t mind that you found someone,
I know you’re doing fine, I see
I could never make you happy the way she does.

So all that’s left is moving on.
Forget all those moments.
But how can you forget the one who loved you like no one’s ever before?

“Moments”

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Heart beats unevenly,
It never bothered me until now.
Struggling to find the right words,
And shed this skin off of me.

Makes me walk more cautiously,
Carefully driving my personality.
Scared of what's ahead of me,
Reading between the lines of this complicated life.

I feel myself get lost each and every passing day,
Counting all them nights till I cast this spell away.
Ocean set me free, take all this away,
Let me flow again; waters help me bloom.

Maybe I've been mistaken,
For this journey is not easy.
All I know is that I got you now,
And I found the ocean in your eyes.

Every step feels harder than the last,
But now I can see a clearer sky.
Guiding me, I hear your voice,
All I needed was your presence in this unleashed storm inside my mind.

I feel myself get lost each and every passing day,
Counting all them nights till I cast this spell away.
Ocean set me free, take all this away,
Let me flow again; waters help me bloom.

Lightning strikes and I'm back to square one,
I´m fighting back these thoughts but I drown into despair.
I close my eyes and let the waves take me away,
It's all good, I belong to this moment in time.

Ocean set me free, take all this away,
Let me flow again; waters help me bloom.

"Bloom"

There’s one wish I’d like to make,
Your wicked smile on my mind,
Washed away once and for all,
Stopping my misery all way through.

But every day feels longer than the last,
Another night of dreaming ‘bout your touch,
Say the word and set me free,
Do the things you said you would.

Thunderstorms fill my head and heart,
Destroying my insides like a fireball.
Quicksand and all I can do is think,
Think of what I’d be without your face.

Fantasies and dreams to get by,
What a sad little life I say.
See the power one can give to you,
To let you crush every single atom of myself.

Cursed by your beautiful name,
That keeps bringing back those times.
I would erase it in a heartbeat,
Only if it meant the key to my salvation.

Thunderstorms fill my head and heart,
Destroying my insides like a fireball.
Quicksand and all I can do is think,
Think of what I’d be without your face.

Feeling numb is my reality,
Only escape from your unleashed hell.
I could live like this forever,
As long as you’d never come back ‘round.

Thunderstorms fill my head and heart,
Destroying my insides like a fireball.
Quicksand and all I can do is think,
Think of what I’d be without your face.

“Thunderstorms”

Can’t help but wonder when I’ll see your face,
I keep coming back to our safe place.
It’s hard to let go of your traces,
When all that’s left is memories.

Sitting here by myself, silence fills the air,
All alone with my thoughts.
Trying to get by without your scent,
Praying for that day to arrive...

Silently I cry and grab my face,
Desperately grasping that faint chance,
“Hello baby, what’s new?” Dreaming of..
All I wanted to hear....

Going back and forth,
There’s a battle in my head,
But once again I’m hopeless,
One more night of missing us.

Grief is endless, nothing else,
Memories fill my room and lock me in,
Prisoner of my own mind,
Will you say you’ll save me again?

Silently I cry and grab my face,
Desperately grasping that faint chance,
“Hello baby, what’s new?” Dreaming of..
All I wanted to hear....

Day and night and now I’m ruined,
Keeping count of all my wounds,
Just your name written on them,
And the spectator that’s in love with you.

Darling come and be my shelter,
Be the arms that hold me tight.
Don’t you dare say that I’m helpless,
This is all I’m asking for.

“Spectator in love”

Wish I knew how to harden a heart,
How to pick up the pieces and seal.
Is it wrong to think about?
Why does it feel so selfish?

How many times does it have to break?
To finally understand how fragile it is..
I’m sorry, I am, I failed you once again,
Could you give me one more chance?

Please don’t give up on me,
Please don’t lose faith on me.
I’ll give it my best so you won’t have to break

Please say you’ll wait for me,
Say that you understand,
How easy it is for us to let our hearts down..

It’s you and me once again,
Hand by hand walking through shattered glass.
I carry you and you teach me your best,
Always trying to get by unharmed...

When things don’t go our way,
You’re there, pulling it together for the both of us.
If only there was a way,
I would take it all in for you, I would hurt for you.

Please don’t give up on me,
Please don’t lose faith on me.
I’ll give it my best so you won’t have to break

Please say you’ll wait for me,
Say that you understand,
How easy it is for us to let our hearts down..

And if I could make amends for the times I hurt you,
I would do it a thousand times,
For there’s nothing I wouldn’t do to give it all back to you.

Please don’t give up on me,
Please don’t lose faith on me.
I’ll give it my best so you won’t have to break

Please say you’ll wait for me,
Say that you understand,
How easy it is for us to let our hearts down…

“For my heart”

Why am I feeling so lonely?
Why am I feeling so broken?
Why is it so easy for you to destroy me when I’m most vulnerable?

How am I supposed to act?
How am I supposed to come back?
When all I’ve ever felt is alienation in my own safe spot?

All I know now is I’m in pieces.
Every passing minute I crumble more,
Writing with tears in my eyes while I stare at our picture

It’s hard to admit when you’re not ok,
Hard to admit when they hurt you.
Hard when you gotta let go of what once made you the happiest.

To feel so unappreciated,
Could be the worst feeling ever,
If only it didn’t exist the meaning of loneliness.

Shit gets to a moment,
When you sit with your hand on your chest
“I’m broken they did this to me”

The truth could sting less, than realization itself,
If only one could differentiate them from another.

It’s hard to admit when you’re not ok,
Hard to admit when they hurt you.
Hard when you gotta let go of what once made you the happiest.

If I had to make a wish, I wish I hadn’t met you.
All I know it’s gonna suck when I’m on top and you come crawling back.

I’m tired of being alone in your presence,
Tired of being just a prop to you.
This is my blood written goodbye to you.

It’s hard to admit when you’re not ok,
Hard to admit when they hurt you.
Hard when you gotta let go of what once made you the happiest.

“Blood-written goodbye”

With pain in my heart, I write this words.
Your soft smile haunting me once more.
When you talk about her I force a smile,
At the same time I imagine me in her place

Can’t forget the trace of your hands,
The passion of our lips in sync.
All the little smiles and butterflies
They keep coming back to me now.

Where did we go wrong?
When did I become my biggest fear?
When did I hurt you so bad to end up hurting me?

Now all those songs remind me of you,
I wish I could say all that’s on my mind.
Who’s here now to take it all in,
but Regret crawling inside me?

There’s a constant battle in my head?
Am I better off without you?
Did I make the right decision?
Was it right to let you go?

Where did we go wrong?
When did I become my biggest fear?
When did I hurt you so bad to end up hurting me?

Everyone assumes I’m fine,
Putting on a brave face all the time.
All I know is I breakdown alone,
While I think of all the good times.

Where did we go wrong?
When did I become my biggest fear?
When did I hurt you so bad to end up hurting me?

“Hurt you to hurt me”


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