Noxeen

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(Verse 1)
I lie on the ceiling,
behind second locked door.
Trying to exorcise this feeling,
that's been hunting me,
consuming me more and more...

(Chorus)x2
How can it feel so strong?
(Long night, heavy coat,
playing with a black goat and...)
How can it last so long?
(The moon, spell and thought,
pearl neckless on my troat and...)

(Bridge)
So perfect, so perfect, so perfect...
So why I see fault in that?
So why I see fault in that?

(Verse 2)
My light is diminished,
misfortunes tend to swarm,
but I'd set my soul on fire
just to keep you warm.
I'm sinking trough the storm...

I lie on the ceiling

(Verse)
Hanging on a thin, silk thread
dancing to the wind
and storms to come.
Every feather that I shed
is carved in the mind.
And storms are sure to come...

(Chorus)
Metamorphosis,
everything that
future brings.
Every tremble
of the strings.
I change into something,
I'd never thought I'd be.

(Verse)
And the moment
is ever evolving,
dancing to the wind,
and storms are up to come...

All my life
I'm revolving,
around that same
infinite sun,
that'll be my rule of thumb.

Silk thread

(Verses)

Hanging in the
pine woods at night.
Luminous green flowers.

And your hug
oooh, felt so right.
Staying with me for hours...

(Verses2)

Telling the stories
of nature and horror,
laughing along with
rumbling leaves.

Wind carried smoke
through the moonlight,
everything goes away
but never leaves.

(Chorusx2)
And it’s nights like this,
that I mostly miss,
a feeling that I belong.

Flowers now are grey,
I come here every day,
but the magic fades away.

(Verses3)

And when you come,
once a year,
we chill by the river,
(watching it flow,
watching it flow…)

It nice to know
that we can grow
without growing apart,
(we’ll take it slow,
we’ll take this slow…)

Pine woods


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(Verse 1)
I lie on the ceiling,
behind second locked door.
Trying to exorcise this feeling,
that's been hunting me,
consuming me more and more...

(Chorus)x2
How can it feel so strong?
(Long night, heavy coat,
playing with a black goat and...)
How can it last so long?
(The moon, spell and thought,
pearl neckless on my troat and...)

(Bridge)
So perfect, so perfect, so perfect...
So why I see fault in that?
So why I see fault in that?

(Verse 2)
My light is diminished,
misfortunes tend to swarm,
but I'd set my soul on fire
just to keep you warm.
I'm sinking trough the storm...

I lie on the ceiling

(Verse)
Hanging on a thin, silk thread
dancing to the wind
and storms to come.
Every feather that I shed
is carved in the mind.
And storms are sure to come...

(Chorus)
Metamorphosis,
everything that
future brings.
Every tremble
of the strings.
I change into something,
I'd never thought I'd be.

(Verse)
And the moment
is ever evolving,
dancing to the wind,
and storms are up to come...

All my life
I'm revolving,
around that same
infinite sun,
that'll be my rule of thumb.

Silk thread

(Verses)

Hanging in the
pine woods at night.
Luminous green flowers.

And your hug
oooh, felt so right.
Staying with me for hours...

(Verses2)

Telling the stories
of nature and horror,
laughing along with
rumbling leaves.

Wind carried smoke
through the moonlight,
everything goes away
but never leaves.

(Chorusx2)
And it’s nights like this,
that I mostly miss,
a feeling that I belong.

Flowers now are grey,
I come here every day,
but the magic fades away.

(Verses3)

And when you come,
once a year,
we chill by the river,
(watching it flow,
watching it flow…)

It nice to know
that we can grow
without growing apart,
(we’ll take it slow,
we’ll take this slow…)

Pine woods

(Chorus)
NDE galore,
I'm bruised and I'm sore.
It adds patina.

NDE galore,
horror and the gore
gives me stamina.

(Verses)
Wickedness burns,
but weakness consumes...
These bitter fruits
no longer sustain me.

My gasping for air,
my cries of despair,
spikes of aggression,
narcissistic escalade.

(Bridge)
Laissez-faire...
Laissez-faire...
I'm dozens of miles
away from the atmosphere...

(Chorus)
NDE galore,
I'm bruised and I'm sore.
It adds patina.
(Admire this artwork...)

NDE galore,
horror and the gore
gives me stamina,
(to fight off the next merk...)

(Verses)
Blackened my eyes,
with venemous prey
the rotten flowers
have led me astray.

Felt so burdensome...
Sky's color's my fault?
Spent infinite hours
in your jealousy vault.

(Bridge)
Laissez-faire...
Laissez-faire...
While I'm dozing off
and you feel blackmailed...

(Chorus)
NDE galore,
I'm bruised and I'm sore.
It adds patina.
(Admire this artwork...)

NDE galore,
horror and the gore
gives me stamina,
(to fight off the next merk...)

(Post-chorus)
Am I really the one
who turned temple
into prison?
Will my gaping temples
wash it all away
with crimson?

NDE galore

(Verses)
In the dead of night
calm, dead sea.
Come and see
what's living on the bottom.

Through all the phases
and change of faces,
whatever I might've been,
your moonlight's followed me.

(Pre-chorus)
Descending from the sky.
Descending from the sky...
Kissing my eyes,
caressing my skin,
reminding me of
long forgotten melody.

(Chorusx2)
Sweet and melancholic,
nostalgic for lives
we've never led.
Joyful, catatonic,
with a baseline,
heavy as lead.

(Bridge)
Sinking through the warm waters.
You're so beautiful in dark colors...

Echoes of yesterday,
delays of tomorrows.
Harmonies between us,
heartbeats filled with sorrow.

(Chorus)
Sweet and melancholic,
nostalgic for lives
we've never led.
Joyful, catatonic,
with a baseline,
heavy as lead.

(Verse)
In the dead of night,
it dawns on me
strings we can't touch or hear
fill us with hope and mystery...

In the dead of night

(Chorus)
If I fail and I am no more,
I'll close my eyes,
just to open to the same.
As through the shell,
thus through the core.
Those are the rules
of this video game.

And if I fail and I am then gone,
I'll close my eyes,
just to open to the same.
As through the pain,
thus through the joy.
Those are the rules
of this video game.

(Bridge)
Can i fail?
Can I escape?
I can not bail.
Can I progress?

(Verse)
I thought I was safe.
I've thought I've leveled-up.
After twenty odd years
I'm back at the start.

I could never create
or tear myself apart.
For a million years,
I'm stuck in black tar.

(Pre-chorus)
Inconsequential, inconsequential,
inconsequential, inconsequential...

(Chorus)
If I fail and I am no more,
I'll close my eyes,
just to open to the same.
As through the shell,
thus through the core.
Those are the rules
of this video game.

And if I fail and I am then gone,
I'll close my eyes,
just to open to the same.
As through the pain,
thus through the joy.
Those are the rules
of this video game.

VGA

(Chorus)
All those memories
flash trough my brain.
Is there anything
to take the edge away
trough growing pains,
growing pains?

All the scenarios
torture my brain.
Is there anything
to lessen the strain
trough growing pains,
growing pains?

(Verse)
I've been here before,
know it's gonna be
a wild ride.
Must swallow my pride,
to see myself
on the other side.
Just because it hurts longer
it doesn't hurt any less.
I must get way too stronger.
While the heart wants to
escape the chest.

My own worst enemy,
won't let myself go.
Baby, put a mask on,
it's time for the show.

(Bridge)
Take a break, listen to the snake,
'cause Maya feel too strong.
Unreality of it all...
What's gonna feed my soul?

(Chorus)
All those memories
flash trough my brain.
Is there anything
to take the edge away
trough growing pains,
growing pains?

All the scenarios
torture my brain.
Is there anything
to lessen the strain
trough growing pains,
growing pains?

Growing Pains

Breathe deeper my lover,
my friend, my spirit brother.
Breathe in all the love
I'm sending your way.
You don't wanna hear me.
I still need you near me,
every painful second
of every dreadful day. 

The good I nurture constantly
gets swiped away instantly.
All the beasts with thorn hearts,
that are ripping us apart
are born in my fears.
Don't think I do this consciously,
I'm just trying not to disappear.
All the things from the start
that are keeping us apart
managed to conquer dreams. 

Sleep tighter, my lover.
I wish we could recover.
You must know I dream of you
every damn night.
You don't wanna see me
so how come I'm still breathing?
I'm just a dark satellite
without your light. 

The good I nurture constantly
gets swiped away instantly.
All the beasts with thorn hearts,
that are ripping us apart
are born in my fears.
Don't think I do this consciously,
I'm just trying not to disappear.
All the things from the start
that were keeping us apart,
managed to shutter dream.                 

Shattered Dream

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(Verse 1)
I lie on the ceiling,
behind second locked door.
Trying to exorcise this feeling,
that's been hunting me,
consuming me more and more...

(Chorus)x2
How can it feel so strong?
(Long night, heavy coat,
playing with a black goat and...)
How can it last so long?
(The moon, spell and thought,
pearl neckless on my troat and...)

(Bridge)
So perfect, so perfect, so perfect...
So why I see fault in that?
So why I see fault in that?

(Verse 2)
My light is diminished,
misfortunes tend to swarm,
but I'd set my soul on fire
just to keep you warm.
I'm sinking trough the storm...

I lie on the ceiling

(Verse)
Hanging on a thin, silk thread
dancing to the wind
and storms to come.
Every feather that I shed
is carved in the mind.
And storms are sure to come...

(Chorus)
Metamorphosis,
everything that
future brings.
Every tremble
of the strings.
I change into something,
I'd never thought I'd be.

(Verse)
And the moment
is ever evolving,
dancing to the wind,
and storms are up to come...

All my life
I'm revolving,
around that same
infinite sun,
that'll be my rule of thumb.

Silk thread

(Verses)

Hanging in the
pine woods at night.
Luminous green flowers.

And your hug
oooh, felt so right.
Staying with me for hours...

(Verses2)

Telling the stories
of nature and horror,
laughing along with
rumbling leaves.

Wind carried smoke
through the moonlight,
everything goes away
but never leaves.

(Chorusx2)
And it’s nights like this,
that I mostly miss,
a feeling that I belong.

Flowers now are grey,
I come here every day,
but the magic fades away.

(Verses3)

And when you come,
once a year,
we chill by the river,
(watching it flow,
watching it flow…)

It nice to know
that we can grow
without growing apart,
(we’ll take it slow,
we’ll take this slow…)

Pine woods

(Chorus)
NDE galore,
I'm bruised and I'm sore.
It adds patina.

NDE galore,
horror and the gore
gives me stamina.

(Verses)
Wickedness burns,
but weakness consumes...
These bitter fruits
no longer sustain me.

My gasping for air,
my cries of despair,
spikes of aggression,
narcissistic escalade.

(Bridge)
Laissez-faire...
Laissez-faire...
I'm dozens of miles
away from the atmosphere...

(Chorus)
NDE galore,
I'm bruised and I'm sore.
It adds patina.
(Admire this artwork...)

NDE galore,
horror and the gore
gives me stamina,
(to fight off the next merk...)

(Verses)
Blackened my eyes,
with venemous prey
the rotten flowers
have led me astray.

Felt so burdensome...
Sky's color's my fault?
Spent infinite hours
in your jealousy vault.

(Bridge)
Laissez-faire...
Laissez-faire...
While I'm dozing off
and you feel blackmailed...

(Chorus)
NDE galore,
I'm bruised and I'm sore.
It adds patina.
(Admire this artwork...)

NDE galore,
horror and the gore
gives me stamina,
(to fight off the next merk...)

(Post-chorus)
Am I really the one
who turned temple
into prison?
Will my gaping temples
wash it all away
with crimson?

NDE galore

(Verses)
In the dead of night
calm, dead sea.
Come and see
what's living on the bottom.

Through all the phases
and change of faces,
whatever I might've been,
your moonlight's followed me.

(Pre-chorus)
Descending from the sky.
Descending from the sky...
Kissing my eyes,
caressing my skin,
reminding me of
long forgotten melody.

(Chorusx2)
Sweet and melancholic,
nostalgic for lives
we've never led.
Joyful, catatonic,
with a baseline,
heavy as lead.

(Bridge)
Sinking through the warm waters.
You're so beautiful in dark colors...

Echoes of yesterday,
delays of tomorrows.
Harmonies between us,
heartbeats filled with sorrow.

(Chorus)
Sweet and melancholic,
nostalgic for lives
we've never led.
Joyful, catatonic,
with a baseline,
heavy as lead.

(Verse)
In the dead of night,
it dawns on me
strings we can't touch or hear
fill us with hope and mystery...

In the dead of night

(Chorus)
If I fail and I am no more,
I'll close my eyes,
just to open to the same.
As through the shell,
thus through the core.
Those are the rules
of this video game.

And if I fail and I am then gone,
I'll close my eyes,
just to open to the same.
As through the pain,
thus through the joy.
Those are the rules
of this video game.

(Bridge)
Can i fail?
Can I escape?
I can not bail.
Can I progress?

(Verse)
I thought I was safe.
I've thought I've leveled-up.
After twenty odd years
I'm back at the start.

I could never create
or tear myself apart.
For a million years,
I'm stuck in black tar.

(Pre-chorus)
Inconsequential, inconsequential,
inconsequential, inconsequential...

(Chorus)
If I fail and I am no more,
I'll close my eyes,
just to open to the same.
As through the shell,
thus through the core.
Those are the rules
of this video game.

And if I fail and I am then gone,
I'll close my eyes,
just to open to the same.
As through the pain,
thus through the joy.
Those are the rules
of this video game.

VGA


About Me

Bio

I'm an architect and visual artist, with passion for written word.

CV/History

I've been writing poetry since childhood and I would like to share a part of it with talented musicians.

Contact

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