Faye Susan

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Faye Susan

I'm gonna be a queen
A boss bitch, a little mean
The girl who makes a scene
The sorta evil that you need
A smouldering sexy fiend
I'll bring you to your knees

If you want to play with fire
Join me on this lovers pyre
Our kiss will kindle the fire
Alight like a sunbathing vampire
Third degree, your burns are dire
But no method will get you higher

I'm the queen of kinky stuff
Oh that's sweet, wanna play rough?
You'll be blindfolded, tied if cuffs
You might think that this is a bluff
Just wait till you scream enough

If you think that you're brave
Then I'll make you my humble knave
You'll have no choice but to behave
Cause I'm the demon that you crave
Your choice, your goddess, your fave
You'll think of me till you're in your grave

I'm Gonna be a Queen

Why must my muse be cruel
Why do I need tears to paint my art
Why can't I be inspired by joy
Why do I need a broken heart
Without this pain I'm just a peon
Scrabbling by in the rat race of life
Why must I look through broken dreams
For my imagination to thrive
Why must my muse be cruel
Why must I always get burnt
To spark the fires of creativity
Why should I always hurt
If only I was one of those blithe souls
Who sees rainbows and hears dance songs
Instead locked in the house of the lonely
Where my tortured mind belongs
Why must my muse be cruel
Why does she inflict such harm
And I the addicted, the artist
Would gladly give her my own arm
So throw me in the meat grinder
Chew me up and spit me out
And when I question if it's worth the price
I'll make poetry from my doubt
Is every artist a masochist
Or is it only me
Who drinks the poison to get high
And wouldn't change it for anything
Why must my muse be cruel
What did I do to deserve this fate
Why must I kill myself piece by piece
My artistic thirst to sate

Cruel Muse

Do you need a moment before I go
I need to know you'll be alright
Tell me who should I call
So you're not alone tonight
How can I convince you
That this is the right thing to do
I'm standing in the shattered pieces of your heart
But at least I spoke the truth
This hurts me too I promise
But I could see the end coming a mile away
So many Little lies like poison in the wine
You can't drink it without a price to pay
Hug me goodbye and cry if you must
But Let's end this while we still can be friends
It would be easy to say I love you
But Falsehoods lead to a bitter end
Give me a moment to gather my things
My book, my bra, my hat
I'll take the laptop if that's okay
You can keep the cat
Remember to take your meds
eat well and exercise please
I still care so much for you
Call me if you ever need
My bag is packed I'm ready to go
For now I think that's everything
You can send me the rest by mail
Here take the apartment keys
No I won't hold you in my arms tonight
I couldn't bare to mislead ya
But let me call one of your friends
I don't think being alone's a good idea
Do you need a moment before I go
I need to know you'll be alright
Tell me who should I call
So you're not alone tonight

Before I Go


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I'm gonna be a queen
A boss bitch, a little mean
The girl who makes a scene
The sorta evil that you need
A smouldering sexy fiend
I'll bring you to your knees

If you want to play with fire
Join me on this lovers pyre
Our kiss will kindle the fire
Alight like a sunbathing vampire
Third degree, your burns are dire
But no method will get you higher

I'm the queen of kinky stuff
Oh that's sweet, wanna play rough?
You'll be blindfolded, tied if cuffs
You might think that this is a bluff
Just wait till you scream enough

If you think that you're brave
Then I'll make you my humble knave
You'll have no choice but to behave
Cause I'm the demon that you crave
Your choice, your goddess, your fave
You'll think of me till you're in your grave

I'm Gonna be a Queen

Why must my muse be cruel
Why do I need tears to paint my art
Why can't I be inspired by joy
Why do I need a broken heart
Without this pain I'm just a peon
Scrabbling by in the rat race of life
Why must I look through broken dreams
For my imagination to thrive
Why must my muse be cruel
Why must I always get burnt
To spark the fires of creativity
Why should I always hurt
If only I was one of those blithe souls
Who sees rainbows and hears dance songs
Instead locked in the house of the lonely
Where my tortured mind belongs
Why must my muse be cruel
Why does she inflict such harm
And I the addicted, the artist
Would gladly give her my own arm
So throw me in the meat grinder
Chew me up and spit me out
And when I question if it's worth the price
I'll make poetry from my doubt
Is every artist a masochist
Or is it only me
Who drinks the poison to get high
And wouldn't change it for anything
Why must my muse be cruel
What did I do to deserve this fate
Why must I kill myself piece by piece
My artistic thirst to sate

Cruel Muse

Do you need a moment before I go
I need to know you'll be alright
Tell me who should I call
So you're not alone tonight
How can I convince you
That this is the right thing to do
I'm standing in the shattered pieces of your heart
But at least I spoke the truth
This hurts me too I promise
But I could see the end coming a mile away
So many Little lies like poison in the wine
You can't drink it without a price to pay
Hug me goodbye and cry if you must
But Let's end this while we still can be friends
It would be easy to say I love you
But Falsehoods lead to a bitter end
Give me a moment to gather my things
My book, my bra, my hat
I'll take the laptop if that's okay
You can keep the cat
Remember to take your meds
eat well and exercise please
I still care so much for you
Call me if you ever need
My bag is packed I'm ready to go
For now I think that's everything
You can send me the rest by mail
Here take the apartment keys
No I won't hold you in my arms tonight
I couldn't bare to mislead ya
But let me call one of your friends
I don't think being alone's a good idea
Do you need a moment before I go
I need to know you'll be alright
Tell me who should I call
So you're not alone tonight

Before I Go

I'm a maniac, I'm a pyro
I could never say no
A moth drawn to the glow
Addicted to seeing it grow
I'm a fantastical being
Born to run towards fire
Trailing it after me like a train
Spreading it to the highest spire
Ring the bell, sound the alarms
Hear my maniacal laugh
I've set your home ablaze
Another lover turned to ash
Now I'm on the hunt again
Hungry to feel the spark
I'll fan it to a forest fire
A horrific beacon in the dark
Smouldering with rabid thirst
Embers flying in my wake
Leaving skulls and smoke behind
And widow weeping at the wake
Avarice alight in my eyes
I creep closer to my next victim
Burn baby till the coals die out
And then I'll do it all again

Pyromaniac

Each morning in the dark of dawn
I wait for your alarm
Not wanting to disturb you
Or cause your fragile sleep some harm
But the moment that I hear it wail
I race down the creaking stairs
Dying to share coffee with you
And exchange flirtatious stares
This is our only moment of unity
Each cradling our steaming mug
Before the chaos of the day encroaches
And breaks apart our furtive hugs
No wagging tongues to tell tall tales
No prying eyes to judge us in the gloom
Just you me and the coffee machine
Our laughter echoing through the empty rooms
But the bitter knowledge is ever present
That this forbidden lust must evaporate
And under the heat of stranger’s eyes
We become awkward and inarticulate
So, I cherish these fleeting moments
When our secret passion can thrive
Knowing its stolen moments like these
That make it good to be alive

AM Affairs

Spring warmth fades to twilight chill
And silhouettes the weeping trees
I gaze at smokes half burned in the dish
Going to waste like so many dreams
I am haunted by your nicotine kiss
A death sentence I’d gladly accept
And if you chose to share my tragedy
There would be no more half burnt cigarettes
We would drain life to its bitter dregs
We push pleasure till it is pain
And with Harley in her Jokers arms
Does it matter if we really are insane?
The light is gone and all is black
I am alone in an empty house
Smoking your half-burnt cigarettes
Just to taste your mouth

Cigarette Kisses

Mystery man in the frozen spring night
A million sensual threats in those blue eyes
What do you want you ask of me
The intensity robbing me of all my lies
I should turn and run rogue that you are
Why don't I see that you will never love me
In a moment I've fallen for a romantic cannibal
Like the silly little girls in all the horror movies
And then my lips are pressed to yours
You kiss me back, catch me with your teeth
Your tongue delving deep into my mouth
A moment of passion beyond belief
Are you sure you want this, your voice is husky
Your breath hot against my ear
You hold me still and look into my eyes
Your fists knotted in my silky hair
My phantom touch will linger you warn
Staining you like bruises on your skin
I swear all the exotic perfumes of Arabia
Will not cleanse you of our heated sins
I stand on tip toe to kiss you again
Already craving the electricity I know I'll find
Give me my wish I moan and writhe
Let me unlock the evil in your mind
You stoop and let me have your lips
And as I melt into your chest
You sweep me off my feet and into bed
Embarking on our unholy quest
Somewhere my guardian angle weeps
For I've fallen in love with the devil himself
He hold my bleeding heart in his hand
And I'm far too smitten to save myself

In Love with the Devil

I waste away dreaming of you
Thinking of things we will never do
Thirsting for fantasies that don’t exist
In love with the girl I never kissed
We got dressed at your house
As you painted on my makeup
Sponge bob playing in the background
And I hoped I’d never wake up
From the night we stripped naked
Together in your bedroom
As we put on our prettiest dresses
I pretended I was your bride groom
Our parents drank their beers
As we posed for pictures in the yard
Your boyfriend looked bored
Was loving you so hard
I put your corsage on your wrist
You handed me my bouquet
And I in black and you in pink
Went to dance the night away
The blondest of bombshells
The junior prom queen
The prettiest in a pink ballgown
The Marylin Monroe of my dreams
It should have been your perfect night
But your boyfriend broke your heart
And instead of dancing under the lights
You were in the bathroom coming apart
You said it was the worst dance ever
But in my mind it was never matched
Because as I sat and comforted you
You lay your curly head upon my lap

Junior Prom Queen

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I'm gonna be a queen
A boss bitch, a little mean
The girl who makes a scene
The sorta evil that you need
A smouldering sexy fiend
I'll bring you to your knees

If you want to play with fire
Join me on this lovers pyre
Our kiss will kindle the fire
Alight like a sunbathing vampire
Third degree, your burns are dire
But no method will get you higher

I'm the queen of kinky stuff
Oh that's sweet, wanna play rough?
You'll be blindfolded, tied if cuffs
You might think that this is a bluff
Just wait till you scream enough

If you think that you're brave
Then I'll make you my humble knave
You'll have no choice but to behave
Cause I'm the demon that you crave
Your choice, your goddess, your fave
You'll think of me till you're in your grave

I'm Gonna be a Queen

Why must my muse be cruel
Why do I need tears to paint my art
Why can't I be inspired by joy
Why do I need a broken heart
Without this pain I'm just a peon
Scrabbling by in the rat race of life
Why must I look through broken dreams
For my imagination to thrive
Why must my muse be cruel
Why must I always get burnt
To spark the fires of creativity
Why should I always hurt
If only I was one of those blithe souls
Who sees rainbows and hears dance songs
Instead locked in the house of the lonely
Where my tortured mind belongs
Why must my muse be cruel
Why does she inflict such harm
And I the addicted, the artist
Would gladly give her my own arm
So throw me in the meat grinder
Chew me up and spit me out
And when I question if it's worth the price
I'll make poetry from my doubt
Is every artist a masochist
Or is it only me
Who drinks the poison to get high
And wouldn't change it for anything
Why must my muse be cruel
What did I do to deserve this fate
Why must I kill myself piece by piece
My artistic thirst to sate

Cruel Muse

Do you need a moment before I go
I need to know you'll be alright
Tell me who should I call
So you're not alone tonight
How can I convince you
That this is the right thing to do
I'm standing in the shattered pieces of your heart
But at least I spoke the truth
This hurts me too I promise
But I could see the end coming a mile away
So many Little lies like poison in the wine
You can't drink it without a price to pay
Hug me goodbye and cry if you must
But Let's end this while we still can be friends
It would be easy to say I love you
But Falsehoods lead to a bitter end
Give me a moment to gather my things
My book, my bra, my hat
I'll take the laptop if that's okay
You can keep the cat
Remember to take your meds
eat well and exercise please
I still care so much for you
Call me if you ever need
My bag is packed I'm ready to go
For now I think that's everything
You can send me the rest by mail
Here take the apartment keys
No I won't hold you in my arms tonight
I couldn't bare to mislead ya
But let me call one of your friends
I don't think being alone's a good idea
Do you need a moment before I go
I need to know you'll be alright
Tell me who should I call
So you're not alone tonight

Before I Go

I'm a maniac, I'm a pyro
I could never say no
A moth drawn to the glow
Addicted to seeing it grow
I'm a fantastical being
Born to run towards fire
Trailing it after me like a train
Spreading it to the highest spire
Ring the bell, sound the alarms
Hear my maniacal laugh
I've set your home ablaze
Another lover turned to ash
Now I'm on the hunt again
Hungry to feel the spark
I'll fan it to a forest fire
A horrific beacon in the dark
Smouldering with rabid thirst
Embers flying in my wake
Leaving skulls and smoke behind
And widow weeping at the wake
Avarice alight in my eyes
I creep closer to my next victim
Burn baby till the coals die out
And then I'll do it all again

Pyromaniac

Each morning in the dark of dawn
I wait for your alarm
Not wanting to disturb you
Or cause your fragile sleep some harm
But the moment that I hear it wail
I race down the creaking stairs
Dying to share coffee with you
And exchange flirtatious stares
This is our only moment of unity
Each cradling our steaming mug
Before the chaos of the day encroaches
And breaks apart our furtive hugs
No wagging tongues to tell tall tales
No prying eyes to judge us in the gloom
Just you me and the coffee machine
Our laughter echoing through the empty rooms
But the bitter knowledge is ever present
That this forbidden lust must evaporate
And under the heat of stranger’s eyes
We become awkward and inarticulate
So, I cherish these fleeting moments
When our secret passion can thrive
Knowing its stolen moments like these
That make it good to be alive

AM Affairs

Spring warmth fades to twilight chill
And silhouettes the weeping trees
I gaze at smokes half burned in the dish
Going to waste like so many dreams
I am haunted by your nicotine kiss
A death sentence I’d gladly accept
And if you chose to share my tragedy
There would be no more half burnt cigarettes
We would drain life to its bitter dregs
We push pleasure till it is pain
And with Harley in her Jokers arms
Does it matter if we really are insane?
The light is gone and all is black
I am alone in an empty house
Smoking your half-burnt cigarettes
Just to taste your mouth

Cigarette Kisses


About Me

Bio

Faye Susan is a 24 year old Canadian/American poet. Though born in the south of the United States she grew up running wild with the bears and the eagles in Alaska and eventually found a home in Canada. She studied classical music extensively and has since developed a passion for all types of music especially pop and folk. Her lyrics are inspired by everyday events in her life and the people she has been lucky enough to meet along the way.

CV/History

Faye is a proudly self taught artist with poetry published in various local magazines and music albums.

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