Peter O'L

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Peter O'L

Record deal just been signed what a time to be alive, started to think I wouldn’t make it.
Your not good enough was always stated.
When my lyrics were rejected,my time would come was chance never expected.
Never happy always pretending, now my names in lights, worldwide, started trending, hoping the dream is never ending.

Because I havvvve made it and therrrres no stopping me from achieving my dreeeams and to alllll the haters that’s what youuur hates done to me!

Such a sudden change made me come of age, controlling that rageI had inside, take it to stage making the crowd go wild,under 16 cover your ears this shits not for a child.
Give me a mic I promise to stop the show, music will end but you’ll never want to go. Fame has finally come to me, all them financial burdens are over. Finally I’m free.
Primani turned to Armani, got a Rolex on my wrist. No longer begging for food like I’m Oliver Twist.

Because I havvvve made it and therrrres no stopping me from achieving my dreeeams and to alllll the haters that’s what youuur hates done to me!

Champagne at the bar,my personal driver waiting in the car. Exclusive party where I’m vip, media taking photos trying get a news story for free. Stick my hand over the lens don’t point that fxxxing thing at me.
This opportunity won’t be wasted ,5 minutes of fame is all I’ve tasted but the addiction is becoming a reality.
Singing for the world introducing you to the new version of me.

Because I havvvve made it and therrrres no stopping me from achieving my dreeeams and to alllll the haters that’s what youuur hates done to me!

On my way to the studio to record my single. Hairs stand on end, fingers start to tingle. Introduced to the producer starting to mingle. Hearts beating faster,forgotten the words to the song omg this gonna be a disaster.
Remind myself I’m the master of my destiny, mesmerise them with your words open there eyes they will see, no more playing games this love fame is clinging on to me.
Putting my talent on show for the whole world to fxxxing see.

Fame

Someone upstairs keeps throwing roadblock into my path not sure what I’ve done to face his wrath and now I need a map to get back on track because every time I move the hurdles stack feelings of being lost is slowly growing stormer weather coming it’s just started snowing. Left right which way do I go beginning to think god only knows

Didn’t think god had it in him to actually hate and it’s directed at me thanks that’s great. I’m gonna go to confession and say a prayer. Wandering if he actually cares. Please god I don’t want to feel your wrath I’m just trying to stay on my chosen path. I’m not a bad man, trying be good you keep pushing me over face full of mud actually think you’ve misunderstood I’m just trying to make it to the finish line before you stop the clock and I run out of time.

The silence is deathning it’s hurting my ears where is the volume it’s bringing the tears. Can’t even think heads gonna explode begging for help to lighten the load. Head in my hands crouched on the floor clenching my fist begging ‘’nomore’’ mentally I’m in a state, rope in the garage is that my fate when my wife comes home is she to late to save the image of a man who’s beginning to hate.

My image is crumbling before my eyes a prophecy based on complicated lies and the trials and tribulations of my past are haunting my ears autobiography name man who ran from his fears. So this me my life my legacy a man haunted by the delicacy of his fragile Mind, looking for a clock to turn back time.

Definition of self pity

A Talking Mind
No one knocks on my door and says ''Hey how you doing
I have cooked you some food here thats a pot with stew in''
No one comes to check that I am looking after myself that I am staying active and I am in good health.
Phone has not rang for what feels like an eternity
Meal for one tonight seems to be my only certainty
So here I am staring into space wondering what went wrong How I fell to the back of the race for life.
The smile on my face is abstract it disappears as quickly as it forms. Everyone sees sunshine when all I see is storms.
My depression has created a new me, this isnt a dream its my reality. As the hours tick by
No longer have the ability to cry
My tears run dry.
The voice in my head is getting louder and clearer
I start answering it back ''Yeah I hear ya'' Finally, there's no emotion,
life flashes before me like a time in motion
Like I have just drank from a cauldron
A witch’s potion.
I pick up a pen and I start to explain - Never do I want to feel this pain again
No longer do I want to carry the chains they have deleted everything from me and just left pain See you think you know who I am but you only know what I allow you to see but i am finally able to
introduce you to the other version of me.
Its time to pay the piper before I drive to far into the light to I keep moving forwards or slam the wheel to the right

A talking Mind


Latest Uploads

Record deal just been signed what a time to be alive, started to think I wouldn’t make it.
Your not good enough was always stated.
When my lyrics were rejected,my time would come was chance never expected.
Never happy always pretending, now my names in lights, worldwide, started trending, hoping the dream is never ending.

Because I havvvve made it and therrrres no stopping me from achieving my dreeeams and to alllll the haters that’s what youuur hates done to me!

Such a sudden change made me come of age, controlling that rageI had inside, take it to stage making the crowd go wild,under 16 cover your ears this shits not for a child.
Give me a mic I promise to stop the show, music will end but you’ll never want to go. Fame has finally come to me, all them financial burdens are over. Finally I’m free.
Primani turned to Armani, got a Rolex on my wrist. No longer begging for food like I’m Oliver Twist.

Because I havvvve made it and therrrres no stopping me from achieving my dreeeams and to alllll the haters that’s what youuur hates done to me!

Champagne at the bar,my personal driver waiting in the car. Exclusive party where I’m vip, media taking photos trying get a news story for free. Stick my hand over the lens don’t point that fxxxing thing at me.
This opportunity won’t be wasted ,5 minutes of fame is all I’ve tasted but the addiction is becoming a reality.
Singing for the world introducing you to the new version of me.

Because I havvvve made it and therrrres no stopping me from achieving my dreeeams and to alllll the haters that’s what youuur hates done to me!

On my way to the studio to record my single. Hairs stand on end, fingers start to tingle. Introduced to the producer starting to mingle. Hearts beating faster,forgotten the words to the song omg this gonna be a disaster.
Remind myself I’m the master of my destiny, mesmerise them with your words open there eyes they will see, no more playing games this love fame is clinging on to me.
Putting my talent on show for the whole world to fxxxing see.

Fame

Someone upstairs keeps throwing roadblock into my path not sure what I’ve done to face his wrath and now I need a map to get back on track because every time I move the hurdles stack feelings of being lost is slowly growing stormer weather coming it’s just started snowing. Left right which way do I go beginning to think god only knows

Didn’t think god had it in him to actually hate and it’s directed at me thanks that’s great. I’m gonna go to confession and say a prayer. Wandering if he actually cares. Please god I don’t want to feel your wrath I’m just trying to stay on my chosen path. I’m not a bad man, trying be good you keep pushing me over face full of mud actually think you’ve misunderstood I’m just trying to make it to the finish line before you stop the clock and I run out of time.

The silence is deathning it’s hurting my ears where is the volume it’s bringing the tears. Can’t even think heads gonna explode begging for help to lighten the load. Head in my hands crouched on the floor clenching my fist begging ‘’nomore’’ mentally I’m in a state, rope in the garage is that my fate when my wife comes home is she to late to save the image of a man who’s beginning to hate.

My image is crumbling before my eyes a prophecy based on complicated lies and the trials and tribulations of my past are haunting my ears autobiography name man who ran from his fears. So this me my life my legacy a man haunted by the delicacy of his fragile Mind, looking for a clock to turn back time.

Definition of self pity

A Talking Mind
No one knocks on my door and says ''Hey how you doing
I have cooked you some food here thats a pot with stew in''
No one comes to check that I am looking after myself that I am staying active and I am in good health.
Phone has not rang for what feels like an eternity
Meal for one tonight seems to be my only certainty
So here I am staring into space wondering what went wrong How I fell to the back of the race for life.
The smile on my face is abstract it disappears as quickly as it forms. Everyone sees sunshine when all I see is storms.
My depression has created a new me, this isnt a dream its my reality. As the hours tick by
No longer have the ability to cry
My tears run dry.
The voice in my head is getting louder and clearer
I start answering it back ''Yeah I hear ya'' Finally, there's no emotion,
life flashes before me like a time in motion
Like I have just drank from a cauldron
A witch’s potion.
I pick up a pen and I start to explain - Never do I want to feel this pain again
No longer do I want to carry the chains they have deleted everything from me and just left pain See you think you know who I am but you only know what I allow you to see but i am finally able to
introduce you to the other version of me.
Its time to pay the piper before I drive to far into the light to I keep moving forwards or slam the wheel to the right

A talking Mind

Wake me up from this nightmare smile shadowed by despair mind is ticking like the second hand on a clock feels so heavy like I am carrying a rock.

Why do I feel so robotic watching time go by can be quite hypnotic. Only person who understands me is me but that’s not the key to the prison that sets me free.

As I look into the mirror and I see the years tick by. Bags under my eyes and a hairline of a middle aged guy. The child in me is waving goodbye I try to smile but it comes harder each time I try.

They say a smile paints a thousand words but have you ever had one that says sympathy man it hurts. I need a break from myself just take out my brain and put it on the shelf lie on the bed and go to sleep.

Now I know that sounds like I want to end it all but I haven’t had the rise to talk about the fall.

I don’t know how not to be at war with myself sometimes feel like the only people watching over me are the snipers pretending to have my back but then the bullet hits me WACK.

But why is that surprising after all depression is the ceiling that stops you rising.

So how do I relate to a reality that does not relate to me it’s like having X-ray vision and still not being able to see.

Reflection of a smile

My Uploads

Record deal just been signed what a time to be alive, started to think I wouldn’t make it.
Your not good enough was always stated.
When my lyrics were rejected,my time would come was chance never expected.
Never happy always pretending, now my names in lights, worldwide, started trending, hoping the dream is never ending.

Because I havvvve made it and therrrres no stopping me from achieving my dreeeams and to alllll the haters that’s what youuur hates done to me!

Such a sudden change made me come of age, controlling that rageI had inside, take it to stage making the crowd go wild,under 16 cover your ears this shits not for a child.
Give me a mic I promise to stop the show, music will end but you’ll never want to go. Fame has finally come to me, all them financial burdens are over. Finally I’m free.
Primani turned to Armani, got a Rolex on my wrist. No longer begging for food like I’m Oliver Twist.

Because I havvvve made it and therrrres no stopping me from achieving my dreeeams and to alllll the haters that’s what youuur hates done to me!

Champagne at the bar,my personal driver waiting in the car. Exclusive party where I’m vip, media taking photos trying get a news story for free. Stick my hand over the lens don’t point that fxxxing thing at me.
This opportunity won’t be wasted ,5 minutes of fame is all I’ve tasted but the addiction is becoming a reality.
Singing for the world introducing you to the new version of me.

Because I havvvve made it and therrrres no stopping me from achieving my dreeeams and to alllll the haters that’s what youuur hates done to me!

On my way to the studio to record my single. Hairs stand on end, fingers start to tingle. Introduced to the producer starting to mingle. Hearts beating faster,forgotten the words to the song omg this gonna be a disaster.
Remind myself I’m the master of my destiny, mesmerise them with your words open there eyes they will see, no more playing games this love fame is clinging on to me.
Putting my talent on show for the whole world to fxxxing see.

Fame

Someone upstairs keeps throwing roadblock into my path not sure what I’ve done to face his wrath and now I need a map to get back on track because every time I move the hurdles stack feelings of being lost is slowly growing stormer weather coming it’s just started snowing. Left right which way do I go beginning to think god only knows

Didn’t think god had it in him to actually hate and it’s directed at me thanks that’s great. I’m gonna go to confession and say a prayer. Wandering if he actually cares. Please god I don’t want to feel your wrath I’m just trying to stay on my chosen path. I’m not a bad man, trying be good you keep pushing me over face full of mud actually think you’ve misunderstood I’m just trying to make it to the finish line before you stop the clock and I run out of time.

The silence is deathning it’s hurting my ears where is the volume it’s bringing the tears. Can’t even think heads gonna explode begging for help to lighten the load. Head in my hands crouched on the floor clenching my fist begging ‘’nomore’’ mentally I’m in a state, rope in the garage is that my fate when my wife comes home is she to late to save the image of a man who’s beginning to hate.

My image is crumbling before my eyes a prophecy based on complicated lies and the trials and tribulations of my past are haunting my ears autobiography name man who ran from his fears. So this me my life my legacy a man haunted by the delicacy of his fragile Mind, looking for a clock to turn back time.

Definition of self pity

A Talking Mind
No one knocks on my door and says ''Hey how you doing
I have cooked you some food here thats a pot with stew in''
No one comes to check that I am looking after myself that I am staying active and I am in good health.
Phone has not rang for what feels like an eternity
Meal for one tonight seems to be my only certainty
So here I am staring into space wondering what went wrong How I fell to the back of the race for life.
The smile on my face is abstract it disappears as quickly as it forms. Everyone sees sunshine when all I see is storms.
My depression has created a new me, this isnt a dream its my reality. As the hours tick by
No longer have the ability to cry
My tears run dry.
The voice in my head is getting louder and clearer
I start answering it back ''Yeah I hear ya'' Finally, there's no emotion,
life flashes before me like a time in motion
Like I have just drank from a cauldron
A witch’s potion.
I pick up a pen and I start to explain - Never do I want to feel this pain again
No longer do I want to carry the chains they have deleted everything from me and just left pain See you think you know who I am but you only know what I allow you to see but i am finally able to
introduce you to the other version of me.
Its time to pay the piper before I drive to far into the light to I keep moving forwards or slam the wheel to the right

A talking Mind

Wake me up from this nightmare smile shadowed by despair mind is ticking like the second hand on a clock feels so heavy like I am carrying a rock.

Why do I feel so robotic watching time go by can be quite hypnotic. Only person who understands me is me but that’s not the key to the prison that sets me free.

As I look into the mirror and I see the years tick by. Bags under my eyes and a hairline of a middle aged guy. The child in me is waving goodbye I try to smile but it comes harder each time I try.

They say a smile paints a thousand words but have you ever had one that says sympathy man it hurts. I need a break from myself just take out my brain and put it on the shelf lie on the bed and go to sleep.

Now I know that sounds like I want to end it all but I haven’t had the rise to talk about the fall.

I don’t know how not to be at war with myself sometimes feel like the only people watching over me are the snipers pretending to have my back but then the bullet hits me WACK.

But why is that surprising after all depression is the ceiling that stops you rising.

So how do I relate to a reality that does not relate to me it’s like having X-ray vision and still not being able to see.

Reflection of a smile


About Me

Bio

started writing for mental have charities through my work however I have been writing privately for many years - song lyrics, poetry and speeches.

CV/History

Have WRITTEN FOR 20 YEARS BUT THIS FIRST TIME i have gone public. Hit me up if you have any feedback

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