Wannabe Singer

Professional Subscriber to Songbay
Wannabe Singer

(Verse1)
It seemed so perfect
Even I thought
I was not worth it
That I am not giving back
Like a true leader of this pack
You blinded my sight
To make me feel that
You are always right

(Chorus)
You made me feel worthless
Made everything to me pointless
You played me like a fool
Made me feel like a tool
But the one thing i despise
Is your emotional disguise

(Verse2)
How could I have been so blind
Searching for something
That I can never find
But that clearly gave you a sing
So you can mess with my mind
Give me something fake
So you would have something to take
And that was your mistake
I knew instantly that you were fake

(Chorus)
You made me feel worthless
Made everything so pointless
You played me like a fool
Made me feel like a tool
But one thing I despise
Is an emotional disguise

(Verse3)
You think you can break me
You think you can fake me
I played this game before
With this you started a war
All my life I was hurt and betrayed
It only made me stronger
So I can fight longer
But you were the best
Much better then the rest
To bad it was just another test

(Bridge)
You can't break me
You can't fake me
You are just like the rest
Everything is just a test

(Chorus)
You made me feel worthless
Made everything so pointless
You played me like a fool
Made me feel like a tool
But one thing I despise
Is an emotional disguise

Emotional Disguise

(Verse)
Tonight I was thinking
How much deeper I am sinking
How pointless it all seems
How my body and mind screams
Everyday I am fighting
Trying to spark that lightning
To keep on surviving
Begging for fire I need so dire

(Chorus)
But I am all by myself
Trapped inside this shelf
No one to hear me
I just keep dreaming
Searching for meaning
To stop this screaming

(Verse)
I am walking down this line
Acting like that I am fine
How much more I can take
Everything around me is fake
Where is the end of the line
That is for me hard to define
I have no more fear of death
Today may be my last breath

(Chorus)
I am all by myself
Trapped inside this shelf
No one to hear me
I just keep dreaming
Searching for meaning
To stop this screaming

(Verse)
There is no reason for me to stay
Maybe that is the price I have to pay
I was begging for lightning
But it got more frightening
I am so tired of this fighting
Now all I wish is a peaceful dream
So my mind will no longer scream

(Chorus)
I am all by myself
Trapped inside this shelf
No one to hear me
I just keep dreaming
Searching for a meaning
To stop this screaming

By Myself

When you came in to my life
You chased away the clouds
And made me feel so warm
You chased away the storms
I was feeling alone and depressed
Like a was possessed
But then you came
And chased away the pain

(chorus)
Whenever you fall
I will pick you up
I will never give up
For you I will fight
You are my light
You are the love of my life

When I look into your eyes
All I feel is pride
You make this life make sense
Always when I am down
You wrap your arms around me
Give me a kiss and
Make my life such a bliss
I don't know what I would do
Without your love without you

(chorus)
Whenever you fall
I will pick you up
I will never give up
For you I will fight
You are my light
You are the love of my life

You are my angel
And I am yours too
You always help me get through
Whatever happens
Whatever you do
I will always be there for you
I will never let you down
Because for life we are bound

(chorus)
Whenever you fall
I will pick you up
I will never give up
For you I will fight
You are my light
You are the love of my life.

Love Of My Life


Latest Uploads

(Verse1)
It seemed so perfect
Even I thought
I was not worth it
That I am not giving back
Like a true leader of this pack
You blinded my sight
To make me feel that
You are always right

(Chorus)
You made me feel worthless
Made everything to me pointless
You played me like a fool
Made me feel like a tool
But the one thing i despise
Is your emotional disguise

(Verse2)
How could I have been so blind
Searching for something
That I can never find
But that clearly gave you a sing
So you can mess with my mind
Give me something fake
So you would have something to take
And that was your mistake
I knew instantly that you were fake

(Chorus)
You made me feel worthless
Made everything so pointless
You played me like a fool
Made me feel like a tool
But one thing I despise
Is an emotional disguise

(Verse3)
You think you can break me
You think you can fake me
I played this game before
With this you started a war
All my life I was hurt and betrayed
It only made me stronger
So I can fight longer
But you were the best
Much better then the rest
To bad it was just another test

(Bridge)
You can't break me
You can't fake me
You are just like the rest
Everything is just a test

(Chorus)
You made me feel worthless
Made everything so pointless
You played me like a fool
Made me feel like a tool
But one thing I despise
Is an emotional disguise

Emotional Disguise

(Verse)
Tonight I was thinking
How much deeper I am sinking
How pointless it all seems
How my body and mind screams
Everyday I am fighting
Trying to spark that lightning
To keep on surviving
Begging for fire I need so dire

(Chorus)
But I am all by myself
Trapped inside this shelf
No one to hear me
I just keep dreaming
Searching for meaning
To stop this screaming

(Verse)
I am walking down this line
Acting like that I am fine
How much more I can take
Everything around me is fake
Where is the end of the line
That is for me hard to define
I have no more fear of death
Today may be my last breath

(Chorus)
I am all by myself
Trapped inside this shelf
No one to hear me
I just keep dreaming
Searching for meaning
To stop this screaming

(Verse)
There is no reason for me to stay
Maybe that is the price I have to pay
I was begging for lightning
But it got more frightening
I am so tired of this fighting
Now all I wish is a peaceful dream
So my mind will no longer scream

(Chorus)
I am all by myself
Trapped inside this shelf
No one to hear me
I just keep dreaming
Searching for a meaning
To stop this screaming

By Myself

When you came in to my life
You chased away the clouds
And made me feel so warm
You chased away the storms
I was feeling alone and depressed
Like a was possessed
But then you came
And chased away the pain

(chorus)
Whenever you fall
I will pick you up
I will never give up
For you I will fight
You are my light
You are the love of my life

When I look into your eyes
All I feel is pride
You make this life make sense
Always when I am down
You wrap your arms around me
Give me a kiss and
Make my life such a bliss
I don't know what I would do
Without your love without you

(chorus)
Whenever you fall
I will pick you up
I will never give up
For you I will fight
You are my light
You are the love of my life

You are my angel
And I am yours too
You always help me get through
Whatever happens
Whatever you do
I will always be there for you
I will never let you down
Because for life we are bound

(chorus)
Whenever you fall
I will pick you up
I will never give up
For you I will fight
You are my light
You are the love of my life.

Love Of My Life

What ever I do
What ever I accomplish
You have the urge
To demolish
Always rejected
Never accepted
I was always second best
Even when
I am better then the rest

(chorus)
You are so ungrateful
It makes me so hateful
Always looking down
Hoping I will drown
All I do is please you
But there is no way
To appease you

All my life I am crawling
To your heart
Hoping you will see
What really I can be
Everything I did
I did for you
But never manage
To climb through
Before it is to late
I hope that you will break

(chorus)
You are so ungrateful
It makes me hateful
Always looking down
Hoping I will drown
All I do is please you
But there is no way
To appease you

Like I have no face
Lost without a trace
Feeling like a ghost
When I needed you the most
Pleading for love
Praying for the gods above
There was no answer
Your love was like a cancer

(chorus)
You are so ungrateful
It makes me hateful
Always looking down
Hoping I will drown
All I did was please you
But there is no way
To appease you

Ungrateful

Everything is shattered
Broken to pieces
Picture in blur
From different places
Nothing is clear

I am dying inside
Trying to find
A piece of my mind
Picture in picture
Such a crazy mixture
It's all mixed up
And so fxxxed up

(chorus)
Am I going mad
Why is my brain gone bad
Am I coming back
From this endless black
Will I fight back
Or just hold back

Just for a moment
Please stop this torment
So I can take breath
Before my death
Leave me alone
Go away be gone

The endless scream
Like a bad dream
Every second I choke
Till the moment I woke
Makes me want to scream
To wake up from this dream
When did I go bad
When did I go mad

(chorus)
Am I going mad
Why is my brain gone bad
Am I coming back
From this endless black
Will I fight back
Or just hold back

Pictures are flashing
My mind is crashing
Can't keep up
My mind is fxxxed up
Fighting for air
With all my guts
I am not that bad
I have just gone nuts

(chorus)
My mind is bad
I've finally gone mad
I will never come back
From this endless black
I can't fight back
I will just hold back.

Madness

Where is the line
That I will cross
What are the boundaries
Of my mind
It is hard to define

You are provoking
And I am choking
I am losing my grip
So scared I will slip
And lose control
So scared I will fall
You are making me crawl

(chorus)
I am begging you
To leave me
Just for a moment
To stand on my feet
Or I will suffer defeat

You just don't understand
How hard it is to stand
When you are losing
Your ground
When there is no sound
No voice to save you
Nothing to guide you
Through this pitch black
From where you just
Can't come back

(chorus)
I am begging you
To leave me
Just for a moment
To stand on my feet
Or I will suffer defeat

I am losing my sight
And losing this fight
There are to many demons
Shading the light
I am running in dark
Looking for a spark
In this bad dream
Which is making me
Want to scream

(chorus)
I am begging you
To leave me
Just for a moment
To stop this torment
To stand on my feet
Or I will suffer defeat

Why won't you stop
When is enough
You're pushing me down
And making me drown
I am begging you please
I am on my knees
Why do you hate me
What did I do
I do not deserve this
And you know that too

(chorus)
I am begging you
To leave me
Just for a moment
To stand on my feet
Or I will suffer defeat

Pushing Me

We often forget
What drives us
What gives us strength
Where do we belong
But all that is wrong

(chorus)
It's the small things
The good things
The smiles
Not the cries
Always remember
To smile
Always remember
The good things

We always feel mad
We feel sad
When something hits us bad
There is always something good
Even if you are in a bad mood
Like the light
No matter how dark
It always shines bright

(chorus)
It's the small things
The good things
The smiles
Not the cries
Always remember
To smile
Always remember
The good things

Life can sometimes put you down
It cam make you drown
But there is always light
Shining so bright
Just for you
To help you get through

(chorus)
It's all in the small things
The good things
The smiles
Not the cries
Always remember to smile
Nobody likes to cry
Always remember the good things.

Good Things

I thought I knew you
I thought I saw through you
It felt so real
That amazing feel

(chorus)
But you're just a stranger
My emotions are in danger
You played me
You betrayed me
And now you're just
A stranger

I was a fool
To let you use me
Like a tool
I was afraid that
I am gonna be betrayed

(chorus)
Cuz you're just a stranger
My emotions are in danger
You played me
You betrayed me
And now you're just
A stranger

To you it is all just
A game
But I am to blame
You betrayed my trust
And now it all turned
To dust

(chorus)
Because you're a stranger
My emotions are in danger
You played me
You betrayed me
And now you're just
A stranger

I am a fool
I am a sheep
For trusting
Everyone I meet.
2x

Stranger

My Uploads

(Verse1)
It seemed so perfect
Even I thought
I was not worth it
That I am not giving back
Like a true leader of this pack
You blinded my sight
To make me feel that
You are always right

(Chorus)
You made me feel worthless
Made everything to me pointless
You played me like a fool
Made me feel like a tool
But the one thing i despise
Is your emotional disguise

(Verse2)
How could I have been so blind
Searching for something
That I can never find
But that clearly gave you a sing
So you can mess with my mind
Give me something fake
So you would have something to take
And that was your mistake
I knew instantly that you were fake

(Chorus)
You made me feel worthless
Made everything so pointless
You played me like a fool
Made me feel like a tool
But one thing I despise
Is an emotional disguise

(Verse3)
You think you can break me
You think you can fake me
I played this game before
With this you started a war
All my life I was hurt and betrayed
It only made me stronger
So I can fight longer
But you were the best
Much better then the rest
To bad it was just another test

(Bridge)
You can't break me
You can't fake me
You are just like the rest
Everything is just a test

(Chorus)
You made me feel worthless
Made everything so pointless
You played me like a fool
Made me feel like a tool
But one thing I despise
Is an emotional disguise

Emotional Disguise

(Verse)
Tonight I was thinking
How much deeper I am sinking
How pointless it all seems
How my body and mind screams
Everyday I am fighting
Trying to spark that lightning
To keep on surviving
Begging for fire I need so dire

(Chorus)
But I am all by myself
Trapped inside this shelf
No one to hear me
I just keep dreaming
Searching for meaning
To stop this screaming

(Verse)
I am walking down this line
Acting like that I am fine
How much more I can take
Everything around me is fake
Where is the end of the line
That is for me hard to define
I have no more fear of death
Today may be my last breath

(Chorus)
I am all by myself
Trapped inside this shelf
No one to hear me
I just keep dreaming
Searching for meaning
To stop this screaming

(Verse)
There is no reason for me to stay
Maybe that is the price I have to pay
I was begging for lightning
But it got more frightening
I am so tired of this fighting
Now all I wish is a peaceful dream
So my mind will no longer scream

(Chorus)
I am all by myself
Trapped inside this shelf
No one to hear me
I just keep dreaming
Searching for a meaning
To stop this screaming

By Myself

When you came in to my life
You chased away the clouds
And made me feel so warm
You chased away the storms
I was feeling alone and depressed
Like a was possessed
But then you came
And chased away the pain

(chorus)
Whenever you fall
I will pick you up
I will never give up
For you I will fight
You are my light
You are the love of my life

When I look into your eyes
All I feel is pride
You make this life make sense
Always when I am down
You wrap your arms around me
Give me a kiss and
Make my life such a bliss
I don't know what I would do
Without your love without you

(chorus)
Whenever you fall
I will pick you up
I will never give up
For you I will fight
You are my light
You are the love of my life

You are my angel
And I am yours too
You always help me get through
Whatever happens
Whatever you do
I will always be there for you
I will never let you down
Because for life we are bound

(chorus)
Whenever you fall
I will pick you up
I will never give up
For you I will fight
You are my light
You are the love of my life.

Love Of My Life

What ever I do
What ever I accomplish
You have the urge
To demolish
Always rejected
Never accepted
I was always second best
Even when
I am better then the rest

(chorus)
You are so ungrateful
It makes me so hateful
Always looking down
Hoping I will drown
All I do is please you
But there is no way
To appease you

All my life I am crawling
To your heart
Hoping you will see
What really I can be
Everything I did
I did for you
But never manage
To climb through
Before it is to late
I hope that you will break

(chorus)
You are so ungrateful
It makes me hateful
Always looking down
Hoping I will drown
All I do is please you
But there is no way
To appease you

Like I have no face
Lost without a trace
Feeling like a ghost
When I needed you the most
Pleading for love
Praying for the gods above
There was no answer
Your love was like a cancer

(chorus)
You are so ungrateful
It makes me hateful
Always looking down
Hoping I will drown
All I did was please you
But there is no way
To appease you

Ungrateful

Everything is shattered
Broken to pieces
Picture in blur
From different places
Nothing is clear

I am dying inside
Trying to find
A piece of my mind
Picture in picture
Such a crazy mixture
It's all mixed up
And so fxxxed up

(chorus)
Am I going mad
Why is my brain gone bad
Am I coming back
From this endless black
Will I fight back
Or just hold back

Just for a moment
Please stop this torment
So I can take breath
Before my death
Leave me alone
Go away be gone

The endless scream
Like a bad dream
Every second I choke
Till the moment I woke
Makes me want to scream
To wake up from this dream
When did I go bad
When did I go mad

(chorus)
Am I going mad
Why is my brain gone bad
Am I coming back
From this endless black
Will I fight back
Or just hold back

Pictures are flashing
My mind is crashing
Can't keep up
My mind is fxxxed up
Fighting for air
With all my guts
I am not that bad
I have just gone nuts

(chorus)
My mind is bad
I've finally gone mad
I will never come back
From this endless black
I can't fight back
I will just hold back.

Madness

Where is the line
That I will cross
What are the boundaries
Of my mind
It is hard to define

You are provoking
And I am choking
I am losing my grip
So scared I will slip
And lose control
So scared I will fall
You are making me crawl

(chorus)
I am begging you
To leave me
Just for a moment
To stand on my feet
Or I will suffer defeat

You just don't understand
How hard it is to stand
When you are losing
Your ground
When there is no sound
No voice to save you
Nothing to guide you
Through this pitch black
From where you just
Can't come back

(chorus)
I am begging you
To leave me
Just for a moment
To stand on my feet
Or I will suffer defeat

I am losing my sight
And losing this fight
There are to many demons
Shading the light
I am running in dark
Looking for a spark
In this bad dream
Which is making me
Want to scream

(chorus)
I am begging you
To leave me
Just for a moment
To stop this torment
To stand on my feet
Or I will suffer defeat

Why won't you stop
When is enough
You're pushing me down
And making me drown
I am begging you please
I am on my knees
Why do you hate me
What did I do
I do not deserve this
And you know that too

(chorus)
I am begging you
To leave me
Just for a moment
To stand on my feet
Or I will suffer defeat

Pushing Me


About Me

Bio

I have a strong passion for music it has saved me so many times and I better talk through music then in any language.All my lyrics come directly from my head and my heart and my soul.Every lyric that is written was written in the way i feel and think so they are very emotional and in most cases dark and depressing.I really think that most of the lyrics are connected to many people in this world because more and more people fight depression and I know it is a very hard battle to fight.I do not write bridges and other things in my lyrics because everyone will feel it in other way and should put that where they think it should be.I really hope that people will appreciate my work and connect with my lyrics.

CV/History

- 2007/2010 Mexican restaurant (cook)
- 2011/2012 Sea cuisine (kitchen chief)
- 2013/2020 Distribution company (sales)
- 2020/- Lyrics writer

Contact

Do you want to Work with Wannabe Singer?