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GODIK

I've always loved crime and drugs,
Trying to reach the highest buzz,
It feels like a line of love,
At least at the time it does,
I wake up the nights a fuzz,
But I'm already thinking of the high to come,
You don't wanna know the shit that I have done,
Just so I can might have some,


Life's already hard enough,
I've changed fxxx all these parties suck,
Every time I go someone's starting us,
I swear my fist hardly touched,
But I dropped him and all the cards he bluffed,
But use just want to know all the darker stuff,
Use want to know how much glass I've sucked,
And how much shard I've puffed,
And how I still can't say no whenever I'm passed the stuff,
Even though that I thought that I was past the stuff,
These days I'm not laughing much,
My heart is lust,
It's hardened up,
But I don't ever want to go and pass the buck,
Because I was the one who would start to suck,
And be the last one up...


I always wanted to be street kid,
Without wondering what the streets did,
Now I'm paranoid I hope they don't find what we hid,
So we hid,
And that's what the fxxxing streets did,


Now there's no turning back,
All my thoughts are about burning crack,
I love the game but it isn't worth the crap,
Coppers spot us we get searched and bashed,
But fxxx we never learn from that,
I'm still out trying to earn some cash,
There's truth in every word I rap,
All my ties just turned to ash,
So called friend turn their backs,
As soon as the curtains clash,,,

WHAT THE STREETS DID

I don't want to leave or stay,
I wanted to hurt her so I could be okay,
But now I see her pain,
And I just leave ashamed,
I'm no longer free from blame,
From what we became,
I'm going to leave the game and be the BEST,
I don't remember shit from all the PTSD,
All the bricks and all the trauma,
I'm spitting all these raw bars,
Now I'm only kicking it with strippers and porn stars,

I'm young and corrupt,
I can't believe how much I was loving the slut,
We're both just junkie as fxxx,
I'm not functioning much,
I keep just fxxxing this up,
But now I'm stuck in this rut,
I swear I'm done with this but,


Is this true love? I just know this loves true,
All the fxxxed things I've done I just want to undo,
Is it just us? Or is this what the drugs do?
I'm sorry for the pain I went and brung you,
I went and punched you,
You went and fxxxed dudes,
Why does love lose? And lust rule?
But we touch pills,
fxxx still,
I wanted to give her space to stop how the cuts feel,
But none healed,
This is unreal,


I'm trying to right these wrongs,
Through writing songs,
When we fight it feels like the nights are long,
Why does it always feel like timing's wrong?
But we keep battling! We keep fighting on,
Covering the pain we're both hiding from,
I should be the shoulder that she's crying on,
But now that's reserved for the new guy she's on..

RIGHT THESE WRONGS

Every time that I hate love,
I'll go and take drugs,
To feel a faint buzz,
So my brain doesn't,
Go and misbehave sudden,
Every time I feel the pain coming,
I don't do or even say something,
It's unanimous they just win...

Lucifer came for me,
He's restraints are free,
How can I go to where Angel's sleep?
And still mother fxxxing be Satan's seed,
My rap career's just make believe,
So why do I still try to aim to please?
Of course my lady leaves,
It's too late from me,
I don't blame her at all I couldn't even support her basic needs,
Baby please,
I'm afraid you'll leave,
At the start you were the one chasing me,
But I didn't know which way too lead,
My girl stays through heaps,
All the times I was up for days and weeks,
All the times I'd go and make her leave,
And every night she still stayed with me,
You're my place too be,
I know I'm hot headed like a train with steam,
My wordplay just rapes the sheet,
The games we know that we were playing heaps,
I think she always knows I'll be staying street,
I'm not the type to go and stay discreet,
I don't care how fxxxed we look or the way it seems,
Because every time we make up like it's Maybelline..

MISBEHAVE SUDDENLY


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I've always loved crime and drugs,
Trying to reach the highest buzz,
It feels like a line of love,
At least at the time it does,
I wake up the nights a fuzz,
But I'm already thinking of the high to come,
You don't wanna know the shit that I have done,
Just so I can might have some,


Life's already hard enough,
I've changed fxxx all these parties suck,
Every time I go someone's starting us,
I swear my fist hardly touched,
But I dropped him and all the cards he bluffed,
But use just want to know all the darker stuff,
Use want to know how much glass I've sucked,
And how much shard I've puffed,
And how I still can't say no whenever I'm passed the stuff,
Even though that I thought that I was past the stuff,
These days I'm not laughing much,
My heart is lust,
It's hardened up,
But I don't ever want to go and pass the buck,
Because I was the one who would start to suck,
And be the last one up...


I always wanted to be street kid,
Without wondering what the streets did,
Now I'm paranoid I hope they don't find what we hid,
So we hid,
And that's what the fxxxing streets did,


Now there's no turning back,
All my thoughts are about burning crack,
I love the game but it isn't worth the crap,
Coppers spot us we get searched and bashed,
But fxxx we never learn from that,
I'm still out trying to earn some cash,
There's truth in every word I rap,
All my ties just turned to ash,
So called friend turn their backs,
As soon as the curtains clash,,,

WHAT THE STREETS DID

I don't want to leave or stay,
I wanted to hurt her so I could be okay,
But now I see her pain,
And I just leave ashamed,
I'm no longer free from blame,
From what we became,
I'm going to leave the game and be the BEST,
I don't remember shit from all the PTSD,
All the bricks and all the trauma,
I'm spitting all these raw bars,
Now I'm only kicking it with strippers and porn stars,

I'm young and corrupt,
I can't believe how much I was loving the slut,
We're both just junkie as fxxx,
I'm not functioning much,
I keep just fxxxing this up,
But now I'm stuck in this rut,
I swear I'm done with this but,


Is this true love? I just know this loves true,
All the fxxxed things I've done I just want to undo,
Is it just us? Or is this what the drugs do?
I'm sorry for the pain I went and brung you,
I went and punched you,
You went and fxxxed dudes,
Why does love lose? And lust rule?
But we touch pills,
fxxx still,
I wanted to give her space to stop how the cuts feel,
But none healed,
This is unreal,


I'm trying to right these wrongs,
Through writing songs,
When we fight it feels like the nights are long,
Why does it always feel like timing's wrong?
But we keep battling! We keep fighting on,
Covering the pain we're both hiding from,
I should be the shoulder that she's crying on,
But now that's reserved for the new guy she's on..

RIGHT THESE WRONGS

Every time that I hate love,
I'll go and take drugs,
To feel a faint buzz,
So my brain doesn't,
Go and misbehave sudden,
Every time I feel the pain coming,
I don't do or even say something,
It's unanimous they just win...

Lucifer came for me,
He's restraints are free,
How can I go to where Angel's sleep?
And still mother fxxxing be Satan's seed,
My rap career's just make believe,
So why do I still try to aim to please?
Of course my lady leaves,
It's too late from me,
I don't blame her at all I couldn't even support her basic needs,
Baby please,
I'm afraid you'll leave,
At the start you were the one chasing me,
But I didn't know which way too lead,
My girl stays through heaps,
All the times I was up for days and weeks,
All the times I'd go and make her leave,
And every night she still stayed with me,
You're my place too be,
I know I'm hot headed like a train with steam,
My wordplay just rapes the sheet,
The games we know that we were playing heaps,
I think she always knows I'll be staying street,
I'm not the type to go and stay discreet,
I don't care how fxxxed we look or the way it seems,
Because every time we make up like it's Maybelline..

MISBEHAVE SUDDENLY

I'm giving you a chance to go and run away,
And come back to rap another fxxxing day,
Making her scrub out these bloody stains,
After I force her to go and fxxxing cut her veins,
Slapping the bitch will make the slut behave,
She does things that make her feel yuck for days,
Yeah you won the race,
But I cut your brakes,
I'm underplayed,
I swore I'd hunt my prey,
And those cxxxs would pay,
Now they're the ones showing love today,
I look at the scene I swear nothing's changed,
Until I rocked up in a fxxxing drunken haze,

I'm just a scary rap clown,
Where the fxxx was the rock when i slammed the smack down?
A man don't back down,
I'm prepared to scrap rounds,
Even if I land on flat ground,
I'm gonna wear the rap crown,
They were talking this and that but where they at now?
They're fans of that now,
You've gotta face the facts now,
That I'm a threat,
There's no time to rest,
I'm trying to fill these shoes and take a giant step,
With my dialect,
I'll even spit cold until my dying breath,
That's that icy death,


Mum is shooting up worth the pain?
Or are you trying to end your life with one shot like Kurt Cobain?
This games just a thirst I crave,
I went and worked like slaves,
To bring raps villain back,
I devour Jill's and Jacks,
Until I stumble down the hill to nap,
I thought I couldn't feel the snatch,
But then I got reeled on back,
They're trying to take me off the hook and even kill the catch,
I'll blackout and still fxxxing steal the act,
All the meds i eat i shouldn't even feel this crap,
It's like I'm the only one left who's even real on rap...

ONLY ONE LEFT

My minds flying and leaving earth,
Because up there he's free from hurt,
She made me start doubting myself I couldn't see my worth,
Now I've gotta go re-read a verse,
About how I'm feeling hurt,
But does talking about it even really work?

I'm so sick to my stomach,
She only loves me when we're kissing and touching,
She never acts single in public,
You're my misses or nothing,
From Bonnie and Clyde to just this bitch that I'm fxxxing,
Sitting there puffing,
She didn't give me nothing,
When I just wanted a little bit of loving,
I can't literally function,
Life took me by surprise,
We get cooked than we just fight,
She can't look me in the eyes,
We could write a book for all the lies,
She gets that look from all the guys,
But they couldn't if they tried,
I'm swallowed by my pride,
I'ts followed by demise,
I've got no appetite,
We've got no happy nights,
We've just gotta have a fight,
Then stop and act all right,
I forgot that that's alright,
I'm the moth attacking light,
I drop then act surprised,
Nod off and nap for nights,
Wake up in jail after the cops have bashed me twice,

She love domestics,
Why does she care what the fxxx her ex thinks?
Her number gets ringed,
She begun to text him,
She says they only talk about the drugs shes getting,
They only messaged when shes upset with the love shes getting,
We're done its ending,
The sun is setting,

SICK TO MY STOMACH

I swear she just likes to play pretend,
As soon as I get locked away again,
She'll fxxx other blokes and just say they're friends,
And she wonders why I'm always dazed on meds,
But I can go back to trapping for days on end,
In a Mercedes Benz,
It's a waste of pen,
Just writing this,
To stop the pain I get high as shit,
To try forget,
Those dark days,
I'm always moving at such a fast pace,
I'm sick of feeling my heart break,
My arms shake,
When i write everything that I can't say,
Do we part ways,
To stop this hurt and pain?
This love hate cycle that circulates,
Am i destined to live this worthless fate?
Is this dream even worth the wait?
Sick of getting backstabbed so I turned on mates,
Locked them inside and burnt their place,
I'm not going anywhere I went and earnt my place,

Is she sick of hearing all this depressing stuff?
Our love story just ends with lust,
I'm flirting and texting sluts,
To get back at you for all my friends you've fxxxed,
From Bonnie and Clyde to lets pretend that's us,
Because the public eye expects as much,
All the drugs we took that left us fxxxed,
That's what's wrecking us,

Defying death is so death defying,
Spitting this is petrifying,
When I got locked away and went goodbye,
Everything we built was jeapordised,
But her search for the guy who's next in line,
Didn't work out no exercise,
Shes just a toxic pesticide,
Without company her depression rised,
But I caused it all when I left her side,
And said goodbye,
Now I beg and cry,
For her to take me back for the second time,

I hate writing I swear i'd rather speak,
Driving in a Beamer for like half the week,
Looking half asleep,
Every time I think I should start to leave,
I look her in the eye and see a masterpiece....

LETS PRETEND THATS US

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I've always loved crime and drugs,
Trying to reach the highest buzz,
It feels like a line of love,
At least at the time it does,
I wake up the nights a fuzz,
But I'm already thinking of the high to come,
You don't wanna know the shit that I have done,
Just so I can might have some,


Life's already hard enough,
I've changed fxxx all these parties suck,
Every time I go someone's starting us,
I swear my fist hardly touched,
But I dropped him and all the cards he bluffed,
But use just want to know all the darker stuff,
Use want to know how much glass I've sucked,
And how much shard I've puffed,
And how I still can't say no whenever I'm passed the stuff,
Even though that I thought that I was past the stuff,
These days I'm not laughing much,
My heart is lust,
It's hardened up,
But I don't ever want to go and pass the buck,
Because I was the one who would start to suck,
And be the last one up...


I always wanted to be street kid,
Without wondering what the streets did,
Now I'm paranoid I hope they don't find what we hid,
So we hid,
And that's what the fxxxing streets did,


Now there's no turning back,
All my thoughts are about burning crack,
I love the game but it isn't worth the crap,
Coppers spot us we get searched and bashed,
But fxxx we never learn from that,
I'm still out trying to earn some cash,
There's truth in every word I rap,
All my ties just turned to ash,
So called friend turn their backs,
As soon as the curtains clash,,,

WHAT THE STREETS DID

I don't want to leave or stay,
I wanted to hurt her so I could be okay,
But now I see her pain,
And I just leave ashamed,
I'm no longer free from blame,
From what we became,
I'm going to leave the game and be the BEST,
I don't remember shit from all the PTSD,
All the bricks and all the trauma,
I'm spitting all these raw bars,
Now I'm only kicking it with strippers and porn stars,

I'm young and corrupt,
I can't believe how much I was loving the slut,
We're both just junkie as fxxx,
I'm not functioning much,
I keep just fxxxing this up,
But now I'm stuck in this rut,
I swear I'm done with this but,


Is this true love? I just know this loves true,
All the fxxxed things I've done I just want to undo,
Is it just us? Or is this what the drugs do?
I'm sorry for the pain I went and brung you,
I went and punched you,
You went and fxxxed dudes,
Why does love lose? And lust rule?
But we touch pills,
fxxx still,
I wanted to give her space to stop how the cuts feel,
But none healed,
This is unreal,


I'm trying to right these wrongs,
Through writing songs,
When we fight it feels like the nights are long,
Why does it always feel like timing's wrong?
But we keep battling! We keep fighting on,
Covering the pain we're both hiding from,
I should be the shoulder that she's crying on,
But now that's reserved for the new guy she's on..

RIGHT THESE WRONGS

Every time that I hate love,
I'll go and take drugs,
To feel a faint buzz,
So my brain doesn't,
Go and misbehave sudden,
Every time I feel the pain coming,
I don't do or even say something,
It's unanimous they just win...

Lucifer came for me,
He's restraints are free,
How can I go to where Angel's sleep?
And still mother fxxxing be Satan's seed,
My rap career's just make believe,
So why do I still try to aim to please?
Of course my lady leaves,
It's too late from me,
I don't blame her at all I couldn't even support her basic needs,
Baby please,
I'm afraid you'll leave,
At the start you were the one chasing me,
But I didn't know which way too lead,
My girl stays through heaps,
All the times I was up for days and weeks,
All the times I'd go and make her leave,
And every night she still stayed with me,
You're my place too be,
I know I'm hot headed like a train with steam,
My wordplay just rapes the sheet,
The games we know that we were playing heaps,
I think she always knows I'll be staying street,
I'm not the type to go and stay discreet,
I don't care how fxxxed we look or the way it seems,
Because every time we make up like it's Maybelline..

MISBEHAVE SUDDENLY

I'm giving you a chance to go and run away,
And come back to rap another fxxxing day,
Making her scrub out these bloody stains,
After I force her to go and fxxxing cut her veins,
Slapping the bitch will make the slut behave,
She does things that make her feel yuck for days,
Yeah you won the race,
But I cut your brakes,
I'm underplayed,
I swore I'd hunt my prey,
And those cxxxs would pay,
Now they're the ones showing love today,
I look at the scene I swear nothing's changed,
Until I rocked up in a fxxxing drunken haze,

I'm just a scary rap clown,
Where the fxxx was the rock when i slammed the smack down?
A man don't back down,
I'm prepared to scrap rounds,
Even if I land on flat ground,
I'm gonna wear the rap crown,
They were talking this and that but where they at now?
They're fans of that now,
You've gotta face the facts now,
That I'm a threat,
There's no time to rest,
I'm trying to fill these shoes and take a giant step,
With my dialect,
I'll even spit cold until my dying breath,
That's that icy death,


Mum is shooting up worth the pain?
Or are you trying to end your life with one shot like Kurt Cobain?
This games just a thirst I crave,
I went and worked like slaves,
To bring raps villain back,
I devour Jill's and Jacks,
Until I stumble down the hill to nap,
I thought I couldn't feel the snatch,
But then I got reeled on back,
They're trying to take me off the hook and even kill the catch,
I'll blackout and still fxxxing steal the act,
All the meds i eat i shouldn't even feel this crap,
It's like I'm the only one left who's even real on rap...

ONLY ONE LEFT

My minds flying and leaving earth,
Because up there he's free from hurt,
She made me start doubting myself I couldn't see my worth,
Now I've gotta go re-read a verse,
About how I'm feeling hurt,
But does talking about it even really work?

I'm so sick to my stomach,
She only loves me when we're kissing and touching,
She never acts single in public,
You're my misses or nothing,
From Bonnie and Clyde to just this bitch that I'm fxxxing,
Sitting there puffing,
She didn't give me nothing,
When I just wanted a little bit of loving,
I can't literally function,
Life took me by surprise,
We get cooked than we just fight,
She can't look me in the eyes,
We could write a book for all the lies,
She gets that look from all the guys,
But they couldn't if they tried,
I'm swallowed by my pride,
I'ts followed by demise,
I've got no appetite,
We've got no happy nights,
We've just gotta have a fight,
Then stop and act all right,
I forgot that that's alright,
I'm the moth attacking light,
I drop then act surprised,
Nod off and nap for nights,
Wake up in jail after the cops have bashed me twice,

She love domestics,
Why does she care what the fxxx her ex thinks?
Her number gets ringed,
She begun to text him,
She says they only talk about the drugs shes getting,
They only messaged when shes upset with the love shes getting,
We're done its ending,
The sun is setting,

SICK TO MY STOMACH

I swear she just likes to play pretend,
As soon as I get locked away again,
She'll fxxx other blokes and just say they're friends,
And she wonders why I'm always dazed on meds,
But I can go back to trapping for days on end,
In a Mercedes Benz,
It's a waste of pen,
Just writing this,
To stop the pain I get high as shit,
To try forget,
Those dark days,
I'm always moving at such a fast pace,
I'm sick of feeling my heart break,
My arms shake,
When i write everything that I can't say,
Do we part ways,
To stop this hurt and pain?
This love hate cycle that circulates,
Am i destined to live this worthless fate?
Is this dream even worth the wait?
Sick of getting backstabbed so I turned on mates,
Locked them inside and burnt their place,
I'm not going anywhere I went and earnt my place,

Is she sick of hearing all this depressing stuff?
Our love story just ends with lust,
I'm flirting and texting sluts,
To get back at you for all my friends you've fxxxed,
From Bonnie and Clyde to lets pretend that's us,
Because the public eye expects as much,
All the drugs we took that left us fxxxed,
That's what's wrecking us,

Defying death is so death defying,
Spitting this is petrifying,
When I got locked away and went goodbye,
Everything we built was jeapordised,
But her search for the guy who's next in line,
Didn't work out no exercise,
Shes just a toxic pesticide,
Without company her depression rised,
But I caused it all when I left her side,
And said goodbye,
Now I beg and cry,
For her to take me back for the second time,

I hate writing I swear i'd rather speak,
Driving in a Beamer for like half the week,
Looking half asleep,
Every time I think I should start to leave,
I look her in the eye and see a masterpiece....

LETS PRETEND THATS US


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im 23 from melbourne australia ive been writing for years just wanna start selling the tracks ive written that dont suit my style! hit me up ive got heaps prepared

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