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I've stored all these thoughts,
Collected them to survive.
They've helped me intuitively,
Navigate this dimension of time.

If you see me acting crazy,
Wonder if my screws came loose,
Listen...
I do as I choose.

Collectively, I've had enough,
Pushed me far, to far from,
Now I... Can't thank you enough!

I've stored all your opinions,
Collected in a box of hay,
Help remind me of who I ain't,
Navigate my focus the right way!

Common sense sent on furlough,
Gone with the wind that doesn't blow,
Talking heads, Vomit shit,
Into the minds of porcelain.

Turned my dial up to bat shit
Nothing but fun from head to prick,
stepped outta line when I realized,
every face in this place was covered in countless eyes.

If you see me acting crazy,
Wonder if my screws came loose,
Listen...
I do as I choose.

Collectively, I've had enough,
Pushed me far, to far from,
Now I... Can't thank you enough!

Open your fxxxing eyes, better lose your fxxxing mind,
Open your fxxxing mind, better lose your fxxxing pride,
Open your fxxxing eyes, Open your eyes please...

'BAT SHIT CRAZY'

IT’S TIME WE ASK THE QUESTION,
SHUT OUR MOUTHS AND LISTEN.
EMBRACE OUR NATURE, HUMAN,
THE DEVIL IS ONLY OWED HALF WITHIN.

WE ARE EVIL BECAUSE WE ARE GOOD,
WE ARE LIGHT BECAUSE OF THE DARK.
WITHOUT DARK, LIGHT IS MOOT,
FACE THE DARK BEFORE IT TEARS YOU APART

WE FEAR THIS, WE FEAR THAT,
HIDE THROUGH THEIR EYES, THE SOCIAL MASK.
WE HEAR THIS, BELIEVE THAT,
BLIND TO LIES, GET IN LINE, DON’T ASK SHIT.

IF YOU ALL PUSH, I WILL PULL
IF YOU’RE ALL GOOD, THEN I’M EVIL.
I THINK THEREFORE I AM…
HALF GOD, HALF DEVIL, HUMAN.

NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY,
BURY YOUR DARK BELOW LIGHT,
YOUR SHADOW ALWAYS KNOWS
YOU'RE THE DEVIL THAT EATS YOUR SOUL!

'I AM HUMAN'

THIS LOSS IN MY BONES,
AM I REALLY ALL ALONE?
I CANNOT FIND A SAFE WAY TO TURN,
SEEMS THAT I'VE GOT NO WHERE TO GO.

CROSSED EVERY LINE I'VE EVER DRAWN,
BURNED EVERY CANDLE, TO LIGHT UP DAWN.
CANNOT SEEM TO REACH THIS PAIN,
THIS REPETITION I CAN'T REPEAT AGAIN,

AS THE KNOTS TIGHTLY GRIND,
IN THE DEPTHS OF MY MIND,
DARKNESS COLLECTS EVERY CORNER IT FINDS,
MY SHADOW GROWS SO BOLD.

ON THE OUTSIDE, I'M DESCENDING
ON THE DARK SIDE, WONDERING,
ON THE INSIDE, COLLAPSING,
THE OTHER SIDE, IS SO INVITING.

THE GRIND HAS TAKEN A TOLL ON ME,
THE RED RISING MERCURY,
RISEN WELL PAST CAPACITY,
HELL REIGNS FIRE, IN DEPTHS I CANNOT SEE.

AS THE KNOTS TIGHTLY GRIND,
IN THE DEPTHS OF MY MIND,
DARKNESS COLLECTS EVERY CORNER IT FINDS,
MY SHADOW GROWS SO BOLD.

ON THE OUTSIDE, I'M DESCENDING
ON THE DARK SIDE, WONDERING,
ON THE INSIDE, COLLAPSING,
THE OTHER SIDE, IS SO INVITING.

PAST MY LIPS ESCAPED.
ONE LAST BREATH THAT SLIPPED,
SCREAMING TO THE SURFACE,
IN A SPHERICAL SHIP.

LAST WORDS ASCEND, ONE DIRECTION,
ONE INTENT, THIS MOMENT...
VIBRATE THROUGH THIS WORLD, HEAR AND DESERVE THESE WORDS,
FEEL WHAT I FELT, THE MOMENT I FORGAVE MYSELF!

'MOMENT OF TRUTH'


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I've stored all these thoughts,
Collected them to survive.
They've helped me intuitively,
Navigate this dimension of time.

If you see me acting crazy,
Wonder if my screws came loose,
Listen...
I do as I choose.

Collectively, I've had enough,
Pushed me far, to far from,
Now I... Can't thank you enough!

I've stored all your opinions,
Collected in a box of hay,
Help remind me of who I ain't,
Navigate my focus the right way!

Common sense sent on furlough,
Gone with the wind that doesn't blow,
Talking heads, Vomit shit,
Into the minds of porcelain.

Turned my dial up to bat shit
Nothing but fun from head to prick,
stepped outta line when I realized,
every face in this place was covered in countless eyes.

If you see me acting crazy,
Wonder if my screws came loose,
Listen...
I do as I choose.

Collectively, I've had enough,
Pushed me far, to far from,
Now I... Can't thank you enough!

Open your fxxxing eyes, better lose your fxxxing mind,
Open your fxxxing mind, better lose your fxxxing pride,
Open your fxxxing eyes, Open your eyes please...

'BAT SHIT CRAZY'

IT’S TIME WE ASK THE QUESTION,
SHUT OUR MOUTHS AND LISTEN.
EMBRACE OUR NATURE, HUMAN,
THE DEVIL IS ONLY OWED HALF WITHIN.

WE ARE EVIL BECAUSE WE ARE GOOD,
WE ARE LIGHT BECAUSE OF THE DARK.
WITHOUT DARK, LIGHT IS MOOT,
FACE THE DARK BEFORE IT TEARS YOU APART

WE FEAR THIS, WE FEAR THAT,
HIDE THROUGH THEIR EYES, THE SOCIAL MASK.
WE HEAR THIS, BELIEVE THAT,
BLIND TO LIES, GET IN LINE, DON’T ASK SHIT.

IF YOU ALL PUSH, I WILL PULL
IF YOU’RE ALL GOOD, THEN I’M EVIL.
I THINK THEREFORE I AM…
HALF GOD, HALF DEVIL, HUMAN.

NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY,
BURY YOUR DARK BELOW LIGHT,
YOUR SHADOW ALWAYS KNOWS
YOU'RE THE DEVIL THAT EATS YOUR SOUL!

'I AM HUMAN'

THIS LOSS IN MY BONES,
AM I REALLY ALL ALONE?
I CANNOT FIND A SAFE WAY TO TURN,
SEEMS THAT I'VE GOT NO WHERE TO GO.

CROSSED EVERY LINE I'VE EVER DRAWN,
BURNED EVERY CANDLE, TO LIGHT UP DAWN.
CANNOT SEEM TO REACH THIS PAIN,
THIS REPETITION I CAN'T REPEAT AGAIN,

AS THE KNOTS TIGHTLY GRIND,
IN THE DEPTHS OF MY MIND,
DARKNESS COLLECTS EVERY CORNER IT FINDS,
MY SHADOW GROWS SO BOLD.

ON THE OUTSIDE, I'M DESCENDING
ON THE DARK SIDE, WONDERING,
ON THE INSIDE, COLLAPSING,
THE OTHER SIDE, IS SO INVITING.

THE GRIND HAS TAKEN A TOLL ON ME,
THE RED RISING MERCURY,
RISEN WELL PAST CAPACITY,
HELL REIGNS FIRE, IN DEPTHS I CANNOT SEE.

AS THE KNOTS TIGHTLY GRIND,
IN THE DEPTHS OF MY MIND,
DARKNESS COLLECTS EVERY CORNER IT FINDS,
MY SHADOW GROWS SO BOLD.

ON THE OUTSIDE, I'M DESCENDING
ON THE DARK SIDE, WONDERING,
ON THE INSIDE, COLLAPSING,
THE OTHER SIDE, IS SO INVITING.

PAST MY LIPS ESCAPED.
ONE LAST BREATH THAT SLIPPED,
SCREAMING TO THE SURFACE,
IN A SPHERICAL SHIP.

LAST WORDS ASCEND, ONE DIRECTION,
ONE INTENT, THIS MOMENT...
VIBRATE THROUGH THIS WORLD, HEAR AND DESERVE THESE WORDS,
FEEL WHAT I FELT, THE MOMENT I FORGAVE MYSELF!

'MOMENT OF TRUTH'

I CANNOT FIND - {ANYTHING}
NOT A SINGLE THING COMMON,
SENSE WENT BLIND - {I CANNOT SEE}
WHAT IS BEHIND, ONLY COMING.

I WOKE UP TODAY - {SEE EVERYTHING}
NOT A SINGLE THING IN COMMON,
WITH COMMON SENSE - {I SEE NOTHING}
WHAT IS BEYOND, NOW I'M LIVING.

WHAT YOU TELL ME YOU REMEMBER,
I CAN ONLY RECALL NOW,
I RECALL OUR TIMES TOGETHER,
I DON'T CARE TO REMEMBER ANYMORE,
WHAT I CHOOSE NOW TO REMEMBER,
I REMEMBER WHO YOU & I REALLY ARE!

I CANNOT HIDE - {ANYTHING}
NOT A SINGLE THING FROM ME,
ONCE I QUIT YOUR EYES - {BRUTAL HONESTY}
WHAT I SEE BEHIND THESE CRYSTAL EYES!

I WAKE UP EVERY DAY - {SEE NOTHING}
NOT A SINGLE THING THE SAME,
ONCE I QUIT TRYING - {STOP FOLLOWING}
YOU CAN'T DENY YOU DON'T RECOGNIZE ME!

'CRYSTALLIZED'

WHAT IS IT THAT,
YOU KEEP ON THINKING?
IT IS POSSIBLE THAT,
YOU THINK YOU CAN HIDE FROM ME?

IF YOU ONLY KNEW,
WHAT IT IS YOU ARE DOING,
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE, YOU CAN'T,
SEE YET, YOU CAN'T HIDE ANYTHING!

YOU SEE, WHAT YOU STILL DON'T SEE,
WHAT IT IS, WHAT IS ALL THAT TRULY MATTERS,
NOT IN THE END, BUT RIGHT NOW IN FRONT OF YOU,
ALL THAT EXISTS, IS THE SIX INCHES FROM YOUR FACE!

EVERY THOUGHT PASSING THROUGH
WHICHEVER ONES YOU CHOOSE,
WHICH ARE OR ARE NOT YOU,
I SEE THEM, YOU CAN'T HIDE ANYTHING!

WHY IS IT THAT,
YOU THINK YOU CAN'T HEAR ME?
IS IT POSSIBLE,
YOU JUST CHOOSE TO START LISTENING?

IF YOU ONLY KNEW,
A SMALL FRACTION OF WHAT YOU THINK YOU DO,
YOU'D SEE, YOU DON'T,
YOU CAN'T HIDE A fxxxING THING!

HOW CAN YOU EVER,
EVEN PRETEND TO SAY YOU SEE,
WHEN YOU NEVER,
EVEN TRIED TO SEE THE WAYS,
NOW NO LONGER,
HAVEN'T SERVED YOUR TODAY,
YOU'RE THE PRETENDER,
PRETENDING YOU KNOW A fxxxING THING!

'I SEE EVERYTHING'

I CAN HEAR EACH OF YOU TRY,
EACH AND EVERY TIME,
TRY TO REMIND ME,
WHY WE DON'T DESERVE TO FEEL ALIVE...

LOOK INTO MY EYES,
WATCH AS THEY CRYSTALLIZE,
LOOK INTO MY,
CRYSTAL EYES!

I AM HERE BEAMING IN LIGHT,
FOR EACH AND EVERY LIFE,
I TOO REMINDING YOU,
WHY YOU CAN'T DENY, MY NEW SIGHT...

SEE WHY!
SEE THEM CRYSTALLIZE!
RIGHT BEFORE YOUR EYES,
SEE MY CRYSTAL EYES!

I WILL CONTINUE TO RECITE,
EVERY SINGLE ONE, I REMIND,
OF YOUR OWN LIGHT,
BY SHINING MINE!
LOOK INTO MY EYES,
SEE HOW THEY CRYSTALLIZE,
IN SIGHT OF YOUR VERY EYES!
YOU CANNOT DENY,
SEE WHY THEY CRYSTALLIZED,
I SEE YOUR LIGHT THROUGH MY...

CRYSTALLIZED... BLUE, CRYSTAL EYES!
CRYSTALLIZED... NEW, CRYSTAL EYES!
CRYSTALLIZED... BLUE, CRYSTAL EYES!
CRYSTALLIZED... NEW, CRYSTAL EYES!

'CRYSTAL EYES'

Once upon a time,
the time when you knew me,
I was runnin' so fast,
so fast to outrun my past,

Life was flying by,
unforgiving it couldn't last,
fastest man alive,
stride for stride with the flash.

Ya, I've been dragged down,
Ya, I've been drugged up,
Ya, I was that fxxxing guy,
Ya, I was perfectly fxxxed up!

I could never help it, Wore my heart on my sleeve,
You could never help it, Tore out what you saw beneath,
I could not help it, Back then what I believed,
You'd never understand, Would anyone ever hear me?

I was runnin' dead sprint,
against the wind, away from the end,
With everything I had,
death kept laughing, closing the gap,

Ya, I've been dragged down,
Ya, I've been drugged up,
Ya, I was that fxxxing guy,
Ya, I was perfectly fxxxed up!

I could never help it, Wore my heart on my sleeve,
You could never help it, Tore out what you saw beneath,
I could not help it, Back then what I believed,
You'd never understand, Would anyone ever hear me?

Death decided my time was up,
He had enough,
With a spur to the rib, it was but an instant, the pale horse,
Caught up, Breath on my neck,

One exhale,
one moment,
one death,
the I AM,

Is never dead!

'THE PALE HORSE RIDER'

THE ONE YOU THINK YOU KNOW,
IS ONLY THE ONE WHO YOU KNEW,
THE DAMAGED ONE WITHIN A BLINK,
USED THE DAMAGE TO CREATE SOMEONE NEW.

I USED EVERY BIT OF RAGE I HAD,
TO CREATE THE FUEL I NEEDED,
MADE IT BECOME MY STRENGTH,
TO PULL THE KNIFE OUT MY BACK.

I SAW THE BLOODY BLADE IN MY HAND,
USED IT TO CUT AWAY,
ALL OF THE WEIGHT WEIGHING ME DOWN,
ALL MY TETHERED PAIN.

I CRAWL TO MY KNEES,
OVERWHELMED BY THE ENERGY,
TAKING OVER ME,
THE PURE LOVE SHOWERING ME!

MY TEARS FLOW IN APPRECIATION,
ALL ANGELS & DEMONS WHISPER AT ONCE,
YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN ALONE DEAR ONE,
NOW YOUR TIME HAS COME.

YOU CHOSE TO BE THE CHOSEN ONE,
RISE TO YOUR FEET, HEAD HIGH IN NEW SKIN,
TIME TO WALK WITH US SIDE BY SIDE IN WISDOM,
SHARE IT WITH ALL THOSE READY TO LISTEN.

'THE ONE'

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I've stored all these thoughts,
Collected them to survive.
They've helped me intuitively,
Navigate this dimension of time.

If you see me acting crazy,
Wonder if my screws came loose,
Listen...
I do as I choose.

Collectively, I've had enough,
Pushed me far, to far from,
Now I... Can't thank you enough!

I've stored all your opinions,
Collected in a box of hay,
Help remind me of who I ain't,
Navigate my focus the right way!

Common sense sent on furlough,
Gone with the wind that doesn't blow,
Talking heads, Vomit shit,
Into the minds of porcelain.

Turned my dial up to bat shit
Nothing but fun from head to prick,
stepped outta line when I realized,
every face in this place was covered in countless eyes.

If you see me acting crazy,
Wonder if my screws came loose,
Listen...
I do as I choose.

Collectively, I've had enough,
Pushed me far, to far from,
Now I... Can't thank you enough!

Open your fxxxing eyes, better lose your fxxxing mind,
Open your fxxxing mind, better lose your fxxxing pride,
Open your fxxxing eyes, Open your eyes please...

'BAT SHIT CRAZY'

IT’S TIME WE ASK THE QUESTION,
SHUT OUR MOUTHS AND LISTEN.
EMBRACE OUR NATURE, HUMAN,
THE DEVIL IS ONLY OWED HALF WITHIN.

WE ARE EVIL BECAUSE WE ARE GOOD,
WE ARE LIGHT BECAUSE OF THE DARK.
WITHOUT DARK, LIGHT IS MOOT,
FACE THE DARK BEFORE IT TEARS YOU APART

WE FEAR THIS, WE FEAR THAT,
HIDE THROUGH THEIR EYES, THE SOCIAL MASK.
WE HEAR THIS, BELIEVE THAT,
BLIND TO LIES, GET IN LINE, DON’T ASK SHIT.

IF YOU ALL PUSH, I WILL PULL
IF YOU’RE ALL GOOD, THEN I’M EVIL.
I THINK THEREFORE I AM…
HALF GOD, HALF DEVIL, HUMAN.

NO MATTER HOW HARD YOU TRY,
BURY YOUR DARK BELOW LIGHT,
YOUR SHADOW ALWAYS KNOWS
YOU'RE THE DEVIL THAT EATS YOUR SOUL!

'I AM HUMAN'

THIS LOSS IN MY BONES,
AM I REALLY ALL ALONE?
I CANNOT FIND A SAFE WAY TO TURN,
SEEMS THAT I'VE GOT NO WHERE TO GO.

CROSSED EVERY LINE I'VE EVER DRAWN,
BURNED EVERY CANDLE, TO LIGHT UP DAWN.
CANNOT SEEM TO REACH THIS PAIN,
THIS REPETITION I CAN'T REPEAT AGAIN,

AS THE KNOTS TIGHTLY GRIND,
IN THE DEPTHS OF MY MIND,
DARKNESS COLLECTS EVERY CORNER IT FINDS,
MY SHADOW GROWS SO BOLD.

ON THE OUTSIDE, I'M DESCENDING
ON THE DARK SIDE, WONDERING,
ON THE INSIDE, COLLAPSING,
THE OTHER SIDE, IS SO INVITING.

THE GRIND HAS TAKEN A TOLL ON ME,
THE RED RISING MERCURY,
RISEN WELL PAST CAPACITY,
HELL REIGNS FIRE, IN DEPTHS I CANNOT SEE.

AS THE KNOTS TIGHTLY GRIND,
IN THE DEPTHS OF MY MIND,
DARKNESS COLLECTS EVERY CORNER IT FINDS,
MY SHADOW GROWS SO BOLD.

ON THE OUTSIDE, I'M DESCENDING
ON THE DARK SIDE, WONDERING,
ON THE INSIDE, COLLAPSING,
THE OTHER SIDE, IS SO INVITING.

PAST MY LIPS ESCAPED.
ONE LAST BREATH THAT SLIPPED,
SCREAMING TO THE SURFACE,
IN A SPHERICAL SHIP.

LAST WORDS ASCEND, ONE DIRECTION,
ONE INTENT, THIS MOMENT...
VIBRATE THROUGH THIS WORLD, HEAR AND DESERVE THESE WORDS,
FEEL WHAT I FELT, THE MOMENT I FORGAVE MYSELF!

'MOMENT OF TRUTH'

I CANNOT FIND - {ANYTHING}
NOT A SINGLE THING COMMON,
SENSE WENT BLIND - {I CANNOT SEE}
WHAT IS BEHIND, ONLY COMING.

I WOKE UP TODAY - {SEE EVERYTHING}
NOT A SINGLE THING IN COMMON,
WITH COMMON SENSE - {I SEE NOTHING}
WHAT IS BEYOND, NOW I'M LIVING.

WHAT YOU TELL ME YOU REMEMBER,
I CAN ONLY RECALL NOW,
I RECALL OUR TIMES TOGETHER,
I DON'T CARE TO REMEMBER ANYMORE,
WHAT I CHOOSE NOW TO REMEMBER,
I REMEMBER WHO YOU & I REALLY ARE!

I CANNOT HIDE - {ANYTHING}
NOT A SINGLE THING FROM ME,
ONCE I QUIT YOUR EYES - {BRUTAL HONESTY}
WHAT I SEE BEHIND THESE CRYSTAL EYES!

I WAKE UP EVERY DAY - {SEE NOTHING}
NOT A SINGLE THING THE SAME,
ONCE I QUIT TRYING - {STOP FOLLOWING}
YOU CAN'T DENY YOU DON'T RECOGNIZE ME!

'CRYSTALLIZED'

WHAT IS IT THAT,
YOU KEEP ON THINKING?
IT IS POSSIBLE THAT,
YOU THINK YOU CAN HIDE FROM ME?

IF YOU ONLY KNEW,
WHAT IT IS YOU ARE DOING,
IT'S IMPOSSIBLE, YOU CAN'T,
SEE YET, YOU CAN'T HIDE ANYTHING!

YOU SEE, WHAT YOU STILL DON'T SEE,
WHAT IT IS, WHAT IS ALL THAT TRULY MATTERS,
NOT IN THE END, BUT RIGHT NOW IN FRONT OF YOU,
ALL THAT EXISTS, IS THE SIX INCHES FROM YOUR FACE!

EVERY THOUGHT PASSING THROUGH
WHICHEVER ONES YOU CHOOSE,
WHICH ARE OR ARE NOT YOU,
I SEE THEM, YOU CAN'T HIDE ANYTHING!

WHY IS IT THAT,
YOU THINK YOU CAN'T HEAR ME?
IS IT POSSIBLE,
YOU JUST CHOOSE TO START LISTENING?

IF YOU ONLY KNEW,
A SMALL FRACTION OF WHAT YOU THINK YOU DO,
YOU'D SEE, YOU DON'T,
YOU CAN'T HIDE A fxxxING THING!

HOW CAN YOU EVER,
EVEN PRETEND TO SAY YOU SEE,
WHEN YOU NEVER,
EVEN TRIED TO SEE THE WAYS,
NOW NO LONGER,
HAVEN'T SERVED YOUR TODAY,
YOU'RE THE PRETENDER,
PRETENDING YOU KNOW A fxxxING THING!

'I SEE EVERYTHING'

I CAN HEAR EACH OF YOU TRY,
EACH AND EVERY TIME,
TRY TO REMIND ME,
WHY WE DON'T DESERVE TO FEEL ALIVE...

LOOK INTO MY EYES,
WATCH AS THEY CRYSTALLIZE,
LOOK INTO MY,
CRYSTAL EYES!

I AM HERE BEAMING IN LIGHT,
FOR EACH AND EVERY LIFE,
I TOO REMINDING YOU,
WHY YOU CAN'T DENY, MY NEW SIGHT...

SEE WHY!
SEE THEM CRYSTALLIZE!
RIGHT BEFORE YOUR EYES,
SEE MY CRYSTAL EYES!

I WILL CONTINUE TO RECITE,
EVERY SINGLE ONE, I REMIND,
OF YOUR OWN LIGHT,
BY SHINING MINE!
LOOK INTO MY EYES,
SEE HOW THEY CRYSTALLIZE,
IN SIGHT OF YOUR VERY EYES!
YOU CANNOT DENY,
SEE WHY THEY CRYSTALLIZED,
I SEE YOUR LIGHT THROUGH MY...

CRYSTALLIZED... BLUE, CRYSTAL EYES!
CRYSTALLIZED... NEW, CRYSTAL EYES!
CRYSTALLIZED... BLUE, CRYSTAL EYES!
CRYSTALLIZED... NEW, CRYSTAL EYES!

'CRYSTAL EYES'


About Me

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Always wanted to be a writer but could never feel complete or even complete my pieces. As of October 31st, 2019, that all changed. Don't think I could stop now if I wanted to. If it keeps flowing, I'll keep writing. Much APPRECIATION for reading and taking the time. Thank you and if you're currently not SMILING... SMILE! It always feels better! And that is all that matters, YOU feel good! ~GRATITUDE!

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