Elena

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Elena

I open my eyes facing another day
There's so much that I would do for myself
I keep moving forward like there is nothing that can take my breath away
Fighting and dreaming to reach the stars one day
Giving myself the chance to shine without pain.
It hurts so much to be me, to feel me everyday
As every look in the mirror gets uglier changing my hopes in grey
I'm breaking to pieces when expecting for healing is not an option
My world lost her colors waiting for invasion.

Chorus:
No matter how heavy my steps will get
I'm holding on my broken dreams with no regret
And I will learn to fly and rise from my ashes in a pheonix shape
Embracing myself as the mask fades away.

Now the sun won't rise after this deep dark night
I'm surrounded by demons that are here to fight
Losing my true self in a rain of pain opening my deepest wound
A black ice heart, melting, meets the ground.
A dream that's taking all my hopes away
I gave my wishes to a star that's falling today.

Chorus:
No matter how heavy my steps will get
I'm holding on my broken dreams with no regret
And I will learn to fly and rise from my ashes in a pheonix shape
Embracing myself as the mask fades away.

I will rise

Life is a question without an answer for living
All that I know it's that we keep fighting to stop this feeling.

Find a reason to live
Struggle to get up
Fight to get to the top
"But how can I when I'm raised to be blind?"
I keep falling, now i'm covered in dust
My shadow is watching me, asking "how pathetic can you be?"
I got my eyes covered
And it's not just the dust
It's pain and blood
Watching how we keep stepping on each others like nobody counts
Time is passing swallowing the truth
My voice is caged deep inside dancing on an empty beat
Wishpering outside "I'm just a kid."
I keep asking myself what's the worth of life
Since i'm being raised to be blind, to start looking on the other side, to keep my head in the ground
I'm losing my breath, my faith and control
My soul's hurting inside "I can't do this anymore"

Raised to be blind


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I open my eyes facing another day
There's so much that I would do for myself
I keep moving forward like there is nothing that can take my breath away
Fighting and dreaming to reach the stars one day
Giving myself the chance to shine without pain.
It hurts so much to be me, to feel me everyday
As every look in the mirror gets uglier changing my hopes in grey
I'm breaking to pieces when expecting for healing is not an option
My world lost her colors waiting for invasion.

Chorus:
No matter how heavy my steps will get
I'm holding on my broken dreams with no regret
And I will learn to fly and rise from my ashes in a pheonix shape
Embracing myself as the mask fades away.

Now the sun won't rise after this deep dark night
I'm surrounded by demons that are here to fight
Losing my true self in a rain of pain opening my deepest wound
A black ice heart, melting, meets the ground.
A dream that's taking all my hopes away
I gave my wishes to a star that's falling today.

Chorus:
No matter how heavy my steps will get
I'm holding on my broken dreams with no regret
And I will learn to fly and rise from my ashes in a pheonix shape
Embracing myself as the mask fades away.

I will rise

Life is a question without an answer for living
All that I know it's that we keep fighting to stop this feeling.

Find a reason to live
Struggle to get up
Fight to get to the top
"But how can I when I'm raised to be blind?"
I keep falling, now i'm covered in dust
My shadow is watching me, asking "how pathetic can you be?"
I got my eyes covered
And it's not just the dust
It's pain and blood
Watching how we keep stepping on each others like nobody counts
Time is passing swallowing the truth
My voice is caged deep inside dancing on an empty beat
Wishpering outside "I'm just a kid."
I keep asking myself what's the worth of life
Since i'm being raised to be blind, to start looking on the other side, to keep my head in the ground
I'm losing my breath, my faith and control
My soul's hurting inside "I can't do this anymore"

Raised to be blind

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I open my eyes facing another day
There's so much that I would do for myself
I keep moving forward like there is nothing that can take my breath away
Fighting and dreaming to reach the stars one day
Giving myself the chance to shine without pain.
It hurts so much to be me, to feel me everyday
As every look in the mirror gets uglier changing my hopes in grey
I'm breaking to pieces when expecting for healing is not an option
My world lost her colors waiting for invasion.

Chorus:
No matter how heavy my steps will get
I'm holding on my broken dreams with no regret
And I will learn to fly and rise from my ashes in a pheonix shape
Embracing myself as the mask fades away.

Now the sun won't rise after this deep dark night
I'm surrounded by demons that are here to fight
Losing my true self in a rain of pain opening my deepest wound
A black ice heart, melting, meets the ground.
A dream that's taking all my hopes away
I gave my wishes to a star that's falling today.

Chorus:
No matter how heavy my steps will get
I'm holding on my broken dreams with no regret
And I will learn to fly and rise from my ashes in a pheonix shape
Embracing myself as the mask fades away.

I will rise

Life is a question without an answer for living
All that I know it's that we keep fighting to stop this feeling.

Find a reason to live
Struggle to get up
Fight to get to the top
"But how can I when I'm raised to be blind?"
I keep falling, now i'm covered in dust
My shadow is watching me, asking "how pathetic can you be?"
I got my eyes covered
And it's not just the dust
It's pain and blood
Watching how we keep stepping on each others like nobody counts
Time is passing swallowing the truth
My voice is caged deep inside dancing on an empty beat
Wishpering outside "I'm just a kid."
I keep asking myself what's the worth of life
Since i'm being raised to be blind, to start looking on the other side, to keep my head in the ground
I'm losing my breath, my faith and control
My soul's hurting inside "I can't do this anymore"

Raised to be blind


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Everytime I get the chance to talk about myself I'll just keep being honest, that means that sometimes I don't know myself either. I like to keep everything simple even if I overthink everything that's going in my life and around me. As time's passing I look forward to meet new sides of myself.

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