Katiesame

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Katiesame

There's a darkness in my soul.
My loved ones dont know.
No way they'd understand.
But all I need is for you to listen.
Unknowingly I'm judged for every word I speak.
I'm trying to change. I thought ya knew its just not that easy. It wont happen fast.
Your still in love with the girl in the past.
When I really need you now.
I've been lying to myself trying to deny my own reasons.
I say I dont dwell on shit and I dont hold grudges.
But I resent myself for everything I did to everyone I hurt. I'm still regretting every hurtful thing i did.
Thinking bout how its pointless cause it will never be fixed.
Thats why i hate life.
Once you screw up its hardly ever better after. It's like death is better than dealing with my mind. My head is never quiete. Its stuck on repeat and rewind. I dont know how to fully move on even though every day I'm trying to be a different person. Yet this darkness in me keeps on bringin me back to square one.

Darkness in my soul


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There's a darkness in my soul.
My loved ones dont know.
No way they'd understand.
But all I need is for you to listen.
Unknowingly I'm judged for every word I speak.
I'm trying to change. I thought ya knew its just not that easy. It wont happen fast.
Your still in love with the girl in the past.
When I really need you now.
I've been lying to myself trying to deny my own reasons.
I say I dont dwell on shit and I dont hold grudges.
But I resent myself for everything I did to everyone I hurt. I'm still regretting every hurtful thing i did.
Thinking bout how its pointless cause it will never be fixed.
Thats why i hate life.
Once you screw up its hardly ever better after. It's like death is better than dealing with my mind. My head is never quiete. Its stuck on repeat and rewind. I dont know how to fully move on even though every day I'm trying to be a different person. Yet this darkness in me keeps on bringin me back to square one.

Darkness in my soul

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There's a darkness in my soul.
My loved ones dont know.
No way they'd understand.
But all I need is for you to listen.
Unknowingly I'm judged for every word I speak.
I'm trying to change. I thought ya knew its just not that easy. It wont happen fast.
Your still in love with the girl in the past.
When I really need you now.
I've been lying to myself trying to deny my own reasons.
I say I dont dwell on shit and I dont hold grudges.
But I resent myself for everything I did to everyone I hurt. I'm still regretting every hurtful thing i did.
Thinking bout how its pointless cause it will never be fixed.
Thats why i hate life.
Once you screw up its hardly ever better after. It's like death is better than dealing with my mind. My head is never quiete. Its stuck on repeat and rewind. I dont know how to fully move on even though every day I'm trying to be a different person. Yet this darkness in me keeps on bringin me back to square one.

Darkness in my soul


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I am a college student studying for a PhD in Psychology, who often finds herself writing my wretched emotions down in lyric format and figured I'd see if it has any chance, ya know?

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I'm not famous an don't want to be so none..

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