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I think of all the times
You were whispering my name
It's not what it used to be
Will it ever be the same
I long to be close to you
Yet so distant you became

A change of heart...

Who have you become
After all those years
No, you're not to blame
Yet I'm left with tears
Why do I always love the one
much beyond my means

Too many times...

The sweetness I once could taste
Now became so bitter
Why did I let you in my core
I can keep up no more
And I just wish I wouldn't care
As it continues to tear

Disappointed by my mind...

Tell me how does it feel
to break someone who once loved you
It hurts so much, I wish it wasn't true
Led into the darkness by your light
And now I feel so insecure

So hard to let go...

I'm not a part of your life anymore
Yet you're part of mine
Betrayed by my patience
How could I be so blind
A real love, one day I will find
And I won't lose it this time

Don‘t want to lose you...

But there's nothing for you to gain
Tell me I'm mistaken
Tell me I've read you wrong
Help me to get on my feet
I shouldn't feel this much pain

But I shall move on...

I've given my support
When the times were not so bright
Now you have others in your life
You don't need me anymore
And I am left behind

It doesn't matter now...

Of my grey days
You also used to be the light
But I know nothings lasts
Those times are the past
Left for me to accept the flow
Though it breaks my heart

I will find my way...

The things I don't understand are too rife to list
But your absence has not gone unnoticed
I don't feel welcomed at your door any longer
Show me your love and let this be over

I'll keep fighting on my own...

You soothe me with words
But your actions show otherwise
To be fond of you is dangerous
For the moment is swiftly past
The love we had
It wasn't meant to last
It is gone now
And that's alright

Fighting On My Own

Deep in the crypt of your mind
Your judgement makes you blind to your strengths

A deep hidden treasure to find
Your judgement bites you back at times you don't expect

[Chorus]
Your mind is not your enemy, it's a wild horse
and for you to tame
Let your feeling be the riding guide, then your spark grows
into unstoppable flame

[Post-chorus]
Your mind is not your enemy
it's a wild horse, it's a wild horse...

A path only yours to take
A decision to make for the sake of life

Don't put your great gift to waste
The damage is wast but can be undone

WILD HORSE

My feelings silenced, I'm called crazy to care
You say I just see what isn't there
But this is very real and I need you to know
Don't conform to the norm, make it your own

You say you care, then show me the proof
Not in your little box anymore, I am aloof
Your glitter and fame won't make me blind
You won one fight but I'm a warrior at heart

[Pre-chorus, choir/2nd voice]
We do it for your own good, this is what you need
Trust us, we make your life complete

[Chorus, lead voice]
Oh, don't play those games with me
A defeat will only set me free
I'm afraid but brave, neither cruel nor kind,
neither black nor white, I'm all shades of grey
Both predator and prey
Both predator and prey

[Bridge, talk/whisper]
I hide myself, silently observing
A dark cloud in your frail paradise
You puff up to seem powerful
But I know you'll break down fast

[Pre-chorus, choir/2nd voice]
We do it for your own good, this is what you need
Trust us, we make your life complete

[Chorus, lead voice]
Oh, don't play those games with me
A defeat will only set me free
I'm afraid but brave, neither cruel nor kind,
neither black nor white, I'm all shades of grey
Both predator and prey
Both predator and prey

PREDATOR AND PREY (ALL SHADES OF GREY)


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I think of all the times
You were whispering my name
It's not what it used to be
Will it ever be the same
I long to be close to you
Yet so distant you became

A change of heart...

Who have you become
After all those years
No, you're not to blame
Yet I'm left with tears
Why do I always love the one
much beyond my means

Too many times...

The sweetness I once could taste
Now became so bitter
Why did I let you in my core
I can keep up no more
And I just wish I wouldn't care
As it continues to tear

Disappointed by my mind...

Tell me how does it feel
to break someone who once loved you
It hurts so much, I wish it wasn't true
Led into the darkness by your light
And now I feel so insecure

So hard to let go...

I'm not a part of your life anymore
Yet you're part of mine
Betrayed by my patience
How could I be so blind
A real love, one day I will find
And I won't lose it this time

Don‘t want to lose you...

But there's nothing for you to gain
Tell me I'm mistaken
Tell me I've read you wrong
Help me to get on my feet
I shouldn't feel this much pain

But I shall move on...

I've given my support
When the times were not so bright
Now you have others in your life
You don't need me anymore
And I am left behind

It doesn't matter now...

Of my grey days
You also used to be the light
But I know nothings lasts
Those times are the past
Left for me to accept the flow
Though it breaks my heart

I will find my way...

The things I don't understand are too rife to list
But your absence has not gone unnoticed
I don't feel welcomed at your door any longer
Show me your love and let this be over

I'll keep fighting on my own...

You soothe me with words
But your actions show otherwise
To be fond of you is dangerous
For the moment is swiftly past
The love we had
It wasn't meant to last
It is gone now
And that's alright

Fighting On My Own

Deep in the crypt of your mind
Your judgement makes you blind to your strengths

A deep hidden treasure to find
Your judgement bites you back at times you don't expect

[Chorus]
Your mind is not your enemy, it's a wild horse
and for you to tame
Let your feeling be the riding guide, then your spark grows
into unstoppable flame

[Post-chorus]
Your mind is not your enemy
it's a wild horse, it's a wild horse...

A path only yours to take
A decision to make for the sake of life

Don't put your great gift to waste
The damage is wast but can be undone

WILD HORSE

My feelings silenced, I'm called crazy to care
You say I just see what isn't there
But this is very real and I need you to know
Don't conform to the norm, make it your own

You say you care, then show me the proof
Not in your little box anymore, I am aloof
Your glitter and fame won't make me blind
You won one fight but I'm a warrior at heart

[Pre-chorus, choir/2nd voice]
We do it for your own good, this is what you need
Trust us, we make your life complete

[Chorus, lead voice]
Oh, don't play those games with me
A defeat will only set me free
I'm afraid but brave, neither cruel nor kind,
neither black nor white, I'm all shades of grey
Both predator and prey
Both predator and prey

[Bridge, talk/whisper]
I hide myself, silently observing
A dark cloud in your frail paradise
You puff up to seem powerful
But I know you'll break down fast

[Pre-chorus, choir/2nd voice]
We do it for your own good, this is what you need
Trust us, we make your life complete

[Chorus, lead voice]
Oh, don't play those games with me
A defeat will only set me free
I'm afraid but brave, neither cruel nor kind,
neither black nor white, I'm all shades of grey
Both predator and prey
Both predator and prey

PREDATOR AND PREY (ALL SHADES OF GREY)

Fresh path to pursue
To begin anew
The eyes of a golden flame

Fire is my sign
No words can define
Far too wild to be restrained

No will to pretend
The rules I shall bend
Cool logic with burning heart

The sky is ablaze
Now begins the chase
Far too bold to be confined

[Chorus]
Myself, that's who I am
The first and last of
myself, there's no one else
I need to be alike
Myself, that's who I am
And no one else can become
Myself

[Bridge]
I can't be contained now
To no one I bow
My fate I shall decide
With no one I side

A roll of the dice
One chance will suffice
Nothing comes without a price

[Chorus]
Myself, that's who I am
The first and last of
myself, there's no one else
I need to be alike
Myself, that's who I am
And no one else can become
Myself

MYSELF

[Intro, lead voice whispering]
Hear me
Avail me
Can't you see me
Through the ice

[Verses, lead voice]
Unchained, yet not free
Oh, it's so dark down here
Why do you tell me all these tales
To make greater my suffering?

Break the ice, is what you told me
Never alone, but always lonely
Is it my fate, to stay
a lady of a frozen lake?

[Pre-chorus, lead voice]
The beautiful sounds of singing ice
Hollow to my ears, my confines
And I'm both dead and alive...

[Chorus, choir/2nd voice]
Both dead and alive
She moves to music of the stars
Her skin blue, her heart cold
A taste of the treacherous world
Imprisoned in beautiful guise
The smooth dark mesmerise

[Bridge, 2nd voice]
What do you pray for, child? Choose wisely,
for the price can be set high.

[Verses, lead voice]
I don't belong in here
Crush the glaze, set me free
I wish to see with my own eyes
All the colours which elude my sight

For a coin you made a promise
Carved your symbols into the ice
Yet it still holds strong
For nothing the sacrifice

[Pre-chorus, lead voice]
The beautiful sounds of singing ice
Hollow to my ears, my confines
And I'm both dead and alive...

[Chorus, choir/2nd voice]
Both dead and alive
She moves to music of the stars
Her skin blue, her heart cold
A taste of the treacherous world
Imprisoned in beautiful guise
The smooth dark mesmerise

[Outro, lead voice whispering]
Oh, be my spark of warmth
When those nightmares end
And the day comes forth
I shan't forget you

BELOW THE ICE

I bite my lips
Do not make a sound
Avoid confrontation
Never stand my ground

I cuddle with my blanket
On my bedroom floor
Never have I thought
To just walk out through the door

[Chorus]
No, I will not go
No, I will not believe
No, the day is just not right
No, the feelings will not last
I'll stay here, safe in my shell

[Bridge]
Come now
Show me
Who I truly am
I've gone
Too far
To come back again

Open up to people
What, I'm not insane
Reaching out my hand
I'm running away again

Please, let me stay
in my shell for one more day
Into a smoke turned my flame
But tomorrow it won't be the same

[Chorus]
No, I will not go
No, I will not decide
No, circumstance is just not right
No, until you show me the path
I'll be waiting, safe in my shell

SAFE IN MY SHELL

You don't talk to me
I never get what I want
I'm left alone
What have I done wrong

You give others
What was supposed to be mine
What do I fucking get
For everything I've done

Leave me in silence
Like you always do
The darkness in my head
Such familiar view

And sometimes I think
That I deserve it all
But then the rage inside me
It makes a stronger call

[Chorus, 2nd voice (lead voice in brackets)]
I have given my all
(it's never enough, it's never enough...)
And I know there's more, to come
(it's never enough, no, it's never enough...)

[Post-chorus, 2nd voice (lead voice in brackets)]
The voice of the past, open my eyes
Is that so much to ask (I have lost)
But this game is not the last

How to believe
When everything goes wrong
Come inside me
And show me the world

Take my hand
Walk me through my life
For I am blind
But this can't be the end

Empty promises
You drown me in
But I have my own cards to play
I will not let you win

Take a look
Cause I won't be like this
Forever

VOICE OF THE PAST

The joy of life eludes my fingers
Hope I am losing every night
In search for a connection
I never let my shield down

My burning heart grasped by ice
The steam poisons my mind
A body of never-lasting winter
A spark of warmth yet to be found

The gifts I've been given
I have yet to discover
I regret so much of my life
For I haven't had the strength to change

[Chorus]
I want to look out (I am blind)
I want to walk through the door (cannot move my feet)
I want to scream (my voice is lost)
I get silent to hear (only echo keeps me company)
I reach out my hand, only to be let down again

And the silence in me is screaming loud
My blood is boiling and I want to get out
But I'm afraid...

THE POISON OF MIND

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I think of all the times
You were whispering my name
It's not what it used to be
Will it ever be the same
I long to be close to you
Yet so distant you became

A change of heart...

Who have you become
After all those years
No, you're not to blame
Yet I'm left with tears
Why do I always love the one
much beyond my means

Too many times...

The sweetness I once could taste
Now became so bitter
Why did I let you in my core
I can keep up no more
And I just wish I wouldn't care
As it continues to tear

Disappointed by my mind...

Tell me how does it feel
to break someone who once loved you
It hurts so much, I wish it wasn't true
Led into the darkness by your light
And now I feel so insecure

So hard to let go...

I'm not a part of your life anymore
Yet you're part of mine
Betrayed by my patience
How could I be so blind
A real love, one day I will find
And I won't lose it this time

Don‘t want to lose you...

But there's nothing for you to gain
Tell me I'm mistaken
Tell me I've read you wrong
Help me to get on my feet
I shouldn't feel this much pain

But I shall move on...

I've given my support
When the times were not so bright
Now you have others in your life
You don't need me anymore
And I am left behind

It doesn't matter now...

Of my grey days
You also used to be the light
But I know nothings lasts
Those times are the past
Left for me to accept the flow
Though it breaks my heart

I will find my way...

The things I don't understand are too rife to list
But your absence has not gone unnoticed
I don't feel welcomed at your door any longer
Show me your love and let this be over

I'll keep fighting on my own...

You soothe me with words
But your actions show otherwise
To be fond of you is dangerous
For the moment is swiftly past
The love we had
It wasn't meant to last
It is gone now
And that's alright

Fighting On My Own

Deep in the crypt of your mind
Your judgement makes you blind to your strengths

A deep hidden treasure to find
Your judgement bites you back at times you don't expect

[Chorus]
Your mind is not your enemy, it's a wild horse
and for you to tame
Let your feeling be the riding guide, then your spark grows
into unstoppable flame

[Post-chorus]
Your mind is not your enemy
it's a wild horse, it's a wild horse...

A path only yours to take
A decision to make for the sake of life

Don't put your great gift to waste
The damage is wast but can be undone

WILD HORSE

My feelings silenced, I'm called crazy to care
You say I just see what isn't there
But this is very real and I need you to know
Don't conform to the norm, make it your own

You say you care, then show me the proof
Not in your little box anymore, I am aloof
Your glitter and fame won't make me blind
You won one fight but I'm a warrior at heart

[Pre-chorus, choir/2nd voice]
We do it for your own good, this is what you need
Trust us, we make your life complete

[Chorus, lead voice]
Oh, don't play those games with me
A defeat will only set me free
I'm afraid but brave, neither cruel nor kind,
neither black nor white, I'm all shades of grey
Both predator and prey
Both predator and prey

[Bridge, talk/whisper]
I hide myself, silently observing
A dark cloud in your frail paradise
You puff up to seem powerful
But I know you'll break down fast

[Pre-chorus, choir/2nd voice]
We do it for your own good, this is what you need
Trust us, we make your life complete

[Chorus, lead voice]
Oh, don't play those games with me
A defeat will only set me free
I'm afraid but brave, neither cruel nor kind,
neither black nor white, I'm all shades of grey
Both predator and prey
Both predator and prey

PREDATOR AND PREY (ALL SHADES OF GREY)

Fresh path to pursue
To begin anew
The eyes of a golden flame

Fire is my sign
No words can define
Far too wild to be restrained

No will to pretend
The rules I shall bend
Cool logic with burning heart

The sky is ablaze
Now begins the chase
Far too bold to be confined

[Chorus]
Myself, that's who I am
The first and last of
myself, there's no one else
I need to be alike
Myself, that's who I am
And no one else can become
Myself

[Bridge]
I can't be contained now
To no one I bow
My fate I shall decide
With no one I side

A roll of the dice
One chance will suffice
Nothing comes without a price

[Chorus]
Myself, that's who I am
The first and last of
myself, there's no one else
I need to be alike
Myself, that's who I am
And no one else can become
Myself

MYSELF

[Intro, lead voice whispering]
Hear me
Avail me
Can't you see me
Through the ice

[Verses, lead voice]
Unchained, yet not free
Oh, it's so dark down here
Why do you tell me all these tales
To make greater my suffering?

Break the ice, is what you told me
Never alone, but always lonely
Is it my fate, to stay
a lady of a frozen lake?

[Pre-chorus, lead voice]
The beautiful sounds of singing ice
Hollow to my ears, my confines
And I'm both dead and alive...

[Chorus, choir/2nd voice]
Both dead and alive
She moves to music of the stars
Her skin blue, her heart cold
A taste of the treacherous world
Imprisoned in beautiful guise
The smooth dark mesmerise

[Bridge, 2nd voice]
What do you pray for, child? Choose wisely,
for the price can be set high.

[Verses, lead voice]
I don't belong in here
Crush the glaze, set me free
I wish to see with my own eyes
All the colours which elude my sight

For a coin you made a promise
Carved your symbols into the ice
Yet it still holds strong
For nothing the sacrifice

[Pre-chorus, lead voice]
The beautiful sounds of singing ice
Hollow to my ears, my confines
And I'm both dead and alive...

[Chorus, choir/2nd voice]
Both dead and alive
She moves to music of the stars
Her skin blue, her heart cold
A taste of the treacherous world
Imprisoned in beautiful guise
The smooth dark mesmerise

[Outro, lead voice whispering]
Oh, be my spark of warmth
When those nightmares end
And the day comes forth
I shan't forget you

BELOW THE ICE

I bite my lips
Do not make a sound
Avoid confrontation
Never stand my ground

I cuddle with my blanket
On my bedroom floor
Never have I thought
To just walk out through the door

[Chorus]
No, I will not go
No, I will not believe
No, the day is just not right
No, the feelings will not last
I'll stay here, safe in my shell

[Bridge]
Come now
Show me
Who I truly am
I've gone
Too far
To come back again

Open up to people
What, I'm not insane
Reaching out my hand
I'm running away again

Please, let me stay
in my shell for one more day
Into a smoke turned my flame
But tomorrow it won't be the same

[Chorus]
No, I will not go
No, I will not decide
No, circumstance is just not right
No, until you show me the path
I'll be waiting, safe in my shell

SAFE IN MY SHELL


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