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I hate being alone
Hate every moment of every day
And I just keep on keep on wait’n
For that break I just can’t say
How many times I’ve been depressed
Need to get this off of my chest
I act like I’m happy when
I really wanna just be dead
When you ask me to come on over
I just lie to you instead of
Going over cuz
I got all these voices stuck in my head
Telling me I’m damaged
I don’t make good choices
With me you get this baggage
I just hate being alone
I feel I’m at a disadvantage
When it comes to love
I feel like I’m mentally challenged
I feel like God planned this
Why does he want me to fail this
God just let me vanish
I don’t want this existence
I feel like I’m in prison
When I should just be living
Fuck being in this system

I need someone
I need someone to help me escape from the pain
Of all the evil that I’ve done
I need someone
I need someone to help me escape from the trouble
That I have become, I need someone

Can’t help but just wake up
Feeling all the pain of
The reality of not being enough
Go through my day it always sucks
Feeling pain I want love not lust
I just want a girl to trust
I just want a girl to love
Why can’t I get over this
Everyday in my feels yeah
This just feel so surreal yea
Don’t fix me I ain’t real yea
Don’t know what it is but yea
I feel like a piece of shit don’t
Know what these issues is but yea
I can’t afford to fail oh I
24/7 tears and I’m
Struggling with my fears and I
Feel like I’m always distanced
From what I want am I religious
People never even listen
When I’m walking in and
I pick up my phone can’t be strong
Hope I won’t be alone for too long
Kinda hard to fucking stay strong
When your love don’t even acknowledge you anymore

I need someone
I need someone to help me escape from the pain
Of all the evil that I’ve done
I need someone
I need someone to help me escape from the trouble
That I have become, I need someone

I Need Someone


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I hate being alone
Hate every moment of every day
And I just keep on keep on wait’n
For that break I just can’t say
How many times I’ve been depressed
Need to get this off of my chest
I act like I’m happy when
I really wanna just be dead
When you ask me to come on over
I just lie to you instead of
Going over cuz
I got all these voices stuck in my head
Telling me I’m damaged
I don’t make good choices
With me you get this baggage
I just hate being alone
I feel I’m at a disadvantage
When it comes to love
I feel like I’m mentally challenged
I feel like God planned this
Why does he want me to fail this
God just let me vanish
I don’t want this existence
I feel like I’m in prison
When I should just be living
Fuck being in this system

I need someone
I need someone to help me escape from the pain
Of all the evil that I’ve done
I need someone
I need someone to help me escape from the trouble
That I have become, I need someone

Can’t help but just wake up
Feeling all the pain of
The reality of not being enough
Go through my day it always sucks
Feeling pain I want love not lust
I just want a girl to trust
I just want a girl to love
Why can’t I get over this
Everyday in my feels yeah
This just feel so surreal yea
Don’t fix me I ain’t real yea
Don’t know what it is but yea
I feel like a piece of shit don’t
Know what these issues is but yea
I can’t afford to fail oh I
24/7 tears and I’m
Struggling with my fears and I
Feel like I’m always distanced
From what I want am I religious
People never even listen
When I’m walking in and
I pick up my phone can’t be strong
Hope I won’t be alone for too long
Kinda hard to fucking stay strong
When your love don’t even acknowledge you anymore

I need someone
I need someone to help me escape from the pain
Of all the evil that I’ve done
I need someone
I need someone to help me escape from the trouble
That I have become, I need someone

I Need Someone

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I hate being alone
Hate every moment of every day
And I just keep on keep on wait’n
For that break I just can’t say
How many times I’ve been depressed
Need to get this off of my chest
I act like I’m happy when
I really wanna just be dead
When you ask me to come on over
I just lie to you instead of
Going over cuz
I got all these voices stuck in my head
Telling me I’m damaged
I don’t make good choices
With me you get this baggage
I just hate being alone
I feel I’m at a disadvantage
When it comes to love
I feel like I’m mentally challenged
I feel like God planned this
Why does he want me to fail this
God just let me vanish
I don’t want this existence
I feel like I’m in prison
When I should just be living
Fuck being in this system

I need someone
I need someone to help me escape from the pain
Of all the evil that I’ve done
I need someone
I need someone to help me escape from the trouble
That I have become, I need someone

Can’t help but just wake up
Feeling all the pain of
The reality of not being enough
Go through my day it always sucks
Feeling pain I want love not lust
I just want a girl to trust
I just want a girl to love
Why can’t I get over this
Everyday in my feels yeah
This just feel so surreal yea
Don’t fix me I ain’t real yea
Don’t know what it is but yea
I feel like a piece of shit don’t
Know what these issues is but yea
I can’t afford to fail oh I
24/7 tears and I’m
Struggling with my fears and I
Feel like I’m always distanced
From what I want am I religious
People never even listen
When I’m walking in and
I pick up my phone can’t be strong
Hope I won’t be alone for too long
Kinda hard to fucking stay strong
When your love don’t even acknowledge you anymore

I need someone
I need someone to help me escape from the pain
Of all the evil that I’ve done
I need someone
I need someone to help me escape from the trouble
That I have become, I need someone

I Need Someone


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