Garen

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Garen

I suck at being fake
I’ve got the worst poker face
Far from normal
Walk fast and over think
But don’t mistake
I’m loyal to grave
Unless you stab me in the back
Then I kill the same blade

Off the rocker
On a different page
Couple screws loose
Marbles all over the place
But when I silence
And focus the madness
I can do big things
GUYS SHUT UP!
Sorry the voices make it hard to think

I speak my mind
While you hold it inside
That’s the major difference
Between you and I
I’m just trying to be honest
Not rude or shady
I say it sucks your normal
You think it sucks I’m crazy (AH)
Sucks I’m Crazy
Sucks I’m Crazy
Sucks I’m Crazy
I say it sucks your normal
You think it sucks I’m crazy (AH)
Sucks I’m Crazy
Sucks I’m Crazy
Sucks I’m Crazy
I say it sucks your normal
You think it sucks I’m crazy (AH)

I can be intense
I like to talk conspiracies and vibrations
You may think
I’m a little off
But I don’t give a fuck what your thinking

Let my hypnosis
Send you into psychosis
Everything’s connected
Haven’t you noticed?

Schizophrenic
Gone manic
Hyper aware
Trying not to panic
Deep breaths
Remember your name
There’s a really thin line
Between crazy and insane (Hahahahaha)

Sucks Im Crazy

Everything was out of balance
I had fucked up patterns
Has anyone else felt
Like their brain was scattered
Scared to go public
What’s with this cancel culture
People make mistakes
Why should a bad phase of my past
Ruin my whole future
I’ve learned so much
I’ve worked so hard on my character
I hope a bad moment in my past
Won’t make you judge me forever

I’m sorry you got hurt
By what left my mouth
I’m sorry were still broken
Because of my mental health

Just know
I’ve worked hard on my disorder
I’ll never be the same
But I’ve put a lot back together
Normal things feel strange
Im stuck in a state of wonder
I won’t tell you all the horrors
That I suffered
Just know
I’ve worked really hard
On my disorder

I know I’m not alone
I know I suffer alongside others
We all have kinda something
We’re all at least a little bothered
That’s why it’s hard to keep focus
On fixing mine because it’s more intense
I have to learn to function with
Those who are allowed to get away with theirs

Words lost meanings
They just became sounds
I’m sorry I was so aggressive
And just threw them around
I questioned everything
Inside and out
I’m so grateful I learned
To understand for myself

My Disorder

Are you still scared of spiders?
Or have you conquered that fear?
Do you ever make the first move?
Or still just sit there and stare?
Do you ever hold your pillow?
And pretend I’m there
Have you washed your sheets since I left?
Or are they still stained with my tears?

Have you gotten help?
Or are you still a mess?
Did you find respect?
Or do you still treat everyone
Like they are props on your set?

Have you realized yet
That I was the best
That you could ever do
That you could ever get
Or are you still confusing me
As a regret
I remember how mad it is
Inside your head
I have so many questions left
I can’t put this to rest

Are you doing okay?


If I ran into you on the streets
Would I notice the change?
Or would you be all talk
And still the act the exact same
Go home to nothing
Wake up to nothing every day
Can you feel emotion yet?
Or is that still something you fake

It kills to question
It’s painful to wonder
And I deserve piece of mind
After all of my effort
If I called you up
You wouldn’t tell me the truth anyway
All these questions left
Are driving me insane

Questions Left


Latest Uploads

I suck at being fake
I’ve got the worst poker face
Far from normal
Walk fast and over think
But don’t mistake
I’m loyal to grave
Unless you stab me in the back
Then I kill the same blade

Off the rocker
On a different page
Couple screws loose
Marbles all over the place
But when I silence
And focus the madness
I can do big things
GUYS SHUT UP!
Sorry the voices make it hard to think

I speak my mind
While you hold it inside
That’s the major difference
Between you and I
I’m just trying to be honest
Not rude or shady
I say it sucks your normal
You think it sucks I’m crazy (AH)
Sucks I’m Crazy
Sucks I’m Crazy
Sucks I’m Crazy
I say it sucks your normal
You think it sucks I’m crazy (AH)
Sucks I’m Crazy
Sucks I’m Crazy
Sucks I’m Crazy
I say it sucks your normal
You think it sucks I’m crazy (AH)

I can be intense
I like to talk conspiracies and vibrations
You may think
I’m a little off
But I don’t give a fuck what your thinking

Let my hypnosis
Send you into psychosis
Everything’s connected
Haven’t you noticed?

Schizophrenic
Gone manic
Hyper aware
Trying not to panic
Deep breaths
Remember your name
There’s a really thin line
Between crazy and insane (Hahahahaha)

Sucks Im Crazy

Everything was out of balance
I had fucked up patterns
Has anyone else felt
Like their brain was scattered
Scared to go public
What’s with this cancel culture
People make mistakes
Why should a bad phase of my past
Ruin my whole future
I’ve learned so much
I’ve worked so hard on my character
I hope a bad moment in my past
Won’t make you judge me forever

I’m sorry you got hurt
By what left my mouth
I’m sorry were still broken
Because of my mental health

Just know
I’ve worked hard on my disorder
I’ll never be the same
But I’ve put a lot back together
Normal things feel strange
Im stuck in a state of wonder
I won’t tell you all the horrors
That I suffered
Just know
I’ve worked really hard
On my disorder

I know I’m not alone
I know I suffer alongside others
We all have kinda something
We’re all at least a little bothered
That’s why it’s hard to keep focus
On fixing mine because it’s more intense
I have to learn to function with
Those who are allowed to get away with theirs

Words lost meanings
They just became sounds
I’m sorry I was so aggressive
And just threw them around
I questioned everything
Inside and out
I’m so grateful I learned
To understand for myself

My Disorder

Are you still scared of spiders?
Or have you conquered that fear?
Do you ever make the first move?
Or still just sit there and stare?
Do you ever hold your pillow?
And pretend I’m there
Have you washed your sheets since I left?
Or are they still stained with my tears?

Have you gotten help?
Or are you still a mess?
Did you find respect?
Or do you still treat everyone
Like they are props on your set?

Have you realized yet
That I was the best
That you could ever do
That you could ever get
Or are you still confusing me
As a regret
I remember how mad it is
Inside your head
I have so many questions left
I can’t put this to rest

Are you doing okay?


If I ran into you on the streets
Would I notice the change?
Or would you be all talk
And still the act the exact same
Go home to nothing
Wake up to nothing every day
Can you feel emotion yet?
Or is that still something you fake

It kills to question
It’s painful to wonder
And I deserve piece of mind
After all of my effort
If I called you up
You wouldn’t tell me the truth anyway
All these questions left
Are driving me insane

Questions Left

Daj Mi Buzi
Were the words he used
To seduce me
In the heat of the night
His passion fueled me
Didn’t care if I looked like a mess
Didn’t care who saw me
It was all over when he whispered

Daj Mi Buzi
His hands gripped my hips
Feeling all the feels
Flowing through me
Daj Mi Buzi
Sounds like heaven in my ears
And you’re the definition of beauty
Daj Mi Buzi

I bet he’s traveled the world
Passport pages filled
Cultured as fuck
With serious sex appeal
Says he speaks Polish
French Spanish and a bit Japanese
And I died when he said
He’s going to learn English for me

Eyes a window
See right through me
Foreign language
But felt like you knew me
Heart bleeds I’m trembling
Feeling naked
With my heart on my sleeve
Can’t believe
What those three little words
Have done to me
Daj Mi Buzi
Daj Mi Buzi

Daj Mi Buzi

When I break down
Your voice is what I hear
Your embrace is all I want to remember
I know I know I have to cope
But sometimes it’s hard
When my emotions explode
And you’re gone

I know to stay strong
Even when crying
Because you wouldn’t want me
To develop anxiety

Could you double check the list
There has to be a mistake
This doesn’t make sense
You should still be here today
I wonder if you’re proud
I wish I could see your face
I know they say you shouldn’t question fate
But I think your heavens mistake

Sometimes I’m confused
I don’t get why heaven
Couldn’t wait to have you
People say you’ll always be here
But we all know
It will never be the same
It’s not really true

When it gets hard sometimes
I hold my knees
Tight to my chest until
I hear your voice
Reminding me to breath
I have to let go
I have to release
Or I’ll develop anxiety

I hope you found the light
I hope you feel it in your soul
I can’t wait to see you again
I wish we could of grown old
Ill never forget you
Our love will never be replaced
Because I know all our memories
Are stored somewhere
In a magical place

Heavens Mistake

Pulse dead silent on the scene of an accident
Blurred vision trapped in a state of confusion
Try to take deep breaths
Try to regain control
They say the truth bleeds through your eyes
Guess mine bleeds gold

I swore this was real
Felt blood running through my veins
Perfect balance of pleasure and pain
Go from sweaty hot
To freezing cold
Cold shivers creeping as I wander the streets alone

Explosions crash into
Smoke and flames
Why can’t I remember your face
The stars crashed they blew up in the sky
I think the universe put us here as a sign
When the sun no longer shines
And the moon fades away
The spark in our eyes
Will never burn away
The stars crashed
Yeah they blew up in the sky
I know the universe put us here as a sign

Why is there
A ringing in my ears
Hair stands straight on my neck
My eyes flood with tears
Something in the air feels strange
Lost in the chaos of fear
Even though I know this is new
It somehow feels familiar

I know this was real
I know I’m thinking straight
Beam me up
Like my bodies made of clay
Tell me all the magic and secrets
Only a few minds hold
The pigments in my eyes go freezing cold
The stars crashed they blew up in the sky
The universe put us here as a sign
The stars crashed they blew up in the sky
The universe put us here as a sign

Star Crash

You were too confident
I was too shy
Your one in a million
Im one of a kind
Invaluable
A delicate wild
But you were to impatient
To ever realize

Rome wasn’t built in a day
You cant change
Overnight
You see the glass half empty
And I don’t see why

If you cant see im
Worth the wait
Then your clearly blind
Because great things take time
It’s disturbing to wonder
What goes on in your mind
One day you’ll find
Great things take time
(Great things take time)
Great things take time

You need to slow down
Stop rushing around
Your gunna keep missing out
Your disconnected form yourself
Curse of a small town
Drowning in doubt
Gasping for air
Screaming but never make a sound

To numb to cry
Hollow eyes
Cant comprehend
An open mind
Cant imagine different
Or anther life
I hope you find the light switch
Before you die

Great Things Take Time

Dark grey skies
Watch the clouding rolling
Looking like a moody canvas
All the all the all the shades blend
Cruising into the night
Chasing the sunset
Feel time stand still
Because it doesn’t exist

Baby close your eyes
Take deep breaths
You look so fucking sexy
When smoke bleeds
Through your lips
Are you are you are you ready to trip
Let go of all you know
Take your mind of a trip

Shits hit the fan
Fading in color
People talk a lot of shit
You got to learn
To never stay bothered
The new normal
Is an ignorant monster
Got to stand out to fit in
My main feel is tired

Tilt ya head back
Take another hit
Hit hit hit
Don’t be scared to cough
Suicides hold it in
Lose all ambitions and expectations
Baby burn it up
Baby smoke it

Trip

My Uploads

I suck at being fake
I’ve got the worst poker face
Far from normal
Walk fast and over think
But don’t mistake
I’m loyal to grave
Unless you stab me in the back
Then I kill the same blade

Off the rocker
On a different page
Couple screws loose
Marbles all over the place
But when I silence
And focus the madness
I can do big things
GUYS SHUT UP!
Sorry the voices make it hard to think

I speak my mind
While you hold it inside
That’s the major difference
Between you and I
I’m just trying to be honest
Not rude or shady
I say it sucks your normal
You think it sucks I’m crazy (AH)
Sucks I’m Crazy
Sucks I’m Crazy
Sucks I’m Crazy
I say it sucks your normal
You think it sucks I’m crazy (AH)
Sucks I’m Crazy
Sucks I’m Crazy
Sucks I’m Crazy
I say it sucks your normal
You think it sucks I’m crazy (AH)

I can be intense
I like to talk conspiracies and vibrations
You may think
I’m a little off
But I don’t give a fuck what your thinking

Let my hypnosis
Send you into psychosis
Everything’s connected
Haven’t you noticed?

Schizophrenic
Gone manic
Hyper aware
Trying not to panic
Deep breaths
Remember your name
There’s a really thin line
Between crazy and insane (Hahahahaha)

Sucks Im Crazy

Everything was out of balance
I had fucked up patterns
Has anyone else felt
Like their brain was scattered
Scared to go public
What’s with this cancel culture
People make mistakes
Why should a bad phase of my past
Ruin my whole future
I’ve learned so much
I’ve worked so hard on my character
I hope a bad moment in my past
Won’t make you judge me forever

I’m sorry you got hurt
By what left my mouth
I’m sorry were still broken
Because of my mental health

Just know
I’ve worked hard on my disorder
I’ll never be the same
But I’ve put a lot back together
Normal things feel strange
Im stuck in a state of wonder
I won’t tell you all the horrors
That I suffered
Just know
I’ve worked really hard
On my disorder

I know I’m not alone
I know I suffer alongside others
We all have kinda something
We’re all at least a little bothered
That’s why it’s hard to keep focus
On fixing mine because it’s more intense
I have to learn to function with
Those who are allowed to get away with theirs

Words lost meanings
They just became sounds
I’m sorry I was so aggressive
And just threw them around
I questioned everything
Inside and out
I’m so grateful I learned
To understand for myself

My Disorder

Are you still scared of spiders?
Or have you conquered that fear?
Do you ever make the first move?
Or still just sit there and stare?
Do you ever hold your pillow?
And pretend I’m there
Have you washed your sheets since I left?
Or are they still stained with my tears?

Have you gotten help?
Or are you still a mess?
Did you find respect?
Or do you still treat everyone
Like they are props on your set?

Have you realized yet
That I was the best
That you could ever do
That you could ever get
Or are you still confusing me
As a regret
I remember how mad it is
Inside your head
I have so many questions left
I can’t put this to rest

Are you doing okay?


If I ran into you on the streets
Would I notice the change?
Or would you be all talk
And still the act the exact same
Go home to nothing
Wake up to nothing every day
Can you feel emotion yet?
Or is that still something you fake

It kills to question
It’s painful to wonder
And I deserve piece of mind
After all of my effort
If I called you up
You wouldn’t tell me the truth anyway
All these questions left
Are driving me insane

Questions Left

Daj Mi Buzi
Were the words he used
To seduce me
In the heat of the night
His passion fueled me
Didn’t care if I looked like a mess
Didn’t care who saw me
It was all over when he whispered

Daj Mi Buzi
His hands gripped my hips
Feeling all the feels
Flowing through me
Daj Mi Buzi
Sounds like heaven in my ears
And you’re the definition of beauty
Daj Mi Buzi

I bet he’s traveled the world
Passport pages filled
Cultured as fuck
With serious sex appeal
Says he speaks Polish
French Spanish and a bit Japanese
And I died when he said
He’s going to learn English for me

Eyes a window
See right through me
Foreign language
But felt like you knew me
Heart bleeds I’m trembling
Feeling naked
With my heart on my sleeve
Can’t believe
What those three little words
Have done to me
Daj Mi Buzi
Daj Mi Buzi

Daj Mi Buzi

When I break down
Your voice is what I hear
Your embrace is all I want to remember
I know I know I have to cope
But sometimes it’s hard
When my emotions explode
And you’re gone

I know to stay strong
Even when crying
Because you wouldn’t want me
To develop anxiety

Could you double check the list
There has to be a mistake
This doesn’t make sense
You should still be here today
I wonder if you’re proud
I wish I could see your face
I know they say you shouldn’t question fate
But I think your heavens mistake

Sometimes I’m confused
I don’t get why heaven
Couldn’t wait to have you
People say you’ll always be here
But we all know
It will never be the same
It’s not really true

When it gets hard sometimes
I hold my knees
Tight to my chest until
I hear your voice
Reminding me to breath
I have to let go
I have to release
Or I’ll develop anxiety

I hope you found the light
I hope you feel it in your soul
I can’t wait to see you again
I wish we could of grown old
Ill never forget you
Our love will never be replaced
Because I know all our memories
Are stored somewhere
In a magical place

Heavens Mistake

Pulse dead silent on the scene of an accident
Blurred vision trapped in a state of confusion
Try to take deep breaths
Try to regain control
They say the truth bleeds through your eyes
Guess mine bleeds gold

I swore this was real
Felt blood running through my veins
Perfect balance of pleasure and pain
Go from sweaty hot
To freezing cold
Cold shivers creeping as I wander the streets alone

Explosions crash into
Smoke and flames
Why can’t I remember your face
The stars crashed they blew up in the sky
I think the universe put us here as a sign
When the sun no longer shines
And the moon fades away
The spark in our eyes
Will never burn away
The stars crashed
Yeah they blew up in the sky
I know the universe put us here as a sign

Why is there
A ringing in my ears
Hair stands straight on my neck
My eyes flood with tears
Something in the air feels strange
Lost in the chaos of fear
Even though I know this is new
It somehow feels familiar

I know this was real
I know I’m thinking straight
Beam me up
Like my bodies made of clay
Tell me all the magic and secrets
Only a few minds hold
The pigments in my eyes go freezing cold
The stars crashed they blew up in the sky
The universe put us here as a sign
The stars crashed they blew up in the sky
The universe put us here as a sign

Star Crash


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