Harry Ainsworth

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Harry Ainsworth

I Don't Know

[Verse 1]
All these thoughts I've got have put my head in such a rush
So many words to say yet they'll probably not mean too much
All these connections we've got should make a link between us
So why do I feel so much doubt that I don't think they're enough?

[Pre-Chorus]
Creating notions while wanting a sense of lust
Yet that's something that can only come with trust
I want to be sure these can help me get what I want
But when I'm in the moment doubt is all I've really got

[Chorus]
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to feel that rhythm again
But then I just come undone

[Verse 2]
All these desires I've got should never make me feel so wrong
So much innocence in my head yet I don't want to come on strong
All these little moments we've got that should lead to fun
So why instead of relishing them do I feel the urge to run?

[Pre-Chorus]
Creating situations in the hope of something more
Yet it's my uncertainty that always leaves me torn
I want to be assured of the affection I want
But when I'm in the moment hope is all I've really got

[Chorus]
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to feel that rhythm again
But then I just come undone
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to find that rhythm again
But then I just come undone

[Bridge]
Trying so hard to know who you are
While questioning the restraint of my heart
Don't know whether to be flamboyant or not
So many options going around, in my head

[Chorus]
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to feel that rhythm again
But then I just come undone
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to find that rhythm again
But then I just come undone

I Don't Know

(Chorus)
From the moment I fell
In this flow of conflicting nights
I can't help but dwell
On these thoughts that I never
Thought would ever feel right (Never would have thought)
Decisions that once had me enticed (Never Never)
Moments that I can never rewind (Never Ever)
From the moment I fell

(Verse 1)
From the moment I fell for the beat in your chest
All I've seen is nothing but our connection regress
To the point where I have no choice
But for this to be what I expect
All these signs of misery I want to neglect
Because it's all I hear, in your voice

(Pre-Chorus)
My patience is waning
Does it matter what I'm saying?
I'm hoping my words draw you near
But it doesn't seem to be enough

(Chorus)
From the moment I fell
In this flow of conflicting nights
I can't help but dwell
On these thoughts that I never
Thought would ever feel right (Never would have thought)
Decisions that once had me enticed (Never Never)
Moments that I can never rewind (Never Ever)
From the moment I fell

(Verse 2)
I remember when there was nobody
Who could erase the uncertainty you felt around me
I let in your touch with no fear of regret
But now there's too much of your grip on me
I went from unchecked to not having the breadth I need
Our bond may break but the effects of our past will never reset

(Pre-Chorus)
If you know what I'm about
Then why am I always filled with doubt?
This mess has all become so clear
With our love only becoming so much rougher

(Chorus)
From the moment I fell
In this flow of conflicting nights
I can't help but dwell
On these thoughts that I never
Thought would ever feel right (Never would have thought)
Decisions that once had me enticed (Never Never)
Moments that I can never rewind (Never Ever)
From the moment I fell

(Bridge)
I can only watch as I fail to stem the tide
In a reflection that sees these tears fall
From somewhere I want to sever and forget
With all I want to leave behind
The dear sentiment only depreciates when I'm by your side
As I respond to another unanswered call
For you to reflect on this situation we're caught in
Because it's all that's left on my mind

(Chorus)
From the moment I fell
In this flow of conflicting nights
I can't help but dwell
On these thoughts that I never
Thought would ever feel right (Never would have thought)
Decisions that once had me enticed (Never Never)
Moments that I can never rewind (Never Ever)
From the moment I fell

From The Moment

[Chorus]
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it to be that way
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
Is this really working for me? Is this really working for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it way
Has this become too much for me? Is this really working for me?
Without you I feel so incomplete

[Verse]
I can see a difference in the choices we make
Some are too much for us to take
I never wanted this to be my fault
I just want to be everything you want
But every time we talk
I expect you to look away and walk

[Chorus]
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it to be that way
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
Is this really working for me? Is this really working for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it way
Has this become too much for me? Is this really working for me?
Without you I feel so incomplete

[Bridge]
Can I make a change?
But not just so you stay
Can I make a difference?
Because you've said there's another way
There's no point in letting us stall
If the imperfections can be erased
There's a chance of losing it all
If this choice can't be embraced
Without you I feel so incomplete

[Chorus]
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it to be that way
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
Is this really working for me? Is this really working for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it way
Has this become too much for me? Is this really working for me?
Without you I feel so incomplete

Incomplete


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I Don't Know

[Verse 1]
All these thoughts I've got have put my head in such a rush
So many words to say yet they'll probably not mean too much
All these connections we've got should make a link between us
So why do I feel so much doubt that I don't think they're enough?

[Pre-Chorus]
Creating notions while wanting a sense of lust
Yet that's something that can only come with trust
I want to be sure these can help me get what I want
But when I'm in the moment doubt is all I've really got

[Chorus]
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to feel that rhythm again
But then I just come undone

[Verse 2]
All these desires I've got should never make me feel so wrong
So much innocence in my head yet I don't want to come on strong
All these little moments we've got that should lead to fun
So why instead of relishing them do I feel the urge to run?

[Pre-Chorus]
Creating situations in the hope of something more
Yet it's my uncertainty that always leaves me torn
I want to be assured of the affection I want
But when I'm in the moment hope is all I've really got

[Chorus]
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to feel that rhythm again
But then I just come undone
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to find that rhythm again
But then I just come undone

[Bridge]
Trying so hard to know who you are
While questioning the restraint of my heart
Don't know whether to be flamboyant or not
So many options going around, in my head

[Chorus]
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to feel that rhythm again
But then I just come undone
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to find that rhythm again
But then I just come undone

I Don't Know

(Chorus)
From the moment I fell
In this flow of conflicting nights
I can't help but dwell
On these thoughts that I never
Thought would ever feel right (Never would have thought)
Decisions that once had me enticed (Never Never)
Moments that I can never rewind (Never Ever)
From the moment I fell

(Verse 1)
From the moment I fell for the beat in your chest
All I've seen is nothing but our connection regress
To the point where I have no choice
But for this to be what I expect
All these signs of misery I want to neglect
Because it's all I hear, in your voice

(Pre-Chorus)
My patience is waning
Does it matter what I'm saying?
I'm hoping my words draw you near
But it doesn't seem to be enough

(Chorus)
From the moment I fell
In this flow of conflicting nights
I can't help but dwell
On these thoughts that I never
Thought would ever feel right (Never would have thought)
Decisions that once had me enticed (Never Never)
Moments that I can never rewind (Never Ever)
From the moment I fell

(Verse 2)
I remember when there was nobody
Who could erase the uncertainty you felt around me
I let in your touch with no fear of regret
But now there's too much of your grip on me
I went from unchecked to not having the breadth I need
Our bond may break but the effects of our past will never reset

(Pre-Chorus)
If you know what I'm about
Then why am I always filled with doubt?
This mess has all become so clear
With our love only becoming so much rougher

(Chorus)
From the moment I fell
In this flow of conflicting nights
I can't help but dwell
On these thoughts that I never
Thought would ever feel right (Never would have thought)
Decisions that once had me enticed (Never Never)
Moments that I can never rewind (Never Ever)
From the moment I fell

(Bridge)
I can only watch as I fail to stem the tide
In a reflection that sees these tears fall
From somewhere I want to sever and forget
With all I want to leave behind
The dear sentiment only depreciates when I'm by your side
As I respond to another unanswered call
For you to reflect on this situation we're caught in
Because it's all that's left on my mind

(Chorus)
From the moment I fell
In this flow of conflicting nights
I can't help but dwell
On these thoughts that I never
Thought would ever feel right (Never would have thought)
Decisions that once had me enticed (Never Never)
Moments that I can never rewind (Never Ever)
From the moment I fell

From The Moment

[Chorus]
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it to be that way
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
Is this really working for me? Is this really working for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it way
Has this become too much for me? Is this really working for me?
Without you I feel so incomplete

[Verse]
I can see a difference in the choices we make
Some are too much for us to take
I never wanted this to be my fault
I just want to be everything you want
But every time we talk
I expect you to look away and walk

[Chorus]
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it to be that way
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
Is this really working for me? Is this really working for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it way
Has this become too much for me? Is this really working for me?
Without you I feel so incomplete

[Bridge]
Can I make a change?
But not just so you stay
Can I make a difference?
Because you've said there's another way
There's no point in letting us stall
If the imperfections can be erased
There's a chance of losing it all
If this choice can't be embraced
Without you I feel so incomplete

[Chorus]
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it to be that way
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
Is this really working for me? Is this really working for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it way
Has this become too much for me? Is this really working for me?
Without you I feel so incomplete

Incomplete

When I Feel This Way

[Verse 1]
I'm falling, out of place
While looking up as I'm praying
My hands are as worn out, as my face
It's no surprise they feel this way
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
I'm crawling, yet I feel the same
The remedy in me won't help me change
It's no surprise, I'm the one to blame

(Pre-chorus)
What can I say (when I feel this way?)
What can I say when I feel this way?

[Chorus]
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
What can I say when I feel this way?
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
What can I say when I feel this way?

[Bridge]
What can I say
When all the faces look hazy?
What can I say
When they take what makes me seem crazy?
What can I say
If my gums feel me breaking?
I can't even tell if they know me

(Pre-chorus)
What can I say (when I feel this way?)
What can I say (when I feel this way?)
What can I say when I feel this way?

[Chorus]
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
What can I say when I feel this way?
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
What can I say when I feel this way?

[Verse 2]
All the walls are, making me shake
Trapped in a train of thought that won't brake
(What can I say when I feel this way?)
Constant calls, from an attentive face
Dressed in white while watching my every phase
What can I say (when I feel this way?)
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
Distorted, I can't hear a thing
Amongst the noise he says is fake
Disordered, there's nothing but the ringing in my brain

(Pre-chorus)
What can I say (when I feel this way?)
What can I say when I feel this way?

[Chorus]
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
What can I say when I feel this way?
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
What can I say when I feel this way?

When I Feel This Way

(Chorus)
Now I know it hurts when you're around but don't worry now
That's just the scars on my heart
And I won't let them pull me down
Because then you too will fall apart

(Verse 1)
Always the first one to take the blame,
Never the only one to feel the strain,
Of all the problems that we choose to let sink in
Like the inner insecurities that always leave my mind wandering

(Pre-chorus)
Always sound conceded as
The voices that surround you
That can tell I'm getting a hold but my grip is still loose
I said I love you but I said it too soon
So please don't say I won't get it because I know I will

(Chorus)
Now I know it hurts when you're around but don't worry now
That's just the scars on my heart
And I won't let them pull me down
Because then you too will fall apart

(Verse 2)
It's all about these situations that revolve around me
That have become less synthetic than they've ever been
And it seems that with every bit of skin we see
The tension that's come between us is breaking me
And all the things I say
Are nothing but a cliche
But I never fail to repeat them every single day
And while it seems that I'm always made of wealth
I can never afford to save my mental health

(Pre-chorus)
Always sound conceded as
The voices that surround you
That make me prone to breaking down no matter what I do
We both have regrets but I've seen what you've been through
So please don't say I won't get it because I know I will

(Chorus)
Now I know it hurts when you're around but don't worry now
That's just the scars on my heart
And I won't let them pull me down
Because then you too will fall apart

(Instrumental break/solo)

(Chorus)
Now I know it hurts when you're around but don't worry now
That's just the scars on my heart
And I won't let them pull me down
Because then you too will fall apart
Now I know it hurts when you're around but don't worry now
That's just the scars on my heart
And I won't let them pull me down
Because then you too will fall apart

Scars on my Heart

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I Don't Know

[Verse 1]
All these thoughts I've got have put my head in such a rush
So many words to say yet they'll probably not mean too much
All these connections we've got should make a link between us
So why do I feel so much doubt that I don't think they're enough?

[Pre-Chorus]
Creating notions while wanting a sense of lust
Yet that's something that can only come with trust
I want to be sure these can help me get what I want
But when I'm in the moment doubt is all I've really got

[Chorus]
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to feel that rhythm again
But then I just come undone

[Verse 2]
All these desires I've got should never make me feel so wrong
So much innocence in my head yet I don't want to come on strong
All these little moments we've got that should lead to fun
So why instead of relishing them do I feel the urge to run?

[Pre-Chorus]
Creating situations in the hope of something more
Yet it's my uncertainty that always leaves me torn
I want to be assured of the affection I want
But when I'm in the moment hope is all I've really got

[Chorus]
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to feel that rhythm again
But then I just come undone
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to find that rhythm again
But then I just come undone

[Bridge]
Trying so hard to know who you are
While questioning the restraint of my heart
Don't know whether to be flamboyant or not
So many options going around, in my head

[Chorus]
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to feel that rhythm again
But then I just come undone
Because I don't know
How to stop these moments of silence from moving us apart
I try so hard to overcome them there and then
But then I just ramble on
Because I don't know
How to say what I want without feeling the need to restart
I try so hard to find that rhythm again
But then I just come undone

I Don't Know

(Chorus)
From the moment I fell
In this flow of conflicting nights
I can't help but dwell
On these thoughts that I never
Thought would ever feel right (Never would have thought)
Decisions that once had me enticed (Never Never)
Moments that I can never rewind (Never Ever)
From the moment I fell

(Verse 1)
From the moment I fell for the beat in your chest
All I've seen is nothing but our connection regress
To the point where I have no choice
But for this to be what I expect
All these signs of misery I want to neglect
Because it's all I hear, in your voice

(Pre-Chorus)
My patience is waning
Does it matter what I'm saying?
I'm hoping my words draw you near
But it doesn't seem to be enough

(Chorus)
From the moment I fell
In this flow of conflicting nights
I can't help but dwell
On these thoughts that I never
Thought would ever feel right (Never would have thought)
Decisions that once had me enticed (Never Never)
Moments that I can never rewind (Never Ever)
From the moment I fell

(Verse 2)
I remember when there was nobody
Who could erase the uncertainty you felt around me
I let in your touch with no fear of regret
But now there's too much of your grip on me
I went from unchecked to not having the breadth I need
Our bond may break but the effects of our past will never reset

(Pre-Chorus)
If you know what I'm about
Then why am I always filled with doubt?
This mess has all become so clear
With our love only becoming so much rougher

(Chorus)
From the moment I fell
In this flow of conflicting nights
I can't help but dwell
On these thoughts that I never
Thought would ever feel right (Never would have thought)
Decisions that once had me enticed (Never Never)
Moments that I can never rewind (Never Ever)
From the moment I fell

(Bridge)
I can only watch as I fail to stem the tide
In a reflection that sees these tears fall
From somewhere I want to sever and forget
With all I want to leave behind
The dear sentiment only depreciates when I'm by your side
As I respond to another unanswered call
For you to reflect on this situation we're caught in
Because it's all that's left on my mind

(Chorus)
From the moment I fell
In this flow of conflicting nights
I can't help but dwell
On these thoughts that I never
Thought would ever feel right (Never would have thought)
Decisions that once had me enticed (Never Never)
Moments that I can never rewind (Never Ever)
From the moment I fell

From The Moment

[Chorus]
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it to be that way
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
Is this really working for me? Is this really working for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it way
Has this become too much for me? Is this really working for me?
Without you I feel so incomplete

[Verse]
I can see a difference in the choices we make
Some are too much for us to take
I never wanted this to be my fault
I just want to be everything you want
But every time we talk
I expect you to look away and walk

[Chorus]
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it to be that way
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
Is this really working for me? Is this really working for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it way
Has this become too much for me? Is this really working for me?
Without you I feel so incomplete

[Bridge]
Can I make a change?
But not just so you stay
Can I make a difference?
Because you've said there's another way
There's no point in letting us stall
If the imperfections can be erased
There's a chance of losing it all
If this choice can't be embraced
Without you I feel so incomplete

[Chorus]
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it to be that way
Has this become too much for me? Has this become too much for me?
Is this really working for me? Is this really working for me?
It's not happened yet, but I don't want it way
Has this become too much for me? Is this really working for me?
Without you I feel so incomplete

Incomplete

When I Feel This Way

[Verse 1]
I'm falling, out of place
While looking up as I'm praying
My hands are as worn out, as my face
It's no surprise they feel this way
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
I'm crawling, yet I feel the same
The remedy in me won't help me change
It's no surprise, I'm the one to blame

(Pre-chorus)
What can I say (when I feel this way?)
What can I say when I feel this way?

[Chorus]
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
What can I say when I feel this way?
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
What can I say when I feel this way?

[Bridge]
What can I say
When all the faces look hazy?
What can I say
When they take what makes me seem crazy?
What can I say
If my gums feel me breaking?
I can't even tell if they know me

(Pre-chorus)
What can I say (when I feel this way?)
What can I say (when I feel this way?)
What can I say when I feel this way?

[Chorus]
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
What can I say when I feel this way?
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
What can I say when I feel this way?

[Verse 2]
All the walls are, making me shake
Trapped in a train of thought that won't brake
(What can I say when I feel this way?)
Constant calls, from an attentive face
Dressed in white while watching my every phase
What can I say (when I feel this way?)
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
Distorted, I can't hear a thing
Amongst the noise he says is fake
Disordered, there's nothing but the ringing in my brain

(Pre-chorus)
What can I say (when I feel this way?)
What can I say when I feel this way?

[Chorus]
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
What can I say when I feel this way?
(I never wanted to be what they call me)
What can I say when I feel this way?

When I Feel This Way

(Chorus)
Now I know it hurts when you're around but don't worry now
That's just the scars on my heart
And I won't let them pull me down
Because then you too will fall apart

(Verse 1)
Always the first one to take the blame,
Never the only one to feel the strain,
Of all the problems that we choose to let sink in
Like the inner insecurities that always leave my mind wandering

(Pre-chorus)
Always sound conceded as
The voices that surround you
That can tell I'm getting a hold but my grip is still loose
I said I love you but I said it too soon
So please don't say I won't get it because I know I will

(Chorus)
Now I know it hurts when you're around but don't worry now
That's just the scars on my heart
And I won't let them pull me down
Because then you too will fall apart

(Verse 2)
It's all about these situations that revolve around me
That have become less synthetic than they've ever been
And it seems that with every bit of skin we see
The tension that's come between us is breaking me
And all the things I say
Are nothing but a cliche
But I never fail to repeat them every single day
And while it seems that I'm always made of wealth
I can never afford to save my mental health

(Pre-chorus)
Always sound conceded as
The voices that surround you
That make me prone to breaking down no matter what I do
We both have regrets but I've seen what you've been through
So please don't say I won't get it because I know I will

(Chorus)
Now I know it hurts when you're around but don't worry now
That's just the scars on my heart
And I won't let them pull me down
Because then you too will fall apart

(Instrumental break/solo)

(Chorus)
Now I know it hurts when you're around but don't worry now
That's just the scars on my heart
And I won't let them pull me down
Because then you too will fall apart
Now I know it hurts when you're around but don't worry now
That's just the scars on my heart
And I won't let them pull me down
Because then you too will fall apart

Scars on my Heart


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