The curse ft.the lunacy of satanom

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The curse ft.the lunacy of satanom

Opening:

I'm on my way back.
I'm weary and confused..
I'm on my way back..
From winter and seclusion..
I'm on my way back.
I'm feel loss within
My spirit..
I'm on my way back..
As my ghost speak..
Can you hear them.
I'm on my way back
Can you feel my presence
I'm on the way back..
My life is complete..
Within death..

Chorus:(4)

I was lost a man..
I lived for self.
I felt lost as a man
I couldn't trust myself..
I felt the sorrows of a man.
I lived for the day .
I carried the sorrows
Of a man.
Why did my god destroy me..
I felt loss as a man..
Why didn't he know me..
I felt weary as a man..
Why didn't you love me
I felt alone as a man
My will wasn't my own..
I felt defeated as a man
I died alone..
I couldn't accept being a man.
I needed a home..
I couldn't accept
The loss of a man
I didn't want to carry my cross on my own.
I died as a man
Your burdens became my own.
I was destroyed as a man.
As the tomb.
Became my home..

Verse:

My heart was broken as a man..
I didn't know love..
My will was broken as a man
I wasn't strong enough..
My mind was destroyed by a man
I lived for his glory.
My thoughts were of a victim
I didn't want to live
Again..
My debt was of a man
As I languish within his triumph.
My reflection was of a man
I didn't want to bare
His cross alone..
My torment was of a man
I was destroyed
Now im lost soul..

Chorus:(4)

I felt loss as a man.
I died by myself..
I felt lost as a man..
I lost all respect for self..
I felt the sorrows of a man..
I lived from within my pride.
I carried the sorrows of a man..
Why did my god
Ignore me..
I felt loss as a man..
Why didn't he love me..
I felt weary as a man..
I lived for my myself..
I felt loss as a man
My will wasn't my own..
I felt lost as a man
Why did my God destroy me..
I felt defeated as man
My cross wasn't my own.
I couldn't accept being a man..
My burdens weren't my own..
I couldn't accept
The loss of a man
I didn't want to carry
My cross alone..
I died as a man..
Your tomb became my home
I was destroyed as a man.
Now I languish alone .

Up tempo mid..(6)

We are here..
Its nice to meet you.
We are here..
Our love is of a penance
We are here as retribution.
We are here..
God never loved you.

Ending:

I lived as a man.
I was destroyed as a god.
I lived alone
Amongst man..
As a Zion of my will.
I died as a man..
I wasn't strong enough..
I lamented as a man..
Death became my wager..
My debt as a man..
Led me home..

Nice to meet you.

Opening:


Hello.
Bae.
Whats popping.
Where's your nigga..
Are you flat .
Im right around the corner
In blown off that white.
Let's share a lid..
Girl..
Your the one I see
Girl.
Im feeling righteous..
You have an angel
Inside you
Out the corner
Of my eye girl
Your aura
Came to life
Girl
Out the corner
Of my eye.
Girl.
My demons came to life..
Girl.
All I wanted was a dance
Girl
You gave a nigga
A chance..
Girl.

Hook:(2)

Youre the one
I choose tonight..
I needed a new you
in my life..
You're my infatuation..
Im ready to go.
Twist up im ready to blow..
Two cups..
Are you ready to go.
Two rolls
Are you ready .
Baby
Lets get live .
Baby lets live
Life..
Take a bump
Of that aspen..
I meet you half way.
Over a bottle of Cisco.

Verse:

You are my snapple .
I love the you taste.
I love that butter.
Let's lace up an eighth.
I need your ugly..
fxxx faces
In the morning
Baby you're my snapple..
I love the way you taste .
Im here lets go hard..
Cisco is our after dinner wine..


Hook:(2)

Are you
The one you choose tonight..
Im new
Do you need pleasure
In your life.
Bae..
Here's my situation.
Im ready ..
Im already tight
Bae..
Im always enjoying life.
Bae.
I see you nude
In my mind..
Bae.
Im ready lets
Get away.
Off Tina.
All day..
Off each others love
Girl..
We are each other
Girl..
If only for the night .
Girl
Lets fxxx
And enjoy
And get spun
All night..

Mid .

I don't really
know you
I don't really
Love you.
I don't know
What I need.
I don't know
What I believe.
You are the lie.
I believed..
You are the best of me...
Im not obscene
Girl..
Im just a made man..
Im just getting paid man.
All alone..
Naked in the black sand..
69 .
Off a hotline..
Baby
.lets just take our time..
Baby we got all night.
Lets share some Cisco
Tonight..

Hook:(4)

You're the one
I choose tonight..
I needed a new you
In my life.
You're my infatuation
Are you ready to go
Girl..
I'll pull your seat back
Slow..
Girl.
Im a treat you.
Girl please believe me.
Girl..
I know that you
Dont need me.
But i want to fxxx you.
fxxx that nigga..
I'll learn you.
Lets smoke a clear bowl.
And take a ride
In the Volvo
Lets slide.
Are you fxxxing .
Yeah
I know that your fxxxing
Girl..
I cant wait to taste you.
I know you want to feel me..
fxxx your old man
He's a pussy
Im high.
I'll fxxx that pussy..
That's why.
I choose you.
Lets get spun tonight...

Ohhh. (10)

Ending:

Let me taste your wine..

R U my snapple and Cisco girl

Opening:

Uh..
What you have to say now..


Monster:

Nigga..
Its a wasteland .
Your of the lost ..
As a descendant of Jesus .
When moses tried to deliver us.
We were beaten and berated..
And forced into enslavement
Where Men of renowned..
Became the Pharoah of all.
Lost as a sect .
We hid the scrolls ..
Along with the dead..
Our rituals revered our breathen
As we wailed and lament
By the sea of blood.
All hollowed souls
Met judgement
as their penance
The purity of their hearts
are weighed against the feather of maat
Pure hearts are exalted..
While the condemned
Embrace the sorrows of eternal darkness..




Hook:(1&a 1&b)

Our birthright is not regal..
Are we exalted as the men of renowned victims within this life..
Our hearts may appear hollow.
But are they light as his feather.
I wanted to live as a man..
Now im a god..
At least in own my mind
Welcome to hell..


Our birthright is not regal..
Are we kings within our own right..
My light may not always shine..
We are Zions within our own minds.
As we live together
Are we exalted as pyres of knowledge.
No one man
Should be above God..
Then why I do feel so low..



Verse:

I never felt home .
I got blowed alone .
I often have premonitions
Of flesh and bone.
I gave way to divinity..
As I tried to turn
Your messiah..
But I didnt understand
The slave mentality..
I was birthed as a child .
Now I lie as a victim..
Unearthed by the scavengers of prey
My reflection of my life..
Led to this grisly portrayal..
No one ever loved me .
The called me a nigger.
So I just played the role.
I was given as an innocent.
As I hang amongst .
Im symbolic
But not christ.
I wished for the light
The day that I died..


Hook:(2a2b):

Our birthright is not regal.
Are we kings within our own right.
My light may not always shine..
Are we exalted as
pyres of knowledge..
No one is above you
So we do I feel so low.
I wanted to live within my means..
Now im an tortured soul..

Our birthright is not regal..
As we crown
As the men of renowned
Or victimized as our own
Stalwarts within this life..
Our hearts may appear
Hollow..
From lack of trust for self..
Now im exalted as god..
As im Worshipped
within my own mind
Welcome to hell.

Verse:

I was birthed as a child..
Now im a victim..
If it pops ..
Nigga..
Its fit..
In the center of your fitted.
Heres another lid..
I hope your dome i
Is made out of Teflon..
I'll spray the nun..
Stick.
Meet you're resurrection..
As your exalted as Jesus..
Before I was created
I was Worshipped
As a god amongst the earth..
Im flesh within all flesh..
Niggas
Call
me
Satanom..
Im lost amongst my breathen
For my fifth and final recital.
Ive been tried as a witness
Now meet my demons..

Hook:(3a&3b)(2)

Our birthright
Is not be regal
Are we crowned as men of renowned
Or victimized by our own..
Ate we stalwarts of life..
Our thought may appear shallow..
Because we neve had love..
Im self .
Now ill exalt myself as God..
As you embrace
Your death..

Our birthright
Is not regal..
I wanted to be king
I became a victim of light
My light never shined..
I became resigned
for the hatred of life
Are we exalted as pyres
Of common knowledge
Or ate we just
Gods..
That live as harlots..

B.L.O.O.D


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Opening:

I'm on my way back.
I'm weary and confused..
I'm on my way back..
From winter and seclusion..
I'm on my way back.
I'm feel loss within
My spirit..
I'm on my way back..
As my ghost speak..
Can you hear them.
I'm on my way back
Can you feel my presence
I'm on the way back..
My life is complete..
Within death..

Chorus:(4)

I was lost a man..
I lived for self.
I felt lost as a man
I couldn't trust myself..
I felt the sorrows of a man.
I lived for the day .
I carried the sorrows
Of a man.
Why did my god destroy me..
I felt loss as a man..
Why didn't he know me..
I felt weary as a man..
Why didn't you love me
I felt alone as a man
My will wasn't my own..
I felt defeated as a man
I died alone..
I couldn't accept being a man.
I needed a home..
I couldn't accept
The loss of a man
I didn't want to carry my cross on my own.
I died as a man
Your burdens became my own.
I was destroyed as a man.
As the tomb.
Became my home..

Verse:

My heart was broken as a man..
I didn't know love..
My will was broken as a man
I wasn't strong enough..
My mind was destroyed by a man
I lived for his glory.
My thoughts were of a victim
I didn't want to live
Again..
My debt was of a man
As I languish within his triumph.
My reflection was of a man
I didn't want to bare
His cross alone..
My torment was of a man
I was destroyed
Now im lost soul..

Chorus:(4)

I felt loss as a man.
I died by myself..
I felt lost as a man..
I lost all respect for self..
I felt the sorrows of a man..
I lived from within my pride.
I carried the sorrows of a man..
Why did my god
Ignore me..
I felt loss as a man..
Why didn't he love me..
I felt weary as a man..
I lived for my myself..
I felt loss as a man
My will wasn't my own..
I felt lost as a man
Why did my God destroy me..
I felt defeated as man
My cross wasn't my own.
I couldn't accept being a man..
My burdens weren't my own..
I couldn't accept
The loss of a man
I didn't want to carry
My cross alone..
I died as a man..
Your tomb became my home
I was destroyed as a man.
Now I languish alone .

Up tempo mid..(6)

We are here..
Its nice to meet you.
We are here..
Our love is of a penance
We are here as retribution.
We are here..
God never loved you.

Ending:

I lived as a man.
I was destroyed as a god.
I lived alone
Amongst man..
As a Zion of my will.
I died as a man..
I wasn't strong enough..
I lamented as a man..
Death became my wager..
My debt as a man..
Led me home..

Nice to meet you.

Opening:


Hello.
Bae.
Whats popping.
Where's your nigga..
Are you flat .
Im right around the corner
In blown off that white.
Let's share a lid..
Girl..
Your the one I see
Girl.
Im feeling righteous..
You have an angel
Inside you
Out the corner
Of my eye girl
Your aura
Came to life
Girl
Out the corner
Of my eye.
Girl.
My demons came to life..
Girl.
All I wanted was a dance
Girl
You gave a nigga
A chance..
Girl.

Hook:(2)

Youre the one
I choose tonight..
I needed a new you
in my life..
You're my infatuation..
Im ready to go.
Twist up im ready to blow..
Two cups..
Are you ready to go.
Two rolls
Are you ready .
Baby
Lets get live .
Baby lets live
Life..
Take a bump
Of that aspen..
I meet you half way.
Over a bottle of Cisco.

Verse:

You are my snapple .
I love the you taste.
I love that butter.
Let's lace up an eighth.
I need your ugly..
fxxx faces
In the morning
Baby you're my snapple..
I love the way you taste .
Im here lets go hard..
Cisco is our after dinner wine..


Hook:(2)

Are you
The one you choose tonight..
Im new
Do you need pleasure
In your life.
Bae..
Here's my situation.
Im ready ..
Im already tight
Bae..
Im always enjoying life.
Bae.
I see you nude
In my mind..
Bae.
Im ready lets
Get away.
Off Tina.
All day..
Off each others love
Girl..
We are each other
Girl..
If only for the night .
Girl
Lets fxxx
And enjoy
And get spun
All night..

Mid .

I don't really
know you
I don't really
Love you.
I don't know
What I need.
I don't know
What I believe.
You are the lie.
I believed..
You are the best of me...
Im not obscene
Girl..
Im just a made man..
Im just getting paid man.
All alone..
Naked in the black sand..
69 .
Off a hotline..
Baby
.lets just take our time..
Baby we got all night.
Lets share some Cisco
Tonight..

Hook:(4)

You're the one
I choose tonight..
I needed a new you
In my life.
You're my infatuation
Are you ready to go
Girl..
I'll pull your seat back
Slow..
Girl.
Im a treat you.
Girl please believe me.
Girl..
I know that you
Dont need me.
But i want to fxxx you.
fxxx that nigga..
I'll learn you.
Lets smoke a clear bowl.
And take a ride
In the Volvo
Lets slide.
Are you fxxxing .
Yeah
I know that your fxxxing
Girl..
I cant wait to taste you.
I know you want to feel me..
fxxx your old man
He's a pussy
Im high.
I'll fxxx that pussy..
That's why.
I choose you.
Lets get spun tonight...

Ohhh. (10)

Ending:

Let me taste your wine..

R U my snapple and Cisco girl

Opening:

Uh..
What you have to say now..


Monster:

Nigga..
Its a wasteland .
Your of the lost ..
As a descendant of Jesus .
When moses tried to deliver us.
We were beaten and berated..
And forced into enslavement
Where Men of renowned..
Became the Pharoah of all.
Lost as a sect .
We hid the scrolls ..
Along with the dead..
Our rituals revered our breathen
As we wailed and lament
By the sea of blood.
All hollowed souls
Met judgement
as their penance
The purity of their hearts
are weighed against the feather of maat
Pure hearts are exalted..
While the condemned
Embrace the sorrows of eternal darkness..




Hook:(1&a 1&b)

Our birthright is not regal..
Are we exalted as the men of renowned victims within this life..
Our hearts may appear hollow.
But are they light as his feather.
I wanted to live as a man..
Now im a god..
At least in own my mind
Welcome to hell..


Our birthright is not regal..
Are we kings within our own right..
My light may not always shine..
We are Zions within our own minds.
As we live together
Are we exalted as pyres of knowledge.
No one man
Should be above God..
Then why I do feel so low..



Verse:

I never felt home .
I got blowed alone .
I often have premonitions
Of flesh and bone.
I gave way to divinity..
As I tried to turn
Your messiah..
But I didnt understand
The slave mentality..
I was birthed as a child .
Now I lie as a victim..
Unearthed by the scavengers of prey
My reflection of my life..
Led to this grisly portrayal..
No one ever loved me .
The called me a nigger.
So I just played the role.
I was given as an innocent.
As I hang amongst .
Im symbolic
But not christ.
I wished for the light
The day that I died..


Hook:(2a2b):

Our birthright is not regal.
Are we kings within our own right.
My light may not always shine..
Are we exalted as
pyres of knowledge..
No one is above you
So we do I feel so low.
I wanted to live within my means..
Now im an tortured soul..

Our birthright is not regal..
As we crown
As the men of renowned
Or victimized as our own
Stalwarts within this life..
Our hearts may appear
Hollow..
From lack of trust for self..
Now im exalted as god..
As im Worshipped
within my own mind
Welcome to hell.

Verse:

I was birthed as a child..
Now im a victim..
If it pops ..
Nigga..
Its fit..
In the center of your fitted.
Heres another lid..
I hope your dome i
Is made out of Teflon..
I'll spray the nun..
Stick.
Meet you're resurrection..
As your exalted as Jesus..
Before I was created
I was Worshipped
As a god amongst the earth..
Im flesh within all flesh..
Niggas
Call
me
Satanom..
Im lost amongst my breathen
For my fifth and final recital.
Ive been tried as a witness
Now meet my demons..

Hook:(3a&3b)(2)

Our birthright
Is not be regal
Are we crowned as men of renowned
Or victimized by our own..
Ate we stalwarts of life..
Our thought may appear shallow..
Because we neve had love..
Im self .
Now ill exalt myself as God..
As you embrace
Your death..

Our birthright
Is not regal..
I wanted to be king
I became a victim of light
My light never shined..
I became resigned
for the hatred of life
Are we exalted as pyres
Of common knowledge
Or ate we just
Gods..
That live as harlots..

B.L.O.O.D

Opening verse:(2)

As I look to the sky..
Tears fall from my eyes..
As I fall upon my knees
Where's my beautiful lie.
My birth was a gift ..
That has passed me by....

I can't receive you..
I'm lost to the night..
I cant believe
I'm lost within the fire.
My heart besseches you.
You're all I know.
I can't seem to please you.
I'm a martyr.
Within your way.
I cant see past
My reflection
I lost my faith..
I don't want to let go..
Of what God has ordained..

Chorus:(2)

I may suggest the wickedness
Of carnal desire..
I may profess all
But my primal ways..
I know of the truth..
As I bestow unto you
Our way..
Can you resist all
You're wicked within your ways..
You may know of all .
But you'll never be free..

Mid Verse:

You are woman
My creation made from the earth..
I am your God
The one that hunts you.
You are the prey..
I feed my desire
You are my victim
That I throw in the fire.
You ate my slave
You are my pyre.
I am all things.
Your carnal desire..
I am primal.
This truth I bestow unto..
I am all things..
Bestowed unto you.
You are all things.
ashes..
Dust unto dust.
I always love you..
You're the one
I long for .

God:(2)

This is my way..
I'm speaking from inside you...
Dearly beloved..
Meet the pride of your father..
Dearly beloved..
Embrace the sins of your mother.
Dearly beloved.
They were lost at the alter.
Dearly beloved..
We worshiped all
As we destroyed all
But your daughters..
Dearly beloved..
I'm in love with your demons..
Dearly beloved..
I'm in love.
With You..
Dearly beloved..
I'm in love with your youth..
Dearly beloved..
You wanted the truth..
Dearly beloved..
I'll always hate you..

I am all things:God

Opening

We are not free
We are not loved
We are not seen.
We're all around you..
We are not dreams
We are not beautiful
We are not truth.
We are what lies around you.
We are not love
We are not passion
We are not conceived..
We are birthed
From within your reality
Our hatred is real.
We are the reason
Behind your madness.
We are we have always been.

Chorus:(1a&1b):2

Why do you love.
Why do you hate
Why do you seek me..
I'm lost amongst you.
Why am I here
For you
There's no hope for tomorrow.
I might seem endearing
But I'm the horror wallowing
Within your sorrow..

Why do you cry..
What are your fears.
I know of your sadness
I may seem endearing .
I'm lost as a victim
Why are you here.
Why do you weep
I know that your weak.
I can't forgive you.

Verse:

You were my strength
You were my light.
You were my heart.
But now its gone dark
You were my god.
You were my hope
As a sigil amongst you
I lost all but my foolish pride
You were my flesh.
You were my soul.
I wanted to please you..
I couldn't let you go..

Hook:

Chorus:(2a &2b):4

Why do you love
Why do you hate.
Why do you seek me
I'm lost amongst you
Why am I here
For you there's no hope
For tomorrow
I may seem endearing
Im the horror .
Wallowing within your sorrow..

Why do you cry..
Why do you fear me
I know of your madness
My pleasure is not of an endearment..
Why are you hear.
You're lost..
Meet a victim.
Why do you weep..
I know of your weakness..

Mid:Verse:

I met my god..
I lost my faith..
I couldn't withstand
All the evil I created.
I lost my soul..
I gave up my life.
I couldn't accept
How ugly I was inside.


Chorus:(3&3b)4

Why do you love..
Why do you hate..
Why so you seek me..
I'm lost amongst you..
Why am i here.
On this night you will die..
I didn't want you
To have your life..

Why do cry..
Why do you fear me..
I know of your weakness..
I don't know forgiveness..
Why are you here..
God made you a victim..


Ending:

Why do you weep..
I know of your sorrows..
You aren't anyone..
Just the horror
Of all your sorrow..

Rest in peace..

Sorrow

Opening verse:

Look nigga..
This bitch spits nothing but the truth .
Lets burn a mo
In the coup.
While we listen to snoop.
Nigga..
I'm trying to vet you
I know you think your hard..
A bitch hates them soft niggas..
I need you stay hard..
Yeah nigga..
I move work..
They call mrs.sniffles.
I may hold that whistle
Or set your ass up ..
Nigga..
I'm a go getter.
I don't give a fxxx
I'm about that action..
Everyday is a grind
I love to get in .
Nigga.

Hook:(2)

Nigga its not the same
I'm in love with them head games .
Nigga..
I love to fxxx
Let me train you up.
I'm down for whatever..
I'm bonnie are you my clyde..
Nigga.
I don't care about tomorrow..
I'm down for the woo ride..

Verse:

Look nigga.
You coped the work
Now you're mrs.sniffles..
Talking about official
Thats doesn't vet you
Nigga.
I run point on that pack
Now
Nigga .
You feel me..
A L7 nigga
Has no sex appeal.
You got to keep it real..
Niggas
Get killed out here..
Talking about respect.
Trust is earned
Some niggas
Don't get the point .
Unless its on the end
Of that burner
Nigga..

Hook:(2)

Niggas
I'm not the same
I'm in love with them head games..
I love to bust at niggas..
Let me train them up.
I'm down for whatever
Are you my mister barrow.
I don't care about tomorrow..
Nigga
I'm down for the woo ride

Verse:

Nigga..
I'm your round..
I'll always have your back..
Even when the odds are against us.
Its you and them Franks
That me make bust.
I might get the duck sick.
And let him french this pussy
Nigga
Im always gonna bust.
Im one and there done
I got that Vinny
Come and warm me up .
Thats mrs Johnson
Off the bench
Look pussy big business
Nigga..
I love to get fxxxed.
Don't trip
I'm already on that nigga.
Talking about he's a stick em
Nigga.
I'm a straight killa.

Hook:(2)

Nigga.
I'm not the same
Im in love with them head games
I love to set niggas up..
Let me train her up..
I'm down for whatever
Even if I have to fxxx
And rob you.
I don't care about tomorrow
Im down for the woo ride



What up though..
You say official..
Nigga..
Are you about big business Nigga.
Are you about this pimping nigga
Are you about that whistle nigga
Are you about that digis
Nigga..
Are you about that pumping
Nigga.
Are you about that dumping
Nigga
Don't blow your coverage.
Nigga
Man the fxxx up..
You're about to lose your life..
To a grimy ass clique..

Ending hook(2)

Nigga
Its not the same .
I'm in love with them head games .
I love a real nigga..
Let me train you up.
I'm down for whatever..
Even if I have to take the charge.
I never gave a fxxx
I'm down for the woo ride...

Ending(25)


I'm down for the woo ride..

Demos:nigga im busting

Opening:

These words that I say ..
Profess my love for you..
I'm in need of the truth.
You are my sun
On the far side of the moon.
I'm in love
Are you the new me..



Chorus:(2)

As you look into my eyes..
I feel the emptiness inside..
I wanted our life..
But why even try.
My heart was broken
our light begin to die.
I needed to know..
Now that I've lost my pride..
I needed to know..
As I lost my mind..
I needed to know..
Now ill die beside you.
I wanted to grow..
As my flower died beside me...
I couldn't believe
As i lost our faith..
Why did our lives turn out this way

Verse:

These words that I profess..
Make me feel empty.
As I seek solace
The words that i profess..
May suggest of the wickedness inside
These words that I profess..
Are the truth inside us..
Why do believe
In a god who doesn't love us...

Mid Chorus:(4)

As i looked into your eyes.
I felt empty inside..
I wanted the truth..
But I was stripped of my pride.
As I looked into your eyes..
I felt the emptiness inside..
I wanted our life..
But I felt the emptiness inside..

Chorus:(4)

As you look into my eyes..
I felt the emptiness inside..
I wanted our life..
But why even try..
My heart was broken..
No ill say goodbye..
You are the reason
I hate my life

.slow tempo:verse:

You are my sun
On the dark side of the moon.
My lunar was Eclipsed
As my tides washed upon you.
You are my Goddess..
As seek the truth..

End chorus:(4)

I'm in love with you
You are my dark side of the truth.
I'm in love with all
That was birthed
as your truth

Ending:(2)

I wanted to be
What my Goddess
Needed me to be..
You're my muse..
My light ..
My pride.
I wanted ourlife
As I said goodbye
None other will ever be my guide.
My light
You are the lie that was
Eclipsed within our truth..
I didn't want enlightenment.
I only want what was true.
I couldn't believe
In a god..
Without this truth..

I'll never forget our love..

Dark muse:solstice

Opening:

You are my light.
Exalted within a beautiful lie.
I didn't want to know
The evil inside..
I couldn't accept the truth.
As I was stripped of all but my pride..
My vanity became the reflection
Of the monster that died inside..
I wanted to live within the beauty of life..
I wanted what all you couldn't give
Within god's beautiful lie..
I couldn't resist all that was evil...
Now I remain as a sigil of light

Chorus:(2)

God is now my witness
My beacon of light..
I needed all
but her salvation
As a victim within this life
You were the goddess of those lost
My beacon of light
I placed all before thee
I wanted more than she could give within this life..
I didn't want to know the truth
Within the beautiful lie


Verse:

My god became vengeful..
Bruised by her foolish pride..
I couldn't accept the lie..
That was misconstrued as life.
I wished for the heaven
That my goddess promised
As sin
But I couldn't withstand
All the evil
Held within her promise...

Chorus:(2)

God now is my witness..
My beacon of light
I needed all
But her salvation ..
as a victim of pride
You were the god.
Of all those lost..
My beacon of light..
I placed all before thee.
As a victim of life
I asked for all that was given.
I needed her light.
I couldn't resist all but the torment..
I need you to hurt my body..

Verse:

I was exalted as being
But not of the light..
The descent before the fall
Led me as a victim of life.
My home was lost
As I was stripped of my light.
I couldn't withstand the beauty
That destroyed my pride.
My hope was for the lost .
I couldn't believe the lie..
Now I'll remain as the flesh..
Martyred within this life .

Bridge:

I must wake
After your mourning..
I destroyed our light...
I will awake
As the morning
Now I'll destroy
Our life..

Crescendo:

You are now my witness...
My beacon without light...
I didn't want you to love me..
I needed you to
destroy my body.
I wanted all but your salvation...
You destroyed my pride..
I will now become exalted
As a being of night..

Ending Chorus:(4)

God was my witness
My beacon of light.
I needed all
But her salvation
Now I'm a victim
Within this life..
You will always be my goddess
I bestow my heart unto you
Now I live as a slave
Within our darkness
I didn't ask for you for heaven...
As I died on the cross..
We are all
We are legion..
Now meet
Dominion..

We are your children:(the beautiful lie)

My Uploads

Opening:

I'm on my way back.
I'm weary and confused..
I'm on my way back..
From winter and seclusion..
I'm on my way back.
I'm feel loss within
My spirit..
I'm on my way back..
As my ghost speak..
Can you hear them.
I'm on my way back
Can you feel my presence
I'm on the way back..
My life is complete..
Within death..

Chorus:(4)

I was lost a man..
I lived for self.
I felt lost as a man
I couldn't trust myself..
I felt the sorrows of a man.
I lived for the day .
I carried the sorrows
Of a man.
Why did my god destroy me..
I felt loss as a man..
Why didn't he know me..
I felt weary as a man..
Why didn't you love me
I felt alone as a man
My will wasn't my own..
I felt defeated as a man
I died alone..
I couldn't accept being a man.
I needed a home..
I couldn't accept
The loss of a man
I didn't want to carry my cross on my own.
I died as a man
Your burdens became my own.
I was destroyed as a man.
As the tomb.
Became my home..

Verse:

My heart was broken as a man..
I didn't know love..
My will was broken as a man
I wasn't strong enough..
My mind was destroyed by a man
I lived for his glory.
My thoughts were of a victim
I didn't want to live
Again..
My debt was of a man
As I languish within his triumph.
My reflection was of a man
I didn't want to bare
His cross alone..
My torment was of a man
I was destroyed
Now im lost soul..

Chorus:(4)

I felt loss as a man.
I died by myself..
I felt lost as a man..
I lost all respect for self..
I felt the sorrows of a man..
I lived from within my pride.
I carried the sorrows of a man..
Why did my god
Ignore me..
I felt loss as a man..
Why didn't he love me..
I felt weary as a man..
I lived for my myself..
I felt loss as a man
My will wasn't my own..
I felt lost as a man
Why did my God destroy me..
I felt defeated as man
My cross wasn't my own.
I couldn't accept being a man..
My burdens weren't my own..
I couldn't accept
The loss of a man
I didn't want to carry
My cross alone..
I died as a man..
Your tomb became my home
I was destroyed as a man.
Now I languish alone .

Up tempo mid..(6)

We are here..
Its nice to meet you.
We are here..
Our love is of a penance
We are here as retribution.
We are here..
God never loved you.

Ending:

I lived as a man.
I was destroyed as a god.
I lived alone
Amongst man..
As a Zion of my will.
I died as a man..
I wasn't strong enough..
I lamented as a man..
Death became my wager..
My debt as a man..
Led me home..

Nice to meet you.

Opening:


Hello.
Bae.
Whats popping.
Where's your nigga..
Are you flat .
Im right around the corner
In blown off that white.
Let's share a lid..
Girl..
Your the one I see
Girl.
Im feeling righteous..
You have an angel
Inside you
Out the corner
Of my eye girl
Your aura
Came to life
Girl
Out the corner
Of my eye.
Girl.
My demons came to life..
Girl.
All I wanted was a dance
Girl
You gave a nigga
A chance..
Girl.

Hook:(2)

Youre the one
I choose tonight..
I needed a new you
in my life..
You're my infatuation..
Im ready to go.
Twist up im ready to blow..
Two cups..
Are you ready to go.
Two rolls
Are you ready .
Baby
Lets get live .
Baby lets live
Life..
Take a bump
Of that aspen..
I meet you half way.
Over a bottle of Cisco.

Verse:

You are my snapple .
I love the you taste.
I love that butter.
Let's lace up an eighth.
I need your ugly..
fxxx faces
In the morning
Baby you're my snapple..
I love the way you taste .
Im here lets go hard..
Cisco is our after dinner wine..


Hook:(2)

Are you
The one you choose tonight..
Im new
Do you need pleasure
In your life.
Bae..
Here's my situation.
Im ready ..
Im already tight
Bae..
Im always enjoying life.
Bae.
I see you nude
In my mind..
Bae.
Im ready lets
Get away.
Off Tina.
All day..
Off each others love
Girl..
We are each other
Girl..
If only for the night .
Girl
Lets fxxx
And enjoy
And get spun
All night..

Mid .

I don't really
know you
I don't really
Love you.
I don't know
What I need.
I don't know
What I believe.
You are the lie.
I believed..
You are the best of me...
Im not obscene
Girl..
Im just a made man..
Im just getting paid man.
All alone..
Naked in the black sand..
69 .
Off a hotline..
Baby
.lets just take our time..
Baby we got all night.
Lets share some Cisco
Tonight..

Hook:(4)

You're the one
I choose tonight..
I needed a new you
In my life.
You're my infatuation
Are you ready to go
Girl..
I'll pull your seat back
Slow..
Girl.
Im a treat you.
Girl please believe me.
Girl..
I know that you
Dont need me.
But i want to fxxx you.
fxxx that nigga..
I'll learn you.
Lets smoke a clear bowl.
And take a ride
In the Volvo
Lets slide.
Are you fxxxing .
Yeah
I know that your fxxxing
Girl..
I cant wait to taste you.
I know you want to feel me..
fxxx your old man
He's a pussy
Im high.
I'll fxxx that pussy..
That's why.
I choose you.
Lets get spun tonight...

Ohhh. (10)

Ending:

Let me taste your wine..

R U my snapple and Cisco girl

Opening:

Uh..
What you have to say now..


Monster:

Nigga..
Its a wasteland .
Your of the lost ..
As a descendant of Jesus .
When moses tried to deliver us.
We were beaten and berated..
And forced into enslavement
Where Men of renowned..
Became the Pharoah of all.
Lost as a sect .
We hid the scrolls ..
Along with the dead..
Our rituals revered our breathen
As we wailed and lament
By the sea of blood.
All hollowed souls
Met judgement
as their penance
The purity of their hearts
are weighed against the feather of maat
Pure hearts are exalted..
While the condemned
Embrace the sorrows of eternal darkness..




Hook:(1&a 1&b)

Our birthright is not regal..
Are we exalted as the men of renowned victims within this life..
Our hearts may appear hollow.
But are they light as his feather.
I wanted to live as a man..
Now im a god..
At least in own my mind
Welcome to hell..


Our birthright is not regal..
Are we kings within our own right..
My light may not always shine..
We are Zions within our own minds.
As we live together
Are we exalted as pyres of knowledge.
No one man
Should be above God..
Then why I do feel so low..



Verse:

I never felt home .
I got blowed alone .
I often have premonitions
Of flesh and bone.
I gave way to divinity..
As I tried to turn
Your messiah..
But I didnt understand
The slave mentality..
I was birthed as a child .
Now I lie as a victim..
Unearthed by the scavengers of prey
My reflection of my life..
Led to this grisly portrayal..
No one ever loved me .
The called me a nigger.
So I just played the role.
I was given as an innocent.
As I hang amongst .
Im symbolic
But not christ.
I wished for the light
The day that I died..


Hook:(2a2b):

Our birthright is not regal.
Are we kings within our own right.
My light may not always shine..
Are we exalted as
pyres of knowledge..
No one is above you
So we do I feel so low.
I wanted to live within my means..
Now im an tortured soul..

Our birthright is not regal..
As we crown
As the men of renowned
Or victimized as our own
Stalwarts within this life..
Our hearts may appear
Hollow..
From lack of trust for self..
Now im exalted as god..
As im Worshipped
within my own mind
Welcome to hell.

Verse:

I was birthed as a child..
Now im a victim..
If it pops ..
Nigga..
Its fit..
In the center of your fitted.
Heres another lid..
I hope your dome i
Is made out of Teflon..
I'll spray the nun..
Stick.
Meet you're resurrection..
As your exalted as Jesus..
Before I was created
I was Worshipped
As a god amongst the earth..
Im flesh within all flesh..
Niggas
Call
me
Satanom..
Im lost amongst my breathen
For my fifth and final recital.
Ive been tried as a witness
Now meet my demons..

Hook:(3a&3b)(2)

Our birthright
Is not be regal
Are we crowned as men of renowned
Or victimized by our own..
Ate we stalwarts of life..
Our thought may appear shallow..
Because we neve had love..
Im self .
Now ill exalt myself as God..
As you embrace
Your death..

Our birthright
Is not regal..
I wanted to be king
I became a victim of light
My light never shined..
I became resigned
for the hatred of life
Are we exalted as pyres
Of common knowledge
Or ate we just
Gods..
That live as harlots..

B.L.O.O.D

Opening verse:(2)

As I look to the sky..
Tears fall from my eyes..
As I fall upon my knees
Where's my beautiful lie.
My birth was a gift ..
That has passed me by....

I can't receive you..
I'm lost to the night..
I cant believe
I'm lost within the fire.
My heart besseches you.
You're all I know.
I can't seem to please you.
I'm a martyr.
Within your way.
I cant see past
My reflection
I lost my faith..
I don't want to let go..
Of what God has ordained..

Chorus:(2)

I may suggest the wickedness
Of carnal desire..
I may profess all
But my primal ways..
I know of the truth..
As I bestow unto you
Our way..
Can you resist all
You're wicked within your ways..
You may know of all .
But you'll never be free..

Mid Verse:

You are woman
My creation made from the earth..
I am your God
The one that hunts you.
You are the prey..
I feed my desire
You are my victim
That I throw in the fire.
You ate my slave
You are my pyre.
I am all things.
Your carnal desire..
I am primal.
This truth I bestow unto..
I am all things..
Bestowed unto you.
You are all things.
ashes..
Dust unto dust.
I always love you..
You're the one
I long for .

God:(2)

This is my way..
I'm speaking from inside you...
Dearly beloved..
Meet the pride of your father..
Dearly beloved..
Embrace the sins of your mother.
Dearly beloved.
They were lost at the alter.
Dearly beloved..
We worshiped all
As we destroyed all
But your daughters..
Dearly beloved..
I'm in love with your demons..
Dearly beloved..
I'm in love.
With You..
Dearly beloved..
I'm in love with your youth..
Dearly beloved..
You wanted the truth..
Dearly beloved..
I'll always hate you..

I am all things:God

Opening

We are not free
We are not loved
We are not seen.
We're all around you..
We are not dreams
We are not beautiful
We are not truth.
We are what lies around you.
We are not love
We are not passion
We are not conceived..
We are birthed
From within your reality
Our hatred is real.
We are the reason
Behind your madness.
We are we have always been.

Chorus:(1a&1b):2

Why do you love.
Why do you hate
Why do you seek me..
I'm lost amongst you.
Why am I here
For you
There's no hope for tomorrow.
I might seem endearing
But I'm the horror wallowing
Within your sorrow..

Why do you cry..
What are your fears.
I know of your sadness
I may seem endearing .
I'm lost as a victim
Why are you here.
Why do you weep
I know that your weak.
I can't forgive you.

Verse:

You were my strength
You were my light.
You were my heart.
But now its gone dark
You were my god.
You were my hope
As a sigil amongst you
I lost all but my foolish pride
You were my flesh.
You were my soul.
I wanted to please you..
I couldn't let you go..

Hook:

Chorus:(2a &2b):4

Why do you love
Why do you hate.
Why do you seek me
I'm lost amongst you
Why am I here
For you there's no hope
For tomorrow
I may seem endearing
Im the horror .
Wallowing within your sorrow..

Why do you cry..
Why do you fear me
I know of your madness
My pleasure is not of an endearment..
Why are you hear.
You're lost..
Meet a victim.
Why do you weep..
I know of your weakness..

Mid:Verse:

I met my god..
I lost my faith..
I couldn't withstand
All the evil I created.
I lost my soul..
I gave up my life.
I couldn't accept
How ugly I was inside.


Chorus:(3&3b)4

Why do you love..
Why do you hate..
Why so you seek me..
I'm lost amongst you..
Why am i here.
On this night you will die..
I didn't want you
To have your life..

Why do cry..
Why do you fear me..
I know of your weakness..
I don't know forgiveness..
Why are you here..
God made you a victim..


Ending:

Why do you weep..
I know of your sorrows..
You aren't anyone..
Just the horror
Of all your sorrow..

Rest in peace..

Sorrow

Opening verse:

Look nigga..
This bitch spits nothing but the truth .
Lets burn a mo
In the coup.
While we listen to snoop.
Nigga..
I'm trying to vet you
I know you think your hard..
A bitch hates them soft niggas..
I need you stay hard..
Yeah nigga..
I move work..
They call mrs.sniffles.
I may hold that whistle
Or set your ass up ..
Nigga..
I'm a go getter.
I don't give a fxxx
I'm about that action..
Everyday is a grind
I love to get in .
Nigga.

Hook:(2)

Nigga its not the same
I'm in love with them head games .
Nigga..
I love to fxxx
Let me train you up.
I'm down for whatever..
I'm bonnie are you my clyde..
Nigga.
I don't care about tomorrow..
I'm down for the woo ride..

Verse:

Look nigga.
You coped the work
Now you're mrs.sniffles..
Talking about official
Thats doesn't vet you
Nigga.
I run point on that pack
Now
Nigga .
You feel me..
A L7 nigga
Has no sex appeal.
You got to keep it real..
Niggas
Get killed out here..
Talking about respect.
Trust is earned
Some niggas
Don't get the point .
Unless its on the end
Of that burner
Nigga..

Hook:(2)

Niggas
I'm not the same
I'm in love with them head games..
I love to bust at niggas..
Let me train them up.
I'm down for whatever
Are you my mister barrow.
I don't care about tomorrow..
Nigga
I'm down for the woo ride

Verse:

Nigga..
I'm your round..
I'll always have your back..
Even when the odds are against us.
Its you and them Franks
That me make bust.
I might get the duck sick.
And let him french this pussy
Nigga
Im always gonna bust.
Im one and there done
I got that Vinny
Come and warm me up .
Thats mrs Johnson
Off the bench
Look pussy big business
Nigga..
I love to get fxxxed.
Don't trip
I'm already on that nigga.
Talking about he's a stick em
Nigga.
I'm a straight killa.

Hook:(2)

Nigga.
I'm not the same
Im in love with them head games
I love to set niggas up..
Let me train her up..
I'm down for whatever
Even if I have to fxxx
And rob you.
I don't care about tomorrow
Im down for the woo ride



What up though..
You say official..
Nigga..
Are you about big business Nigga.
Are you about this pimping nigga
Are you about that whistle nigga
Are you about that digis
Nigga..
Are you about that pumping
Nigga.
Are you about that dumping
Nigga
Don't blow your coverage.
Nigga
Man the fxxx up..
You're about to lose your life..
To a grimy ass clique..

Ending hook(2)

Nigga
Its not the same .
I'm in love with them head games .
I love a real nigga..
Let me train you up.
I'm down for whatever..
Even if I have to take the charge.
I never gave a fxxx
I'm down for the woo ride...

Ending(25)


I'm down for the woo ride..

Demos:nigga im busting


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I'm new to song writing and I love to write all different type of lyrics,you can view my work on facebook at jammie j burch,or jammie burch

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