Billy Felip

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Vasilis Baglanis

Tell me, how did I get to this?
How did I let them change me inside?
Used to stand still on my feet
Defining who I wanna be
Now I live a life that’s not mine

Nothing’s left there
I can’t recognize myself
They turned me into someone else
I know what I need
Need someone to love me
The real me, not the one they made me

Now they tell me who to love
Where I should give my heart
And how to face the dark
But they don’t know anything at all
I won’t let them have me whole
I won’t be under their control

Nothing’s left there
I can’t recognize myself
They turned me into someone else
I know what I need
Need someone to love me
The real me, not the one they made me

I'll break the chains and I'll live for me
I'll break the chains and let me breathe
I'll break the chains and I'll live for me

Now I feel freedom inside my heart
That's what I needed from the start

Nothing’s left there
I can’t recognize myself
They turned me into someone else
I know what I need
Need someone to love me
The real me, not the one they made me

Just love me, not the one they made me

The One They Made

All the mistakes that I've made - I face them every day
I felt the shame 'round my name - like I was disgraced
And I hoped you would save me - from that endless pain

Your sweet words took me away
But your acts made this love fade
You owned my heart
You owned my soul
And it was not enough for you
You wanted more than I could do
Like it was my fault
Like it was my fault

I was trying to act like I didn't really care
But it was hard to pretend you were there
I gave you what you needed, but I got nothing in return

Your sweet words took me away
But your acts made this love fade
You owned my heart
You owned my soul
And it was not enough for you
You wanted more than I could do
Like it was my fault
Like it was my fault

No, I'm not gonna hide
I can face you now
I ain't afraid now

You won't leave me behind
Like you did in the end
I might've been yours once
But I'll never be again

Your sweet words took me away
But your love was my worst pain
You owned my heart
You owned my soul
And it was not enough for you
You wanted more than I could do
Like it was my fault
Like it was my fault

You blame me like it's my fault
But babe, it's always been yours

Like It's My Fault

You wrecked me and you left me weak
I swallowed shouts; I was afraid to speak
Bet you can't see, the storm you caused me

And I heard all of you talk and talk
I swallowed shouts; I couldn't be bold
Bet you can't see, to what you’ve turned me

Preparing myself; it’s me against them
The words may hurt, but won’t rip my chest
Never again, never again

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

I'm here to tell you that you got it wrong
I swallow shouts, cause I was born strong
Bet now you see, that you have lost me

Preparing myself; it’s me against them
The words may hurt, but won’t rip my chest
Never again, never again

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

The words may hurt, but won’t rip my chest
They won't rip my chest
Never again, never again

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

Pain Is My Fuel


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Tell me, how did I get to this?
How did I let them change me inside?
Used to stand still on my feet
Defining who I wanna be
Now I live a life that’s not mine

Nothing’s left there
I can’t recognize myself
They turned me into someone else
I know what I need
Need someone to love me
The real me, not the one they made me

Now they tell me who to love
Where I should give my heart
And how to face the dark
But they don’t know anything at all
I won’t let them have me whole
I won’t be under their control

Nothing’s left there
I can’t recognize myself
They turned me into someone else
I know what I need
Need someone to love me
The real me, not the one they made me

I'll break the chains and I'll live for me
I'll break the chains and let me breathe
I'll break the chains and I'll live for me

Now I feel freedom inside my heart
That's what I needed from the start

Nothing’s left there
I can’t recognize myself
They turned me into someone else
I know what I need
Need someone to love me
The real me, not the one they made me

Just love me, not the one they made me

The One They Made

All the mistakes that I've made - I face them every day
I felt the shame 'round my name - like I was disgraced
And I hoped you would save me - from that endless pain

Your sweet words took me away
But your acts made this love fade
You owned my heart
You owned my soul
And it was not enough for you
You wanted more than I could do
Like it was my fault
Like it was my fault

I was trying to act like I didn't really care
But it was hard to pretend you were there
I gave you what you needed, but I got nothing in return

Your sweet words took me away
But your acts made this love fade
You owned my heart
You owned my soul
And it was not enough for you
You wanted more than I could do
Like it was my fault
Like it was my fault

No, I'm not gonna hide
I can face you now
I ain't afraid now

You won't leave me behind
Like you did in the end
I might've been yours once
But I'll never be again

Your sweet words took me away
But your love was my worst pain
You owned my heart
You owned my soul
And it was not enough for you
You wanted more than I could do
Like it was my fault
Like it was my fault

You blame me like it's my fault
But babe, it's always been yours

Like It's My Fault

You wrecked me and you left me weak
I swallowed shouts; I was afraid to speak
Bet you can't see, the storm you caused me

And I heard all of you talk and talk
I swallowed shouts; I couldn't be bold
Bet you can't see, to what you’ve turned me

Preparing myself; it’s me against them
The words may hurt, but won’t rip my chest
Never again, never again

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

I'm here to tell you that you got it wrong
I swallow shouts, cause I was born strong
Bet now you see, that you have lost me

Preparing myself; it’s me against them
The words may hurt, but won’t rip my chest
Never again, never again

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

The words may hurt, but won’t rip my chest
They won't rip my chest
Never again, never again

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

Pain Is My Fuel

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Tell me, how did I get to this?
How did I let them change me inside?
Used to stand still on my feet
Defining who I wanna be
Now I live a life that’s not mine

Nothing’s left there
I can’t recognize myself
They turned me into someone else
I know what I need
Need someone to love me
The real me, not the one they made me

Now they tell me who to love
Where I should give my heart
And how to face the dark
But they don’t know anything at all
I won’t let them have me whole
I won’t be under their control

Nothing’s left there
I can’t recognize myself
They turned me into someone else
I know what I need
Need someone to love me
The real me, not the one they made me

I'll break the chains and I'll live for me
I'll break the chains and let me breathe
I'll break the chains and I'll live for me

Now I feel freedom inside my heart
That's what I needed from the start

Nothing’s left there
I can’t recognize myself
They turned me into someone else
I know what I need
Need someone to love me
The real me, not the one they made me

Just love me, not the one they made me

The One They Made

All the mistakes that I've made - I face them every day
I felt the shame 'round my name - like I was disgraced
And I hoped you would save me - from that endless pain

Your sweet words took me away
But your acts made this love fade
You owned my heart
You owned my soul
And it was not enough for you
You wanted more than I could do
Like it was my fault
Like it was my fault

I was trying to act like I didn't really care
But it was hard to pretend you were there
I gave you what you needed, but I got nothing in return

Your sweet words took me away
But your acts made this love fade
You owned my heart
You owned my soul
And it was not enough for you
You wanted more than I could do
Like it was my fault
Like it was my fault

No, I'm not gonna hide
I can face you now
I ain't afraid now

You won't leave me behind
Like you did in the end
I might've been yours once
But I'll never be again

Your sweet words took me away
But your love was my worst pain
You owned my heart
You owned my soul
And it was not enough for you
You wanted more than I could do
Like it was my fault
Like it was my fault

You blame me like it's my fault
But babe, it's always been yours

Like It's My Fault

You wrecked me and you left me weak
I swallowed shouts; I was afraid to speak
Bet you can't see, the storm you caused me

And I heard all of you talk and talk
I swallowed shouts; I couldn't be bold
Bet you can't see, to what you’ve turned me

Preparing myself; it’s me against them
The words may hurt, but won’t rip my chest
Never again, never again

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

I'm here to tell you that you got it wrong
I swallow shouts, cause I was born strong
Bet now you see, that you have lost me

Preparing myself; it’s me against them
The words may hurt, but won’t rip my chest
Never again, never again

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

The words may hurt, but won’t rip my chest
They won't rip my chest
Never again, never again

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

Cause now my voice won’t stay in mute
I won’t obey; I ain’t the one you knew
Your shadow, it can't come through
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel
I’m like a lighter and pain’s my fuel

Pain Is My Fuel


About Me

Bio

I'm 24 years old and I live in Greece. I've been writing lyrics in English for over ten years. I've always loved how lyrics can represent a person's emotions or their story. I've written several genres and types of songs and I have an entire catalog on my computer. In the meantime, I'm writing novels in Greek and I've written four novels and published two of them so far.
Also, two of my songs have been produced and uploaded on YouTube. The first one is titled "On the Edge" and the second one "Closer to the Light".

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