you were undecided
i stayed by your side and
dealt with all the pain that you brought into my life
you were playing games
thought that you would change
left me here to deal with all the love that you left stained

thought you’d never hurt me thought that you were worthy
then you left my side you left me feeling dirty
wish i could explain numb all of the pain
all the memories i just wish i could erase

don’t even recognize your face
i never thought it’d end this way

i must have you confused
with someone i thought i knew
it’s a shame
who’s to blame
thought you’d never leave
thought you were meant for me
now i look stupid with all of your bullshit
how could you do this

guess i should’ve listened
thought that you were different
all my friends could see the reality was twisted
i was just so blinded
you were so close minded
i look back and see all we had was just one sided

don’t even recognize your face
i never thought it’d end this way

i must have you confused
with someone i thought i knew
it’s a shame
who’s to blame
thought you’d never leave
thought you were meant for me
now i look stupid with all of your bullshit
how could you do this

last night he went and canceled
i called he never answered
the pain’s too much to handle
i’m barely alive

i rarely ever see him
he comes and goes like seasons
i wish that i was dreaming
i wish i was fine

because all this time

he treats me so badly and I get so sad
wish that you were right here by my side
I always get lonely my hearts breaking slowly
wish you were right here because
you would never do me like that

i wish that i could leave him
he gives me every reason
i don’t know how he’s feeling
i’m breaking inside

he’s such a perfect liar
and such an ugly crier
the fuel to all the fire
i’m wasting my time

because all this time

he treats me so badly and I get so sad
wish that you were right here by my side
I always get lonely my hearts breaking slowly
wish you were right here because
you would never do me like that