Phoenix87

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Phoenix87

I can't sleep, I can't touch reality
I've got so much passion but most of you don't me
I wake up in the morning, I see no light
I just want to make music I've got so much to give
But I can't get on the right path,don't want to live
Someone give me a change to show you what I'm about
I can't make it big I have no doubt
Minutes turns to hours, hours turn to days
My life's going knowhere, I hope it's just a phase
Dreams turns to nightmares that then turn to reality
I've got to get back on track, back to normality
I can't switch off got some much running through my brain
Feels like I'm slipping away, I think I'm going insane
Glass of water in my hand antidepressants down my neck
These tablets don't work, a few more yeah what the heck
I'm Weak,I feel like a puppet on a string
I'm sick of all these negative things


Chorus
I can't find my strength to pull myself out of the mud
I can't reach the water to wash off the blood
I've got to find a way to make a better day
Got to find a way to make a better day than yesterday

Months pass no change and I feel no better
This pen and papers in my hand to write a suicide letter
I'm in a bad place all I see is black
I have lost all hope, I'm not coming back
I'm writing these lyrics to express how I feel
Isn't this all a dream because it doesn't feel real
I'm a recluse I have no friends
I could go on but this shit never ends
I feel so lost I don't know where to start
I've been broken down, I've been ripped apart
But I'm not giving up I can do this
I will pursue my dreams I will get through this
This world is such a big empty place
And I'm trapped in it with so little space
I just want to be listen too and understood
Lord give me that chance I know il do good.

Chorus
I can't find my strength to pull myself out of the mud
can't reach the water to wash off the blood
I've got to find a way to make a better day
Got to find a way to make a better day than yesterday

Can't touch reality

Everything I do might not matter to you
But I don't for a reason
My passion keeps me breathing
Without all this emotion I wouldn't be here
I express it with a smile, I express it with a tear
so much running through my mind
Got tons of lyrics inside
My brains ticking so fast
This pens inks not going to last
I can't talk about my feelings, so I write them all down
So I can change this expression to a smile from a frown
You can try and knock me back
But I'm glued to my track
I've dumped my past in a sack
There's no way I'm turning back
These emotions are flowing
I close my eyes they keep going
If I didn't have music if be trapped in my shell
The thought of living without it feels like living in hell
These demons keep coming in my sleep when I'm tucked up in my bed
But I'm too quick for them, they can't get inside my head

Chorus
Can't get these negative thoughts out of my brain
I can't cope with this, there fxxxing driving me insane
I see black, I feel like giving up it all
I haven't got the energy to stand I think I'm going to fall

Everything I do is for me and not you
Don't judge me you don't know what the fxxx I've been through
Pain, death, that black hole
I've experienced it all
But I've climbed out of my pit
I'm strong I'm dealing with it
Yeah it's true believe me I've met the devil
I've been addicted to drugs and I've been classed as a rebel
I've been in hospital laying in that bed
Not knowing what's real, am I alive or dead
Have you ever felt like you have lost you way
And you can't see your reflection in that mirror everyday
You feel so down the tears keep falling
You want to end your life, that's the devil calling
You can't see no light and your giving up the fight
But don't give up, don't give in
don't give in to the sin
Don't let the devil take you over your stronger than that
Now pick yourself up it's time to fight back

Chorus
Can't get these negative thoughts out of my brain
I can't cope with this there fxxxing driving me insane
I see black,i feel like giving up it all
I haven't got the energy to stand I think I'm going to fall

My passion keeps me breathing


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I can't sleep, I can't touch reality
I've got so much passion but most of you don't me
I wake up in the morning, I see no light
I just want to make music I've got so much to give
But I can't get on the right path,don't want to live
Someone give me a change to show you what I'm about
I can't make it big I have no doubt
Minutes turns to hours, hours turn to days
My life's going knowhere, I hope it's just a phase
Dreams turns to nightmares that then turn to reality
I've got to get back on track, back to normality
I can't switch off got some much running through my brain
Feels like I'm slipping away, I think I'm going insane
Glass of water in my hand antidepressants down my neck
These tablets don't work, a few more yeah what the heck
I'm Weak,I feel like a puppet on a string
I'm sick of all these negative things


Chorus
I can't find my strength to pull myself out of the mud
I can't reach the water to wash off the blood
I've got to find a way to make a better day
Got to find a way to make a better day than yesterday

Months pass no change and I feel no better
This pen and papers in my hand to write a suicide letter
I'm in a bad place all I see is black
I have lost all hope, I'm not coming back
I'm writing these lyrics to express how I feel
Isn't this all a dream because it doesn't feel real
I'm a recluse I have no friends
I could go on but this shit never ends
I feel so lost I don't know where to start
I've been broken down, I've been ripped apart
But I'm not giving up I can do this
I will pursue my dreams I will get through this
This world is such a big empty place
And I'm trapped in it with so little space
I just want to be listen too and understood
Lord give me that chance I know il do good.

Chorus
I can't find my strength to pull myself out of the mud
can't reach the water to wash off the blood
I've got to find a way to make a better day
Got to find a way to make a better day than yesterday

Can't touch reality

Everything I do might not matter to you
But I don't for a reason
My passion keeps me breathing
Without all this emotion I wouldn't be here
I express it with a smile, I express it with a tear
so much running through my mind
Got tons of lyrics inside
My brains ticking so fast
This pens inks not going to last
I can't talk about my feelings, so I write them all down
So I can change this expression to a smile from a frown
You can try and knock me back
But I'm glued to my track
I've dumped my past in a sack
There's no way I'm turning back
These emotions are flowing
I close my eyes they keep going
If I didn't have music if be trapped in my shell
The thought of living without it feels like living in hell
These demons keep coming in my sleep when I'm tucked up in my bed
But I'm too quick for them, they can't get inside my head

Chorus
Can't get these negative thoughts out of my brain
I can't cope with this, there fxxxing driving me insane
I see black, I feel like giving up it all
I haven't got the energy to stand I think I'm going to fall

Everything I do is for me and not you
Don't judge me you don't know what the fxxx I've been through
Pain, death, that black hole
I've experienced it all
But I've climbed out of my pit
I'm strong I'm dealing with it
Yeah it's true believe me I've met the devil
I've been addicted to drugs and I've been classed as a rebel
I've been in hospital laying in that bed
Not knowing what's real, am I alive or dead
Have you ever felt like you have lost you way
And you can't see your reflection in that mirror everyday
You feel so down the tears keep falling
You want to end your life, that's the devil calling
You can't see no light and your giving up the fight
But don't give up, don't give in
don't give in to the sin
Don't let the devil take you over your stronger than that
Now pick yourself up it's time to fight back

Chorus
Can't get these negative thoughts out of my brain
I can't cope with this there fxxxing driving me insane
I see black,i feel like giving up it all
I haven't got the energy to stand I think I'm going to fall

My passion keeps me breathing

My Uploads

I can't sleep, I can't touch reality
I've got so much passion but most of you don't me
I wake up in the morning, I see no light
I just want to make music I've got so much to give
But I can't get on the right path,don't want to live
Someone give me a change to show you what I'm about
I can't make it big I have no doubt
Minutes turns to hours, hours turn to days
My life's going knowhere, I hope it's just a phase
Dreams turns to nightmares that then turn to reality
I've got to get back on track, back to normality
I can't switch off got some much running through my brain
Feels like I'm slipping away, I think I'm going insane
Glass of water in my hand antidepressants down my neck
These tablets don't work, a few more yeah what the heck
I'm Weak,I feel like a puppet on a string
I'm sick of all these negative things


Chorus
I can't find my strength to pull myself out of the mud
I can't reach the water to wash off the blood
I've got to find a way to make a better day
Got to find a way to make a better day than yesterday

Months pass no change and I feel no better
This pen and papers in my hand to write a suicide letter
I'm in a bad place all I see is black
I have lost all hope, I'm not coming back
I'm writing these lyrics to express how I feel
Isn't this all a dream because it doesn't feel real
I'm a recluse I have no friends
I could go on but this shit never ends
I feel so lost I don't know where to start
I've been broken down, I've been ripped apart
But I'm not giving up I can do this
I will pursue my dreams I will get through this
This world is such a big empty place
And I'm trapped in it with so little space
I just want to be listen too and understood
Lord give me that chance I know il do good.

Chorus
I can't find my strength to pull myself out of the mud
can't reach the water to wash off the blood
I've got to find a way to make a better day
Got to find a way to make a better day than yesterday

Can't touch reality

Everything I do might not matter to you
But I don't for a reason
My passion keeps me breathing
Without all this emotion I wouldn't be here
I express it with a smile, I express it with a tear
so much running through my mind
Got tons of lyrics inside
My brains ticking so fast
This pens inks not going to last
I can't talk about my feelings, so I write them all down
So I can change this expression to a smile from a frown
You can try and knock me back
But I'm glued to my track
I've dumped my past in a sack
There's no way I'm turning back
These emotions are flowing
I close my eyes they keep going
If I didn't have music if be trapped in my shell
The thought of living without it feels like living in hell
These demons keep coming in my sleep when I'm tucked up in my bed
But I'm too quick for them, they can't get inside my head

Chorus
Can't get these negative thoughts out of my brain
I can't cope with this, there fxxxing driving me insane
I see black, I feel like giving up it all
I haven't got the energy to stand I think I'm going to fall

Everything I do is for me and not you
Don't judge me you don't know what the fxxx I've been through
Pain, death, that black hole
I've experienced it all
But I've climbed out of my pit
I'm strong I'm dealing with it
Yeah it's true believe me I've met the devil
I've been addicted to drugs and I've been classed as a rebel
I've been in hospital laying in that bed
Not knowing what's real, am I alive or dead
Have you ever felt like you have lost you way
And you can't see your reflection in that mirror everyday
You feel so down the tears keep falling
You want to end your life, that's the devil calling
You can't see no light and your giving up the fight
But don't give up, don't give in
don't give in to the sin
Don't let the devil take you over your stronger than that
Now pick yourself up it's time to fight back

Chorus
Can't get these negative thoughts out of my brain
I can't cope with this there fxxxing driving me insane
I see black,i feel like giving up it all
I haven't got the energy to stand I think I'm going to fall

My passion keeps me breathing


About Me

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I am a Very passionate and deep person,I have suffered from a lot of trauma in my life which has enabled me turn it all into lyrics.Music is a huge part of my life and without it I wouldn't be here today.

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