Maybe I'm not so good
at writing or I should
say I've done my utmost
my best and I could
not get what I want
and what I need is to start
with the darkness in my heart
and I can't get it right
and I can't make it rhyme
and I'm chased by the time
and mind you think that I might
wanna end this longstanding fight with myself.
Some people think I'm mad
and maybe they're right
and maybe coz my dad fxxxed with their fathers' wives
and oh boy, oh boy, it's so crazy this life
you may not get what you want
and such times you might
rethink your life
or you choose to quit so quiet(ly)
and I think that you should think about this twice.
Man life's too short
don't let it get out o'your sight
There's good and there's bad
but you choose whether to see the darkness
or whether YOU see the light.
Succumbed to death, and death we seek
From the dawn of time, we brought the heat
Always evolving, pursuing the fire
Here we've evolved, and here it backfired
Weapons and fighters, is humanity fooled?
So many haters, "Oh we're so doomed"
Manipulating all minds, even the children's too
Our past was black, our future's a deeper gloom
Take a look at the past, on the present we zoom
Few lands were green, now red's our new tune
"Hell on Earth," they say? Only thing left is fear?
Guess Earth was a fantasy, Hell's the only real
What will Satan leave this miserable land for?
I don't know if it's Satan's fault anymore
Peace we claim, the curse will stay
We fool ourselves, no more words to say
When you look in mirror what do you see?
A stable person or it's just fuzzy?
Your vague insight about your surrounding
Is killing sanity in you, it might really win
You try to find yourself a better taste
Of what a real life is in all this haze
Gather what's left of your mind's residue
Your heart aches and so does all of you
Your old self is screaming out of your gloom
You see it now or wait till you're in your tomb?
Same rays of light, falling again
Same wind blowing in my ears to blame
Same faces, same races
Same 20 years, everyday's a shame
Sick of all of whom you daily meet
Your boss, your foes, your friends and family
Double face's now the new mainstream
Straight people now are fading dreams
Judging just by all the flaws
They never see how good he was
They turned the glowing gem that he once had
Into eternal darkness now he's sad
Same rays of light, falling again
Same wind blowing in my ears to blame
Same faces, same races
Same 20 years, everyday's a shame
Maybe I'm not so good
at writing or I should
say I've done my utmost
my best and I could
not get what I want
and what I need is to start
with the darkness in my heart
and I can't get it right
and I can't make it rhyme
and I'm chased by the time
and mind you think that I might
wanna end this longstanding fight with myself.
Some people think I'm mad
and maybe they're right
and maybe coz my dad fxxxed with their fathers' wives
and oh boy, oh boy, it's so crazy this life
you may not get what you want
and such times you might
rethink your life
or you choose to quit so quiet(ly)
and I think that you should think about this twice.
Man life's too short
don't let it get out o'your sight
There's good and there's bad
but you choose whether to see the darkness
or whether YOU see the light.
Succumbed to death, and death we seek
From the dawn of time, we brought the heat
Always evolving, pursuing the fire
Here we've evolved, and here it backfired
Weapons and fighters, is humanity fooled?
So many haters, "Oh we're so doomed"
Manipulating all minds, even the children's too
Our past was black, our future's a deeper gloom
Take a look at the past, on the present we zoom
Few lands were green, now red's our new tune
"Hell on Earth," they say? Only thing left is fear?
Guess Earth was a fantasy, Hell's the only real
What will Satan leave this miserable land for?
I don't know if it's Satan's fault anymore
Peace we claim, the curse will stay
We fool ourselves, no more words to say
When you look in mirror what do you see?
A stable person or it's just fuzzy?
Your vague insight about your surrounding
Is killing sanity in you, it might really win
You try to find yourself a better taste
Of what a real life is in all this haze
Gather what's left of your mind's residue
Your heart aches and so does all of you
Your old self is screaming out of your gloom
You see it now or wait till you're in your tomb?
Same rays of light, falling again
Same wind blowing in my ears to blame
Same faces, same races
Same 20 years, everyday's a shame
Sick of all of whom you daily meet
Your boss, your foes, your friends and family
Double face's now the new mainstream
Straight people now are fading dreams
Judging just by all the flaws
They never see how good he was
They turned the glowing gem that he once had
Into eternal darkness now he's sad
Same rays of light, falling again
Same wind blowing in my ears to blame
Same faces, same races
Same 20 years, everyday's a shame
Shining glowing in the sky, oh she was the diamond bright
Now time has passed she's lost her touch, and I have lost her pleasing sight
Like all the glowing stars at night, they'll always fade
Except my heart, I always thought, My love will stay
I bled sorrow in my nights, fool me thought that we were whole
My smile, she brought high up the sky, down in hell she locked my soul
She turned the frozen hell on fire
There all the devils, she was admired
I always thought our love was shady
Lord of the darkness, in fact, a Lady
And all the reasons I've tried to hide
Can't keep 'em down, to myself I lied
The oceans filled with raging storms
My corpse on earth, with hateful worms
Feeling sorry, counting the years
The rains became my burning tears
I am the one who loved her well
I am the one down in a burning cell
Skies built on unseen pillars
Balls of light that bring the shivers
Dreadful screams that fill the night
Break its gloom with chronic fright
Hearing them calling your name
Losing it or I'm still sane?
From the windows are light flashes
Oh, they burn my soul to ashes
In ruthless darkness I feel alone
See the seeds my ill mind has sown
Sunshine will you come in please?
Bring your light along with the breeze
Sunshine will you come in please?
Bring your light along with the breeze
Sunshine..
Sunshine..
Silhouettes on bed side
Soak my soul in fear tonight
Wait for sun to kill my dread
Sure by then you won't be dead?
Pray I pass this night alive
Pray they leave my soul for life
Beams of hope from far away
Cease that fear, I'm saved today
Maybe I'm not so good
at writing or I should
say I've done my utmost
my best and I could
not get what I want
and what I need is to start
with the darkness in my heart
and I can't get it right
and I can't make it rhyme
and I'm chased by the time
and mind you think that I might
wanna end this longstanding fight with myself.
Some people think I'm mad
and maybe they're right
and maybe coz my dad fxxxed with their fathers' wives
and oh boy, oh boy, it's so crazy this life
you may not get what you want
and such times you might
rethink your life
or you choose to quit so quiet(ly)
and I think that you should think about this twice.
Man life's too short
don't let it get out o'your sight
There's good and there's bad
but you choose whether to see the darkness
or whether YOU see the light.
Succumbed to death, and death we seek
From the dawn of time, we brought the heat
Always evolving, pursuing the fire
Here we've evolved, and here it backfired
Weapons and fighters, is humanity fooled?
So many haters, "Oh we're so doomed"
Manipulating all minds, even the children's too
Our past was black, our future's a deeper gloom
Take a look at the past, on the present we zoom
Few lands were green, now red's our new tune
"Hell on Earth," they say? Only thing left is fear?
Guess Earth was a fantasy, Hell's the only real
What will Satan leave this miserable land for?
I don't know if it's Satan's fault anymore
Peace we claim, the curse will stay
We fool ourselves, no more words to say
When you look in mirror what do you see?
A stable person or it's just fuzzy?
Your vague insight about your surrounding
Is killing sanity in you, it might really win
You try to find yourself a better taste
Of what a real life is in all this haze
Gather what's left of your mind's residue
Your heart aches and so does all of you
Your old self is screaming out of your gloom
You see it now or wait till you're in your tomb?
Same rays of light, falling again
Same wind blowing in my ears to blame
Same faces, same races
Same 20 years, everyday's a shame
Sick of all of whom you daily meet
Your boss, your foes, your friends and family
Double face's now the new mainstream
Straight people now are fading dreams
Judging just by all the flaws
They never see how good he was
They turned the glowing gem that he once had
Into eternal darkness now he's sad
Same rays of light, falling again
Same wind blowing in my ears to blame
Same faces, same races
Same 20 years, everyday's a shame
Shining glowing in the sky, oh she was the diamond bright
Now time has passed she's lost her touch, and I have lost her pleasing sight
Like all the glowing stars at night, they'll always fade
Except my heart, I always thought, My love will stay
I bled sorrow in my nights, fool me thought that we were whole
My smile, she brought high up the sky, down in hell she locked my soul
She turned the frozen hell on fire
There all the devils, she was admired
I always thought our love was shady
Lord of the darkness, in fact, a Lady
And all the reasons I've tried to hide
Can't keep 'em down, to myself I lied
The oceans filled with raging storms
My corpse on earth, with hateful worms
Feeling sorry, counting the years
The rains became my burning tears
I am the one who loved her well
I am the one down in a burning cell
Skies built on unseen pillars
Balls of light that bring the shivers
Dreadful screams that fill the night
Break its gloom with chronic fright
Hearing them calling your name
Losing it or I'm still sane?
From the windows are light flashes
Oh, they burn my soul to ashes
In ruthless darkness I feel alone
See the seeds my ill mind has sown
Sunshine will you come in please?
Bring your light along with the breeze
Sunshine will you come in please?
Bring your light along with the breeze
Sunshine..
Sunshine..
Silhouettes on bed side
Soak my soul in fear tonight
Wait for sun to kill my dread
Sure by then you won't be dead?
Pray I pass this night alive
Pray they leave my soul for life
Beams of hope from far away
Cease that fear, I'm saved today
I write lyrics only. I'm on to my first year in college, so until that time I thought I can make some money from what I write. I wish I could bring tasteful, thoughtful content like what the gigantic bands of the '70s-'90s gave us e.g Black Sabbath, Iron Maiden, Led Zep... etc.
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