MyWillToOffer

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Kim De Waal

Vibrations of my logic. I watches the clock.
Sensations non solid. Still brightness seen in a rock.
More solid then Me, placed on earth.
Still details are missed. Facts to regret.
Earth missed the love it should've had.
Where did love go, attented focus.
To only the place, where hatred provoked.
Human life, the life that choked.
On simply the life we must breathe.
Animals also, enjoying that fact.
If human did leave, no life feels it lacked.
No life feels like us. Vibration to high.
Or distructfull low. To to think to much is no good.
Then why attend a flow, into unknown.

Vibration

For all my underlying feels.
Undercover yet never enough.
Fors my sins I made his deals.
Now getting rid is rough.
to even try giving an honest love.
Spinning in time, flying away.
Bounded to low and little to show.
My mind talks still nothing to say.
So much it takes just to let you know.
So little it took to let you go.

I have not been myself in all this time.
Maybe its the feeling I'm not feeling fine.
No one got me true, nothing I can do.
Don't bother my feel, I knows its for you.
I knows its not real. Created in thought.
When you or I couldn't get enough.
Inside a cage, there i hide.
And in my pride I hide my rage.

Did my ignorance stuck? Did I have to scream?
Is it just a dream can't I have such luck?

Now losing this mind my only true friend.
His confusion illusion will it ever mend.
And fun comes when I trys to understand.
Should it be kept shut to connect the core?
Is it the fact my mind is throughout sore.
All the forsaken madness made me mental bore?

Devil tells me one person it takes all to heal.
Got down listened and started to kneel.
Then filled with hate finding someone to relate.
A wonderfull appeal, fascination unreal.
Time to be with the perfect mate.
Then it came, a nasty deal. Again corrupted my feel.
So as defense I kept joy for itself.
Unreasonable to take it from someone esle.

Now dead in my deepened inside.
A place where darkness waits.
To reflect the purpose on the world.
So it can reflect on you its light.

But humanity fell in completely hell.
Pure born souls now cheap to sell.
Had love for each, sadly I can only preach.
If hell only had value to teach.
Instead consumed all in reach.

Why I tried to make you free that time.
Is a decision for you to see, to see my crime.
For I sit, in a darken pit.
As human kind lost me my mind.
I'll never breakthrough to you.
To then I lay and rest. Leaving my problem to rest.

Air Love.

Divided Law

When the people gone silently.Little know we are in misery
Just to hide slight happyness.To die in our lazyness.

Is there no progress to make? No progress to fake?
Or is the only progress that we're killing ourselfs.
IS anyone aware that we have this called self?

You don't lose what you don't have. Tell it to the chef.
He tells you what to do, having you.

All the time selling you're live.
Paying the price, trying to find yourself.

When you find it it is sold again. To be a man?
I bet for who's not 18 yet will learn it's to regret.
Who has a decent taste see's the future turns to waste.

Still we're in this haste. To finish the race.
Everybit of fraction still slowing the phase.

To bad brilliance can't be caged. As it has to display.
Restless it rests. Sleep but awake.
All in this life to take. Still stop this pretend.
Soon our of luck. Somehow getting stuck.

Sit somewhere maybe a chair just stare.
Figure life and start to move.
Or rather stay in you're youth?
While the time has pass?
To not go and live on?
Best thing to be showing you're son? To be none?

Divided Law


Latest Uploads

Vibrations of my logic. I watches the clock.
Sensations non solid. Still brightness seen in a rock.
More solid then Me, placed on earth.
Still details are missed. Facts to regret.
Earth missed the love it should've had.
Where did love go, attented focus.
To only the place, where hatred provoked.
Human life, the life that choked.
On simply the life we must breathe.
Animals also, enjoying that fact.
If human did leave, no life feels it lacked.
No life feels like us. Vibration to high.
Or distructfull low. To to think to much is no good.
Then why attend a flow, into unknown.

Vibration

For all my underlying feels.
Undercover yet never enough.
Fors my sins I made his deals.
Now getting rid is rough.
to even try giving an honest love.
Spinning in time, flying away.
Bounded to low and little to show.
My mind talks still nothing to say.
So much it takes just to let you know.
So little it took to let you go.

I have not been myself in all this time.
Maybe its the feeling I'm not feeling fine.
No one got me true, nothing I can do.
Don't bother my feel, I knows its for you.
I knows its not real. Created in thought.
When you or I couldn't get enough.
Inside a cage, there i hide.
And in my pride I hide my rage.

Did my ignorance stuck? Did I have to scream?
Is it just a dream can't I have such luck?

Now losing this mind my only true friend.
His confusion illusion will it ever mend.
And fun comes when I trys to understand.
Should it be kept shut to connect the core?
Is it the fact my mind is throughout sore.
All the forsaken madness made me mental bore?

Devil tells me one person it takes all to heal.
Got down listened and started to kneel.
Then filled with hate finding someone to relate.
A wonderfull appeal, fascination unreal.
Time to be with the perfect mate.
Then it came, a nasty deal. Again corrupted my feel.
So as defense I kept joy for itself.
Unreasonable to take it from someone esle.

Now dead in my deepened inside.
A place where darkness waits.
To reflect the purpose on the world.
So it can reflect on you its light.

But humanity fell in completely hell.
Pure born souls now cheap to sell.
Had love for each, sadly I can only preach.
If hell only had value to teach.
Instead consumed all in reach.

Why I tried to make you free that time.
Is a decision for you to see, to see my crime.
For I sit, in a darken pit.
As human kind lost me my mind.
I'll never breakthrough to you.
To then I lay and rest. Leaving my problem to rest.

Air Love.

Divided Law

When the people gone silently.Little know we are in misery
Just to hide slight happyness.To die in our lazyness.

Is there no progress to make? No progress to fake?
Or is the only progress that we're killing ourselfs.
IS anyone aware that we have this called self?

You don't lose what you don't have. Tell it to the chef.
He tells you what to do, having you.

All the time selling you're live.
Paying the price, trying to find yourself.

When you find it it is sold again. To be a man?
I bet for who's not 18 yet will learn it's to regret.
Who has a decent taste see's the future turns to waste.

Still we're in this haste. To finish the race.
Everybit of fraction still slowing the phase.

To bad brilliance can't be caged. As it has to display.
Restless it rests. Sleep but awake.
All in this life to take. Still stop this pretend.
Soon our of luck. Somehow getting stuck.

Sit somewhere maybe a chair just stare.
Figure life and start to move.
Or rather stay in you're youth?
While the time has pass?
To not go and live on?
Best thing to be showing you're son? To be none?

Divided Law

My Uploads

Vibrations of my logic. I watches the clock.
Sensations non solid. Still brightness seen in a rock.
More solid then Me, placed on earth.
Still details are missed. Facts to regret.
Earth missed the love it should've had.
Where did love go, attented focus.
To only the place, where hatred provoked.
Human life, the life that choked.
On simply the life we must breathe.
Animals also, enjoying that fact.
If human did leave, no life feels it lacked.
No life feels like us. Vibration to high.
Or distructfull low. To to think to much is no good.
Then why attend a flow, into unknown.

Vibration

For all my underlying feels.
Undercover yet never enough.
Fors my sins I made his deals.
Now getting rid is rough.
to even try giving an honest love.
Spinning in time, flying away.
Bounded to low and little to show.
My mind talks still nothing to say.
So much it takes just to let you know.
So little it took to let you go.

I have not been myself in all this time.
Maybe its the feeling I'm not feeling fine.
No one got me true, nothing I can do.
Don't bother my feel, I knows its for you.
I knows its not real. Created in thought.
When you or I couldn't get enough.
Inside a cage, there i hide.
And in my pride I hide my rage.

Did my ignorance stuck? Did I have to scream?
Is it just a dream can't I have such luck?

Now losing this mind my only true friend.
His confusion illusion will it ever mend.
And fun comes when I trys to understand.
Should it be kept shut to connect the core?
Is it the fact my mind is throughout sore.
All the forsaken madness made me mental bore?

Devil tells me one person it takes all to heal.
Got down listened and started to kneel.
Then filled with hate finding someone to relate.
A wonderfull appeal, fascination unreal.
Time to be with the perfect mate.
Then it came, a nasty deal. Again corrupted my feel.
So as defense I kept joy for itself.
Unreasonable to take it from someone esle.

Now dead in my deepened inside.
A place where darkness waits.
To reflect the purpose on the world.
So it can reflect on you its light.

But humanity fell in completely hell.
Pure born souls now cheap to sell.
Had love for each, sadly I can only preach.
If hell only had value to teach.
Instead consumed all in reach.

Why I tried to make you free that time.
Is a decision for you to see, to see my crime.
For I sit, in a darken pit.
As human kind lost me my mind.
I'll never breakthrough to you.
To then I lay and rest. Leaving my problem to rest.

Air Love.

Divided Law

When the people gone silently.Little know we are in misery
Just to hide slight happyness.To die in our lazyness.

Is there no progress to make? No progress to fake?
Or is the only progress that we're killing ourselfs.
IS anyone aware that we have this called self?

You don't lose what you don't have. Tell it to the chef.
He tells you what to do, having you.

All the time selling you're live.
Paying the price, trying to find yourself.

When you find it it is sold again. To be a man?
I bet for who's not 18 yet will learn it's to regret.
Who has a decent taste see's the future turns to waste.

Still we're in this haste. To finish the race.
Everybit of fraction still slowing the phase.

To bad brilliance can't be caged. As it has to display.
Restless it rests. Sleep but awake.
All in this life to take. Still stop this pretend.
Soon our of luck. Somehow getting stuck.

Sit somewhere maybe a chair just stare.
Figure life and start to move.
Or rather stay in you're youth?
While the time has pass?
To not go and live on?
Best thing to be showing you're son? To be none?

Divided Law


About Me

Bio

Born in The Netherlands. Been to school till I had to move fom havo to vmbo for not learning languages. After getting my vmbo diploma I decided to quit school as it no further can help me in life when doubting it ever did. Now learned to play almost perfect guitar and perfect bassguitar.. Even vocals wich I never done in life for insecurity reasons I've been doing now. So quiting school and the time I've been home from school really improved my life. Still because the limitations of my low degree set me on low value. So making money with artistic talents is my goal now. Apart from wanting to see alot more of nature and culture wich I cannot securely do yet because of money. Also I want to help the prgress oh human beings to all find there unique genius. As I'm still learning about mine. Great resource of inspiration. By just download a copy from my lyrics or music can help me already alot. And maybe you to.

CV/History

First school age 4-12 : Most creative, not best at grammar and social vaculties. Great at mathematics.
Second school age 12-17: Biology, Art, Science, Physics, Sports was all great. Rest was ok. Still screwed myself not learning more.
Third school age 17: Outdoor Activities Mbo : Terrible for me. Felt like a complete freak.Though I was a perfect student, doing everything great and all yet still it just seemed super easy. But after all the big repetitiveness of this system got me bore. Classmates not even worth my time to be honest. Spending my life to be instructing mountain bike cources just didn't seem it. Gladly I could quit. After all, these experiances gave me lot of insight about society and human nature(apart from depressing). Wich now I overcame by the simple fact of yoga.

Key Dates

What I am capable of is deep lyrics, good rhymes. Depending on time invested. My everyday training making that aspect ratio reduced as time go's.
Play great original bass guitar. One of my bigger hobbys is the bass guitar. I also like and play guitar. Though I like to keep it at classical acoustic guitar like playing.
For future performances I will be capable, now I have no way of driving but after some months that changes.
Email me or contact for anything artistic I could be meaningfull of.

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