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Alen Harb

Sometimes it's hard holding back this feelings,
sometimes it's hard to stand after all those beatings.
Sometimes it's harder than you think, but I'm not leaving,
sometimes it's too hard, but I'm still winning

You better believe me when I say that I'm strong,
You don't believe me, but you don't believe that I'm wrong,
I cannot believe it, I've waited so long,
I've finally found, what I've been looking for all along.

But I won't budge,'cause I mustn't touch,
I don't want you to go away, so I'm gonna watch,
how guys will treat you, but I like you so much.

I can't let you go, like you were never here,
when you're out of my sight, I feel as if you're near,
as long as you're alive, I won't submit to fear.

You may think that I'm overreacting,
you may even think, that all I do is acting,
you can even think, that I'm only distracting,
I'll get your honest kiss, even if it's the last thing
(Yeah, it's true)

Sometimes it's hard knowing I can't have you,
sometimes it's hard resisting now that I met you,
sometimes it's harder to resist than it is to catch you,
sometimes it's too hard, holdin' back because I want to snatch you.

Not even I know, what's going on,
I can't figure out, what you have done
all I know is that, right now you're number one,
first time you talked to me, I was stunned.

I've been running away from my past,
even when it came to girls, I was always last,
my fears were hunting me, I couldn't even rest,
it's time to let this burden off my chest.

You're probably laughing, thinking I'm crazy,
you'd be laughing even more, if I called you a daisy,
you'd probably fall on the floor, if I said I don't listen to Jay-Z,
(but it's true)
right now there aren't many things more important than you.

Sometimes it'd be easy to just give up and let you go,
sometimes it'd be easy, but I'm afraid of the snow,
sometimes it'd be easier, to be pretending and to say no,
sometimes it's too easy and then you already know.

Usually I don't express my feelings like this,
just like with girls, I usually miss,
and I don't get response, I only get dissed,
you're direct, which makes this, much better,
I hate wearing leather,I love lovely weather
and happiness I'll get her,
no matter what you say,
you will not be the shredder,
Like some of the girls I liked,
said a word too much, and I got striked,
fell down on the floor, gathering my strength,
catching my breath, from running that length.
I've finally caught up, and you didn't run away,
you're exactly my type, because you know how to and what to say.
You explained how you feel, but I cannot resist,
if I don't tell you this, I cannot be at peace, with myself.

Sometimes I want to hug you, but I know that would bug you,
Sometimes I want to kiss you, but then I would have to miss you,
Sometimes I want you to like me, but I stop thinking because lightning could strike me,
how could you ever like me, you're free and I'm still fighting.

So everything I want, backfires sooner or later,
this song is special, I made her,
in the way you could understand,
so I don't have to pretend,
ampak ne glede na to kaj ?utim, (but no matter what I feel - Slovenian)
I don't want this feeling to end.

Sometimes

Listen to these lyrics of master writer,
I'll introduce myself like fighter,
Stage is the gas, my lyrics are igniter,
this song really couldn't shine brighter,
I entered the room and it suddenly got tighter,
not just that, it has gotten lighter,

Listen to what I'm about to tell,
I started writing when I needed help.
I was fighting for my nation,
I was looking for attention,
I was doing it in discretion,
But suddenly bitch came crashing,
like I plane, she drove me insane,
and started bashing,
my heart and it got destroyed,
all I have left is a void.
To put that aside,
in my life just came a new light,
I am ready to put up a fight,
friends are standing beside me,
they are trying to hide me,
from the pain and the stress
and this pressure in my chest
I am calling in distress,
my life is a mess
I guess, I'm not fast,
enough, all I did was bluffed,
for a while, and I ran for a whole mile,
it seemed so long, I was only a child,
so they put me on a trial.

I have failed, but someone bailed,
me out, didn't even tell me what it's all about.
So I started fighting,
by writing,
I have stopped hiding,
by riding.
Towards all my enemies,
my heart feels and sees,
them as they approach,
I won't let them treat me like I'm a cockroach.
I will give them facial reconstruction,
although my heart is still under construction,
that's why I'm so mad I'm causing destruction,
I can still use my charm,use seduction,
I have already been under abduction,
I have witnessed slaying and corruption,
so my head filled with anger, now I have an eruption.

You have tried to hit me,
you don't want to be messing with me,
there's no way you'll get me,
you tried but you missed me,
don't know why you dissed me,
you did that and you pissed me off,
This time you've outdone yourself,
surely you'll be needing help,
but I'm mad,I won't let you tell,
your allies bout this,but oh well,
This time battle's on for real,
this time I'm going for kill,
please don't run,just hold still,
if you do that I will,
make it painless,
make it stainless,
make it feel like you're on wellness.

You got to believe me,
you cannot deceive me,
hell has received me,
no one can lead me.
Because I'm the leader,
I'm gonna be the,
passer and receiver,
hater and believer,
reviver and killer,
I'm really gonna kill her.
This time she went too far,
I have made my call,
She sat in the car,
but my call blew all.

I hope you understand what I'm saying,
I'm mad as hell, I'm slaying.

Don't you dare to oppose,
your body will be gross,
this song fills the dose,
I can kill with firehose,
nozzle, so here it goes.

Let the real song begin now,
I really got you begging now.
Pleases wont do, you must give me,
what I want, relieve me.
Too much stress, can make a mess,
My adrenaline caused me to be fast,
Speed came from letting burden off my chest,
Once for change I passed the test.
I know this is strange,
but something in me has changed. So
I turned the page,
I ran out of cage,
and got on stage,
I feel like I'm mage.

I make things disappear,
so don't you dare to come near,
I will show no fear,
one step closer you'll be here,
you stepped, I guess you didn't hear.

I'll make you feel like stranger,
this field is marked with danger,
Beware of my shadow,
it's the entrance to meadow

full of mines
and sick lines,
these are hard times,
I'm commiting crimes,
with writing this sick rhymes.
I hope I'm not too rough,
but I finally got off,
this chains that bounded me,
killed enemies that surrounded me,
threw back hammers that pounded me.

I became notorious,
won until I was glorious,
all you can do is glory us,
you can do a story of us,
better be good to us,
our numbers are too much for bus,

Now listen to the last part,
it will surely warm your heart,
Don't try to slow it down,
so you'll see why I'm wearing crown,
they will name a fxxxing town,
after me, so please don't frown.

I'm fulfillment of your wishes.
Don't think I am so ambitious,
please don't say I'm superstitious,
really man, I'm the most delicious,
beware my lyrics, they are vicious,
my name is the most seditious,
my lyrics are the most nutritous,
my wishes to all are malicious,
out of all I'm the most expeditious,
my rhymes are usually pernicious,
but next one will be repetitious

I need to change the rhyme,
so I come back on time,
I went off the line,
don't see me?I'm behind,
I only guess you're blind,
can't wait I do the crime,
goddamn I'm feeling fine,
I guess I reached my prime,
I guess today I shine,
you hope that I'll resign
It's time I redesign,
and time to redefine,
the ways of my rhyme,
my gift is divine,
I'll never step out of line,
again, because I will combine,
all them crazy rhymes,
my words will be refined,
bitch all you do is whine,
shut up and drink wine,
brewed from the finest vine,
It's very tough to find,
But I was assigned,
I'm the one to remind
you,that I fly like a butterfly,
and sting like a porcupine,
I have spikes on my spine,
It's time I intertwine,
I'll take you further than river Rhine,
I'm smarter than Einstein,
don't you think this song is well aligned,
I wonder how many rhymes,
I wrote,1,2,3,4,9

Woah, I was unaware,
that I flow like the air,
you hear me everywhere,
I'm here, no, just kidding I am there,
please don't look so scared,
I think I paid my share,
so don't you even dare,
say I'm having an affair,
I have more rhymes to spare,
my talent's really rare,
I have no equal, I have no pair,
I know it isn't fair,
but life's like this, oh well,
no sense to live in despair,
you can find me in my lair,
don't get scared by the glare,
it will never cease to stare,
I have medusas hair,
If you die, I really don't care,
this song will shoot the flare,
I'm more muscular than bear,
I've finally climbed this stair,
now crown is what I wear,
because as King I was declared,
I cannot be compared,
My whole life is in front of my crosshair,
I cry, while I'm sitting in this chair,
I guess me and life still aren't square,
I guess this song will blare,
Now everyone I have to prepare,
to become a millionaire,
because I really want to repair.

Everything I destroyed,
because of my void,
it got me annoyed,
I tried to avoid,
it,but I ate steroid.

Now behold,
I became bold,
my heart is ice cold,
I won't back down or fold,
This paper is my mold,
this song is a story untold,
I don't do this for gold.

I do this to make a boom,
as soon as I enter the room,
you can smell the perfume,
you can see the costume,
well at least that I presume,
It's time I resume,
this song for the gloomed,
you listeners all assumed,
that I stopped but I didn't, now you're doomed,
I'll clean you out with broom,
I have a sniper zoom,
This song is starting to bloom,
my shadow has loomed,
this is not a heirloom,
nor is it cartoon,
I'll turn to werewolf soon,
I'm looking at the moon.
But every noon,
I come like a monsoon,
to write a new tune,
I eat life with big spoon,
I stop living in the afternoon,
just like now because... I ...
swoon

Destroyed

My voice is shaking,
It's because of crowd.
I can see them clearly,
there is no shroud,
but thanks for the beat,
which is so loud.
Gonna show people,
what rap is about.

Shocked for the rhythm, people are stroked,
I'm trying to fix, my last year's choke,
ever since then, I've been wearing a cloak,
being agressive, like I just sniffed some coke
regretting every, single day that I woke,
without marihuana, so I couldn't relax and smoke,

Look at my arm,
it's what rappers do.
Listen to me,
if I'm talking to you.
People are moving,
the beat is so good,
you know it from somewhere,
and that's what you should.

I borrowed this beat, 'cause I have no producer,
just because of that, I'm still not a loser,
my words are oranges, my head is a juicer,
I'm not a magician, I'm a magic beat user,
for beautiful ladies, hopefully a seducer,
many haters out there, maybe it's you sir.

Please respect me,
I'm being courageous,
you cannot compare me,
to dancers or mages,
they are setting up,
different stages,
they aren't using,
own written pages.

I'm willing to fight,people are at my side,
they can show their might, so you better hide
me on the stage, that must be a sight,
text that you're hearing, it's what I write,
outside is day here dark like a night,
however you insult me, I'll have my pride,
whatever they say, I never lied,
because of liars, I lost ability to cry.

Move to the beat,
if it makes you feel groovy,
imagine my lyrics,
as a script for a movie,
if you are trying,
very good story you'll see,
you heard of the devil,
his flow I am using.

This is not my best song, many are better,
imagine that you're the one I'm sending this letter,
people are hoping I won't make it and I'm fed up,
all thanks to that unfaithful day I met her,
she gave me need for weed, so I'm light as a feather,
I'm so high, I can see clouds that make weather,
I won't forget the day I threw my heart in the shredder

I threw it in
and it got minced,
been in depression,
ever since,
the dark side,
is trying to convince,
me into joining,
to become their prince.

But I'm avoiding the darkness, 'cause I've been there once,
I saw drugs, pain, knives and guns,
saw the suicide, of a man that runs,
saw one of the great women that stuns,
everyone with her looks and her buns,
but that doesn't mean, that my life is fun
this weight inside my chest, can't be measured with tons,
i've been in jail, where there is no sun.

Walls in the prison,
everywhere you go,
some of us been there,
for more than 1 show,
fueled by adrenaline,
everything is so slow.
This is metaphorical,
just so you know.

Calling me gangsta, for the clothes I wear,
how can people, be so fxxxing unfair,
been insulted forever, but I don't really care,
I guess I'm guilty for being in their hair.
I'm used to people giving me their stares,
I can see them wanting me on an electric chair.

I'm just trying,
to do what I can,
I'm not doing this,
so I could have fans,
I have more haters,
yet here I stand,
just to show them,
I'm not shitting my pants

I could be writing, easily for some time,
but I'm gonna stop, telling you rhymes,
because if I don't, my words will be crimes.
but still I guess, it's my time to shine,
I came on the stage, and many things did I find.

It's time to finish now,
I'll catch you guys later,
gonna shut the mouth,
of each and every hater,
this is a good song,
I'm the one who made her,
I'll represent the light,
I'll kill Darth Vader.

Uživaj v predstavi, prosim še naprej,
a v naslednji to?ki, nea mene glej,
?e zdi se ti smešno,ti se samo smej,
?e zdim se ti dober, prosim povej,
tud kritike sprejemam, dokler so OK.

Respect Me


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Sometimes it's hard holding back this feelings,
sometimes it's hard to stand after all those beatings.
Sometimes it's harder than you think, but I'm not leaving,
sometimes it's too hard, but I'm still winning

You better believe me when I say that I'm strong,
You don't believe me, but you don't believe that I'm wrong,
I cannot believe it, I've waited so long,
I've finally found, what I've been looking for all along.

But I won't budge,'cause I mustn't touch,
I don't want you to go away, so I'm gonna watch,
how guys will treat you, but I like you so much.

I can't let you go, like you were never here,
when you're out of my sight, I feel as if you're near,
as long as you're alive, I won't submit to fear.

You may think that I'm overreacting,
you may even think, that all I do is acting,
you can even think, that I'm only distracting,
I'll get your honest kiss, even if it's the last thing
(Yeah, it's true)

Sometimes it's hard knowing I can't have you,
sometimes it's hard resisting now that I met you,
sometimes it's harder to resist than it is to catch you,
sometimes it's too hard, holdin' back because I want to snatch you.

Not even I know, what's going on,
I can't figure out, what you have done
all I know is that, right now you're number one,
first time you talked to me, I was stunned.

I've been running away from my past,
even when it came to girls, I was always last,
my fears were hunting me, I couldn't even rest,
it's time to let this burden off my chest.

You're probably laughing, thinking I'm crazy,
you'd be laughing even more, if I called you a daisy,
you'd probably fall on the floor, if I said I don't listen to Jay-Z,
(but it's true)
right now there aren't many things more important than you.

Sometimes it'd be easy to just give up and let you go,
sometimes it'd be easy, but I'm afraid of the snow,
sometimes it'd be easier, to be pretending and to say no,
sometimes it's too easy and then you already know.

Usually I don't express my feelings like this,
just like with girls, I usually miss,
and I don't get response, I only get dissed,
you're direct, which makes this, much better,
I hate wearing leather,I love lovely weather
and happiness I'll get her,
no matter what you say,
you will not be the shredder,
Like some of the girls I liked,
said a word too much, and I got striked,
fell down on the floor, gathering my strength,
catching my breath, from running that length.
I've finally caught up, and you didn't run away,
you're exactly my type, because you know how to and what to say.
You explained how you feel, but I cannot resist,
if I don't tell you this, I cannot be at peace, with myself.

Sometimes I want to hug you, but I know that would bug you,
Sometimes I want to kiss you, but then I would have to miss you,
Sometimes I want you to like me, but I stop thinking because lightning could strike me,
how could you ever like me, you're free and I'm still fighting.

So everything I want, backfires sooner or later,
this song is special, I made her,
in the way you could understand,
so I don't have to pretend,
ampak ne glede na to kaj ?utim, (but no matter what I feel - Slovenian)
I don't want this feeling to end.

Sometimes

Listen to these lyrics of master writer,
I'll introduce myself like fighter,
Stage is the gas, my lyrics are igniter,
this song really couldn't shine brighter,
I entered the room and it suddenly got tighter,
not just that, it has gotten lighter,

Listen to what I'm about to tell,
I started writing when I needed help.
I was fighting for my nation,
I was looking for attention,
I was doing it in discretion,
But suddenly bitch came crashing,
like I plane, she drove me insane,
and started bashing,
my heart and it got destroyed,
all I have left is a void.
To put that aside,
in my life just came a new light,
I am ready to put up a fight,
friends are standing beside me,
they are trying to hide me,
from the pain and the stress
and this pressure in my chest
I am calling in distress,
my life is a mess
I guess, I'm not fast,
enough, all I did was bluffed,
for a while, and I ran for a whole mile,
it seemed so long, I was only a child,
so they put me on a trial.

I have failed, but someone bailed,
me out, didn't even tell me what it's all about.
So I started fighting,
by writing,
I have stopped hiding,
by riding.
Towards all my enemies,
my heart feels and sees,
them as they approach,
I won't let them treat me like I'm a cockroach.
I will give them facial reconstruction,
although my heart is still under construction,
that's why I'm so mad I'm causing destruction,
I can still use my charm,use seduction,
I have already been under abduction,
I have witnessed slaying and corruption,
so my head filled with anger, now I have an eruption.

You have tried to hit me,
you don't want to be messing with me,
there's no way you'll get me,
you tried but you missed me,
don't know why you dissed me,
you did that and you pissed me off,
This time you've outdone yourself,
surely you'll be needing help,
but I'm mad,I won't let you tell,
your allies bout this,but oh well,
This time battle's on for real,
this time I'm going for kill,
please don't run,just hold still,
if you do that I will,
make it painless,
make it stainless,
make it feel like you're on wellness.

You got to believe me,
you cannot deceive me,
hell has received me,
no one can lead me.
Because I'm the leader,
I'm gonna be the,
passer and receiver,
hater and believer,
reviver and killer,
I'm really gonna kill her.
This time she went too far,
I have made my call,
She sat in the car,
but my call blew all.

I hope you understand what I'm saying,
I'm mad as hell, I'm slaying.

Don't you dare to oppose,
your body will be gross,
this song fills the dose,
I can kill with firehose,
nozzle, so here it goes.

Let the real song begin now,
I really got you begging now.
Pleases wont do, you must give me,
what I want, relieve me.
Too much stress, can make a mess,
My adrenaline caused me to be fast,
Speed came from letting burden off my chest,
Once for change I passed the test.
I know this is strange,
but something in me has changed. So
I turned the page,
I ran out of cage,
and got on stage,
I feel like I'm mage.

I make things disappear,
so don't you dare to come near,
I will show no fear,
one step closer you'll be here,
you stepped, I guess you didn't hear.

I'll make you feel like stranger,
this field is marked with danger,
Beware of my shadow,
it's the entrance to meadow

full of mines
and sick lines,
these are hard times,
I'm commiting crimes,
with writing this sick rhymes.
I hope I'm not too rough,
but I finally got off,
this chains that bounded me,
killed enemies that surrounded me,
threw back hammers that pounded me.

I became notorious,
won until I was glorious,
all you can do is glory us,
you can do a story of us,
better be good to us,
our numbers are too much for bus,

Now listen to the last part,
it will surely warm your heart,
Don't try to slow it down,
so you'll see why I'm wearing crown,
they will name a fxxxing town,
after me, so please don't frown.

I'm fulfillment of your wishes.
Don't think I am so ambitious,
please don't say I'm superstitious,
really man, I'm the most delicious,
beware my lyrics, they are vicious,
my name is the most seditious,
my lyrics are the most nutritous,
my wishes to all are malicious,
out of all I'm the most expeditious,
my rhymes are usually pernicious,
but next one will be repetitious

I need to change the rhyme,
so I come back on time,
I went off the line,
don't see me?I'm behind,
I only guess you're blind,
can't wait I do the crime,
goddamn I'm feeling fine,
I guess I reached my prime,
I guess today I shine,
you hope that I'll resign
It's time I redesign,
and time to redefine,
the ways of my rhyme,
my gift is divine,
I'll never step out of line,
again, because I will combine,
all them crazy rhymes,
my words will be refined,
bitch all you do is whine,
shut up and drink wine,
brewed from the finest vine,
It's very tough to find,
But I was assigned,
I'm the one to remind
you,that I fly like a butterfly,
and sting like a porcupine,
I have spikes on my spine,
It's time I intertwine,
I'll take you further than river Rhine,
I'm smarter than Einstein,
don't you think this song is well aligned,
I wonder how many rhymes,
I wrote,1,2,3,4,9

Woah, I was unaware,
that I flow like the air,
you hear me everywhere,
I'm here, no, just kidding I am there,
please don't look so scared,
I think I paid my share,
so don't you even dare,
say I'm having an affair,
I have more rhymes to spare,
my talent's really rare,
I have no equal, I have no pair,
I know it isn't fair,
but life's like this, oh well,
no sense to live in despair,
you can find me in my lair,
don't get scared by the glare,
it will never cease to stare,
I have medusas hair,
If you die, I really don't care,
this song will shoot the flare,
I'm more muscular than bear,
I've finally climbed this stair,
now crown is what I wear,
because as King I was declared,
I cannot be compared,
My whole life is in front of my crosshair,
I cry, while I'm sitting in this chair,
I guess me and life still aren't square,
I guess this song will blare,
Now everyone I have to prepare,
to become a millionaire,
because I really want to repair.

Everything I destroyed,
because of my void,
it got me annoyed,
I tried to avoid,
it,but I ate steroid.

Now behold,
I became bold,
my heart is ice cold,
I won't back down or fold,
This paper is my mold,
this song is a story untold,
I don't do this for gold.

I do this to make a boom,
as soon as I enter the room,
you can smell the perfume,
you can see the costume,
well at least that I presume,
It's time I resume,
this song for the gloomed,
you listeners all assumed,
that I stopped but I didn't, now you're doomed,
I'll clean you out with broom,
I have a sniper zoom,
This song is starting to bloom,
my shadow has loomed,
this is not a heirloom,
nor is it cartoon,
I'll turn to werewolf soon,
I'm looking at the moon.
But every noon,
I come like a monsoon,
to write a new tune,
I eat life with big spoon,
I stop living in the afternoon,
just like now because... I ...
swoon

Destroyed

My voice is shaking,
It's because of crowd.
I can see them clearly,
there is no shroud,
but thanks for the beat,
which is so loud.
Gonna show people,
what rap is about.

Shocked for the rhythm, people are stroked,
I'm trying to fix, my last year's choke,
ever since then, I've been wearing a cloak,
being agressive, like I just sniffed some coke
regretting every, single day that I woke,
without marihuana, so I couldn't relax and smoke,

Look at my arm,
it's what rappers do.
Listen to me,
if I'm talking to you.
People are moving,
the beat is so good,
you know it from somewhere,
and that's what you should.

I borrowed this beat, 'cause I have no producer,
just because of that, I'm still not a loser,
my words are oranges, my head is a juicer,
I'm not a magician, I'm a magic beat user,
for beautiful ladies, hopefully a seducer,
many haters out there, maybe it's you sir.

Please respect me,
I'm being courageous,
you cannot compare me,
to dancers or mages,
they are setting up,
different stages,
they aren't using,
own written pages.

I'm willing to fight,people are at my side,
they can show their might, so you better hide
me on the stage, that must be a sight,
text that you're hearing, it's what I write,
outside is day here dark like a night,
however you insult me, I'll have my pride,
whatever they say, I never lied,
because of liars, I lost ability to cry.

Move to the beat,
if it makes you feel groovy,
imagine my lyrics,
as a script for a movie,
if you are trying,
very good story you'll see,
you heard of the devil,
his flow I am using.

This is not my best song, many are better,
imagine that you're the one I'm sending this letter,
people are hoping I won't make it and I'm fed up,
all thanks to that unfaithful day I met her,
she gave me need for weed, so I'm light as a feather,
I'm so high, I can see clouds that make weather,
I won't forget the day I threw my heart in the shredder

I threw it in
and it got minced,
been in depression,
ever since,
the dark side,
is trying to convince,
me into joining,
to become their prince.

But I'm avoiding the darkness, 'cause I've been there once,
I saw drugs, pain, knives and guns,
saw the suicide, of a man that runs,
saw one of the great women that stuns,
everyone with her looks and her buns,
but that doesn't mean, that my life is fun
this weight inside my chest, can't be measured with tons,
i've been in jail, where there is no sun.

Walls in the prison,
everywhere you go,
some of us been there,
for more than 1 show,
fueled by adrenaline,
everything is so slow.
This is metaphorical,
just so you know.

Calling me gangsta, for the clothes I wear,
how can people, be so fxxxing unfair,
been insulted forever, but I don't really care,
I guess I'm guilty for being in their hair.
I'm used to people giving me their stares,
I can see them wanting me on an electric chair.

I'm just trying,
to do what I can,
I'm not doing this,
so I could have fans,
I have more haters,
yet here I stand,
just to show them,
I'm not shitting my pants

I could be writing, easily for some time,
but I'm gonna stop, telling you rhymes,
because if I don't, my words will be crimes.
but still I guess, it's my time to shine,
I came on the stage, and many things did I find.

It's time to finish now,
I'll catch you guys later,
gonna shut the mouth,
of each and every hater,
this is a good song,
I'm the one who made her,
I'll represent the light,
I'll kill Darth Vader.

Uživaj v predstavi, prosim še naprej,
a v naslednji to?ki, nea mene glej,
?e zdi se ti smešno,ti se samo smej,
?e zdim se ti dober, prosim povej,
tud kritike sprejemam, dokler so OK.

Respect Me

What am I, who am I,
why am I, no reply,

Will I cry, or die?
Will I run, or hide?
Will I fall, or slide?
Will I stay, or fight?

Is it day, or is it night?

So many questions, but answers to none,
do I use a knife, or should I use a gun?

Knife hurts more, and I enjoy pain
thanks to that, a man can gain.

More resilience and eternal silence,
I like hurting myself, otherwise I hate violence.
Do you like this music? well, why dance?
Do you hear the ambulance or is it just sirens?

Maybe it's the cops, thinking I'm on drugs man.
When I see the blue dots, my minds just hugs them,
I never really understood what bugs them,
I know they're catching bad guys, but look into my eyes then.

Not one of them, even if I smoke weed,
that's just a result, of drowning in shit.

What is this, what did I miss?
Is it nephew? or is it niece?

Will I shoot, or cut?
Will I hang, or rot?
Will I act, or plot?
Will I look, or swat?

Am I gonna be, or not?

I just want to die, maybe not right this moment,
but I somehow feel that my heart has blown up.
Maybe it has to do, with woman leaving me,
I just want to be alone, please leave me be.

I gotta survive this even if I'll be hollow,
I just can't sit back and wallow,
I feel like this fxxxing darkness got me swallowed,
I know I'm stupid maybe that's why I followed.

Those sillhuetes, in front of me.
I was blinded by feelings, I didn't see,
that in reality, they're all messing with me,
I guess I know one thing, I'll never be free.

What's happening? Why am I rapping?
Am I running? Or not even stepping?

Am I crazy, or just confused?
Did I get dumped, or just abused?
Is my heart a bomb without a fuse?
is this past, or current news?

Will I speak, or be quiet?
Will I freeze, or fry it?
Will I sulk, or riot?
Will I bury, or just hide it?

Gonna sell it or buy it?

You don't know what I'm talking about,
I'm talking about my body crowd,
Looking to escape from this fxxxing shroud,
and suicide seems like the only way out.

Who Am I

Now it's my time to shine,
I'm gonna introduce you to some sick rhymes.
Be careful you don't miss verses between lines,
if you ain't missing something you can see how it shines.
I actually knew you were never mine.

How could you do, something like this to me?
You're so full of pride you thought you saw through me,
actions speak more than words, and yours said: "shoo thee".
I'm goin' I'm going, don't you "shoo" me,
I hope you're happy that you're finally free.

You was jealous, but I had all the reasons,
we talked a lot about your ex boyfriend and your treason.
You're just one more girl that was giving me teasing.
I must say it's something better, you were actually pleasing,

Hook:
And here I go and thought,
that you really loved me.
Here I go and sought,
something good but you shoved me. (away)
I was really thinking,
about you all the time.
But now I'm back to shrinking,
cause you'll never be mine. (please stay)
[2x]

I'm sharing the truth, but it really hurts me,
love is what I need, and for it I'm really thirsty,
will I get a wife? at least by the age of thirty,
12 years of suffering, really made me sturdy,
I feel like a sheep, that bitches like you are herding

Falling for these traps,again and again,
because of women like you, I don't know if I'm man,
pain in my chest, I can barely stand,
my position right now, is forcing me to defend,
from attacks from all sides, wishing it could end.

On one side drugs, are sucking me in,
this feeling of sucking, preventing me to win
on the other bitches showing all their greed,
while it's all simple...love is what I need

Hook:
And here I go and thought,
that you really loved me.
Here I go and sought,
something good but you shoved me. (away)
I was really thinking,
about you all the time.
But now I'm back to shrinking,
cause you'll never be mine. (please stay)
[2x]

How could I be so naive, I couldn't predict this?
How could I believe that god gave me peace?
How could I be so blind, how could I have missed,
your true nature, and how could I have kissed,
your lips and your body,I felt something was amiss.

I always thought, that I'm quite smart.
I always knew, something's telling me apart,
from the others, from within my heart.

I had true feeling, of being shot,
by cupid's arrow, but now I know I was not.

I'll never fall, for this kind of games again.
I'll never compare, myself to another man,
because I'm special, that's just who I am.
You cannot hurt me, only true love can.

Hook:
Let me re-cipher this,
I fell in love with you.
With you I was at ease,
but you're a bitch it's true.
You can't avoid cheating,
you can't avoid lying.
Your actions gave me beating,
and left me forever crying.

Why do I have to cry every time,
woman leaves me alone?
Why do I write this type of rhyme?
answer, so I don't atone,
In my sadness my past,
which is very cruel.
I'm always the last,
because I'm a fool.
[2x]

Time to Shine

My Uploads

Sometimes it's hard holding back this feelings,
sometimes it's hard to stand after all those beatings.
Sometimes it's harder than you think, but I'm not leaving,
sometimes it's too hard, but I'm still winning

You better believe me when I say that I'm strong,
You don't believe me, but you don't believe that I'm wrong,
I cannot believe it, I've waited so long,
I've finally found, what I've been looking for all along.

But I won't budge,'cause I mustn't touch,
I don't want you to go away, so I'm gonna watch,
how guys will treat you, but I like you so much.

I can't let you go, like you were never here,
when you're out of my sight, I feel as if you're near,
as long as you're alive, I won't submit to fear.

You may think that I'm overreacting,
you may even think, that all I do is acting,
you can even think, that I'm only distracting,
I'll get your honest kiss, even if it's the last thing
(Yeah, it's true)

Sometimes it's hard knowing I can't have you,
sometimes it's hard resisting now that I met you,
sometimes it's harder to resist than it is to catch you,
sometimes it's too hard, holdin' back because I want to snatch you.

Not even I know, what's going on,
I can't figure out, what you have done
all I know is that, right now you're number one,
first time you talked to me, I was stunned.

I've been running away from my past,
even when it came to girls, I was always last,
my fears were hunting me, I couldn't even rest,
it's time to let this burden off my chest.

You're probably laughing, thinking I'm crazy,
you'd be laughing even more, if I called you a daisy,
you'd probably fall on the floor, if I said I don't listen to Jay-Z,
(but it's true)
right now there aren't many things more important than you.

Sometimes it'd be easy to just give up and let you go,
sometimes it'd be easy, but I'm afraid of the snow,
sometimes it'd be easier, to be pretending and to say no,
sometimes it's too easy and then you already know.

Usually I don't express my feelings like this,
just like with girls, I usually miss,
and I don't get response, I only get dissed,
you're direct, which makes this, much better,
I hate wearing leather,I love lovely weather
and happiness I'll get her,
no matter what you say,
you will not be the shredder,
Like some of the girls I liked,
said a word too much, and I got striked,
fell down on the floor, gathering my strength,
catching my breath, from running that length.
I've finally caught up, and you didn't run away,
you're exactly my type, because you know how to and what to say.
You explained how you feel, but I cannot resist,
if I don't tell you this, I cannot be at peace, with myself.

Sometimes I want to hug you, but I know that would bug you,
Sometimes I want to kiss you, but then I would have to miss you,
Sometimes I want you to like me, but I stop thinking because lightning could strike me,
how could you ever like me, you're free and I'm still fighting.

So everything I want, backfires sooner or later,
this song is special, I made her,
in the way you could understand,
so I don't have to pretend,
ampak ne glede na to kaj ?utim, (but no matter what I feel - Slovenian)
I don't want this feeling to end.

Sometimes

Listen to these lyrics of master writer,
I'll introduce myself like fighter,
Stage is the gas, my lyrics are igniter,
this song really couldn't shine brighter,
I entered the room and it suddenly got tighter,
not just that, it has gotten lighter,

Listen to what I'm about to tell,
I started writing when I needed help.
I was fighting for my nation,
I was looking for attention,
I was doing it in discretion,
But suddenly bitch came crashing,
like I plane, she drove me insane,
and started bashing,
my heart and it got destroyed,
all I have left is a void.
To put that aside,
in my life just came a new light,
I am ready to put up a fight,
friends are standing beside me,
they are trying to hide me,
from the pain and the stress
and this pressure in my chest
I am calling in distress,
my life is a mess
I guess, I'm not fast,
enough, all I did was bluffed,
for a while, and I ran for a whole mile,
it seemed so long, I was only a child,
so they put me on a trial.

I have failed, but someone bailed,
me out, didn't even tell me what it's all about.
So I started fighting,
by writing,
I have stopped hiding,
by riding.
Towards all my enemies,
my heart feels and sees,
them as they approach,
I won't let them treat me like I'm a cockroach.
I will give them facial reconstruction,
although my heart is still under construction,
that's why I'm so mad I'm causing destruction,
I can still use my charm,use seduction,
I have already been under abduction,
I have witnessed slaying and corruption,
so my head filled with anger, now I have an eruption.

You have tried to hit me,
you don't want to be messing with me,
there's no way you'll get me,
you tried but you missed me,
don't know why you dissed me,
you did that and you pissed me off,
This time you've outdone yourself,
surely you'll be needing help,
but I'm mad,I won't let you tell,
your allies bout this,but oh well,
This time battle's on for real,
this time I'm going for kill,
please don't run,just hold still,
if you do that I will,
make it painless,
make it stainless,
make it feel like you're on wellness.

You got to believe me,
you cannot deceive me,
hell has received me,
no one can lead me.
Because I'm the leader,
I'm gonna be the,
passer and receiver,
hater and believer,
reviver and killer,
I'm really gonna kill her.
This time she went too far,
I have made my call,
She sat in the car,
but my call blew all.

I hope you understand what I'm saying,
I'm mad as hell, I'm slaying.

Don't you dare to oppose,
your body will be gross,
this song fills the dose,
I can kill with firehose,
nozzle, so here it goes.

Let the real song begin now,
I really got you begging now.
Pleases wont do, you must give me,
what I want, relieve me.
Too much stress, can make a mess,
My adrenaline caused me to be fast,
Speed came from letting burden off my chest,
Once for change I passed the test.
I know this is strange,
but something in me has changed. So
I turned the page,
I ran out of cage,
and got on stage,
I feel like I'm mage.

I make things disappear,
so don't you dare to come near,
I will show no fear,
one step closer you'll be here,
you stepped, I guess you didn't hear.

I'll make you feel like stranger,
this field is marked with danger,
Beware of my shadow,
it's the entrance to meadow

full of mines
and sick lines,
these are hard times,
I'm commiting crimes,
with writing this sick rhymes.
I hope I'm not too rough,
but I finally got off,
this chains that bounded me,
killed enemies that surrounded me,
threw back hammers that pounded me.

I became notorious,
won until I was glorious,
all you can do is glory us,
you can do a story of us,
better be good to us,
our numbers are too much for bus,

Now listen to the last part,
it will surely warm your heart,
Don't try to slow it down,
so you'll see why I'm wearing crown,
they will name a fxxxing town,
after me, so please don't frown.

I'm fulfillment of your wishes.
Don't think I am so ambitious,
please don't say I'm superstitious,
really man, I'm the most delicious,
beware my lyrics, they are vicious,
my name is the most seditious,
my lyrics are the most nutritous,
my wishes to all are malicious,
out of all I'm the most expeditious,
my rhymes are usually pernicious,
but next one will be repetitious

I need to change the rhyme,
so I come back on time,
I went off the line,
don't see me?I'm behind,
I only guess you're blind,
can't wait I do the crime,
goddamn I'm feeling fine,
I guess I reached my prime,
I guess today I shine,
you hope that I'll resign
It's time I redesign,
and time to redefine,
the ways of my rhyme,
my gift is divine,
I'll never step out of line,
again, because I will combine,
all them crazy rhymes,
my words will be refined,
bitch all you do is whine,
shut up and drink wine,
brewed from the finest vine,
It's very tough to find,
But I was assigned,
I'm the one to remind
you,that I fly like a butterfly,
and sting like a porcupine,
I have spikes on my spine,
It's time I intertwine,
I'll take you further than river Rhine,
I'm smarter than Einstein,
don't you think this song is well aligned,
I wonder how many rhymes,
I wrote,1,2,3,4,9

Woah, I was unaware,
that I flow like the air,
you hear me everywhere,
I'm here, no, just kidding I am there,
please don't look so scared,
I think I paid my share,
so don't you even dare,
say I'm having an affair,
I have more rhymes to spare,
my talent's really rare,
I have no equal, I have no pair,
I know it isn't fair,
but life's like this, oh well,
no sense to live in despair,
you can find me in my lair,
don't get scared by the glare,
it will never cease to stare,
I have medusas hair,
If you die, I really don't care,
this song will shoot the flare,
I'm more muscular than bear,
I've finally climbed this stair,
now crown is what I wear,
because as King I was declared,
I cannot be compared,
My whole life is in front of my crosshair,
I cry, while I'm sitting in this chair,
I guess me and life still aren't square,
I guess this song will blare,
Now everyone I have to prepare,
to become a millionaire,
because I really want to repair.

Everything I destroyed,
because of my void,
it got me annoyed,
I tried to avoid,
it,but I ate steroid.

Now behold,
I became bold,
my heart is ice cold,
I won't back down or fold,
This paper is my mold,
this song is a story untold,
I don't do this for gold.

I do this to make a boom,
as soon as I enter the room,
you can smell the perfume,
you can see the costume,
well at least that I presume,
It's time I resume,
this song for the gloomed,
you listeners all assumed,
that I stopped but I didn't, now you're doomed,
I'll clean you out with broom,
I have a sniper zoom,
This song is starting to bloom,
my shadow has loomed,
this is not a heirloom,
nor is it cartoon,
I'll turn to werewolf soon,
I'm looking at the moon.
But every noon,
I come like a monsoon,
to write a new tune,
I eat life with big spoon,
I stop living in the afternoon,
just like now because... I ...
swoon

Destroyed

My voice is shaking,
It's because of crowd.
I can see them clearly,
there is no shroud,
but thanks for the beat,
which is so loud.
Gonna show people,
what rap is about.

Shocked for the rhythm, people are stroked,
I'm trying to fix, my last year's choke,
ever since then, I've been wearing a cloak,
being agressive, like I just sniffed some coke
regretting every, single day that I woke,
without marihuana, so I couldn't relax and smoke,

Look at my arm,
it's what rappers do.
Listen to me,
if I'm talking to you.
People are moving,
the beat is so good,
you know it from somewhere,
and that's what you should.

I borrowed this beat, 'cause I have no producer,
just because of that, I'm still not a loser,
my words are oranges, my head is a juicer,
I'm not a magician, I'm a magic beat user,
for beautiful ladies, hopefully a seducer,
many haters out there, maybe it's you sir.

Please respect me,
I'm being courageous,
you cannot compare me,
to dancers or mages,
they are setting up,
different stages,
they aren't using,
own written pages.

I'm willing to fight,people are at my side,
they can show their might, so you better hide
me on the stage, that must be a sight,
text that you're hearing, it's what I write,
outside is day here dark like a night,
however you insult me, I'll have my pride,
whatever they say, I never lied,
because of liars, I lost ability to cry.

Move to the beat,
if it makes you feel groovy,
imagine my lyrics,
as a script for a movie,
if you are trying,
very good story you'll see,
you heard of the devil,
his flow I am using.

This is not my best song, many are better,
imagine that you're the one I'm sending this letter,
people are hoping I won't make it and I'm fed up,
all thanks to that unfaithful day I met her,
she gave me need for weed, so I'm light as a feather,
I'm so high, I can see clouds that make weather,
I won't forget the day I threw my heart in the shredder

I threw it in
and it got minced,
been in depression,
ever since,
the dark side,
is trying to convince,
me into joining,
to become their prince.

But I'm avoiding the darkness, 'cause I've been there once,
I saw drugs, pain, knives and guns,
saw the suicide, of a man that runs,
saw one of the great women that stuns,
everyone with her looks and her buns,
but that doesn't mean, that my life is fun
this weight inside my chest, can't be measured with tons,
i've been in jail, where there is no sun.

Walls in the prison,
everywhere you go,
some of us been there,
for more than 1 show,
fueled by adrenaline,
everything is so slow.
This is metaphorical,
just so you know.

Calling me gangsta, for the clothes I wear,
how can people, be so fxxxing unfair,
been insulted forever, but I don't really care,
I guess I'm guilty for being in their hair.
I'm used to people giving me their stares,
I can see them wanting me on an electric chair.

I'm just trying,
to do what I can,
I'm not doing this,
so I could have fans,
I have more haters,
yet here I stand,
just to show them,
I'm not shitting my pants

I could be writing, easily for some time,
but I'm gonna stop, telling you rhymes,
because if I don't, my words will be crimes.
but still I guess, it's my time to shine,
I came on the stage, and many things did I find.

It's time to finish now,
I'll catch you guys later,
gonna shut the mouth,
of each and every hater,
this is a good song,
I'm the one who made her,
I'll represent the light,
I'll kill Darth Vader.

Uživaj v predstavi, prosim še naprej,
a v naslednji to?ki, nea mene glej,
?e zdi se ti smešno,ti se samo smej,
?e zdim se ti dober, prosim povej,
tud kritike sprejemam, dokler so OK.

Respect Me

What am I, who am I,
why am I, no reply,

Will I cry, or die?
Will I run, or hide?
Will I fall, or slide?
Will I stay, or fight?

Is it day, or is it night?

So many questions, but answers to none,
do I use a knife, or should I use a gun?

Knife hurts more, and I enjoy pain
thanks to that, a man can gain.

More resilience and eternal silence,
I like hurting myself, otherwise I hate violence.
Do you like this music? well, why dance?
Do you hear the ambulance or is it just sirens?

Maybe it's the cops, thinking I'm on drugs man.
When I see the blue dots, my minds just hugs them,
I never really understood what bugs them,
I know they're catching bad guys, but look into my eyes then.

Not one of them, even if I smoke weed,
that's just a result, of drowning in shit.

What is this, what did I miss?
Is it nephew? or is it niece?

Will I shoot, or cut?
Will I hang, or rot?
Will I act, or plot?
Will I look, or swat?

Am I gonna be, or not?

I just want to die, maybe not right this moment,
but I somehow feel that my heart has blown up.
Maybe it has to do, with woman leaving me,
I just want to be alone, please leave me be.

I gotta survive this even if I'll be hollow,
I just can't sit back and wallow,
I feel like this fxxxing darkness got me swallowed,
I know I'm stupid maybe that's why I followed.

Those sillhuetes, in front of me.
I was blinded by feelings, I didn't see,
that in reality, they're all messing with me,
I guess I know one thing, I'll never be free.

What's happening? Why am I rapping?
Am I running? Or not even stepping?

Am I crazy, or just confused?
Did I get dumped, or just abused?
Is my heart a bomb without a fuse?
is this past, or current news?

Will I speak, or be quiet?
Will I freeze, or fry it?
Will I sulk, or riot?
Will I bury, or just hide it?

Gonna sell it or buy it?

You don't know what I'm talking about,
I'm talking about my body crowd,
Looking to escape from this fxxxing shroud,
and suicide seems like the only way out.

Who Am I

Now it's my time to shine,
I'm gonna introduce you to some sick rhymes.
Be careful you don't miss verses between lines,
if you ain't missing something you can see how it shines.
I actually knew you were never mine.

How could you do, something like this to me?
You're so full of pride you thought you saw through me,
actions speak more than words, and yours said: "shoo thee".
I'm goin' I'm going, don't you "shoo" me,
I hope you're happy that you're finally free.

You was jealous, but I had all the reasons,
we talked a lot about your ex boyfriend and your treason.
You're just one more girl that was giving me teasing.
I must say it's something better, you were actually pleasing,

Hook:
And here I go and thought,
that you really loved me.
Here I go and sought,
something good but you shoved me. (away)
I was really thinking,
about you all the time.
But now I'm back to shrinking,
cause you'll never be mine. (please stay)
[2x]

I'm sharing the truth, but it really hurts me,
love is what I need, and for it I'm really thirsty,
will I get a wife? at least by the age of thirty,
12 years of suffering, really made me sturdy,
I feel like a sheep, that bitches like you are herding

Falling for these traps,again and again,
because of women like you, I don't know if I'm man,
pain in my chest, I can barely stand,
my position right now, is forcing me to defend,
from attacks from all sides, wishing it could end.

On one side drugs, are sucking me in,
this feeling of sucking, preventing me to win
on the other bitches showing all their greed,
while it's all simple...love is what I need

Hook:
And here I go and thought,
that you really loved me.
Here I go and sought,
something good but you shoved me. (away)
I was really thinking,
about you all the time.
But now I'm back to shrinking,
cause you'll never be mine. (please stay)
[2x]

How could I be so naive, I couldn't predict this?
How could I believe that god gave me peace?
How could I be so blind, how could I have missed,
your true nature, and how could I have kissed,
your lips and your body,I felt something was amiss.

I always thought, that I'm quite smart.
I always knew, something's telling me apart,
from the others, from within my heart.

I had true feeling, of being shot,
by cupid's arrow, but now I know I was not.

I'll never fall, for this kind of games again.
I'll never compare, myself to another man,
because I'm special, that's just who I am.
You cannot hurt me, only true love can.

Hook:
Let me re-cipher this,
I fell in love with you.
With you I was at ease,
but you're a bitch it's true.
You can't avoid cheating,
you can't avoid lying.
Your actions gave me beating,
and left me forever crying.

Why do I have to cry every time,
woman leaves me alone?
Why do I write this type of rhyme?
answer, so I don't atone,
In my sadness my past,
which is very cruel.
I'm always the last,
because I'm a fool.
[2x]

Time to Shine


About Me

Bio

Happy go lucky guy that is writing for most of his life. My songs are like a diary of feelings that I went through...relatable by almost anyone that has felt depression, love, politics anger, hate, happiness, friendship, betrayal and so on. Many different stories to read/perform or record.

I do it on demand too if the person desiring a special song to be written has at least a basic layout of the story/motive behind the song.
TEST ME and I will not let you down.

CV/History

I started writing small poetry at the age of 8. Some songs were published by my then-mentor David Bedra?, who is now a recognized songwriter - highly respected in European/Slovenian poetry.
Later on I started listening to music in general and have become inspired by words that I heard. Rock especially. Emotional storytelling of guys like Eminem, Nas, Tupac, Tech N9ne inspired me to start writing hip hop/popular based lyrics based on many different topics.
My lyrics range from socially focused, to self-healing-revealing songs, to diss tracks, to emotinally disturbing topics like rape and depression and things connected to it. Currently I have more than 100 written, ofcourse not all are worthy of copyrighhts, but will try my best.
I am eager to write, my imagination never stops.

I can write off the dome if your words/topics that you want described in a song give me enough inspiration. On-demand lyricist, that is also very expressional and writes in native Slovenian language, as w

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