None (Jessica Leigh)

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Jessica Leigh

My one sided affair of the heart
I will never know love like this again
Nothing will ever be the same
My heart finally feels pain

I had him
But I never had him
He was always there for me
But he never was there for me
He always listened
But he never really heard me

My one sided affair of the heart
I will never know love like this again
Nothing will ever be the same
My heart finally feels pain

I loved him
But he never really cared
He touched me
But he never felt me
He saw me
But I never really saw him

My one sided affair of the heart
I will never know love like this again
Nothing will ever be the same
My heart finally feels pain

He held me
But he never really held me
He meant the world to me
I was normy to him
Every breathe was for him
He was relentlessly unyielding

My one sided affair of the heart
I will never know love like this again
Nothing will ever be the same
My heart finally feels pain

He saw the power in me
When I saw nothing
He lifted me up
With healing energy
He made me see again
When I thought there was nothing left to see
I'm finally walking in my own skin

My one sided affair of the heart
I will never know love like this again
Nothing will ever be the same
My heart finally feels pain

Affair of the Heart

I loved you from the moment I saw you
I don't know why I like you but I do
Nothing makes sense to me
I don't even know you but I want to

Something's in the water
Draining my existence
Testing my resistance
Emotions running sideways
Can I say something subliminally?
Help and save me

I loved you from the moment I saw you
I don't know why I like you but i do
Nothing makes sense to me
I don't even know you but I want to

I'm not the other woman
I didn't sign up for this
Reaching higher and higher so nothing sticks
Makes it harder to walk through the misery
Something's got a hold on me

I loved you from the moment I saw you
I don't know why I like you but I do
Nothing makes sense to me
I don't even know you but I want to

Forcing me out of my neighborhood
I gotta walk away even though I own this
You can't change my mind
I'm gonna have it my way

I loved you from the moment I saw you
I don't know why I like you but I do
Nothing makes sense to me
I don't even know you but I want to

Band-aid ripping off
Washer machine of the brain
Cloud maker helps ease the pain
It hurts cuz I love you
Sellin all my material goods
Lovin you makes me crazy

From the Moment I saw you

You were perfect until I met him
Why does she get you and not me?
You were perfect until I met him
He don’t exist
He’s only in my head

You were perfect until I met him
His eyes, his hands moved with precision
Never gave me much attention
You were perfect until I met him

Now my head don’t work
Only see his face
Captivating, hypnotic trance
Imagine his embrace
Get outa my head
See me kissin’ his face

Say you need me
Say you want me
Say you love me
and can’t stop thinking of me

You were perfect until I met him
His eyes, his hands moved with precision
You were perfect until I met him

You were perfect until I met him


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My one sided affair of the heart
I will never know love like this again
Nothing will ever be the same
My heart finally feels pain

I had him
But I never had him
He was always there for me
But he never was there for me
He always listened
But he never really heard me

My one sided affair of the heart
I will never know love like this again
Nothing will ever be the same
My heart finally feels pain

I loved him
But he never really cared
He touched me
But he never felt me
He saw me
But I never really saw him

My one sided affair of the heart
I will never know love like this again
Nothing will ever be the same
My heart finally feels pain

He held me
But he never really held me
He meant the world to me
I was normy to him
Every breathe was for him
He was relentlessly unyielding

My one sided affair of the heart
I will never know love like this again
Nothing will ever be the same
My heart finally feels pain

He saw the power in me
When I saw nothing
He lifted me up
With healing energy
He made me see again
When I thought there was nothing left to see
I'm finally walking in my own skin

My one sided affair of the heart
I will never know love like this again
Nothing will ever be the same
My heart finally feels pain

Affair of the Heart

I loved you from the moment I saw you
I don't know why I like you but I do
Nothing makes sense to me
I don't even know you but I want to

Something's in the water
Draining my existence
Testing my resistance
Emotions running sideways
Can I say something subliminally?
Help and save me

I loved you from the moment I saw you
I don't know why I like you but i do
Nothing makes sense to me
I don't even know you but I want to

I'm not the other woman
I didn't sign up for this
Reaching higher and higher so nothing sticks
Makes it harder to walk through the misery
Something's got a hold on me

I loved you from the moment I saw you
I don't know why I like you but I do
Nothing makes sense to me
I don't even know you but I want to

Forcing me out of my neighborhood
I gotta walk away even though I own this
You can't change my mind
I'm gonna have it my way

I loved you from the moment I saw you
I don't know why I like you but I do
Nothing makes sense to me
I don't even know you but I want to

Band-aid ripping off
Washer machine of the brain
Cloud maker helps ease the pain
It hurts cuz I love you
Sellin all my material goods
Lovin you makes me crazy

From the Moment I saw you

You were perfect until I met him
Why does she get you and not me?
You were perfect until I met him
He don’t exist
He’s only in my head

You were perfect until I met him
His eyes, his hands moved with precision
Never gave me much attention
You were perfect until I met him

Now my head don’t work
Only see his face
Captivating, hypnotic trance
Imagine his embrace
Get outa my head
See me kissin’ his face

Say you need me
Say you want me
Say you love me
and can’t stop thinking of me

You were perfect until I met him
His eyes, his hands moved with precision
You were perfect until I met him

You were perfect until I met him

I want to leave my body
I don’t want to exist
You took everything from me
I lost all control

So mindless it seems
Why even try, if you’re in charge of me
You can hear me, but I can’t hear you

I give in
If everything is scripted
I don’t want to play a part anymore
Take everything from me

Orchestrated chaos is no way to live
I am done
You deserve my life more than me
Damn you for making me trust you
And then betraying me

You win
I never played
How does it feel to fight a girl?

Thank you for showing me that I was of no significance
I am so sorry that I had some confidence
Thank you again for putting me in my place
I thought that I mattered

Making jokes at my expense
Making me under the influence
Now you’re trying to steal my identity
You threw me to the wolves

You got one less problem
But I still have me
As I sit here in the dark
I will not try anymore
This happiness project is done, finished, over

I can’t do it anymore
Why did you attack me?
I don’t have any more love to give
Sick of trying to be happy
It’s over for me

Nothing left to believe in
I’ve already done this before
Enough is enough!
No more impulses
Do nothing is best

All I wanted- was love
All I wanted- was love!
Let go of me
Let go of me!

Do You Manipulate Me?

I latched onto you and wouldn’t let you go
Smothered you begging you to stay
I needed you to show me my way
Depended on you to hold me up
You were my hero until you walked away

Every heartbeat
Every tear
I am guided
You are near

I thought that you loved me
Every song sends chills up my spine
You’re always in my head
Yet your head is fine

Every heartbeat
Every tear
I am guided
You are near

Unrequited love propels shock through my heart
Painstaking and raw
Your soulful energy dissected me
Connection so deep
But it was only one way

Every heartbeat
Every tear
I am guided
You are near

Egoless love comes once in a lifetime
You left me
Now it’s hard to breathe
Mourning doves calling through the trees
Spirit’s intervention

Every heartbeat
Every tear
I am guided
You are near

You are Near

Valuable by itself
Purposeful without intention
Alive flowing with organic goodness
Hope created by bonding with others
Showing compassion with deep understanding
Empathetic lovingness shared between


Just Be
Everything has meaning
Be still
Hear your inner voice
Intuition will guide you home
To your light within

Soulfulness
Ignited by surrendering
Universal knowledge speaks volumes
When you’re listening
Multidimensional realms combined
Heart awakens and is intensified


Just Be
Everything has meaning
Be still
Hear your inner voice
Intuition will guide you home
To your light within

No judgment
Maintain tolerance in every waking moment
Transformative power in healing
Open up to awareness
Paradigms are thoughts in your reality
Consciousness is energy

Just Be
Everything has meaning
Be still
Hear your inner voice
Intuition will guide you home
To your light within

Raise your frequency
Vibration and stars explode
Higher forces collide
Dreams are manifested
Grids are balanced in unison
Let go and live with present joy

Just Be
Everything has meaning
Be still
Hear your inner voice
Intuition will guide you home
To your light within

Fear is illusion
Love is the only thing that’s real
Forgiveness opens door to freedom
Heals the inner child
Karma is released
Attachments and entanglements are free
Remember to just be

Just Be

Just when I thought you were love-you were hate
I hate you, I despise you
Get the fukk outa my life
You are the unwanted
You are pain
You are lies
You are rape in the 3rd degree

You ask me to dance
You keep me up all night
You never pay
But you treat me right
It’s time you leave me
I’m not gonna be your hotline bling

You are darkness
The man in the moon
You are perfectionism
You are judgee
I can’t let you in

You ask me to dance
You keep me up all night
You never pay
But you treat me right
It’s time you leave me
I’m not gonna be your hotline bling

You are critical commenting
You are nitpicking
You took me for granted
Always masquerading

You ask me to dance
You keep me up all night
You never pay
But you treat me right
It’s time you leave me
I told you,….
I’m not gonna be your hotline bling

Go, Go …..
Leave me alone
I’m not your free gift with purchase
No more threats, nah nah nah,….no more blackmailing
Oh no, oh no, oh no…..no more blackmailing

Hot Line Bling

Never been mine
It’s always been
Evaporation into darkness
Kidnapped again
Locked up and chained
Sold my life
Obscurity and misery
The well is dry

You could have had me
If you wanted me
But you didn’t
So, got to go

Holding out for the next time we meet
Still covert lies and animosity
Monstrosities confronting
Storms engulfing
Melancholiness haunting
Sharing thoughts with loneliness
Quicksand drowning me
Stop seducing with fairy-tales
Light switch off
Crash

You could have had me
If you wanted me
But you didn’t
So, got to go


Pressing forward while lightning strikes
Faith in heart and look above
Drone catches me trying to smile
Rainbows announced in gray clouds
Waterfalls embrace agony
Broken means more evolved

You could have had me
If you wanted me
But you didn’t
So, got to go

Got to Go

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About Me

Bio

I am a Studio Arts graduate of Loyola Marymount University. I portray raw emotions and intense feelings of truth in my lyrics. My transformation has occurred due to my lack of voice through the past years. My inspiration is now my inner voice and being true to my higher self after years of hiding from the real me. It is now that I feel compelled to share my inner darkness which has evolved to the lightness of my heart and soul. I hope that my art inspires truth for anyone looking to stand in their own skin. With an empathetic heart, art is a way that one can feel to heal, manifest their desires, reflect their truth and seek awareness of their soul. Art inspires and affirms our oneness and deep connection to each other and validates our existence. Many of the lyrics represent the dichotomy that exists within a love–hate relationship where the chemistry is palpable and involves the simultaneous-alternating emotions of love and hate because the emotions are so intense.

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