Pocahontas (Aniiyah Jackson)

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Aniiyah Jackson

I’m not really seeing one
I’m seeing many faces
I haven’t been to one
I been to many places
I am undone
With different desires
I have not begun
I am empowered

By these drunken eyes
Of mine
I’m not really seeing truth
Nor my reflection
My drunken eyes
What can I do

Caught in lies
Of recreation
Devious inside
It’s strong by nature
I’m not really seeing you
Nor am I seeing me
Confused by the signs
I’m stronger than this
I thought

By these drunken eyes
Of mine
I’m not really seeing truth
Nor my reflection
My drunken eyes
What can I do

I can’t even reach the stars
It’s not in my direction
I can’t see the light
It’s not my destination
I’m lost in time
Do I realize what’s ahead
But now
I am dead

By these drunken eyes
Of mine
I’m not really seeing truth
Nor my reflection
My drunken eyes

By these drunken eyes
Of mine
I’m not really seeing truth
Nor my reflection
My drunken eyes
What can I do

Drunken Eyes

No one to turn too
I'm always to blame
I feel so alone
I feel out of place
Been given the cold shoulder
Why do they treat me this way
I can't understand it
Nothing left to say

Feels like i'm left to die
Under cold cold water
And I can't breathe
Whats the point of living
No ones trying to save me

Let the tides come crashing on me
Just gonna be hit by another wave
Let the water rise before me
I'm drowning, sinking to another place

They talk about me
Laugh in my face
Might as well throw stones at me
I'm hurting anyway
I walk this path alone
No comfort in my zone
Nothing else to lose
They lost me too

Feels like i'm left to die
Under cold cold water
And I can't breathe
Whats the point of living
No ones trying to save me

Let the tides come crashing on me
Just gonna be hit by another wave
Let the water rise before me
I'm drowning, sinking to another place

The skies getting darker
The water's rising high
And my body feels colder
I don't know why I ever tried
They don't see me
They don't understand
How this pain can change
Nothing seems real

Feels like i'm left to die
Under cold cold water
And I can't breathe
Whats the point of living
No ones trying to save me

Let the tides come crashing on me
Just gonna be hit by another wave
Let the water rise before me
I'm drowning, sinking to another place

Wave

All I want to do is give you all of me
No one said this will be easy
Trying to stand on your higher ground
I’m screaming out, but you can’t hear a sound
But here we go again
The tides are moving in
But here we go again
I can feel your cold

Am I shattered by this broken heart?
Am I falling, while everything falls apart?
I don’t know what I am feeling
When I’m with you
Am I shattered? Yeah!
I’m shattered because of you

I thought you knew the best of me
This time, my heart can be tricky
As I sit on this mountain top
My tears run down and everything stops
But here we go again
The moon is shining
But here we go again
You can see I’m hurt

Am I shattered by this broken heart?
Am I falling, while everything falls apart?
I don’t know what I am feeling
When I’m with you
Am I shattered? Yeah!
I’m shattered because of you

Maybe I need comfort
From the pain, you put me through
Maybe I need some closure
So I can move on without you

But here we go again
The sun is setting
But here we go again
I need to let go now

Am I shattered by this broken heart?
Am I falling, while everything falls apart?
I don’t know what I am feeling
When I’m with you
Am I shattered? Yeah!
I’m shattered because of you

I am shattered

Shattered


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I’m not really seeing one
I’m seeing many faces
I haven’t been to one
I been to many places
I am undone
With different desires
I have not begun
I am empowered

By these drunken eyes
Of mine
I’m not really seeing truth
Nor my reflection
My drunken eyes
What can I do

Caught in lies
Of recreation
Devious inside
It’s strong by nature
I’m not really seeing you
Nor am I seeing me
Confused by the signs
I’m stronger than this
I thought

By these drunken eyes
Of mine
I’m not really seeing truth
Nor my reflection
My drunken eyes
What can I do

I can’t even reach the stars
It’s not in my direction
I can’t see the light
It’s not my destination
I’m lost in time
Do I realize what’s ahead
But now
I am dead

By these drunken eyes
Of mine
I’m not really seeing truth
Nor my reflection
My drunken eyes

By these drunken eyes
Of mine
I’m not really seeing truth
Nor my reflection
My drunken eyes
What can I do

Drunken Eyes

No one to turn too
I'm always to blame
I feel so alone
I feel out of place
Been given the cold shoulder
Why do they treat me this way
I can't understand it
Nothing left to say

Feels like i'm left to die
Under cold cold water
And I can't breathe
Whats the point of living
No ones trying to save me

Let the tides come crashing on me
Just gonna be hit by another wave
Let the water rise before me
I'm drowning, sinking to another place

They talk about me
Laugh in my face
Might as well throw stones at me
I'm hurting anyway
I walk this path alone
No comfort in my zone
Nothing else to lose
They lost me too

Feels like i'm left to die
Under cold cold water
And I can't breathe
Whats the point of living
No ones trying to save me

Let the tides come crashing on me
Just gonna be hit by another wave
Let the water rise before me
I'm drowning, sinking to another place

The skies getting darker
The water's rising high
And my body feels colder
I don't know why I ever tried
They don't see me
They don't understand
How this pain can change
Nothing seems real

Feels like i'm left to die
Under cold cold water
And I can't breathe
Whats the point of living
No ones trying to save me

Let the tides come crashing on me
Just gonna be hit by another wave
Let the water rise before me
I'm drowning, sinking to another place

Wave

All I want to do is give you all of me
No one said this will be easy
Trying to stand on your higher ground
I’m screaming out, but you can’t hear a sound
But here we go again
The tides are moving in
But here we go again
I can feel your cold

Am I shattered by this broken heart?
Am I falling, while everything falls apart?
I don’t know what I am feeling
When I’m with you
Am I shattered? Yeah!
I’m shattered because of you

I thought you knew the best of me
This time, my heart can be tricky
As I sit on this mountain top
My tears run down and everything stops
But here we go again
The moon is shining
But here we go again
You can see I’m hurt

Am I shattered by this broken heart?
Am I falling, while everything falls apart?
I don’t know what I am feeling
When I’m with you
Am I shattered? Yeah!
I’m shattered because of you

Maybe I need comfort
From the pain, you put me through
Maybe I need some closure
So I can move on without you

But here we go again
The sun is setting
But here we go again
I need to let go now

Am I shattered by this broken heart?
Am I falling, while everything falls apart?
I don’t know what I am feeling
When I’m with you
Am I shattered? Yeah!
I’m shattered because of you

I am shattered

Shattered

If I die young
Will you remember my mistakes
And If I die young
Would you still had walked away
If I die young
Will your tears be real for me
And If I die young
Will you hold me in your memory

I was lost in the world
That I couldn’t call home
I was afraid of drowning in my own storm
I called to you
You couldn’t hear me
I was dying
But you couldn’t see
I needed you more than
You ever known

I’m trying to find my way back
Don’t understand why I’m feeling like that
Maybe I need to be free
I just want you to help me

If I die young
Will you remember my mistakes
And If I die young
Would you still had walked away
If I die young
Will your tears be real for me
And If I die young
Will you hold me in your memory

If I Die Young

When I'm sad
I distract myself from thinking
When the world is sinking, beneath me
I hide my pain behind my smile
The truth doesn't come out
So I never face it
I erase it

When I'm alone
I breakdown
Try to force myself to forget
What I remember
When no one's around
I sit here
Alone with my thoughts
My mistakes

And I awake
All my hurt
I awake my skeleton
Walking dead inside my head
I need to close the door
That's what all the locks are for

Even though
I thought I
Buried all my scars
Again
When I try to face it
It's a never ending cycle
My life, it's not right

When I'm alone
I breakdown
Try to force myself to forget
What I remember
When no one's around
I sit here
Alone with my thoughts
My mistakes

And I awake
All my hurt
I awake my skeleton
Walking dead inside my head
I need to close the door
That's what all the locks are for

As my thoughts attack me
I can't breathe
Nothing else to distract me
There's no one except me
And the streets are empty

When I'm alone
I breakdown
Try to force myself to forget
What I remember
When no one's around
I sit here
Alone with my thoughts
My mistakes

And I awake
All my hurt
I awake my skeleton
Walking dead inside my head
I need to close the door
That's what all the locks are for

Skeleton

I've gone deaf
So I quit reacting to your foolishness
I've gone deaf
So I won't listen to all of your lies
And I lost my hearing

You need to fix this,
This isn't right
I'm all up tight
And I have lost my senses

I've gone blind
So I stop trying to see the clear picture
I've gone blind
So I won't witness all of the pain
And I lost my sight

You need to fix this,
This isn't right
I'm all up tight
And I have lost my senses

This isn't fair
What you did to me
You made me damaged
Blocking out everything
I try survive with no feelings

I am hurt but there is no pain
Nothing is left
I want it to return
My feelings you have stolen

You need to fix this,
This isn't right
I'm all up tight
And I have lost my senses

Senses

Paint a picture on my face
You say smile
And I smile
To hide the pain

Wear a mask to cover up
You say laugh
And I laugh
To ease everything

Why do I
Do what I'm always told
When can I
Have the courage to be bold
Need to be me
Time to be free
Cant do this anymore
I don’t want to be
Ugly

Changed all my ways
You say be happy
And I get happy
For you

Switched up my wardrobe
You say look sexy
And I dress sexy
To satisfy your needs

Why do I
Do what I'm always told
When can I
Have the courage to be bold
Need to be me
Time to be free
Cant do this anymore
I don’t want to be
Ugly

I keep changing myself
Into something that’s not me
I can't please you
Don't wanna change who I'm meat to be
I'm beautiful
Im strong
I'm everything and more
I need you to accept
Tell me im all your looking for

Why do I
Do what I'm always told
When can I
Have the courage to be bold
Need to be me
Time to be free
Cant do this anymore
I don’t want to be
Why do I
Do what I'm always told
When can I
Have the courage to be bold
Need to be me
Time to be free
Cant do this anymore
I don’t want to be
Ugly

Ugly

How can you love me
When you missing her
Swear I thought
I could be your only girl
Don’t even have clue
That you are my world
Here I am being jealous of someone else

I try and try
To hold back all my pain
You tell me it's nothing
And I'm going insane
How is it nothing
When you can't even
Look me in the face and say

Do you love me
But do even care
I must be crazy for loving you
I thought you could love me
she's in the back of your mind
Am I stupid or wasting time
Do you love me
How can I compete with someone
That you feel strong for
I must be crazy
Crazy maybe

Silly me
I can't help the way I feel
Don't know what's fake or what is real
But still she was a part of your life
I don't know but how I can try

Time and time
I put a smile on my face
Knowing that I'm hurting
And I can be replaced
But one you say isn't so
I really need you to let her go

Do you love me
But do even care
I must be crazy for loving you
I thought you could love me
she's in the back of your mind
Am I stupid or wasting time
Do you love me
How can I compete with someone
That you feel strong for
I must be crazy
Crazy maybe

Why do you put me in this position?
Is it her or it's me
Tell me please
I gotta know
How you really feel
This is all too much
I really had enough
I can't do this anymore

Do you love me
But do even care
I must be crazy for loving you
I thought you could love me
she's in the back of your mind
Am I stupid or wasting time
Do you love me
How can I compete with someone
That you feel strong for
I must be crazy
Crazy maybe

Crazy Maybe

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Singer-Songwriter. Owner of R.M.M.I.A Industries & VILD Songwriting Agency

CV/History

Aniiyah Jackson, as known as Pocahontas, is an American Singer-Songwriter, Music Producer, and Musician. Her musically unique styles includes R&B, Pop, and Country. With such a small voice, she has the ability to create beautiful harmonic melodies and has the ability to versatile her sound with her dynamic vocals.

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